CGFG  2/22/01
by Jenn

Saying goodbye ain't easy,
yet it's said so much.
Many herats get broken on this lonely road.
Herats that never seem to mend.
People always crying and never seeing the good.
Stop crying heart, please. Take my hand and love me, Jay.
What happend with what was once here is now gone.
Love seems to be floating. Floating right through us.
Never knowing when it's going to come or when it's gonna leave.
It's time that passes no words of love.
When the hate comes out and the good goes in.
Everyghing changes, nothingever stays the same.
Thwo hearts that were once one are but now two lonely ones.
Scars   4/3/01
by Jenn 

They cover my body, head to toe.
I see them and it reminds me. The knife, the blood, and the pain.
Slowly adding one more scar.
One at a  time, till my arm is covered.
They hurt so bad.
Take the memories away.
Pink little slashes... bleeding tears
of pain.
The Unpretty Girl 2/22/01
by Jenn
He won't look my way..
Just can't stand it.
I"m so ugly for his taste.
Keeps going out to steip joints,
But why can't he look  at me?
I cna't look in the mirror anymore.
Can't bare to see it.

Why am I so ugly?
Can't even attract the ugly people to me..
My boobs are to small, and
he doesn't like them.
My face looks like a dogs ass, and it makes me sick.
I'm the unpretty girl..
sitting in the dark corner crying.
Why wno't he look at me.
Please some one help.
I am so ugly that i just want to die.
All I want is for him to look at me, maby if  I was a stripper he'd look at me...
         Back Turned...........
By Jenn

I went out one night,
to find myself.
With no strength left,
I managed to pull off a smile.

Crying inside

Not knowing what to think.
Then you found out, that i went to a part.

So, you turned your back.
Forget just understanding me.
When you walked out.
I didn't turn my back.

So, I feel it's time to say good-bye.
Move on and let go.

If we are ment to be, then someday we'll beback together.

Love is unconditional,
That's what you said.

If she makes you happier,
Then go. I don't want you.

Untitled
By Jenn

My soul is lost, and i'm afraid to find it.
You see my soul, and say it's kinda gray.
You see my heart, than all my pain.
You know my secrets, all to plain.
I hide it all away, Thinking you would never find it.
You know me better than I thought.
I tried to cover it all up. My would is so scarey, Darkness covers it all up.
Hold you close to me, and a candle lights in my heart.
This undying flame, burning so bright.
Treasure tonight because tomorrow may never come.
If it doesn't, know that my feelings were true.
Yeah... your're a good friend, and you'll always be.
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