About Me
There are things that we hold sacred unrevealed in the cells of our hearts, some things come and go so quickly but leave an indelible mark, the only thing I can be certain of is nothing is certain but journey on. Everyday we follow patterns, paths, every hour and seconds done out of love, some out of habit and some out of fear. Forces beyond compel me to journey on
For eighteen years of existing in this world, I never thought that I will treasure my life more than I do in the past. I have grown to be a smarter, wiser and braver person. I am fascinated by the talents and the way the youth of my age looks at life. Some have this queer idea that they can change the world by holding on with their principles and convictions. It sounds idealistic but sometimes I also found myself thinking of what I can do to make a difference. It is somehow difficult to stand firm to one’s beliefs if it will be at odds with the principles of the world. When I was in first year high school, I dream of becoming the president of our country, I have this intense love for the Philippines but as I enter college, I realized that it takes much courage and knowledge to reach that dream. I love economics but I have only little passion for politics. Another reason why I think it is impossible is that I lied to myself…I pretended that I know what I want to do in my life, but the truth is I rely on the decisions of my parents. If there is one thing I am always consistent about it is having a low grade in accounting. I am planning to shift next term, thank God I have understanding and supportive parents. I am the kind of person who spent 60% of my time on the things I want to do and 40% on the things I have to do. The things I want to do are watching movies, bowling, playing the keyboards, playing lawn tennis and table tennis, chatting, reading. The things I have to do are studying for my exams, waking up at six o' clock in the morning every Mondays, Wednesday, and Fridays, preparing reflections in rels3, tolerating the different personalities of my friends forgiving the people who have hurt me as well as forgiving myself. When I have a lot of things, particularly expensive things, there is this deep-seated desire to protect them from harm. This is what I feel right now for my life. I hope you also feel the same way too.