Now That You are Gone

My days are lonely with out you
my days are dark when the sky is blue

I miss you Lucky more then you will ever know
and I wish to have you back
I wish to smell you one more time
to touch your soft bunny like fur.
I wish to kiss your cheeks again
and for me to feel your sandpaper tongue
on my lips.

Oh how I dream of holding you
forever, never to let go.
My dreams are what comforts me
in this sad and depressing state of woe.

I see you in my dreams at night
you are happy and well.
As am I.
I get comfort from these dreams at night
cause I know they don't tell lies.

"I want you back"
I always say,
as tears run down my face.
"I want you back"
"I want you back"
I cry myself to sleep most nights
mostly because I want to believe
you will be back some day.

I look at your picture everyday, all day
my memories are still hard for me to recall.
I still miss you so.

I look at your Gold Brass urn where your body rests,
ashes they are to some
but gold jewels of life they are to me.

I miss you Lucky

Your spirit is with me
I can feel you beside me now.
Oh! I hear you purring and signing to me softly.

You sleep on me at night-time, or beside me
what ever you choose.

I kiss your picture before I sleep and kiss the air too!

I miss you Lucky.

Your food is still here,
I have not thrown it away yet.
I can't, not yet.

"I want you back Lucky"
My heart is aching, now I know what a broken heart feels like.
And this one won't mend.

I don't want to stop writing to you
My Sweet Angel
you are my Angel who is in
my presence always.
I feel your love.

I miss you
I love you
I want you back
I need you

Lucky, My Sweet Angel

Written for Lucky on August 6th 2000
By: Bridy Madill, her Mom