It's in our shadows.
It's on our TV.
It's in our mind.
It's on the streets.
It causes us to cry like a new
Born babe. It makes us laugh.
However, it's not a laugh for a joyous occasion.
It's a laugh to make it go away.
What am I talking about?
Why death of course.
Death is what haunts us while we sleep
And while we're awake.
You can't escape the inescapable.
There's a hole in my heart.
One that cannot be filled.
Not by someone else nor by
Alcohol. It's a hole where my
Ghosts shall haunt me forever.
You want the hole to go away or at least
Decrease in nature. But, it remains the same,
Just as the moon shall brighten our velvety
Sky. Until the day when its light
Will be quenched... Forever
The dark heavens seem to cry as if they understand
Such sorrow, as you have felt on that mournful day.
But, as the heavens grieve for your loss.
They also rejoice as one of their
Most precious angels has returned.
And you shall find comfort in that thought.
What sort of world is this?
Where we do not appreciate
What helps us live our lives.
But, other's will be put in their place.
And all, is right with the world!
Down and Down this vessel plunges,
Calm and Cool.
But inside breeds despair.
There is no return for me now.
Darkness is all I see.
I can be loving, but I can also be
As cold as ice. And in being so
My possessions melt away into nothingness.
My world collapse beneath my folly.
I have pushed the boat out too far.
Will the tide ever bring it back?
Only time can tell.
How can we prove that we exist?
What if this is someone's dream?
Maybe I'm not real, Neither my Physical
Nor my Mental Being.
Perfaps I'm just a figment of someone's imagination.
Or, perhaps not.
Bitter is my taste.
I can feel the foulness
In my Veins.
The only way to feel clean is
To Tear myself apart.
I'm broken on the inside
And working on the out.
But for how long?