time: 7:53pm
listening to: "away" the toadies
so.....blah....yesterday shannon (a girl who lives in the house) turned 21....so a bunch of us girls from the house here got purdied up and went out fer her bday.....we went to this martini bar called the sapphire room......it was cool but the stupid bartender didnt have any grenadine to put in my drink so it tasted totally disgusting.....but it was fun.....there was like 13 ppl by the end of the nite......fun stuff.....and i got a pita after.....mmmmm...pita.....i was home by 11 tho cuz the last bus runs at 10:30 and i didnt want to cab it back to campus...even tho i mite have seen the hot cabbie again.....but it wasnt likely so i opted fer the bus.......anywho i dont remember what i did when i got home......xcept homework i did greek homework and then i went to bed at like 1 er 1:30 er something.......oh ya....i redyed my hair and shaved my sides thats what else i did.....not when i got home but ya during the day....i still have the dye in my hair rite now actually....im gonna leave it in til thursday....im nasty uh huh....
today i didnt wakeup fer greek....im a retarted....i heard my alarm and everything i just didnt feel like getting up....im going to hell......but i did go to my european history lecture today.....and i hardly ever go......im getting better...really...i swear....i also finished my essay that i have to rite fer this ringette scholarship......yeah me........xcept then i couldnt find the letter that told me where i had to send it.....and then when i did find it i also found out that i needed to fill out this application form and that i need a transcript of my marks from last year....oops....way to be prepared linz (uh huh i just referred to myself in the 3rd person....deal with it) so i kinda freaked out a bit...but then i called my moms and told her and she didnt think it was a big deal so im calm now....woooo......
so what else did i do today....oh i went to dinner with phil and some other ppl.....phil proceeded to tell me that i lead a very sad life....not pathetic mind u just very sad and depressing....oh my.....the only thing that made him laff was the entry about joe trying to get me into the sack......im a sad sad individual....sadder than i thought......oh well....its kinda funny to me.....i dont think my lifes really that bad....its just not super great either....but isnt that just life?? i dunno.....whatever.....
and oh i have to add this just b/c im a freak.....i talk to kirk tonite on icq.....it was good....well after he told me he got in a car accident.....but he wasnt hurt so all is well.....he said that hed go to raygun with me when im home fer reading week....cool....raygun.....raygun is 80s nite at this bar called "call the office" in london.....its not in my town so i never go cuz i cant drive cuz im incompetent.....so anyway he always used to go all the time when he lived in london but that was b4 i was 19 and ive only been once but it was really cool and stuff and ya.......im a geek....but it should be fun.....us being friends seems to be working out...although he did say that if i wanted to take him fer a spin he wouldnt say no.....that boy....hes silly......oh well.....maybe i will.....i dunno.....maybe looking up into his eyes while he just fucking me and not feeling what was there b4...when it was more than just fucking.....maybe then ill get over it totally....and if not hey at least i got laid....its been way too long.....i really really miss sex......REALLY....oh well....i guess ill just have to wait and see......
but thats it fer rite now......mir wants the puter....shes creating a webring and obsessing about it......shes so cute....i mite try to start my english essay thats due next monday.....hey thats a good idea....cya
time: 12:23am
listening to: "butterflies" crimpshrine
i love this song......they whistle....its so cool.....
anyway ya i havent really done anything since i last rote.....i didnt work on my essay.....im a slacker i know......but i did look at my guest book.......and it depressed me......only 4 ppl have signed my guest book.....i suck i really do......so please sign my book....it makes me happy......and it keeps me going....ya.....im a freak......weve already established that.....great........thats it.....i should go to bed.......i need to go to class tomorrow.....argh!
woo i just got porn emailed to me.....yeah (sarcasm).....oh well nite