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I want to be held
and to hold you in return
to feel your lips on my cheek
as I am drifting off to sleep

I want to smile
like life has no wrong
to watch you light up a room
and feel the happiness too

I want to feel peace
in my heart of hearts
to giggle in the morning light
and for everything just to feel right

I want to love again
and to be loved in return
to find the beauty in life
and I want to share it with you
Confusion
Why is it that the one thing
you don't want to lose
is the one thing you can't find,
but the second you stop looking
it stares you in the eye?

Why can you have a feeling
and not want to let it go,
and then one day it happens
and it falls from your heart
like tiny flakes of snow?

How can life throw
so many punches and yet
in the end make you alive
more today than yesterday
and each day with more spice?

What is it that I'm looking to find
in this moment that is upon me
as I set in this chair
searching through my heart of hearts
and seemingly gettin nowhere?

When will it be obvious
that the truth is in my face?
That there is a purpose to my life,
and that I can let go
of this horrific pain?

How in the world can it be
that the smell is there, and yet
I still can't find the treasure
that I'm hoping to come across
that will make me come alive?

Why is it that the one thing
you don't want to lose
is the one thing you can't find,
but the second you stop looking
it stares you in the eye?
Take a breath
I am complicated but there's a treasure burried inside
just take the time to discover and you too will see
that theres more to me than a pretty face
theres someone that cares about things more than you know

Don't kiss me that way so I can open my heart
and then walk away and watch it all fall on the ground
Don't turn around when you're done and watch me cry
cuz I know that will kill me so much inside

I've been loved and left in the dust before
but it's not going to happen ever again
So if you are leading my heart down that path..
drop it now so I can finally take a breath
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Cocky
You tell me not to fall for you
as if you ruled the world
Who says I would do that anyways
And that you would ever know?
Just because I�ve played the fool
In one too many games,
Doesn�t mean I�ll be one
In the games you want to play
There was a time not long ago
When if could have been a though
A glimmer in my brain
That said you could be �Mr. Right�
But as I sit here thinking
About all we�ve been through
I�m slowly beginning to realize
Just what I was to you
A pawn to move around the board
To keep you in the game
Someone to add to the many marks
On the tally that you keep
I�ve had enough, it�s just not me
This game just can�t go on
So when you finally wake up
You�ll see that I am gone
Strangers Again
Like sands in the hourglass
the time has run out.
Now I sit here and wonder
where it all went wrong.
The times that we shared
were once so carefree.
All I have nowadays
are memories abound.

You called me yesterday
but not without force
It took something troubling
to make you pick up the phone
So now I sit and wonder
where it will go from here
If it will ever be the same,
or if I should abandon the hope.

You know I still love you
and that will always be true
No matter where life takes me,
I can never forget you.
Not a word...
I say nothing
so as not to be the one
to start a fire
that destroys the forest.
For the forest is beautiful
not just for the trees,
but the creatures,
the fresh air,
and the placement
of every rock and shrub
It matters not
that there is danger
or that mosquitoes loom
What matters is the silence..
as eerie as it may be.
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