| Closeness The touch of your hand upon my face the tender kisses that linger on for days You know how to get to me and make me feel something that hasn't happened in so long The way your eyes light up when they look at me the sweetness in your breath when we are falling asleep I want to feel that every night and day just to feel you lying so close to me We laugh and we cry and all that is between and still there is this sadness The one that lies beneath within our hearts and makes it so hard to try this thing You treat me as though I an a diamond precious in the eyes of so many But you are the only somehow one it seems that can truly see how much I'm worth I want to feel you close to me when the world is slipping away and all the times in between but especially at the end of the day |
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| The Cliff The night is dark upon my face the sadness growing terribly the air is thick it's hard to breathe this anger I want to escape I'm longing to move away from it all but that would just be running to run again would be a waste of time my endurance is coming to an end The safe place that hides within my soul is growing smaller by the day The tears are filling up that void so pungent is the eternal taste I'm standing at the end of the cliff do I jump or walk away? |
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| JD He knows me better than anyone and yet the love still pours from his heart I can't remember a day without him think he's been there from the start When the rest of the world is against me he's always there by my side I can tell him about anything with him, there is nothing to hide Every time that I hear his voice a huge smile takes over my face He lives half way across the US so our conversations leave nothing to waste He thinks that I'm funny and he knows that I'm smart lookin past the exterior and going straight for my heart He's my best friend in the world I don't know what I'd ever do if something were to happen.... JD, you know I'll always I love you |
| Fields Deep in the fields my heart still runs thoughs so pure of that golden sun the way the storms rolled in while looking on I miss those days but still holding on The love that was felt I can only recall now just a memory set back in the fog Those moments will forever have thier place Never forgeting that beautiful taste Sitting on the back porch watching the plains sway I only wish I could go back to that day |
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| Haunting Seconds went to minutes with nothing but pain the minutes to days leaving nothing to say the days just kept going, there was nothing to do now the days have become months and I still feel the shame The things that you said and did still make me a mess the way that you were always playing inside of my head your voice I still hear when it's late in the day when the forgiving is starting, you can't let me forget Somehow you made me believe all of those lies now they still haunt me in the dead of the night There are times afraid to sleep I go over it all that leads to crying and I know that leaves you smiling To hurt me and kick me until I was numb the pain just a distant memory in my heart but the scars still remain in the dark places down deep in my head where no one is allowed Seconds went to minutes with nothing but pain the minutes to days leaving nothing to say the days just kept going, there was nothing to do now the days have become months and I still feel the shame |
| Shhhh! Not a word was spoken of the deed that day but the memories linger still in my mind The thing that we did was a secret for sure now part of me wants to tell the whole world Like a brilliant explosion is made its mark now all that is left is the pieces of a broken heart The terror that was caused in our moment of peace the thoughts and smells still lingering in the breeze The look on my face I know you can see scared and afraid but still so at ease it was what was decided in that moment of truth the move had to be made so the battle could be won |
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| Liars Lies and deception, they are everywhere its about knowing who to believe Door one or door two can you rely on either of them? Or is it best to abandon the notion They come in by truckloads never ceasing their path Trampling over even the greatest of intentions without an ounce of forethought "If you ask me no questions I can tell you no lies" Appoint that as your motto if there are plenty to come in this future we have to come Trust is becoming a four letter word no time to type it, sort through it all anymore Do the humanity a favor don't be economical with the truth |
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| Ione With majesty the oak stands high on the hill Meandering by the stream completes the view Just through that valley it is peaceful and sweet Grass that is long and blows in the breeze The sunset glowing on the horizon Clouds that set just beyond the trees Late at night exploring the stars Lying in the rain just to capture it all The crisp clean air envelops me My heart grows calm, and my mind is numb Seems all of my problems are forgotten Once again |