| 4-20-01 |
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| I know you are all probably very sick and tired of my constant complaints about the opposite sex and my anti-luck with the majority of its members. Well, yeh, you may be sick of it, but dammit, you can't be as sick of it as I am!!! I'm completely mortified at my ability to frighten off every guy I come in contact with!!! What the hell is wrong with me? Perhaps they are intimidated, afterall, I am a powerful goddess at work here... Who the hell do I think I'm kidding...? Well, this is insane. I should give up even trying. Yeh, no more makeup, no more low-cut or otherwise revealing tops and sure as hell no more pretty underwear... Ah, yeh right, we all know I just can't resist. So what's the deal? I think it's me, I think I have serious problems that no one will clue me in on... Or else the whole of mankind is very disfunctional, and I am the single, solitary normal one... well, either way, I'm fucked (though not literally, unfortunately... hehe) Oh, I'm awful. I just can't help it. I have a sick mind here. But I can't be a sweet, little, innocent girl when nine times out of ten I have everything but "sweet" thoughts running through my head... I'm pretty sure I know what guys say they want but they may not really want that, they may not have a fucking clue, but then again, whoever supposed they did! Oh, now that really wasn't fair. I'm sure there are perfectly nice guys out there, as a matter of fact I KNOW there are. And guess what? They're gay! I've dated several. And what's up with that anyway?!?! It's all quite confusing because it really shouldn't be. I am a usual, emotionally handicapped person, just like everyone else... okay, I'm lying, I may be a little more on the eccentric side from time to time but, hell, that's what makes it fun, isn't it? Well, isn't it? Not always. And in my experience... NEVER. Oh, bitch, bitch, bitch. (David, you were right.) I really do complain too much. It's always "poor me, poor me." Well, damn, someone should save me from myself! Alright, now. Seriously, what did you expect? A Full-Fledged DRAMA QUEEN being anything but DRAMATIC? Haha, NEVER! Oh, me. I am a self-centered little whore aren't I? Well, I'm not positive about the whore part, seeing as guys HATE me. That's it. They hate me. Well, gee, lucky me. Maybe I will become a nun afterall. That's right, a non-religious, non-habit-wearing nun. Well, I take that back, those habits look sort of comfy. Well, for now I will continue to work. I have a few "projects" that may potentially bear fruit. Yay. So until then: ??? |
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