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Chapter 19 Getting Away
So well take your car instead of the bike which will probably be better than the bike anyway because we can talk to each other on the trip and we wont be as tired when we get there. And if it rains the whole time were there? Francis asked, a bit disappointed by the weather. Then well stay in our room and make love and just talk all day and it will still be wonderful because at least were getting the hell away from here, Adrian said, and kissed the side of her throat. Ill make breakfast and you finish packing.
Francis nodded her excitement rekindled and as
An hour later they were on the road and
I got you something, Why? Francis asked.
What do you mean why? You dont have to keep getting me things, Francis said. Oh yes, Im just always showering you with things.
Yeah, and look whos driving it now. Besides, the car was Milly and Tammys idea. I wanted to get you something that was just my idea. Reach in my pants pocket.
Honey, you already gave me that, Francis said with a laugh, but she
could see the bulge in What is it? Francis asked.
Francis opened the box. It was a gold wedding band. But we have tattoos, Francis said, pulling the ring out of the box. I wanted you to have the real thing. It will slide under your tattoo so you can still see it. Read the inscription on the inside. Francis did, it said All my love, No youre not, baby. I love it, Francis said. Give it to me.
I love your words. Francis leaned over and kissed I love you, too, more than I can ever tell you. Francis held up her hand and looked. Your ring finger is just a little bit bigger than my pinky, so I just guessed. I have a good eye for things like that. Of course she did; she was an artist. Thank you, baby. She leaned over and kissed her again.
The traffic was starting to ease up and they were moving along at a little quicker
pace. Whats wrong? Francis asked.
Its a wonderful one. Baby, I love that youre so impetuous, and any day of the week Id rather hear just whats in your heart than some speech you worked on, Francis said. I think giving me the ring in traffic will make a fantastic memory. Thirty minutes later they drove out of the rain. The countryside was wonderfulrolling pastures, pine forests, and mountains.
Francis had started talking and hadnt really stopped. She realized this when
she looked over at
I think its wonderful, Franny. I love that youre so excited. I
am, too. You know, Ive never really been on any sort of trip before either,
Says the woman who claims to be no good with words. Francis put her
hand on
When you get used to it, its not that much work, But its just as much stress.
Probably, Tell me about it. I think the most fucked up part was that neither of us for one minute even thought theyd take us. Like it was normal for parents to go to a theme park and leave their kids at home.
Look, horses, What. A happy childhood memory. I didnt know I had any of those. She smiled at Francis. Milly had written till four in the morning, till she couldnt keep her eyes open. Then shed gone to bed and slept till one oclock in the afternoon and not bothering to get dressed had gone right back to the computer. Ralph finally more or less insisted she pay some attention to him at about four so she threw on shorts, a sports bra, and a tank top, put on her running shoes, wrapped a dew rag around her head, grabbed Ralph and his leash and headed for Rhondas. She walked in and walked over to an empty table.
Milly, you know And you know that Adrian and Francis are out of town so shut up, she said with a smile. I just want a grilled ham and cheese sandwich and water. Jerry nodded and went to fill her order. Milly knew she had to get out and exercise because she had to work the next three nights. If she didnt get enough exercise she wouldnt be able to move the way she needed to, but all she really wanted to do was sit at her computer and write. Of course she was writing even as she set there, working the scenes out in her head. She petted Ralphs head and he rubbed his head against her belly which she always thought was funny because it was like he was petting her, too, and she swore the puppy smiled at her. He was in that weird gangly stage puppies get in, but she still thought he was cute. A mothers love she supposed. Jerry brought her breakfast, lunch, dinnerwhatever the hell it wasand she ate it. Then she paid and headed for the park actually carrying Ralph there because she knew from experience that running around the park with her was about all his little puppy legs could handle. When they got to the park she put him down, took hold of the end of his leash and started to jog. It felt good to use her legs again after sitting so long at the computer. If only she could find a way to move around with the computer. Ralph was good about running beside her, but he got to panting fairly soon. It was hot today and after the rain the humidity was so bad she had sweat running all over her body so she stopped to do some stretching exercises while the puppy got a break. She didnt mind the heat herself. The sweat was a bit annoying she wiped a hand down her face to get the sweat the dew rag hadnt caught and wiped her hand on her shorts. Someone jogged past her and then jogged back. She didnt look up, just hoped theyd go away. She wasnt in the mood to deal with someones half-baked pickup lines whether they were male or female. She just wanted to jog around the park a couple of times with her dog then go home and get back to work. Milly? Milly sighed with relief and looked up at Tammy. Oh thank God! I thought you were some perve. I am, Tammy said with a huge grin. Yes, but I meant one I didnt know, Milly said smiling back. So wheres Faye? Work, besides you know you wouldnt catch her out here in the heat jogging. Shes like the most not athletic person I know. You want to run with me? Sure, Milly said, but thought shed really rather just run alone so she could continue to write. She started running beside Tammy, which gave her a hell of a workout because Tammy took one stride for every two she took. Tammy didnt even try to talk to her when she ran, so she was still able to work on her book. Ive got to let Ralph rest again, Milly said, and stopped at one of the exercise stations along the trail. She pulled the bottle of water out of her pocket took a drink then poured some in her hand and gave it to Ralph. Then she started doing the exercise as Tammy just ran in place and Ralph took a break. Why did you name him Ralph? Tammy asked curiously. Because when you guys first gave him to me hed eat and then puke for about two days, Milly said with a shrug. So, did you kick Jans ass? Almost. I picked her up and slammed her into a wall. Faye wouldnt let me kick her ass because of course she cares more about Jan than she does about me, Tammy said then fell silent. Im sorry. I shouldnt have brought it up. No Well did you mean what you said that if I needed someone to talk to... Yes of course I did, sweety, Milly said, but she really just wanted to crawl back into her own head. Huge fight at the party. All sorts of Jan bull shit. Id been gone three days. Blah, blah, blah. We get back to Fayes place and were doing it and when shes cumming she yells out Jans name. Ouch, Milly said, pulling a face. Yeah, and its not the first time, but last night Well after all the shit youd just think she would have been extra careful. It was just like a knife in my gut. Shes telling me that it doesnt mean anything but, Tammy stopped running in place and looked at Milly. I think she always pretends Im Jan. I doubt that seriously, Tammy. Things like that do just slip out. Did you ever do it to anyone? No, but I probably will. Eventually Ill have another lover and when I do in all probability I will probably call them Marcella a lot, and it wont mean that Im pretending that theyre Marcella, just that Im used to having sex with her. Thats completely different Milly, because part of you is always going to love Marcella, and thats fine because of the situation. But Faye shouldnt be screaming out Jans name. She shouldnt be with me and still be in love with Jan. I think I think I need to end it with her. Is that what you want to do? No, I want Faye to quit loving Jan and just love me, but I dont think thats ever going to happen, and so I just need to let her go dont you think? I think Milly stopped stretching. Did she really want to tell Tammy what she thought? Did she really even know what that was anymore? She looked at Tammy. There were dark circles under her eyes. She wasnt getting enough sleep and she looked like shed lost weight, too, and she really couldnt afford to. I think you deserve to be happy. I think you dont need all this stress, and I think when it comes to stuff like this no one else can tell you what to do. I wish I had some answers for you, Tammy. I really wish I did, but I dont. Its easier for me to tell Faye what I think she should do because I think shes an idiot to even think about giving Jan the time of day when she has someone as awesome as you obviously so devoted to her. You have to do whats going to work for you, Tammy, and I really dont know what that is. Hell I have enough trouble running my own life. I think youre the bravest person Ive ever known, Tammy said. I think you run your life just fine, but I need to run my own and quit pulling everyone else into my shit. Im sorry we all keep putting you in the middle. Milly didnt know how to respond for a minute and then she said, Tammy I was the one who pulled the conversation in the direction of your shit and Im sorry. I dont know how brave I am. I think I keep nosing into you guys lives because I dont want to think about what Im going to do with mine. Lets just run and not think about the shit. They jogged around the park in silence two more times. Thats it, Tammy, Im done in, Milly said, trying to catch her breath. Tammy nodded. Me too. You want a ride back to the house? Milly laughed. You drive a block to the park so that you can jog around it? Yes, you want a ride back? Well I dont need it, mind you, but poor Ralph is done in. They got in Tammys car and Milly drank what was left of her water as Tammy grabbed a bottle off the dash and downed it then made a face. No doubt it was hot. Milly smiled then looked at Ralph panting on the floor board. I really need to think about bringing some little bowl with me if I bring Ralph so that he can drink properly. Tammy nodded, trying to swallow the warm water in her mouth. She had drank half the bottle. She pulled her pocket knife from her pocket, cut off the top of the bottlespilling water on herself in the process though it didnt matter because they were covered in sweat and a little water wasnt going to hurt anything. Here give this to Ralph. She handed it to Milly and Milly held it down for Ralph who drank it greedily. Thanks, Tammy. I figured the puppy wouldnt care that its piss warm. Tammy started the car and the cool air started hitting her sweaty skin cooling Milly down instantly. Milly looked at Tammys face, her eyes traveling down her body to where her shirt was soaked through with sweat and the suddenly cold air had made her nipples pop. Milly looked quickly away her breath coming hard. She looked out the window while Tammy backed the car out and started driving back towards the house. You all right? Im fine, Milly said. She looked back at Tammy and smiled. Its just Well, you have really great boobs, and its been a long time for me. Tammy blushed scarlet and Milly laughed. Then Tammy said, You work in a strip club; you see boobs all the time. None I like, Milly said. You just like to make me blush. Well there is that, too, Milly said. You know, Tammy, Im stuck in writer world, but I need to work out every day Im not dancing, so if you want a running partner Id love it if you could come get me when you go. Otherwise I wont remember and Ill be screwed come work time. You wont make remarks about my boobs? No, Milly said with a laugh.
Then Id love to have someone to run with. I tried to get Francis to run
with me but she bitches the whole way. When Tammy parked the car she got out, walked around, and opened Millys door for her. Milly stepped out and tugged on Ralphs leash till he jumped out after her. She looked up at Tammy. Why do you always do that?
What? Im sorry. Dont be sorry. Milly looked up at Tammy thinking it was an awful long way to the top. I just wondered why you did it. Tammy shrugged. I dont know. I dont do it for anyone else and I never think about it when I do it for you. I just do it. Milly nodded and started for the building wondering if there was anyone in the house Marcella wasnt haunting. It turned out it was only four hours to the ocean.
When theyd first seen it Adrian hadnt even tried to look for a parking lot or
some turn out to stop, shed just pulled over to the side of the road and she and
Francis had practically run down to the beach. Now they were just standing on the beach
looking at the ocean like a couple of awe-struck kids.
No picture could capture the pure scope of it, Francis squeezed her hand. I bet you could paint one that would.
No I couldnt I dont know that Id even try,
Yeah. Francis leaned her head on Yeah. I want to get in it, dont you want to get in it? Yes, but lets wait till we get to the bed and breakfast. It has a private beach and we wont have to worry about some redneck coming undone if we actually touch each other.
I couldnt paint that for the same reason I cant paint you. What are you talking about? Youve painted me twice. And theyre both wrong. Youre crazy, Francis said, swinging her hand in hers. Come on, lets get to the she was obviously trying to remember the name of the bed and breakfast but gave up and said. The hotel for really horny lesbians.
It was a nice place right on the beach with a deck on the back and a small private beach front. Really just a huge Victorian house. But beautiful in its own right and clean and they had a nice-sized room with a queen-sized bed and their own bathroom. Hideaway on the Beach was the name of the place and it had huge palm trees all around it. They got there just as they were serving lunch and they immediately ushered them into the dining room after Francis and Adrian brought there things to their room and before they got to try out the bed. There where two other lesbian couples already there eating lunch. Adrian and Francis sat down and the same woman who had helped them with their luggage came running up to them. Im Janice, the woman said, and my partner's name is Phyllis. I really hope youll enjoy your stay with us. Today for lunch we have a choice of clam chowder and a chicken Caesar salad or lobster bisque and a crab salad. I want the lobster and crab, Francis said.
We have iced tea and of course soda.
Iced tea sounds good,
Janice walked away and I dont know. Francis laughed. Its just sort of a treat not to be the one serving for a change.
I swear to They dont look familiar.
Which doesnt always mean you havent fucked them, Francis
hissed.
Arent you Get ready. Im going to do it, Francis said.
Ah, yeah, The artist? And then she held up a newspaper and there was a picture of Its Tme and a picture of she and Francis talking to Willard and Katie. It was the front page of the Shea City Times art and entertainment section. Honey, look at that! You made the paper, Francis said excitedly.
I didnt even know the press was there, This painting is amazing, the dyke said, and her partner nodded her head in agreement.
Thanks, You should see it in real life. Its brilliant, Francis gushed. Janice brought their tea. Dinner will be a minute. The painting rocks, Janice said. Francis reached across the table and took her hand. So whats wrong with you? I just wanted it to be us, Francis. It is, baby, and it will be. I sort of like being out with my famous wife.
He loves you, Adrian, Francis said. She held up her hand and looked at her ring. I love you, and I love my ring, and dont you dare make that face. Were having a good time and its just going to get better and no ones going to bother us.
I want to get a copy of that paper, Francis said. You know what
we should do? We should start a scrapbook of everything we do and all the important events
of our lives
And then she was just rattling again and everyone else just
disappeared as Here you go, Janice said, setting their food down in front of them. I hope you enjoy it and if you dont blame Phyllis; shes the cook.
It looks and smells great. Thank you, It was good, too. As soon as they finished eating they went upstairs to get in their swim suits.
As Francis was walking around naked with her suit in her hand,
Its not good to go swimming right after you eat,
Francis smiled wickedly. Well then youre going to be in big
trouble. She grabbed The water was a little cool when they first got in,
but they got used to it fairly quickly and were just enjoying swimming and playing
together. One of the other couples came out after awhile but they mostly lay on the beach
and as Francis reminded What? she asked not opening her eyes. Thats a great suit.
It was dark blue, a color she knew
Im glad you like it. I mostly bought it for you, Francis said
smiling, still not opening her eyes. She felt
Getting fresh. Only if you let your hand go any further into my pants. This isnt that private a beach, Francis said. Why dont you go get some more sun block? Im pretty sure its time to reapply. Id do it but Im just feeling too incredibly lazy.
I wouldnt want my baby to burn. I bet she fucks like a God damned machine, a voice said. Francis shaded her eyes and looked up at the woman. What? she asked. Your girl friend I bet shes an animal in the sack. Shes not my girl friend, shes my wife, Francis said angrily. My woman shed like to get to know your woman better if you catch my drift and I wouldnt mind a little alone time with you and
Francis sat up and said, Oh youre fucking kidding me! You didnt
just proposition us less than ten seconds after Im sorry, we swap. I just figured
That if we werent into it Id be less likely to kick your ass than
All right! Gee all you had to say was no. Sorry. She walked away and Francis lay back down now keeping a half an eye on those perverts because she didnt trust them. Do we want to swap? Christ! No wonder straight people think gays are a bunch of perves, she mumbled.
A few seconds later
Front its the way Im laying. She opened her eyes shading
them long enough to look at
Why dont you take a nap? You look like youre almost asleep. I can put it on myself; I dont have as much skin showing as you do. She was wearing trunks and a tank top, which was apparently her bathing suit. Francis opened one eye and looked at her. Dont just say your going to do it and then dont, Francis said. You could still burn, and even if you dont I dont want you to get skin cancer. Yes dear, Why dont you take a nap, too? Arent you tired baby? Francis asked. I dont think I got up as early
as you did. Francis saw You better not, Francis said. I expect you to take care of business tonight.
I can never get her right, That looks pretty good, Janice said. But shes perfect, and I can never make her look perfect. Dinner is ready, but we serve till seven if you want to stay on the beach a little longer. I suggest you get up early in the morning and watch the sunrise. Its spectacular. But I sort of like this time of day when the sunset is reflected on the waves and its just starting to get quiet.
Thanks, Janice turned and went back inside and then it was just she and Franny and the ocean. She put the sketch pad and pencil down and then she just lay down on her side beside Francis so that she could see her. She listened to the sound of the waves and the sea birds, enjoyed the smell of the ocean and the sunscreen and Francis unique smell. She wanted to lock all these things in her memory, save them for bad times, even mediocre ones. She knew Francis was asleep but she couldnt help herself, she reached out and ran her hand over Francis back till she had her ass cupped in her hand. Francis giggled sleepily. If youre trying to wake me up you have succeeded. I wasnt trying to wake you up I just couldnt keep my hands off you any longer. Dinners ready. Why dont we go in, get cleaned up, eat dinner, take a walk along the beach in the dark, and then go back to our room and make mad love till we both pass out?
Sounds like a date. Francis rolled over sat up and stretched.
Come on. They were the last ones in the dining room,
and while they waited for their dinner I thought youd sketch the ocean, Francis said.
I did. There it is behind you, see?
You know what we should do in the morning after breakfast?
All right, after that you know what we should do? Well Petrie has a historic downtown district with craft shops and I think we should go check it out.
Sounds like fun, Francis laughed. Or No, you cant come with us next time we go. I like that better. Janice brought their dinner to thema seafood Al Fredo dish and a green salad.
Where is everyone? They all left for town. Theres a great gay club called Talisman right on the strip and, she saw Adrian and Francis shaking their heads. Just want to be alone, huh?
That, and we own a sort of club in
Really? I went to college in Rhondas. Rhondas? But Stella White owns Rhondas. I bought it from Stella. Wow! I never thought Stella would sell Rhondas, Janice said.
Me either, Janice laughed. So I can see why you dont want to go to a club on your vacation. Sort of be like Phyllis and I going to a B and B on ours. If you need anything just holler. She went back in the kitchen.
You want to hear something horrible? Francis asked. Not particularly. Not that bad. Its just, well, I keep thinking that we ought to call and check on them. Stop it, stop it right now. At least check on Rhondas, make sure there were no problems.
Saboteur!
They walked along the beach and then they went to bed and made love. As always it
was fantastic, and then Francis was doing something differentflipping her fingers
just right so that she was driving
What the hell are you doing to me? Do you like it? Francis asked with glee. Yes, oh yes. Then shut up and let me finish.
When theyd finished making love
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