Emily Dickinson
After great pain, a formal feeling comes
The nerves sit ceremonious, like tobs
The stiff heart questions was it hw, that bore
And yesterday, or Centuries before?
The feet , mechanical, go round
Of ground or air, or ought
A wooden way
Regarless grown
A quartz contentment, like a stone
This is the hour of lead
Remembered, if outlived
As freezing person, recollect the snow
First chill then stupor.... then the letting go.
The emotions inside me are conveyed throught my music.
I sway back and forth
while my head portrays my anger, excitment, or my joyfullness!
Hands held up in praise!
There is a song for every feeling, every pain, love and tear. Music is
an expression. It does not express soley anger; but what you want it to express
Music is you.
Music is your very being.
It lives within you.
You just show it
Emily Dickinson
Because I could not stop for death
He kindly stopped for me
The carriage held but just ourselved
And immortality
We slowly drove, he knew no haste
And I had put away
My labor and my leisure too
For his cicility
We passed the school , were children strove
At recess , in the ring
We passed the filds of gazing grain
We passed the setting sun
Or rather He passed us
The dews drew quivering and chill
For only Gossamer, my gown
My tippet, only tulle
We paused before a house that seemed
A swelling of the ground
The roof was scarcely visible
The cornice, in the ground
Aince then this venturies, and yet
Feels shorter then the day
I fist surmised the horses heads
Were toward eternity
I trusted you, and you smashed my heart!
I would have given you my love, but your words were nothing but lies!
and you know what?
That's your lose!
You lost the chance to get with me and now you can reap the consequances!
You cheated on me!
Lied to me!
Abused all the trust that I put into you!
You made me feel good, but in the long run all I felt was emotional abuse.
You played with my mind.
Played me!
Made a fool out of me!
Now it's your turn! I'm going to switch the tables, cuz you need to learn!
Need to learn not to lie! Not to be a player! Not to cheat!
I thought you were the one!
You were the only one I could trust! I trusted you with my deepest secrets!
Every day I would wait for your call, and it never came!
What did you think that did to me?
Did you think it would make me happy? Thought I wouldn't care?
Tell me now. Tell me the truth. Did you mean to play me from the start?
Did you mean to leave me?
Brake me? Make me cry?
Did you mean to lift me up only to let me fall?
Do you know how much your lies and empty promises have affected my life?
My thinking? Along with my very being?
Your nothing to me now!
You'll never know how sorry I am that I ever trusted you!
I thought I knew you only to be proven wrong!
How could you want to get with me?
How could you tell me that you would take care of me?
Why did you even call me again?
Do you think i'm stupid?
How could you play me like that?
I made that mistake once, but never again....
By Jenn
My soul is going...
Flying somewhere far?
My heart was sold, to someone
my story is so cold,
and my time is lost.
I can't love anyone else,
becuase my heart belongs to you.
My body is growing weaker.
The strength is fading away....
I can't turn away...
Guess, I love you way to much.
