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| Shakes Hold me in your arms so tight and made me feel safe again please help me stop these shakes They�re coming on strong not stopping to think about who gets wounded in the quake Just want a shoulder to cry on Someone to embrace me if only a single moment in time The words can never take place Asking is out of the question A volunteer is what I need Someone that can sense it all To see the pain erupting And know just what is needed |
| Anxiety The fear is overwhelming My heart beats faster and faster Thoughts rushing through my head So quickly that nothing makes sense They just keep racing over and over So much that it causes me to vomit Stop the progression from going any further These thoughts are blowing up my mind One tiny instant changes everything The seed has been planted and isn�t budging It can�t be bona fide, not this once more How am I going to get through it this time? Enraged again with myself for this pain How could I have caused it for a second time? How could I have been so inept? What in God�s name was I thinking? One stupid mistake is all it took And I knew it was wrong from the onset Now how I wish it would all fade away Or maybe I desire that it could be me. |
| Gone I woke up this morning And thought I was young The past hadn't happened And I wasn't who I've become After a while I began to think, maybe it was still just a dream But with the genuineness of it all How could that possibly be? I saw your chocolate eyes They were gazing at me And I can still feel the place, where you tenderly kissed my cheek We talked for hours, like you'd never been gone We laughed and we cried about things I'd long since forgotten And then just like that, the trace of you disappeared My smile turned back over It�s like you had never been here |
| Hopeless Throw in a sleeping bag kicked and beaten until the brink of your death Then left to die without a hope The breaths are shallow But the pain so deeply piercing right through the heart leaving you paralyzed on the ground Unable to move or call yet desperately crying out How can it be that you've been caught in the situation of hoplessness trapping you again and again Lying there bawling and yet not making a sound for fear that they might hear and come back for more Once again there is nothing that could ever be done No window of opportunity just quietly dying inside Eyes burning with tears the pain excruciating Not a word can be spoken now for the enemy draws near he's fighting from the inside and slowly killing you Unable to move or call yet desperately crying out |
| Hitting Bottom The pain, the tears, the sleepless nights all hidden behind a smile that's bright days are long and nights are longer trying to stay focused; not lost in it all It's getting harder as the days fly by they are seeing through me, maybe in my eyes The bottom is coming, I can see it clearly like a clock it is ticking, but when will it come? Without a break, I can't take much more I'm fading fast, but wait.. there's more So much more that I can't say just things that are eating me alive For once in my life I don't want to just survive |
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| Surfing I've been riding this wave for far to long now it's time for me to jump off and soar Theres a life out there that's waiting for me I only wish that I could just finally see what is in store for this heart of mine Just how much is the right amount of time Its a riddle thats asked by many I know Nevertheless, the time has come for me to make things happen again with my life No more sitting back and letting it take me on journeys that arent't where I choose to be |