time: 5:14pm
listening to: "blown to bits" the exploited
so ya......im really lonely......and it doesnt look like ill be unlonely anytime soon......i went to the bar last nite......do boys hit on me?? no....do boys buy me drinx?? only petar.....and ya...thats just cuz he doesnt want to be drunk alone.....i want a boy....transition boy.....not one whos xpecitng and great big huge relationship er anything.....just a cute guy that thinx im pretty and likes to make out with me......and just me.....i dont like to share......not my men.....i need somebody to hold me....and i havent even really seen anybody who i want to get with anyway....not really....blah.....why dont boys want me?? i dunno.....kirk always told me i was beautiful and well i actually started to believe him but now he doesnt even want me and nobody else seems to.......grrrr.......
boy have i got issues!! i like who i am and all but im just lonely......i hate feeling shitty like this......damn boys.....its all theyre fault!! ya.....and im mother theresa incarnate......i swear
time:2:48
listening to : "vincent" nofx
man im sooo drunk..........i cant believe how drunk i am...........we went to this place called the montreal house tonite........some guy dared his friend to kiss me on the cheek cu z i had a mohawk.......and then his other friend bnought me another shot.........wooooo.......time ferbed