time: 4:48am
listening to: "love song" the cure
im lonely......i wish i had gotten to sleep with kirk.....i miss sleeping beside him....he gets all warm and cuddlie....oh well not like i could sleep beside him tonite anyway.....im high....he wouldnt like that....blah....i feel bad fer mir....we got out.....she loox like shed rather be anywhere else and then i get high but she doesnt want to....i feel bad....like im not showing her a good time....but there really isnt a whole hell of a lot more to do in st. thomas....and id like to be able to squeeze kirk in again one nite b4 i go back.....cuz god knows when or if ill have the chance again......blah....oh well...i think im gonna go to bed.....i have to go out fer lunch with my gramma tomorrow.....that means i cant sleep in til 4....damn.....nitey