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| Poems |
| It's Over It's over, once again. You were just another one Added to my endlist list Of, sorry to be blunt, Fuck-ups. I thought you were Going to have some kind of Significance in my life. But, I guess not. You played me, you used me You ripped my heart out Took it in the palm of your hand Then watched it start to bleed. You threw it down on the groud, Stepped on it Hurt me, And showed no remorse what-so-ever. I am very bitter right now Because you have no respect for me. How cold of you To sit there and lie to me. Of course, how stupid of me To believe you. I know you're not sorry I know you're not upset You're just another heartless guy Who took from me everything That was important. |
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| Home I miss home. The summer smell The wind blowing And how the roads wind. I miss that feeling I got. I would like to sit on the couch Looking out The picture window, Waiting for whatever the day May bring. I miss The spontaneity Of the rainstorms, And how the grass felt On my toes. I want to Daydream and have no worries Forgetting about All the problems. I miss home. I want summer to come. I don't want to be drunk anymore. I just want to be peaceful Quiet Relaxing With no one to bring me down. I want that innocence And the freedom Of not being here. I miss doing nothing And I miss being myself. I want to sit in the sun Put my hands in the water, And think about Being young And not growing up. I want to Watch bees and the sunshine, Lay out and get a tan, Go to the beach, Listen to the waves roll up. I miss home. And want summer to come. Get rid of this snow So I can smile. |
| I'm sorry That I was just A waste of your time. And I know It's not working out right now But I care about you And I would like it If you would stay in my life. I do want to be friends I hope you can say the same Or at least Some kind of peace can Be between us. I don't want to fight, I don't want you to think That I was not worth it. I thought we were okay, But I guess we're not And I appologise For whatever heartache I caused in your life. Just don't lose respect for me After all, you did care for me At some point. |
| Thoughts at 4 a.m. Take a look around And see what you have. Look at where you are And who you are. We always want more Yet we never stop to admire What we already have. Look at all that's been given to you. What more could you want? What more could you ask for? Be thankful for how lucky You are. Your family, your friends, This day and this breath. Look around And when I ask, tell me What more you need. Isn't it sometimes enough? We take life for granted. Be happy you're you And be content with who you are Where you are. What more could you ask for? |
| New Girl I do not care That you are with her Or she holds you tight. And I do not think it's appropriate To rub it in my face That you're fine without me. I have no feelings for you Nor will I ever again. So please stop Dangling your girl over my head Like it's supposed to bother me. I think you're a hypocrite In every sence of the word Thinking you have something to prove. I thought long distance was impossible I bet you're eating your words now. Don't expect me to talk to you Anymore. |