Weaned is weaned... you're too funny Margo.

Margo i'll tell you what i told bri... thank you for being there for me and for Marty. Marty came out to the pool and he really was so sweet...we sat on a towel and ate fresh raspberries that he went out and picked on the way and he just came right out and said "Christy I'm worried that there might be problems because of your age. The Doctor's sure you'll be O.K. right?" And I said, yes, we talked about it and really Dr. Richardson kind of sold me on the idea that I WOULD be OK despite me being 43, which she says is at the upper end of women she's had deliver but not ELDERLY lmao... So next Marty asks is the baby going to be OK? And I just said we'll find out, won't we.

He laughed but then he got all quiet and he was holding my hand and he said he was scared. And I told him I was too. Like I said to Bri I think the whole thing is kind of a shocker to him although it shouldn't be. We always do it without protection and we talked about how we COULD have a baby because of it. But I don't think that either of us thought we actually would you know?

I think we'll be using rubbers from now on though, lol.

I knew as soon as he said that about me getting older that he'd talked to bri or written him an email back and forth because he got right to it, he didn't make me drag it out of him. I likeit when he's direct. I think hes so thoughtful, he really has to let things sit for a little bit and go over it all in his mind before he speaks, unlike you and me too. You said marty blurts... no, i'm the blurter if anyone in our marriage is... marty frets and stews and mulls... i try to coax it out of him and he ends up saying stuff he really maybe doesnt mean because he hasn't worked it all through... or he just worries and is blabbering every little doubt and thought that crosses his mind. Like i said thoughtful and when he's reached his conclusion he's decisive. i like that. he's a sweetie.

Anyway it was so sweet of him to come out to the pool and see me and talk and it made me feel so much better this afternoon knowing that we'd talked. He's going to come with me to my appt the day before we come up there, i forgot to mention that to brian, so thank him for that too.

Just feel all happy today, and i feel the way i did when I knew Maura was on the way, happy like this life is inside me growing.

I love you margo. thank you for being my friend sweetie. Even though you stir up trouble...marty just showed me what bri wrote about my physical conditioning... i didn't see anything in there about brian longing for my loins lol.

you certainly don't have anything to be jealous of honey. you're built nice, brian sure doesn't have any complaints does he? i always loved your figure in high school, i felt like I was too stocky. felt shy the first time bri and i did it, like my body wasn't good enough, like it wasn't perfect, but then we both did.

Bri was funny he asked me why i never ask him what you do to him, i told him that the way it works is that girls talk about what guys do and vice versa. does he talk to any of his friends (male) about sex? why do guys keep it to themselves, or worse brag about it?

reading what i wrote you before i hit send, seeing "weaning" at the top reminds me... margo did you any read books about breastfeeding? there's a lot of them on amazon and I don't know which one to get. their reviews are always so retarded. and I could ask my obgyn but I trust you.

well I am so tired...and tomorrow's an early morning... early, well 9:00 am but that's early for me, lmao!

Kiss little Becca for me and tell her her Aunt Christy is thnking of her and can't wait to see her and go in the water with her. Brian said something in his one email about after she saw him bury the groundhog, she hung close to you guys and "didn't even go swimming without you." She's little to go alone, that's not what he meant right? I'll tell you what i told him, you guys did the best thing talking to her about it. she needs to know, she will sort it all out and if you're there for her, that's all she needs.

I'm rambling margo... I feel like I should have just cc'd you the one I sent bri. can't wait to come up in four days!

good night. xoxoxoxo love you christy

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