time: 5:09pm
listening to: "saturday nite holocaust" dead kennedys
so....ya....what did i do yesterday?? oh ya....nothing......i didnt go to greek cuz i was too tired and i didnt go to my viennese history class either.....got to stop slacking....argh....but i did go to the special english presentation last nite.......we watched the movie "the colour purple"....now i really liked the book and the movie wasnt bad but holy mother of fuck was it ever LONG! now seeing as how i actually read the book i knew what was going to happen and by 8:30 (it started at 7) i was getting a little antsy.....well really antsy.....i started talking really loud about how they still had to cover the letters from africa and the making of pants (if u havent read the book or seen the movie that will make no sense....theyre just key plot points) and someone asked me to keep it down i think.....i didnt hear her but mir did....she shoulda read the book......bitch.....just kidding...anyway ya.....it finally finished at like 9:30.....ahahahaha......by the time it got to what i knew was the end me and mir were standing by the doors waiting fer the credits to role and as soon as they did we got the hell outta the theatre....holy crap......good book.....movie was way way too long.....
so anyway after that i talked to erin to see if she wanted to go to retro nite at the trash with me and she said sure so we came back and got ready.....mir crimped my hawk fer me and then i crimped some of erins hair.....crimpers kick ass! i put my hair into a crimpy little pony tail....ah its so cute.....oh wait i can take a pic with the webcam.....hmmmm.......i think ill go do that rite now and then later ill rite about the stupid guys at the trash.....ta fer the time being
time: 11:48pm
listening to: "ripper" exploited
so ya....the trash.....well it was fun....kinda......there was more ppl than there usually is.....and thats fine by me i dont care....but the guys were idiots.....i was doing my own thing u know....dancing....and that offspring song "come out and play" er whatever comes on.....so im doing a little moshie dancie thing whatever.....going with the cheese of the song u know....and this guy comes over and starts dancing with me...ok whatever...hes not my types but hey who cares.....but then he started to get really touchy and was all like trying to grind with me and shite.......to that offspring song.....ya....whatever buddy im trying to dance her.....and he lifted me up a couple times.....fucker.....and THEN the stupid cockhole tries to put his hands down the front of my jeans!!! what the hell is wrong with ppl today?? that never happened in my day.. :) but seriously this guy was a jerk....so i fled the dance floor with erin and patricia to "get more drinx".....ya.....and he kept trying to dance with me thru out the nite.....then he like bit erin when he was all dancing with her.....argh!! if i was a violent person that guy woulda so got the beating of his life....i wouldnta tried to stop anyone who wanted to kick his ass....oh and we had to fit 6 ppl in matts little car......not eggzactly fun.....and i got to sit on laps.....ya me.....u dont realize how long the car ride into town is until u have to sit like that....unless maybe yer on the bottom.....
so ya.....today.........didnt go to class today.....to tired and not fully undrunk........so i slept.......and did pretty much nothing all day......and now i must go and finish crimping mirandas hair.....do we know how to party or what?? ta
time: 4:00am
listening to: "everybody knows" leonard cohen
my favourite line from this song:
so anyway i talked to kirk tonite on icq....and i asked him to have sex with me......and he said yes....so i am going to have sex again......finally......even tho im prolly gonna end up getting attached and then hurt but rite now the ID is so in control......oh well....i guess ill just have to start thinking about kirk as just a pretty boy that i have sex with.....and i wont feel like im using him cuz he knows damn well that if he wanted to be in a relationship wit me id do it no ifs ands er buts....so therefore im not using him for his body.....im not using him fer anything.......were just sharing and aint that what friends r for? plus who else am i gonna find that loox as damn good as him?? hmm?? ya....thats what i thought
so mirs hair loox so cute.....its all poofy and big.....check out some pix on her page and i helped her rite the captions......yeah me.......now shes trying to sleep cuz shes got to get up fer work tomorrow.....
*note to mir:sucker*
so anyway tomorrow im going to toronto with matt and phil to see the weekend at some club......were meeting aaron and chantelle.....i cant wait......im a big geek.....jimmy crack corn and i dont care....crack is rite.......ya.....
so im bored and i really have nothing else to rite about.....and im actually feeling tired so hey....im gonna go to bed....but its so far away.....argh......oh well......i guess im done......hold yer applause....please.....no pictures.....im audi 5000
time: 6:15am
listening to: rain outside
i really wish i was going home tomorrow.......i want sex....well sex with kirk i mean.....and now since im pretty sure its gonna happen its all i can think about.....its been so long.....i cant even remember the last time....oh well......
u know what else is strange......fer the last little while all ive been looking forward to is going to the concert tomorrow....but now.....i just want to go home....fer sex companionship that feeling that u get when somebody u want wants u....even if it is only on a physical level.....rite now everything seems just peachy.....its like i have no problems.....dont get me wrong....i will.....but at this second theres nothing immediately threatening me......ive got big fun plans fer tomorrow and saturday......and a sexy boy wants to have sex with me......cant wipe the stupid smile off my face.....oh well.....im sure something will happen to do it but until then im gonna smile my ass off....ah.....ill sleep well tonite.....just hope things stay good.....at least fer awhile...i need a little time to recooperate.....i know everythings gonna fall apart again sometime thats life......but im holding out the fer sex :)