| Oh, did you think that we were all going to feel the same way about this? |
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| Not all of us see those people with rose-colored glasses (which is soooo appropriate, since the mother's name is Rose hahaha). Personally, I HATE that woman. I don't give a sweet flying fuck that she wasn't always mean, or that she did some things that were nice. SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO you suckers. She was your MOTHER. When she fed you and clothed you and cleaned up after you and took you to the doctor, she wasn't being "nice" to you, SHE WAS BEING YOUR MOTHER! You don't do shit like that to be thanked for it after. You do it because that's why you had kids in the first place. WE OWE HER NOTHING, nothing for being a barely adequate parent. We don't owe it to her to be anything or do anything. We never did. |
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| And that goes triple for the asshole. Don't even get me started on that one. What, you feel bad because he made a half-assed attempt at apologizing? Tell that quivering slab of fear to put his money where his mouth is and then maybe we'll start believing him. You think he's really sorry? What he's sorry about is that you brought it up. He's sorry that he looks like a jerk and he knows it. If he was REALLY sorry, and if he really did care about you, why doesn't he ever pick up the phone? Why does he refuse you money that he has plenty of when he knows you're starving? YOU'RE HIS FUCKING DAUGHTER, his own flesh and blood, and he would rather you die than make a small dent in either his bank account or his conscience. |
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| There is one thing you can bet on in this bullshit, and it that I ain't about to let either of them get their claws back in any one of us. Not ever again. They want a daughter they can martyr themselves over? I'll give them one. Then they can tell everybody how hard it is for them to have a child that wants to see everything they own burned to the ground (anybody got a match?). |
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| And that's a word from your friendly neighborhood Mallory. I'm audi. |
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It's always the same
I'm the only one who's always left to blame
Take what you can take
Hurt is your only idea of a game
To break away
I don't have that within me
And I'm not your prey
So I bite the hand that feeds me
When all you do is break me
And put me
You put me in a cage
When I look in the mirror
All that I see
A zoo animal that wants to be free
Just get away, get away from me
'Cause I'll never be who you want me to be
No
It's always the same
It's not easy to keep myself contained
Sit back and relax
How can I when I'm going down in flames?
'Cause all you do is break me
And put me
You put me in a cage
Get away get away get away get away
All you do is break me
And put me
You put me in a cage
When I look in the mirror
I just want to be free
Want to be free
I just want to be free
- Front 242, Animal
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