release date: 06/06/06
December Underground
release date: 03/11/03
Sing The Sorrow
release date: 09/26/00
The Art of Drowning
release date: 11/03/99
All Hallows E.P.
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This is what I brought you. This you can keep.This is what I brought. You may forget me.
I promise to depart. Jjust promise one thing. Kiss my eyes. And lay me to sleep .

This is what I brought you. This you can keep.This is what I brought. You may forget me.
I promise you my heart. Just promise to sing. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I thought. I thought you'd need me. This is what I thought. So think me naive.
I'd promise you a heart. You'd promise to keep. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
So, I'm feeling much worse now. You're better, you're better.

Your designer drug won't work for me . Connect to a three volt. I hope your battery dies.
How could you run on such voltage?

All the same, I remain the one you blame and I'm Demonized, Purified, Justified,
As you let yourself show.

So now you'll love these screams. Whats left of me.(DON'T...SPEAK!) Love these screams
Like I do. (MY...NAME!)

As the infinite stops cold. Just nine and the six are gone. Guess I was the one to ride
That dirty ride that is turning so fast now. I cannot hold on but, at this pace, Who would want to?
All the same, I remain. The one you blame and I'm Demonized, Purified, Justified,
As you let yourself show.

So now you'll love these screams. Whats left of me.(DON'T...SPEAK!)     Love these screams like I do.(MY...NAME!)

Don't ever speak my name.

Don't ever speak my name again. Don't ever speak it. Don't ever speak my name again.
Don't speak... Don't speak...  DON'T...SPEAK...MY... DON'T SPEAK MY NAME!

So now you'll love these screams Whats left of me.(DON'T...SPEAK!)
Love these screams. Like I do.(MY...NAME!)
Kill Caustic
Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I ? Make beauty stay if I   Take my life? (Ohhhhh)

With just a look , They shook, And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look, Can break Your heart.

The stars that pierce the sky,  He left them all behind, We're left to wonder why
He left us all ... behind

Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I   Take my life? (Ohhhhh)

Dreams of his crash Won�t pass Oh, how they all adored him
Beauty will last When spiralled Down.

The stars that mystified He left them all behind And how his children cry
He left us all ... behind

Hey Miss Murder can I?   Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I   Take my life? (Ohhhhh)

What's the rift that twists within this furthest mystery? I would gladly bet my life upon it. At the cost of love your ray of light will fizzle out Without hope

When the empty sand just flowing through our empty skin   Ever searching for what we were promised   Reaching for the golden ring we never let go
They won't ever let us lay our filthy hands upon it

Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I
Take my life? (Ohhhhh)

Hey Miss Murder can I?   Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I   Take my life? (Ohhhhh)
Miss Murder
Listen when I say    When I say its real    Real life goes undefined
Why must you be so missable?

Everything you take    Makes me more unreal.   Real lines go undefined
How could this be so miserable?

Under the summer rain   I burnt away    Under the summer rain (BURN!) You turned away.

Listen. I can't make     Make a sound or feel     Fell fine I kissed the lies
Why must they be so kissable?

Listen as I break     The fourth wall's seal     Gorgeous eyes shine suicide
When will we be invisible?

Under the summer rain     I burnt away      Under the summer rain    I burnt away
Under the summer rain (BURN!)    You turned away.

This is the fall     This is the long way down   And our lives look smaller now
And our lives look so small

This is the fall   This is the long way down And our lives look smaller now
And our lives look so small

Under the summer rain   I burnt away   Under the summer rain (BURN!)    We burnt away    Under the summer rain I burnt away Under the summer rain (BURN!)   We burnt away
Under the summer rain (BURN!)   I burnt away Under the summer rain (BURN!) You turned away
Summer Shudder
Forever waiting for disaster, What David calls servant and master, Will you play it, too?
As this displacement begs for water. Swimming, bathing, Drowning in sorrow.

Scream with me.

I crawl across this cracked expansion,  I'll be buried, soon, Beneath the sand with pure intentions. Wanting, something, someone to follow.

For a change, I'll refrain, From hiding all of me from you.
[Here's my lullaby.]
Pray for rain, lose your name. And watch all your dreams fall through.
[Hush now, don't you cry.]

I swoon upon my knees come crashing, Will you bury, me? Today, this small favor I'm asking.
Hold me. You may drop me tomorrow.

For a change, I'll refrain, From hiding all of me from you.
[Here's my lullaby.]
Pray for rain, lose your name. And watch all your dreams fall through.
[Hush now.]

For a change, I'll refrain, From hiding all of me from you.

Pray for rain, lose your name. And watch all your dreams fall through.

Here's my lullaby.   Hush now, don't you cry.

Calm down.   Come down, cold resides with me.

I flee to
[I flee to..]
decemberunderground.
As you exhale,
I breathe in
[And sink into...]
The waterunderground,
And I grow pale without you.
The Interview
Warn your warmth to turn away   Here its December   Every day.
Press your lips to to the sculptures and surely you'll stay (Love like winter)
For a sugar and ice I am made, I am remain.

Its in the blood, Its in the blood
I met my love before I was born.
He wanted love I taste of blood
He bit my lip and drank my war   From years before

She exhales vanilla lace    I barely dreamt her   Yesterday
Read the lines in the mirror through the lipstic trace   "Por siempre."
She said "It seems you're somewhere far away" to his face.

Its in the blood, Its in the blood,
I met my love before I was born
She wanted love I taste of blood
She bit my lip And drank my war
From years before, From years before.

Love like winter   Oh, ohhhh Love like winter Winter

Its in the blood, Its in the blood
I met my love before I was born
He wanted love, I taste of blood
He bit my lip And drank my war From years before, From years before
Love Like Winter
Every night devise new heights in genocide.   Lover I am loveless.

All my friends and I   toast health and suicide.   Lover, I am lonely.

Come on!

Were you holding hands when   my palms bled?

Oh, I will be alright...   just use me, just use me.
The future's bright without me.    Spend some time walking the line.

World is unified   Ennui, and I divide.   Lover, I am loveless.

Red days and burning might bleed    Till the faceless die   Oh lover, I am lonely.

Were you holding hands when    my wrists bled?

Oh I will be all right...   Just use me, just use me.
The futures bright without me Spend some time walking the line.
Spend some time walking the line.

So stay sweetly numb   Remain lifeless, love.  
Stay sweetly numb.   Maintain lifeless love.

Stay sweetly numb.   Remain lifeless love.

Oh I will be all right...   Just use me, just use me.
The futures bright without me
Spend some time walking the line.  Spend some time walking the line.
Affliction
One at a time, constants becomes surreal. One at a time, heart attacks are concealed.
I can see that I lose the joys of life, One at a time.
Suicides are revealed. You will see that I lost another life.

But tonight,

I'll let you tear it up,   If you don't wake me up.
But if you tear it, we can't repair it.
So please don't wake me, 'Till someone cares. Now, no one cares.

One at a time, I watched them all forget. One at a time, I'm lost in little deaths.
It's the place that I, I forget my life.

But tonight,

I'll let you tear it up, If you don't wake me up.
But if you tear it, we can't repair it.
So please don't wake me, 'Till someone cares. Now, no one cares.

Will the flood behind me, Put out the fire inside me?
Will the flood behind me, Put out the fire inside me?

I'll let you tear it up, I'll let you break it up,
If you don't wake me up. But if you tear it, we can't repair it.
So please don't wake me, 'Till someone cares. Now, no one cares.
Cares...

Oh!

I'll let you tear it up, If you don't wake me up,
Because it's apparent That you don't care.
And it's sunk into me, Because I don't care. Now, no one cares.
The Missing Frame
Watch the stars, Turn you to nothing.
Now blush and smile as they whisk you away.

Part your lips a bit more, I'll swallow your fear.
I will show you how. All the bite marks inpressed
A need to be here, A need to see...

City lights, like rain, Dance and explode. Fall upon debutants,

Reeling from, nights that Kiss and Control, All of our, broken hearts.

Velvet burns, The wrists while restraining. You blushed and smiled,
And said you would stay.

One more time steal my breath, I'll feed you the sky. I will show you how.
Steal the glamour from death, And before you die, Then you should see...

City lights, like rain, Dance and explode. Fall upon, debutants,

Reeling from, nights that   Kiss and Control,   All of our, broken hearts.

Hearrrrrrtssss.     Ourrrrr heartssss.

"We all want to die like movie stars" you said.
As you jumped from the height of our cutting room floor.
While above us glowing, exploding, our dreams burst forth in light and death.
Hold me and tell me   "We'll burn like stars, we'll burn as we fall,
Watch as city lights dance for us"...

City lights, like rain,   Dance and explode.   Fall apart, the pain of old lights,

"What if i'm, not dead?"    Kiss and Control,   Fall apart, the pain of our lives, has pain.

Dance and explode.
City lights like rain City lights caress me
Kiss and Control
All of our, broken hearts.
Kiss and Control
Oh. [infamous davey "oh"]Five A.M. on the bathroom floor from the night before.
Do you find me dreadful? What a shame such a sad disgrace,
Such a pretty face, But she's not regretful.

Am I beautiful?   Am I useable?

It's killing time again.   Put on your face and let's pretend,
These killing lights won't kill us all again.

Three A.M. on the city street,   When the air is sweet,
I've had my mouth full.   But it seems that outside the screen
Such a pretty face often will look dreadful.

Am I beautiful?   Am I useable?

It's killing time again. Put on your face and let's pretend,
These killing lights won't kill us all again.

It's killing time again. Cover your face and we'll pretend,
These killing lights can't kill us all again.

You seem to always remember, They never forget a face.

When they cut cut cut cut cut cut cut you up,
Cut cut cut cut cut they remember.

Cut cut cut cut cut cut cut you up.
Cut you uppppppppp.

It's killing time again. Put on your face and let's pretend,
These killing lights won't kill us all again.

It's killing time again. Cover your face and we'll pretend,
These killing lights can't kill us all again.

All again.    All again.    It's time again.   It's killing time...
The Killing Lights
Bring your secrets to me.   Just give me your hand;   And I'll let you feel the wounds,
They put in me.

If you believe in me,   How can I be dissolving?
If you'd believe me,   I'd tell you everything.

Do you fall too?   [Everytime that I...]
Yes, I fall.   [Everytime that I...]
Do you want to,   [Try to pacify]
Fall into me?   [Fall into me...]   [Fall into me...]   Into me.

Silence, can you hear me?   Press me to your lips,
And I'll suck the poison out. Who will heal me? Me..

If you keep killing me, How can I keep absolving?
Your sins into me, Begin the poisoning.

Do you fall too?   [Everytime that I...]
Yes, I fall.   [Everytime that I...]
Do you want to,   [Try to pacify]
Fall into me?    [Fall into me...]   [Fall into me...]   Into me.

Time, time, time, We're not, waiting. Time, time, time   We're no one.

[distant:] Unknown. Unknown.

Do you fall too? [Everytime that I...]
Yes, I fall. [Everytime that I...]
Do you want to? [Try to pacify]
Fall into me [Fall into me...]
Do you fall too? [Everytime that I...]
Yes, I fall. [Everytime that I...]
Do you want to, [Try to pacify]
Fall into me [Fall into me...] [Fall into me...] Into me.

We are no one. We are no one. We are one. We are no one.
We are, We are no one. We are no one. We are one. We are no one.
We are, We are no one. We are no one.
We are one. We are no one.
We are, We are no one. We are no one.
We are one. We are no one.
We are, We are no one. We are no one.
We are one.  We are no one.  
We are.
37mm
[Whispering]

Walked into our world and made  Horrible sounds.   I can still hear them today
[Strangely they seem] Beautiful now,   For they outlast my love.

Still each time I always meant,   Every word,   Every one.
Though in time they finally bent,   Every word,   Every one.

Every word.

"I will wait for you," she said,   "endlessly."
"I will wait for you." So spoke,    Misery.

I returned to you but found,   My empty home.   The radio told me to stay.
[As it burned down]   I sang alone.   You will outlast, my love.

Still each time I always meant,   Every word,   Every one.
Though in time they finally bent,   Every word,   Every one.

Every word.

"I will wait for you," she said,    "endlessly." 
"I will wait for you." So spoke,   Misery.

Oh.

I have been waiting for you,   Biting as you taught me to.
I have come to relieve you, Of life and love.

I will wait for you.   I will wait for you.    I will wait for you.

I will wait.     I will wait.

"I will wait for you," she said,   "endlessly."
"I will wait for you." So spoke,   Misery.

"I will wait for you-   wait for you-    endlessly."

"I will wait for you."    So spoke.

So spoke,    Misery.

I will wait straight through. As I wait for you; Dear,   Endlessly.
Endlessly, She Said

1. Prelude 12/21
2. Kill Caustic
3. Miss Murder
4. Summer Shudder
5. The Interview
6. Love Like Winter
7. Affliction
8. The Missing Frame
9. Kiss and Control
10. The Killing Lights
11. 37mm
12. Endlessly, She Said

1. Miseria Cantare (The Beginning)
2. The Leaving Song Pt. 2
3. Bleed Black
4. Silver and Cold
5. Dancing Through Sunday
6. Girl's Not Grey
7. Death of Season
8. The Great Disappointment
9. Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings)
10. The Celluloid Dream
11. The Leaving Song
12. ...But Home Is Nowhere

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Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us! [x3]

Nothing, From nowhere, I am no one at all  Radiate, Recognize, One silent call
As we all form one dark flame   Dance in array!

Nothing, From nowhere, I am no one at all   Radiate, Recognize, One silent call
As we all form one dark flame    As we all form one dark flame   As we all!

Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us!
Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us!
Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us!
Miseria Cantare (The Beginning)
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Don't waste your touch,   You won't feel anything   Or were you sent to save me?
I've thought too much  You won't find anything worthy of redeeming

Yo he estado aqui    Muchas veces antes y regreso

To break down and   Cease all feeling     Burn now what once was breathing.

Reach out and you may take my heart away   
Imperfect cry and scream in ecstasy
But what befalls the flawless?

Look what I've built     It shines so beautifully!
Now watch as it destroys me.

Y regreso aqui otra vez    Y comienzo

To break down    And cease all feeling   Burn down what once was breathing

Reach out and you may take my heart away.

I left it all behind    And never said good-bye.
I left it all to die.   I saw its birth.   I watched it grow.
I felt it change me.    I took the life.   I ate it slow.   Now it consumes me
The Leaving Song Pt. 2
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I am exploring the inside.   I find it desolate.   I do implore these confines
Now as they penetrate me,   Recreate me.   I'm hovering throughout time

I crumble in these days.   I crumble, I cannot find reflection in these days.
If you list, list close   Beat-by-beat,   You can hear when the heart stops.

I saved the pieces when it broke   And ground them into dust.
I am destroyed by the inside.   I disassociate.
I hope to destroy the outside.   It will alleviate and elevate me.
Like water flowing into lungs   I'm flowing through these days.
As morphine tears through deadened veins   I'm numbing in these days.
I know what died that night.   It can never be brought back to life once again, I know
I know I died that night and I'll never be brought back to life.   Once again, I know.
If you listen, listen close   Beat-by-beat,   You can hear when the heart stops.
I saved the pieces when it broke And ground them all to dust.
Bleed Black
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I    I came here today    But I left here in darkness   And found you
Found you on the way     And now   It is silver and silent
It is silver and cold    You, in somber resplendence, I hold

Your sins into me    Oh my beatiful one    Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes   I will tremble a prayer   And I'll beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me   Your sins into me   Oh my beautiful one

Life     Like a flutter of wings   Feel your hollow bones rushing   Into me
As your longing to say    So I   I will paint you in sliver   I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your forces aside

Your sins into me   Oh my beatiful one   Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer   And I'll beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me   Your sins into me

(Move in life's throw)   I fell asleep for you
(Move in life's through)   I will only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throw   I fall asleep for you   Cold in life's throw
I only ask you turn   As you seep   Into me   Oh my beautiful one

Your sins into me   Oh my beatiful one   Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes   I will tremble a prayer   And I'll beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me Your sins into me    Oh Your sins into me   Oh my beautiful one
Your sins into me   As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer   And I'll beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me   Your sins into   Your sins into me   Your sins into me   Oh my beautiful one
Silver and Cold
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Will you join me in this dance of misery,   Cradled in impossibility?
swooning i am swept away so mark your feet, and step, step, step, who takes the lead?
and that's the time we start to bleed

oh, we dance in misery   and we dance on, and we dance on   oh, we dance in misery
lost in the arms of misery, oh!   oh, we dance in misery and we dance on, and we dance on
swept off our feet by misery we're swept into shadows

Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify?   Let me hide within your black,
The still inside your eyes.   Deafened, caught within a cry so sensual
As step-by-step, I seperate   While breath-by-breath, I suffocate.

oh, we dance in misery   and we dance on, and we dance on
oh, we dance in misery   lost in the arms of misery, oh!
oh, we dance in misery and we dance on, and we dance on
swept off our feet by misery we're swept into shadows

so who will follow?   who will be lead?
I know I'll leave a stain because I bleed as we dance,   we all dance
we all have no chance in this horrid romance

oh, we dance in misery   and we dance on, and we dance on
oh, we  dance in misery lost in the arms of misery, oh!
oh, we dance in misery   and we dance on, and we dance on
swept off our feet by misery we're swept into shadows
swept off our feet by misery we're swept into shadows      yeah
Girls Not Grey
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I'll lay me down tonight much further down, swim in the calm tonight. This art does drown.

What follows me as the whitest lace of light just begs to be imbrued?
What follows will swallow whole.
What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased.

All insects sing tonight, the coldest sound.
I'd send god's grace tonight, could it be found.

What follows me as the whitest lace of light just begs to be imbrued?
What follows will swallow whole.
What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased.

I'll lay me down tonight much further down... watch stars go out tonight.
On sinking ground I'll lay me down. What follows will swallow whole.

What follows me as the whitest lace of light just begs to be imbrued?
What follows will swallow whole.
What follows has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased.
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Dancing Thorugh Sunday
Death Of Seasons   Of late, it's harder
Just to go outside, to leave this dead space
with hatred, so alive   Running with sickness
drowning through banality   jump on the weakness, full force to return

I watch the stars as they fall from the sky
I held the falling star and it wept for me, dyin'
I feel the falling stars encircle me, now as they cry

Crawl back so quickly, close, malignant trust will shiver
extinction crack sails unrecognized   Sinning so wounded
support with mortality

All of this hatred, is fucking real

I watch the stars they fall from the sky I held the falling star and it wept for me, dyin'
I feel the falling stars encircle me, now as they cry

But it won't be alright, despite what they say Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they, as they disappear disintegrate.
Create time, disintegrate. Cause this hate is fucking real
And I hope to shake the world as stars go out and I disintegrate
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Death of Seasons
I can remember a place I used to go
Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful
I can remember, I searched for the amaranth     I'd shut my eyes... to see

Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones  
I knew they would appear... saw not a single one   Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently
I'd make a wish... and bleed

While I waited I was wasting away   While I waited I was wasting away

I can remember... dreamt them so vividly
Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me
I can remember when I first realized   Dreams were the only place to see them

While I waited I was wasting away   While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away   Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away   I was wasting away

I never, never wanted this   I always wanted to believe
I never, never wanted this   How could I have become?
I never, never wanted this   But from the start I'd been deceived
I never, never wanted this How could I have become?

I never, never wanted this I always wanted to believe
I never, never wanted this I never, never wanted this
But from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this

Inside a crumbling effigy   But you promised So dies all innocence But you promised me

While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away I was wasting away.
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The Great Disappointment
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The Celluloid Dream
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...But Home Is Nowhere

1. Initiation
2. The Lost Souls
3. The Nephilim
4. Ever and A Day
5. Sacrifice Theory
6. Of Greetings and Goodbyes
7. Smile
8. A Story at Three
9. Days of the Phoenix
10. Catch A Hot One
11. Wester
12. 6 to 8
13. The Despair Factor
14. Morningstar

1. Fall Children
2. Halloween
3. The Boy Who Destroyed the World
4. Totalimmortal

Prelude 12/21
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If you can't stand upon the water I will see you on the ocean floor.
When you blink do you only find the misery between the lines?
Then take my hand and walk with me. Come to me, your sanctuary,
I'll gladly accept the gift that I've been granted.
If you, feel fine, then give it just a little time. I'm sure you'll contract my disease.

Look what you've done to me now,   You've made me perfect.
Look what you've done to me now.

If you can't stand upon the earth then I will see you on the other side.
When you blink do you only find the misery weighs down your eyes?
Then take my side and sleep with me.

Look what you've done to me now, You've made me perfect.
Look what you've done to me now.

Take my hand, I'll be everything to you. Take my hand, I'll take everything from you.
I will seep under your skin. I will.   I will hold onto your heart.   I will.

Look what you've done to me now, You've made me perfect.
Look what you've done  to me now.   Look what you've done to me now,
You've made me perfect.   Look what you've done to me now.

What have you done?   What have you done?   What have you done?   What have you done? Done
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Ever and A Day
Lie in the comfort of sweet calamity With nothing left to lose.
Lie in the darkness, i'm slowly drowned to sleep With nothing left to lose.
Three tears i've saved for you.

I'd retrace the steps that lead me here but nothing lives   Behind me.
So i lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me,   With nothing left to lose.
Three tears i've saved for you.

Will you be my, be my beloved? Will you help, help me to get through?
Will you be my, be my destruction?   Will you help, help me to be through?

Will you be my, be my beloved?   Will you help, help me to get through?
Will you be my, be my destruction? Will you help, Three tears I've saved for you
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Hear one thousand screams. Hear one thousand voices.   A solitary echo.
Feel one thousand pains,   But one is receiving a bloody invitation.

Do you want to feel the warmth?   To taste the life, to taste the life?
Do you want taste the life?   To taste the life, to taste the life flow?   Go, Go

Feel one thousand lost,   sinking into soft skin.   Ingest rejuvenation.
One to consume,   One to renew.   Demanded invitation.

Do you want to feel the warmth?   To taste the life, to taste the life?
Do you want taste the life?   To taste the life, to taste the life flow?

I offer grace,   I offer blood.   I offer everything till my heart is crystal clear.
I offer grace,   I offer blood.   I offer everything till my heart is crystal clear.

Let me taste the life flow.

Do you want to feel the warmth?   To taste the life, to taste the life?
I want to taste the life.   To taste the life, to taste the life flow.
Go, Go, Woah, Go
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Now ending discreetly, just like a hidden sin, as I go under please tuck me in.
Make me invisible.
This hidden explosion calls for a wandering cast with no direction.
Enter all monsters let us twist another fairy tale
( whoa whoa)
Go kill the lights, we'll glow till morning comes. Then we go under
( whoa whoa)
I'll say goodnight and bow to everyone.   Then we go under.
The beauties are sleeping as fruit just rots away.   Today go hungry.
Let it begin. Make me invincible.
There was a weeping I carried down today, a sigh worth keeping.
Deep within divinity let's star another secret show.
( whoa whoa)
Go kill the lights, we'll glow till morning comes.   Then we go under
( whoa whoa)
I'll say goodnight and bow to everyone. No need to worry it is just another monster.
No need to fear here in the secret show. No need to worry I am just another monster.
In you, I'll see me, in the secret show.
( whoa whoa)
Go kill the lights, we'll glow till morning comes.
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Overwhelmed with a deep repulsion for sights seen so commonly,
now I have come to be the walking enmity.
Assimilate into a culture of post morality, from what I've seen, I hate humanity.
Rot with repulsion. I'll write the world a brand new song.
Look upon your bleak creation,
but is it truly me that's to be the human blasphemy?
I'll set the world on fire and,
in burning light I'll write my first love song and I will feel warmth.
Hide your eyes in heaven, in the lies.
Believe. Relieve. I'll end the world tonight.
Overwhelmed with a deep repulsion for sights seen so commonly, now I have come
to be a walking enmity, for humanity, the human blasphemy, I'll end the world tonight.
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I remember when I was told of story of crushed velvet, candle wax, and dried up flowers
The figure on the bed all dressed up in roses, calling   Beckoning to sleep, Offering a dream

words were as mystical as purring animals    The circle of rage
The ghosts on the stage appeared   The time was so tangible, I'll never let it go
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below   No one could see me

I fell into yesterday   Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay   I fell into fantasy

The words were as mystical as purring animals    The circle of rage
The ghosts on the stage appeared  The time was so tangible, I'll never let it go
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below   No one could see me

I fell into yesterday.   Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay.   I fell into fantasy

The girl on the wall always waited for me,   And she was always smiling
The teenage death boys   The teenage death girls
And everyone was dancing   Nothing could touch us then
No one could change us then Everyone was dancing
Nothing could hurt us then No one could see us then
Everyone was dancing   Everyone was dancing

No one could see me

I fell into yesterday Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay I fell into fantasy

Our dreams seemed not far away   Our dreams seemed not far away
Our dreams seemed not far away
I fell into fantasy
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Catch A Hot One
Let's tap your heart so we can paint the wallsand see if anybody likes the tone
[or the pain.]
The hungry eyes waiting for your life flash, now they're gonna see it.
[Now they're gonna see it!]
Open your veins so we can make a pool and bathe and see if anyone complains
[of the stain.]
Let's strip you down so we can see your old scars. Now you're gonna feel it.
[Now you're gonna feel it]
Show me how to shine now.
Have you turned? turned to dust?   I saw an insect learn to fly;
Have you ever seen the kingdom of the flies? [*It's form was scorned*]
Have you lost the sense of touch? I saw it stay in sovereignty. Have you ever turned to dust?

Let's lift you up so we can see how fast   you fall. We always thought that you could fly;
[now you'll crawl.]
The lack of loyalty you thought you once felt, now you're gonna feel it.
[Now you're gonna feel it.]   Show me how to shine now.

Have you turned? turned to dust?   I saw an insect learn to fly;
Have you ever seen the kingdom of the flies?   [*It's form was scorned*]
Have you lost the sense of touch? I saw it stay in sovereignty. Have you ever turned to dust?

Now show me, now show me,   now show me How to shine.

Now show me, [Oh!]   Now show me, [Oh!]   Now show me, [Oh!] How to shine!

Now show me, [Oh!]   Now show me, [Oh!] Now show me, [Oh!] How To Shine!

Have you turned? turned to dust? I saw an insect learn to fly;
Have you ever seen the kingdom of the flies? [*It's form was scorned*]
Have you lost the sense of touch? I saw it stay in sovereignty. Have you ever turned to dust?
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Wester
I can feel you waitin' for me when the sun retreats to the hills and I,
below the blanket of a burnin' sky, wrap myself within.
Embraced by dead leaves as the rain leaves trails of black down my face, and I
creep through the twilight to that hidden place beyond the lonely
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now...
I can feel you dreamin' of me and the time when our steps are retraced and I
creep through the twilight to that hidden place, beyond the lonely.
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us...
I can feel you dreamin' of me, I can feel you dreamin'.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, beneath a dream, beneath a dream.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, I can feel you dreamin'.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, lost in a dream, lost in a dream.
Tonight, in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight, in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us...
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6 to 8
Six figures enter, they've come to destroy the world.
They've called together this storm almost every night.
And I awake in another place.
A familiar voice with a stranger's face speaks,
(I awake in another place)
more unheard words.

What new friends will the day bring?
One for one thousand acquainted.
What new hope will the night bring?
When it all comes down you just throw the bones.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep.
On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep.
On the way,

What new friends will the day bring?
One for one thousand acquainted.
What new hope will the night bring?
When it all comes down you just throw the bones.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep.
On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep.
On the way...

I saw myself.
Lost myself along the way.
And you were by me.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep.
On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep.
On the way.
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The Despair Factor
Along the path where the stream is talking,
I breathe the mist and continue walking.
The wood it whispers in a language of it's own.
As a sigh escaped my lips,
I feel the light caress of fingertips that,
steal away the breath and leave me on my own.

Waiting by the stairs. (Waiting, I despair)
Waiting, I despair. (Waiting by the stairs)

My whole life is a dark room.
One, big, dark room.

Do I hear the hollow sound,
Footsteps resounding on this frozen ground,
Or the familiar disappointment of the echoes of my own?

Waiting by the stairs. (Waiting i despair)
Waiting, I despair. (Waiting by the stairs)

[whispers:]
Somehow I ended up here in between,
Where there is always the comfort,
Of knowing I'll never be seen.
When I fall
When I fall
I wait for just one touch,
And I fall

Weightless,
Endless,
Faithless, I'll adore you.
A single touch, before I fade. Painless let me pass through.
Weightless,
Endless,
Faithless, I'll adore you.
A single touch, before I fade. Painless let me pass through.
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Morningstar
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

And I don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.
Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't want to die tonight.
Will you believe in me tonight?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
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Battled
What you thinking I can't speak.
My mind is not my own.
Feeling that my will is weak.
Can I find the strength to go on?

I've battled!
I've fucking battled man!
I've battled!
I've battled yeah!
I've battled!
I've fucking battled man!
I've battled!

What you thinking I can't speak.
My mind is not my own.
Feeling that my will is weak.
Can I find the strength to go on?

I've battled!
I've fucking battled man!
I've battled!
I've battled yeah!
I've battled!
I've fucking battled man!
I've battled!
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The Nephilim
[chorus]
Swing through sadness, tears of joy.    Curse the sunlight.
Arsenic for the girls and boys.   Drink the madness, smoke so coy.
Smile injection.   Serum of a will destroyed.
The seasons change without me. I remain in shadows growing wings.
The spirit song still surrounds me, in refrain, in shadows growing wings.
[chorus]
Like an angel with two broken wings, reach the to sky again.
Like a devil, meant for better things, I will find my place on high.
The seasons change without me.   I remain in shadows growing wings.
The spirit song still surrounds me, in refrain, in shadows growing wings.
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Fall Children
As the cries start to penetrate still air.
This day we celebrate
The wait now ends.

From four corners smoke plumes into a reddened sky.
[Woah, oh. Woah, oh]
In the face of latern light, tonight, my destiny flies.
[Woah, oh. Woah, oh oh oh!]

Chorus:
This day so hallowed, This day so hallowed,
from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed]
Tonight will come to life.

Deadened branches stirred by whispers in the wind.
[Woah, oh. Woah, oh]
Fall children fill the streets at dusk, at last, it all will begin.
[Woah, oh. Woah, oh oh oh!]

This day so hallowed,
This day so hallowed,
from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed]
Tonight will come to life.

(14 seconds of Oh!'s)

Oh, I know. I know. I kno-ooo-oow!
I know. I kno-ooo-oow!
YEAH!

Fall Children!

This day so hallowed,
This day so hallowed,
from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed]
Tonight will come to Life
[Woah, oh oh oh!]
To Life!
[Woah oh oh.]
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Halloween
Bonfires burning bright
Pumpkin faces in the night
I remeber halloween
Dead Cats hanging from poles
Little Dead are out in droves
I remember Halloween
Brown Leafed Vertigo
Where skeletal life is known
I remember Halloween
This day anything goes
Burning bodies hanging from poles
I remember Halloween

Halloweeeeen (x 3)
halloween

Candy apples and razor blades
Little dead are soon in graves
I remember Halloween
This day anything goes
Burning bodies hanging from poles
I remember Halloweeeeen (x 3)
Halloween
Halloweeeeen (x 3)
Halloween
Halloweeeeen (x 3)
Halloween
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The Boy Who Destroyed the World
Once there was boy who had vibrant glow, but as it goes, someone took it from him.
One day through the rain I heard him meekly moan, he said
"Will you wrap your arms around me as I'm falling?"
Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful?
Never Again Never Again But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes but he would never know that they were filled with
regret as their own dissipated.
He said, "I now feel more desperately alone, even though they wrapped their
arms around me as I'd fallen."

Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful?
Never Again Never Again But since then we've lost our glow.
Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful?
Never Again Never Again But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes, but he would never know that they were claiming
regret as their own...
their own dissipated.
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Totalimmortal
Hope Unknown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I pass right through the nameless ones.
I know that, hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my God, I'm drowning.

This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This day never seems to end.
This rage, I can not let go.

I hear them call my name,
I feel them gnawing out holes,
all throughout my flawless souls.

I hear them call my name,
I feel them gnawing out holes,
all throughout my flawless soul.

So alone,
sometimes I swear that I can hear, the taunting of the voiceless ones.
I fear that, I alone
fear those who finally ceased to feel, that they're alone inside this place.
I am the misplaced.

This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This day never seems to end.
The rage, I can not let go.

I hear them call my name,
I feel them gnawing out holes,
all throughout my the flawless soul.

I hear them call my name,
I feel them gnawing out holes,
all throughout my the flawless soul.

Now every face looks familiar,
found every face would melt away until,
now.
Everyone, do you know?
I know your deception.

Now every face looks familiar,
found every face would melt away until,
now.
Everyone, do you know?
(We know)
I know your deception.

I hear them... call.
I hear them call my name,
I feel them gnawing out holes,
all throughout my flawless soul.

I hear them call my name,
I feel them gnawing out holes,
all throughout my flawless soul.
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Through our bleeding.
We are one!
We are one!
We are one!
We are one!

Through the darkness breaks the light.
Through the light unending pain.
Deify the wretched ones till the darkness comes again
Through our bleeding.
We are one!
We are one!
We are one!
We are one!




I know... It's here we retreat,
for where else could we go?
To great disbelief there is somewhere we belong.
In negative space supposed flaws go unseen,
but our strength is shown.
In darkness together we're bringing the light.
In darkness together we are forming.
The fire tomorrow is born of the night,
in darkness together we ignite.
From all we've been shunned but we found a new home.
To great discontent it is greatness that we own.
In luminous eyes, reflections of fear absolute...
All hate what we've become.
In darkness together we're bringing the light.
In darkness together we are forming.
The fire tomorrow is born of the night,
in darkness together we ignite.
Through our will we bring fear.
Left to burn beneath the sun.
We are one.
When daylight forms blinding walls where do we go?
Days arid are scorching all.
When daylight forms blinding, binding walls where do we go?
The darkness calls.




Welcome the whole new pain
and take comfort in
what you've become.
I waved as I
passed myself along the way.
I have arrived
so unashamed
but my reflection no longer seems the same.
It seems much dimmer now...
it seems so dim.

Just stumble and fall
into a world that's over crowded.
And you will find me.
Won't recognize me;
and I won't recognize myself.

I've arrived
so unashamed,
but all my senses no longer seem the same.
I can sense everything.
My sight's so clear.

Just stumble and fall
into a world that's over crowded.
And you will find me.
Won't recognize me;
and I won't recognize myself.

In an instant,
my life just slipped away,
I fought for life,
the whole time you were
holding me down.
You watched me dying.
Holding me down,
you brought my rebirth.
Holding me down,
You watched me dying.
Holding me down,
you brought my rebirth.

Just stumble and fall
into a world that's over crowded.
And you will find me.
Won't recognize me;
and I won't recognize myself.




Open my eyes as I submerge
and I won't deny what I've been since birth.
I'll die drowned by your standards.
Breathe in the life of the summmer's death as the orange
and red breathe their first breath,
so welcome as they're burning through.
We all begin to burn.
Autumn's flame dance's in my eyes
Set alight for all we've learned.
My ashes falling.
My skin is singed but it heals my heart
and with glowing pride I'll wear my scars.
I'm honored by your hatred.
Leaves fall we arise again,
and the end impending,
it will begin.
So welcome as it's burning through.
Ashes fall and I'm rising up again. Ashes fall.
Ashes fall. Ashes fall as we all arise.




To the wounded:
I have seen the self image
they've forced you to reduce to shattered glass,
with the only remaining value lying in it's jagged edges.
But the few who warrant waking for await their recognition.
No fear of death but with fear of life,
your weakness kills everyone.
So live.
Angels for everyone.
For no lack of searching I can't seem to find one.
Angels in everyone.
What of all their promises?
Can't seem to find much more than lies.
Angels in anyone.
A permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Before I'd lay me down to rest,
I'd throw away everything to live




Lean against the night and laugh
As I try to scale the wall
Ignored futility fills the air
You're only there to watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me

chorus:
If only pure sweetness was offered
Why's this bitter taste left in my mouth
If I could catch my breath
Just to exhale
I'd know that I held it in too long

From above comes a faint smile
A new vantage, such a view
Familiarity, now disowned
Just sit and stare, as I walk away
Walk away
Watch me

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...
chorus

If only pure sweetness was offered (the bitterness)
Why's this bitter taste left in my mouth (pure sweetness)
If I could catch my breath (my breath)
Just to exhale
I'd know that I held it in too long




Now! Peel the skin back from the flesh.
Steal the flesh back from the starving static minds.
From nature we must stray, to clarity we'll climb.
Deadly impulse seems so natural,
just look beyond it and we'll find a brand new evolution.
Here begins a brand new line.
And in the distance there's a gathering,
that no longer seems so far away.
Pushed to our knees so let us pray,
and all together we'll bring the real rain.
Watch all that's wasted wash away, so let it come.
Our will be done.
Stature retrieved, regain our form.
Break free from instinct that's left us all confined.
From nature we must stray to clarity we'll climb.
Tradition ingrained, now impermissible.
Now comes a call for all to find a brand new evolution.
Here begins a brand new line.
I can't help but fear, look to my species and tremble,
to think that God is just...
And in the distance there's a gathering that no longer seems so far away.




I've been dreaming,
I've been dreaming, i was lucid.
Blood was seeping, it was seeping from my pores.
Who'd believe that it was all my own decision?

Cracked faces and medicated smiles.
Set fire to my home before I turned and walked back in.
For every needle open my chest and insert ten pins.
I just anticipate what awaits when I awake...break.
I die, I die in my daydreams.

I've been dreaming,
I've been dreaming, i was lucid.
Blood was seeping, it was seeping from my pores.
Who'd believe that it was all my own decision?

The gardens have all been overgrown.
I pushed my hand through the thorns just to crush the final rose.
A deadly secret only i suffer to know,
I cant eradicate what awaits when I awake...break.
I die, I die in my daydreams.





Hung in your room, swaying, hoping only that you'll see.
All by myself, I'm alone in such poor company.
The deeper I think, the deeper I seem to sink,
I can't stop the insects that are feeding,
pull the needles from beneath my skin.
I broke myself, shattered, tied a bow around every piece.
You'll lovely the eyes.
Have they always shown so vacantly?
The more I show the less you'll want to know.
I can't stop the insects that are feeding,
pull the needles from beneath my skin.
Now I'm on display.
I am becoming.
Hurt myself today.
It's all for you.
Do you like, do you like, what I'm becoming?
Cut myself today.
It's all for you.
I part the night, flashing, approaching as I watch you flee.
Pushed through your panes.
Seems I've landed quite uncomfortably.
But as I pass through souls of broken glass
I can't stop the insects that are feeding.
Pull the needles from beneath my skin.
Please don't ask me just what I think, trust me,
you don't want to know.
Please don't ask me to open up, trust me, trust me,
'cause I can't.




They're coming 'round again.
I've returned and they've been waiting.
Their aged offererings received and returned,
passed through wet eyes.
I tremble as I feel them rolling in for, my sins, the old ghosts know.
So chilling as I feel them mourn within my soul.
As the mourning grows.
Unfold before me.
Turn back the page again.
Twenty four hours spent wishing that the day was never ending.
Shadows of glory shading my heart again.
Recall the summer when I left my heart to cool beneath the shadows I'm coming 'round again.
I've returned and no one's waiting.
I strain my eyes to see but it's so hard to read the old tags on the fallen walls.




No haven now as I watch it pour from everywhere.
Just like the storm that has come out of thin air.
Gentle caresses, just as paper thin -frail
and only- lack the strength to hold.
What if could go to sleep for days,
would you count the hours,
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?
Fall into open arms that offer their protection.
Quick to deny that their open to deceit.
Long to believe that support will never cease.
Bitter and lonely, those they've left before.
What if could go to sleep for days,
would you count the hours,
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?
The vibrant heart so quickly growing old,
the warmest eyes so quickly growing cold.
Just a glance for they don't care to see what becomes of me.
The vibrant heart so quickly growing old,
the warmest eyes so quickly growing cold.
Just a glance for they don't care to see what becomes of me
What becomes of me
What becomes of me
What becomes of me
What if could go to sleep for days,
would you count the hours,
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?
What if could go to sleep for days,
would you count the hours,
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?




Let's admire the pattern forming
Murderous filigree
I'm caught in the twisting of the vine
Go ascend with ivy, climbing
Ignore and leave for me
The headstone crumbling behind

I can't help my laughter as she cries
My soul brings tears to angelic eyes

Let's amend the classic story
Close it so beautifully
I'll let animosity unwind
Steal away the darkened pages
Hidden so shamefully
I'll still feel the violence of the lies

I can't stand my laughter as they cry
My soul brings tears to angelic eyes

And miles away my mother cries
Omnipotence, nurturing malevolence
Strength Through Wounding
Porphyria
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Exsanguination
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Malleum Maleficarum
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Wester

I can feel you waitin' for me when the sun retreats to the hills and I,
below the blanket of a burnin' sky, wrap myself within.
Embraced by dead leaves as the rain leaves trails of black down my face, and I
creep through the twilight to that hidden place beyond the lonely
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now...
I can feel you dreamin' of me and the time when our steps are retraced and I
creep through the twilight to that hidden place, beyond the lonely.
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us...
I can feel you dreamin' of me, I can feel you dreamin'.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, beneath a dream, beneath a dream.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, I can feel you dreamin'.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, lost in a dream, lost in a dream.
Tonight, in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight, in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
Nothing can stop us...


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Six figures enter, they've come to destroy the world.
They've called together this storm almost every night.
And I awake in another place.
A familiar voice with a stranger's face speaks,
(I awake in another place)
more unheard words.

What new friends will the day bring?
One for one thousand acquainted.
What new hope will the night bring?
When it all comes down you just throw the bones.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep.
On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep.
On the way,

What new friends will the day bring?
One for one thousand acquainted.
What new hope will the night bring?
When it all comes down you just throw the bones.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep.
On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep.
On the way...

I saw myself.
Lost myself along the way.
And you were by me.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep.
On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep.
On the way.


The Despair Factor
Along the path where the stream is talking,
I breathe the mist and continue walking.
The wood it whispers in a language of it's own.
As a sigh escaped my lips,
I feel the light caress of fingertips that,
steal away the breath and leave me on my own.

Waiting by the stairs. (Waiting, I despair)
Waiting, I despair. (Waiting by the stairs)

My whole life is a dark room.
One, big, dark room.

Do I hear the hollow sound,
Footsteps resounding on this frozen ground,
Or the familiar disappointment of the echoes of my own?

Waiting by the stairs. (Waiting i despair)
Waiting, I despair. (Waiting by the stairs)

[whispers:]
Somehow I ended up here in between,
Where there is always the comfort,
Of knowing I'll never be seen.
When I fall
When I fall
I wait for just one touch,
And I fall

Weightless,
Endless,
Faithless, I'll adore you.
A single touch, before I fade. Painless let me pass through.
Weightless,
Endless,
Faithless, I'll adore you.
A single touch, before I fade. Painless let me pass through.


Morningstar
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

And I don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.
Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't want to die tonight.
Will you believe in me tonight?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything? 



Battled
What you thinking I can't speak.
My mind is not my own.
Feeling that my will is weak.
Can I find the strength to go on?

I've battled!
I've fucking battled man!
I've battled!
I've battled yeah!
I've battled!
I've fucking battled man!
I've battled!

What you thinking I can't speak.
My mind is not my own.
Feeling that my will is weak.
Can I find the strength to go on?

I've battled!
I've fucking battled man!
I've battled!
I've battled yeah!
I've battled!
I've fucking battled man!
I've battled!
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Fall Children
As the cries start to penetrate still air.
This day we celebrate
The wait now ends.

From four corners smoke plumes into a reddened sky.
[Woah, oh. Woah, oh]
In the face of latern light, tonight, my destiny flies.
[Woah, oh. Woah, oh oh oh!]

Chorus:
This day so hallowed, This day so hallowed,
from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed]
Tonight will come to life.

Deadened branches stirred by whispers in the wind.
[Woah, oh. Woah, oh]
Fall children fill the streets at dusk, at last, it all will begin.
[Woah, oh. Woah, oh oh oh!]

This day so hallowed,
This day so hallowed,
from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed]
Tonight will come to life.

(Davey Yells)
(14 seconds of Oh!'s)

Oh, I know. I know. I kno-ooo-oow!
I know. I kno-ooo-oow!
YEAH!

Fall Children!

This day so hallowed,
This day so hallowed,
from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed]
Tonight will come to Life
[Woah, oh oh oh!]
To Life!
[Woah oh oh.]
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Halloween
Bonfires burning bright
Pumpkin faces in the night
I remeber halloween
Dead Cats hanging from poles
Little Dead are out in droves
I remember Halloween
Brown Leafed Vertigo
Where skeletal life is known
I remember Halloween
This day anything goes
Burning bodies hanging from poles
I remember Halloween

Halloweeeeen
Halloweeeeen
Halloweeeeen
halloween

Candy apples and razor blades
Little dead are soon in graves
I remember Halloween
This day anything goes
Burning bodies hanging from poles

I remember Halloweeeeen
I remember Halloweeeeen
I remember Halloweeeeen

Halloween
Halloweeeeen
Halloweeeeen
Halloweeeeen

Halloween
Halloweeeeen
Halloweeeeen
Halloweeeeen
Halloween
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The Boy Who Destroyed the World
Once there was boy who had vibrant glow,(Whoaaaoooaaooaa), but as it goes, someone took it from
him.
One day through the rain I heard him meekly moan,(Whoaaaoooaaooaa), he said
"Will you wrap your arms around me, as I'm falling?"
(Remember when Remember when) Remember when we were all so beautiful? (Never Again Never Again) But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes but he would never know, (Whoaaaoooaaooaa), that they were filled with regret as their own dissipated.
He said, "I now feel more desperately alone,(Whoaaaoooaaooaa), even though they wrapped their arms around me, as I'd fallen."

(Remember when Remember when) Remember when we were all so beautiful? (Never Again Never Again) But since then we've lost our glow.
(Remember when Remember when) Remember when we were all so beautiful? (Never Again Never Again) But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes, but he would never know that they were claiming
regret as their own...
their own dissipated.
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Totalimmortal
Hope unknown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I pass right through the nameless ones.
I know that hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.

This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This day never seems to end.
This rage I can not let go.

I hear them calling my name.
I feel them gnawing out holes,
all throughout my flawless soul.

So alone.
Sometimes I swear that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones.
I fear that, I alone
fear those who finally ceased to feel, that they're alone inside this place.
I am the misplaced.

Now every face looks familiar,
found every face would melt away until,
now, everyone, do you know, I know your deception.
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Strength Through Wounding
Through our bleeding.
We are one!
We are one!
We are one!
We are one!

Through the darkness breaks the light.
Through the light unending pain.
Deify the wretched ones till the darkness comes again
Through our bleeding.

We are one!
We are one!
We are one!
We are one!
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Porphyria
I know... It's here we retreat,
for where else could we go?
To great disbelief there is somewhere we belong.
In negative space supposed flaws go unseen,
but our strength is shown.
In darkness together we're bringing the light.
In darkness together we are forming.
The fire tomorrow is born of the night,
in darkness together we ignite.
From all we've been shunned but we found a new home.
To great discontent it is greatness that we own.
In luminous eyes, reflections of fear absolute...
All hate what we've become.
In darkness together we're bringing the light.
In darkness together we are forming.
The fire tomorrow is born of the night,
in darkness together we ignite.
Through our will we bring fear.
Left to burn beneath the sun.
We are one.
When daylight forms blinding walls where do we go?
Days arid are scorching all.
When daylight forms blinding, binding walls where do we go?
The darkness calls.
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Exsanguination
Welcome the whole new pain
and take comfort in
what you've become.
I waved as I
passed myself along the way.
I have arrived
so unashamed
but my reflection no longer seems the same.
It seems much dimmer now...
it seems so dim.

Just stumble and fall
into a world that's over crowded.
And you will find me.
Won't recognize me;
and I won't recognize myself.

I've arrived
so unashamed,
but all my senses no longer seem the same.
I can sense everything.
My sight's so clear.

Just stumble and fall
into a world that's over crowded.
And you will find me.
Won't recognize me;
and I won't recognize myself.

In an instant,
my life just slipped away,
I fought for life,
the whole time you were
holding me down.
You watched me dying.
Holding me down,
you brought my rebirth.
Holding me down,
You watched me dying.
Holding me down,
you brought my rebirth.

Just stumble and fall
into a world that's over crowded.
And you will find me.
Won't recognize me;
and I won't recognize myself.
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Malleus Maleficarum
Open my eyes as I submerge
and I won't deny what I've been since birth.
I'll die drowned by your standards.
Breathe in the life of the summmer's death as the orange
and red breathe their first breath,
so welcome as they're burning through.
We all begin to burn.
Autumn's flame dance's in my eyes
Set alight for all we've learned.
My ashes falling.
My skin is singed but it heals my heart
and with glowing pride I'll wear my scars.
I'm honored by your hatred.
Leaves fall we arise again,
and the end impending,
it will begin.
So welcome as it's burning through.
Ashes fall and I'm rising up again. Ashes fall.
Ashes fall. Ashes fall as we all arise.
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Narrative of Soul Against Soul
To the wounded:
I have seen the self image
they've forced you to reduce to shattered glass,
with the only remaining value lying in it's jagged edges.
But the few who warrant waking for await their recognition.
No fear of death but with fear of life,
your weakness kills everyone.
So live.
Angels for everyone.
For no lack of searching I can't seem to find one.
Angels in everyone.
What of all their promises?
Can't seem to find much more than lies.
Angels in anyone.
A permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Before I'd lay me down to rest,
I'd throw away everything to live.
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Clove Smoke Catharsis
Lean against the night and laugh
As I try to scale the wall
Ignored futility fills the air
You're only there to watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me

chorus:
If only pure sweetness was offered
Why's this bitter taste left in my mouth
If I could catch my breath
Just to exhale
I'd know that I held it in too long

From above comes a faint smile
A new vantage, such a view
Familiarity, now disowned
Just sit and stare, as I walk away
Walk away
Watch me

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chorus

If only pure sweetness was offered (the bitterness)
Why's this bitter taste left in my mouth (pure sweetness)
If I could catch my breath (my breath)
Just to exhale
I'd know that I held it in too long
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The Prayer Position
Now! Peel the skin back from the flesh.
Steal the flesh back from the starving static minds.
From nature we must stray, to clarity we'll climb.
Deadly impulse seems so natural,
just look beyond it and we'll find a brand new evolution.
Here begins a brand new line.
And in the distance there's a gathering,
that no longer seems so far away.
Pushed to our knees so let us pray,
and all together we'll bring the real rain.
Watch all that's wasted wash away, so let it come.
Our will be done.
Stature retrieved, regain our form.
Break free from instinct that's left us all confined.
From nature we must stray to clarity we'll climb.
Tradition ingrained, now impermissible.
Now comes a call for all to find a brand new evolution.
Here begins a brand new line.
I can't help but fear, look to my species and tremble,
to think that God is just...
And in the distance there's a gathering that no longer seems so far away.
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No Poetic Device
I've been dreaming,
I've been dreaming, i was lucid.
Blood was seeping, it was seeping from my pores.
Who'd believe that it was all my own decision?

Cracked faces and medicated smiles.
Set fire to my home before I turned and walked back in.
For every needle open my chest and insert ten pins.
I just anticipate what awaits when I awake...break.
I die, I die in my daydreams.

I've been dreaming,
I've been dreaming, i was lucid.
Blood was seeping, it was seeping from my pores.
Who'd believe that it was all my own decision?

The gardens have all been overgrown.
I pushed my hand through the thorns just to crush the final rose.
A deadly secret only i suffer to know,
I cant eradicate what awaits when I awake...break.
I die, I die in my daydreams.
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The Last Kiss
Hung in your room, swaying, hoping only that you'll see.
All by myself, I'm alone in such poor company.
The deeper I think, the deeper I seem to sink,
I can't stop the insects that are feeding,
pull the needles from beneath my skin.
I broke myself, shattered, tied a bow around every piece.
You'll lovely the eyes.
Have they always shown so vacantly?
The more I show the less you'll want to know.
I can't stop the insects that are feeding,
pull the needles from beneath my skin.
Now I'm on display.
I am becoming.
Hurt myself today.
It's all for you.
Do you like, do you like, what I'm becoming?
Cut myself today.
It's all for you.
I part the night, flashing, approaching as I watch you flee.
Pushed through your panes.
Seems I've landed quite uncomfortably.
But as I pass through souls of broken glass
I can't stop the insects that are feeding.
Pull the needles from beneath my skin.
Please don't ask me just what I think, trust me,
you don't want to know.
Please don't ask me to open up, trust me, trust me,
'cause I can't.
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Weathered Tome
They're coming 'round again.
I've returned and they've been waiting.
Their aged offererings received and returned,
passed through wet eyes.
I tremble as I feel them rolling in for, my sins, the old ghosts know.
So chilling as I feel them mourn within my soul.
As the mourning grows.
Unfold before me.
Turn back the page again.
Twenty four hours spent wishing that the day was never ending.
Shadows of glory shading my heart again.
Recall the summer when I left my heart to cool beneath the shadows I'm coming 'round again.
I've returned and no one's waiting.
I strain my eyes to see but it's so hard to read the old tags on the fallen walls.
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At A Glance
No haven now as I watch it pour from everywhere.
Just like the storm that has come out of thin air.
Gentle caresses, just as paper thin -frail
and only- lack the strength to hold.
What if could go to sleep for days,
would you count the hours,
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?
Fall into open arms that offer their protection.
Quick to deny that their open to deceit.
Long to believe that support will never cease.
Bitter and lonely, those they've left before.
What if could go to sleep for days,
would you count the hours,
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?
The vibrant heart so quickly growing old,
the warmest eyes so quickly growing cold.
Just a glance for they don't care to see what becomes of me.
The vibrant heart so quickly growing old,
the warmest eyes so quickly growing cold.
Just a glance for they don't care to see what becomes of me
What becomes of me
What becomes of me
What becomes of me
What if could go to sleep for days,
would you count the hours,
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?
What if could go to sleep for days,
would you count the hours,
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?
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God Called In Sick Today
Let's admire the pattern forming
Murderous filigree
I'm caught in the twisting of the vine
Go ascend with ivy, climbing
Ignore and leave for me
The headstone crumbling behind

I can't help my laughter as she cries
My soul brings tears to angelic eyes

Let's amend the classic story
Close it so beautifully
I'll let animosity unwind
Steal away the darkened pages
Hidden so shamefully
I'll still feel the violence of the lies

I can't stand my laughter as they cry
My soul brings tears to angelic eyes

And miles away my mother cries
Omnipotence, nurturing malevolence
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3 1/2
Open wounds in the palms of my hands,
festering through infectious time.
I feel so faint as my life spills over you.
Backstep over glass as I repent.
I fear I cannot prevent myself from spilling your life all over me.
I'm so sick, so sick of myself.
Mother, say you'll pray for me.
I'm premature in my decay.
Shards of glass swimming in my eyes.
A small voice in the back of my mind that's whispering words
I never want to hear.
I pray that you won't hesitate,
as you watch me degenerate,
to reach in my wounds and extract all of my fear.
My suffocation, asphyxiation.
I've been choking on my own blood.
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Over Exposure
I have seen ten roses bleed,
seen new petals fall,
I have felt my soul tear.
I have felt nothing at all.
Watched what was vibrant fade as shadows fall.
I can see it's been done,
all that was pure has been eradicated.
I can see, it's all done.
Nothing can erase the damage done.
I have seen ten liars love,
seen two lovers lie, seen youth, blinded, smiling.
I have seen deceit handed down.
From the highest height,below the lowly.
I can see it's been done, all that was pure has been eradicated.
I have seen beasts bathed in glory, tread across the angels as they crawl.
Take it all away.
Regress to nothing.
Can someone please take these images from my mind?
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The Hanging Garden
Creatures kissing in the rain,
shapeless in the dark again.
In the hanging garden, please don't speak.
In the hanging garden, no one sleeps.
In the hanging garden.
In the hanging garden.
Catching haloes on the moon,
gives my hands the shapes of angels.
In the heat of the night, the animals scream.
In the heat of the night, walking into a dream...
Fall, fall, fall, fall into the walls.
Jump, jump out of time.
Fall, fall, fall, fall out of the sky.
Cover my face as the animals cry,
in the hanging garden.
In the hanging garden.
Creatures kissing in the rain,
shapeless in the dark again.
In a hanging garden, change the past.
In a hanging garden, wearing furs and masks...
Fall, fall, fall, fall into the walls.
Jump, jump out of time.
Fall, fall, fall, fall out of the sky.
Cover my face as the animals die.
In the hanging garden.
as the animals die.
Cover my face as the animals die.
In the hanging garden.
In the hanging garden.
In the hanging garden.
In the hanging garden.
In the hanging garden.
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Demonomania
Look upon me
I am the beast

Demonomania, Demonomania, Demonomania
My father was a wolf
Demonomania, Demonomania, Demonomania
My mother was a whore

You check and see
Reality of the wolf
It's in the blood
I wanna be the fucking savior

Humans are weak
What else you fucking do
Humans are weak
I want your blood

Demonomania, Demonomania, Demonomania
My father was a wolf
Demonomania, Demonomania, Demonomania
My mother was a whore
Demonomania, Demonomania, Demonomania
My mother was a whore
Demonomania, Demonomania, Demonomania
My father was a wolf
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Keeping Out of Direct Sunlight
We are the ones with the radiating eyes.
We are the ones who have a fire inside.
We are the ones only we can recognize.
We've been rejected (we've been rejected)- Suffered the ignorance,
suffered the selfishness,
been pushed so far down now comes our time to surface.
Turn from the light, that made them all go blind.
We've been protected (we've been protected)
ALL ARISE TO WHAT WE BRING,
OUTSTRETCHED HANDS,
UNFOLDED WINGS.
We've hurt ourselves,
and I feel the sting of broken hearts and burning wings...
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Three Reasons
Where were you? Say you were gone?
Well, ask me and I'll swear you were there all along.
Another place?
Another state?
At any rate,
I can't relate.
There's no two ways,
you're a disgrace.
Drown down your fear,
suffocate every spark of clarity.
Your weakness: sickens me, saddens me, strengthens me.
There's no way to free responsibility.
Who's to blame?
Who's in the wrong?
The truth from which you hide - it was you all along.
You were there, you didn't care,
and your heart and mind were self impaired.
Now, all that's left is our despair.
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A Single Second
Oh my God!
My God this can't be happening!
God tell me,
tell me this isn't real!
I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening.
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.
I always knew.
I always saw it coming.
Enveloped now,
encased by my worst fear.
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to exist,just disappear.
Fear memories are all that lie ahead. (Memories dull my senses.)
Never have I felt so lost.
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. (Memories dull my senses.)
Never have I felt so dead.
Once felt so warm,
now I'm fucking freezing.
I am the once embraced abandoned one.
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing;
no relief was mine,
I was burnt, by the sun.
Fear memories are all that lie ahead. (Memories dull my senses.)
Never have I felt so lost.
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. (Memories dull my senses.)
Never have I felt so dead.
I Feel So
I Feel So Lost
I Feel So Lost
I Feel So Lost
Fear memories are all that lie ahead. (Memories dull my senses.)
Never have I felt so lost.
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. (Memories dull my senses.)
Never have I felt so dead.
Fear memories are all that lie ahead. (Memories dull my senses.)
Never have I felt so lost.
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. (Memories dull my senses.)
Never have I felt so.
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pH Low
So quickly draining away.
If you could only hear all the things you used to say.
Consumed now by what you knew was poisonous,
Quenching your thirst for life (for life.)

Will you die, die for me?
Will you live, live for me?

Kill aspirations away.
Embrace a dream that was a nightmare only yesterday.
True friends forgotten and all hopes been traded in,
Exchanged for what. for what, for what

Will you die, die for me?
Will you live live for me?

Die for me, you gave it all away
Live for me, you gave it all away
All at once, you gave it all away
All is lost

Will you die, die for me?
Die for me
Will you live, live for me?
Live for me
Will you die, die for me?
Die for me
Will you live, live for me?
All is lost
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Let It Be Broke
I live in truth, complacently.
Where's the threat you see in me?
Am I the cause of your Self consciousness?
You scream at me
'cause I can't ignore the destructiveness that you support,
'cause my life's contrary to yours.
No soft words from my mouth.
A glazed look in your eyes.
I live in the world of reality,
you comfort yourself with lies.
I will release myself,
I will detach myself from you.
I will detach myself from you kind.
I've seen your life but I can't see how it is that
you can be so content in your own ignorance. Its been so dark for so long now a new light has come along, illuminating all,
so shut your eyes.
I won't tell you what you want to hear,
I will show you what's real. I will, will defy.
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Third Season
Can you feel the pulse?
Can you feel the heat rising from below?
Can you feel the energy? It's gaining strength, oh so slowly
But I'll wait...I'll wait...till the seasons change.
Why wait?...Why wait?... till the fall comes.
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Ohhh. And I'll say..
I'll give you nothing but a mirthless laugh.
Ohhh.
Can you see the signs?
Can you sense the changing of the winds?
Can you sense the stillness in the air?
Calm will remain...oh so shortly.
But I'll wait... I'll wait... till the seasons change.
Why wait?...Why wait?... till the fall comes.
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Ohhh. And I'll say..
I'll give you nothing but a mirthless laugh.
Ohhh. And I'll say..
Gonna take you by... Gonna take you by...
Gonna take you by surprise as it rises.
Ohhh.. (Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey)
Ohhh. And I'll say..
I'll give you nothing but a mirthless laugh.
Ohhh. And I'll say..
Whoa! Whoa!
Gonna take you by surprise
Whoa! Whoa! Ohhhhh...........
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Lower Your Head and Take It In the Body
Drowned in flames is where I can be found,
my nose broke from being smashed into the ground.
What a waste, this place I call my home.
Escape this place and break out on my own!
I'm still reaching.
Try to slap me down, but I'll still hold.
In the fray is where I can be found.
My head is bruised from always being knocked around.
What a fight, this life I call my own!
Escape this life, and break out on my own!
I'm still reaching!
Try to slap me down, but I'll still hold.
I'll hold my own.
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Coin Return
I have slipped and I have fallen, so far down I can't get out.
Overwhelmed by my doubt.
Things I said i'd never do i've done.
Those I said i'd never be i've become.
I have broken - i'm still breaking - cracked and wrecked, beyond repair.
I can see that no one cares.
Forgotten. Recalled.
Smacks me in the face every time I fall.
I cannot disregard, with each new fall I hit twice as hard.
Would you be there for me? I would.
I would be there for you. I would.
Would you look up to see?
I would. Falling forward and looking up.
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The New Patron Saints and Angels
I've seen the light that emanates from you,
and it makes me feel proud,
a voice of reason above the muffling crowds.
Such will to live and you've got so much to give,
long lost sincerity.
Lost in a world that's been scorched to black.
Lost in myself until I finally find.
A guide in you, and gratitude is mine,
I admire the way you shine.
Stare down the day from which others shield their eyes,
with complete clarity,
and no trace of apathy.
So positive, and your heart you freely give,
long lost vivacity.
Lost in a world that's been scorched to black.
Lost in myself until I finally find.
A guide in you, and gratitude is mine,
I admire the way you shine.
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The New Patron Saints and Angels
Submission- My back hurts from bowing down.
Attraction - Was once so strong now can't be found.
Affection - One gift I wish you would return.
Frustration - as I accede.
I do not deserve your frigidness, such callousness,
yet I persist. What's wrong with me?
I told you; "you can't be replaced",
you showed me I'm disposable.
Spit in my face, as I submit, so I quit!
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Discography and Lyrics pg 3
Raise high monolithic statues, so fragile.
As they fall, I am ever enthralled.
Gaze, lie and smirk in time. Your arrogance will suit you well 'til fashion is dispelled.

As waves of plastic fame Go out of fashion,
You're going out forever unknown. These waves of plastic fame are drying up
And I smile because you're dying to become forever unknown.

From above a rain of ashes descnes. Anathema I will remain, forever will remain.
From below, in my seclusion, Look up to the sky to see paper wings And watch them burn.

Without habitation, You'll never find a soul inside.
No life, but nothing's died. No lights, but quite the show
(Just as long as no one ever knows all motion is pantomne)

Dancing in the rain of descending ash, Dancing on your grave,
I'll see you all falling. Dancing in the rain of descending ash,
Dancing in your dust. I'll see you all falling. I'd stop it, had you a heart.
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Paper Airplanes (makeshift wings)
Calling tears from deep inside oh you're so exquisite
And in the mirror all midnight eyes Oh, If I could remain, but it's just a visit
All midnight eyes read "vacancy" Twisted, twisting

To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "may I cut in?"
But they never stopped Playing "thier song" Of a joyous song they sing,
I've heard whispers. On a freezing note, I resonate.

Just like romantic verses, just likea joyous end Just like a memory it twists me
Just like romantic verses just like a joyous end
twist, twisting me
You land as lightly as the new snow,  Cinematic
Onto the melting boy  and melt away   You light as gently you're so
Cinematic  BATHED IN YOUR RADIANCE I MELT

In the glitter, in the dark,   sunk into velvet   praying this will never end.
In the shadow of a star,  in static pallor,   I realized i never began

Just like romantic verses, just likea joyous end Just like a memory it twists me
Just like romantic verses just like a joyous end
twist, twisting me
You land as lightly as the new snow,    Cinematic
Onto the melting boy  and melt away
You light as gently you're so   Cinematic  BATHED IN YOUR RADIANCE I MELT

All the colors upon leaving i will turn to grey   All the colors upon leaving i will turn to grey
(All grey)   all the colors   (all grey)   upon leaving   (all grey)   I will turn to grey
(all grey)   all the colors   (all grey)   upon leaving   (all grey)   i will turn to grey...grey
twisting me
You land as lightly as the new snow,   Cinematic   Onto the melting boy  and melt away
You light as gently you're so  Cinematic BATHED IN YOUR RADIANCE

You land as lightly as the new snow   Cinematic
You land as gently as the new snow  And melt away
You land as gently as the new snow  Cinematic BATHED IN YOUR RADIANCE I MELT
The Leaving Song
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Walked away, heard them say     "Poison hearts will never change," walk away again.
Turned away in disgrace, felt the chill upon my face cooling from within.

Hard to notice gleaming from the sky, when you're staring at the cracks.
Hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered.

You... walked away, heard them say   "Poison hearts will never change",   walk away again.

All the cracks, they lead right to me, and all the cracks will crawl right through me.
All the cracks, they lead right to me,
and all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart.

As I... walked away, heard them say "Poison hearts will never change", walk away again,
Turned away in disgrace, felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
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Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun To understand my, my intimate is no one
When the director sold the show, who bought its last rites?
They cut the cast, the music, and the lights

This is my line, this is eternal   How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural   I remain alone

Twenty-six years end, still speaking in these tongues
Such revelations while understood by no one
When the new actor stole the show, who questioned his grace?
Please clear the house of ill-aquired taste

This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone

Give me something, give me something   Give me something, give me something
Give me something, give me something real

I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle
Everyday another small piece can't be found
I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow
The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit   Pieced together incomplete and empty

This is my line, this is eternal   How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone

This is my line, this is eternal   How did I end up here? Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned   To this nature, so unnatural   I remain alone
Again and again they blend into one,
my father the morning pushes through moonlight love. So what's sleep? Sleep.
I'm tired, so tired, but it seems that there's someone here with me.
We are the wakeful, wry, watchful. We're awaiting. Deathless ones.
A story at three with the shrillest of cries.
My mind fights with the sparkles in the corner of my eyes.
I hear the morning choir sing to me their elegy. So beautiful.
They sing to me their elegy. Requiem.
A Story at Three
The Days of the Phoenix
Of Greetings and Goodbyes
Sacrifice Theory
The Lost Souls


NO LYRICS!!
Smile
Initiation
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Wester
I can feel you waitin' for me when the sun retreats to the hills and I,
below the blanket of a burnin' sky, wrap myself within.
Embraced by dead leaves as the rain leaves trails of black down my face, and I
creep through the twilight to that hidden place beyond the lonely
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around. Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found. Nothing can stop us now...
I can feel you dreamin' of me and the time when our steps are retraced and I
creep through the twilight to that hidden place, beyond the lonely.
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around. Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found. Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers when no one's around. Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found. Nothing can stop us...
I can feel you dreamin' of me, I can feel you dreamin'.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, beneath a dream, beneath a dream.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, I can feel you dreamin'.
I can feel you dreamin' of me, lost in a dream, lost in a dream.
Tonight, in the whispers when no one's around. Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found. Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight, in the whispers when no one's around. Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found. Nothing can stop us...
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6 to 8
Six figures enter, they've come to destroy the world.
They've called together this storm almost every night. And I awake in another place.
A familiar voice with a stranger's face speaks, (I awake in another place)
more unheard words.

What new friends will the day bring? One for one thousand acquainted.
What new hope will the night bring?   When it all comes down you just throw the bones.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep. On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep.   On the way,

What new friends will the day bring? One for one thousand acquainted.
What new hope will the night bring? When it all comes down you just throw the bones.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep.   On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep. On the way...

I saw myself. Lost myself along the way.   And you were by me.

On the way I saw five hours of sleep. On the way but your fire makes it all worth while.
On the way I wrote words for you to keep. On the way.
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The Despair Factor
Along the path where the stream is talking, I breathe the mist and continue walking.
The wood it whispers in a language of it's own. As a sigh escaped my lips,
I feel the light caress of fingertips that, steal away the breath and leave me on my own.

Waiting by the stairs. (Waiting, I despair)    Waiting, I despair. (Waiting by the stairs)

My whole life is a dark room.   One, big, dark room.

Do I hear the hollow sound,   Footsteps resounding on this frozen ground,
Or the familiar disappointment of the echoes of my own?

Waiting by the stairs. (Waiting i despair)   Waiting, I despair. (Waiting by the stairs)

[whispers:]
Somehow I ended up here in between,   Where there is always the comfort,
Of knowing I'll never be seen. When I fall   When I fall I wait for just one touch, And I fall

Weightless,   Endless, Faithless, I'll adore you.
A single touch, before I fade. Painless let me pass through.
Weightless, Endless,   Faithless, I'll adore you.
A single touch, before I fade. Painless let me pass through.
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Morningstar
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall?    Or will we become one?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?   Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?

I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.

Am I the star beneath the stairs?   Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?   Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?

And I don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.
Will you wish upon?    Will you walk upon me?    I don't want to die tonight.
Will you believe in me tonight?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?   Am I a ghost upon the stage?   Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?   Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?
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Fall Children
As the cries start to penetrate still air. This day we celebrate The wait now ends.

From four corners smoke plumes into a reddened sky. [Woah, oh. Woah, oh]
In the face of latern light, tonight, my destiny flies.   [Woah, oh. Woah, oh oh oh!]

Chorus:
This day so hallowed, This day so hallowed, from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed] Tonight will come to life.

Deadened branches stirred by whispers in the wind. [Woah, oh. Woah, oh]
Fall children fill the streets at dusk, at last, it all will begin. [Woah, oh. Woah, oh oh oh!]

This day so hallowed, This day so hallowed,
from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed]   Tonight will come to life.

(Davey Yells) (14 seconds of Oh!'s)

Oh, I know. I know. I kno-ooo-oow!   I know. I kno-ooo-oow!   YEAH!

Fall Children!

This day so hallowed,   This day so hallowed,   from here to forever its will I will follow.
[This day so hallowed, this day so hallowed] Tonight will come to Life [Woah, oh oh oh!]
To Life!   [Woah oh oh.]
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Halloween
Bonfires burning bright     Pumpkin faces in the night
I remeber  halloween     Dead Cats hanging from poles
Little Dead are out in droves   I remember Halloween
Brown Leafed Vertigo   Where skeletal life is known
I remember Halloween   This day anything goes
Burning bodies hanging from poles I remember Halloween

Halloweeeeen   Halloweeeeen   Halloweeeeen     halloween

Candy apples and razor blades     Little dead are soon in graves
I remember Halloween    This day anything goes
Burning bodies hanging from poles
I remember Halloweeeeen  I remember Halloweeeeen  I remember Halloweeeeen  Halloween
Halloweeeeen  Halloweeeeen   Halloweeeeen    Halloween
Halloweeeeen Halloweeeeen  Halloweeeeen  Halloween
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The Boy Who Destroyed the World
Once there was boy who had vibrant glow,(Whoaaaoooaaooaa), but as it goes, someone took it from him.
One day through the rain I heard him meekly moan,(Whoaaaoooaaooaa), he said
"Will you wrap your arms around me, as I'm falling?"
(Remember when Remember when) Remember when we were all so beautiful? (Never Again Never Again) But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes but he would never know,
(Whoaaaoooaaooaa), that they were filled with regret as their own dissipated.
He said, "I now feel more desperately alone,(Whoaaaoooaaooaa), even though they wrapped their arms around me, as I'd fallen."

(Remember when Remember when) Remember when we were all so beautiful? (Never
Again Never Again) But since then we've lost our glow.
(Remember when Remember when) Remember when we were all so beautiful? (Never
Again Never Again) But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes, but he would never know that they were claiming
regret as their own... their own dissipated.
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Totalimmortal
Hope unknown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I pass right through the nameless ones. I know that hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.

This day never seems to end.   This pain, never.   This day never seems to end.
This rage I can not let go.

I hear them calling my name.   I feel them gnawing out holes,
all throughout my flawless soul.

So alone. Sometimes I swear that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones.
I fear that, I alone   fear those who finally ceased to feel, that they're alone inside this place.
I am the misplaced.

Now every face looks familiar,   found every face would melt away until,
now, everyone, do you know, I know your deception.
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