[name] amy ngo
[aka] mousie * yam * dork
[b-day] 12.16.84
[age] 18... i feel old =/
[height] 5"2' ...very tiny
[status] wish i was taken...haha JKin
[grade] class of 2003
[skool] alhambra high skool
[clubz] uh..campus?

linkz:
[mai site] go sign mai guestbook
[sleepygyrl's journal] sleepgyrls thoughts
[ravon858's journal] RaVoN858s speculations
[song lyrics] song of the moment


the feelin of missin u jus settles in mai heart
its hard to explain but u kno it when ish there
the empty feelin inside when i cant see you
brings emotions to meeh from all over
wonder where u are, wonder wht ur doin
ish it selfish to ask jus for a lil of ur time
i realli never kno how to cope with this feelin
cant sit still,cant do nethin without thinkin of u

somehow,somewhere faith pushed us together
moments in time if onli it can freeze n never end its on goin,time passes without us knowin
eventually we'll know where this will lead us


09.28.03 l 4:36pm
i am currelty updatin mai journal entry from home. i miss usin the computer in the comfort of mai own room. stupid internet ish still down in mai dorm. they told meeh they wont hab a chance to fix it till like next week. i hate the computer lab..besides the fact that it ish uncomfortable in there, ish also freakin COLD!! it feels like i am in the artic!! i came bak home jus to pick up some stuff and run a couple of errands. i miss being round a place that i kno where things r at. blah..mai hair ish so short!!

there was a dance last nite at riverside - 'Neon Nights'. the dance was fun but the dj suxs!! they keep cuttin off the songs at the end, they never let the songs play till the last second. they were tryin to blend the songs together but it didnt work..sounded horrible. the music was good but they kept playin the same songs over and over. i didnt realli mind cuz it was the songs that i like. it was so fun dancin with lisa, edwin, kevin, and them. it was so krazie. i habent hab so much fun at a dance in a long time. thanks guys. after the dance everyone went to eat at denny's and then we went bak to the dorms. lisa and lil john fell asleep rite when we got bak, so meeh n jthan jus like played cards for a while. he's pretty good at fortune telling. everything was acurate, kinda scarie if u tell meeh. i was gonna make jthan stay up with meeh all nite but i was tooh tired, feel asleep before he did. next time i guess, people feel free to visit and stay for the weekend =)

09.27.03 l 2:35pm
there ish so much stuff i wanna rite down but i dont like usin the computer in the comptuer lab. i dont like the keyboard. blah.. lets see a whole mess of us (amy ha, diana, daniel, karen, and steve) stayed up last nite till like four something in the morning telling ghost stories. i give them props man, they scared the hell out of meeh. i didnt wanna sleeep at nite but it was kool tho. i like =) it was like 1:30 bai the time i woke up. gonna go get some food now and then imma gonna go over and kick it with steve n karen. gonna go shoppin at ontario mills. lil john and jthan ish gonna come kick it with us tonite, wOoH hOoH slumber party!!! there's also a dance later tonite, they better play dancable songs. more to update later, gotta run over to the bookstores to get mai books before they close. there goes all mai money >.<

09.22.03 l 4:07pm
i habent had the chance to update thees past couple of days since i moved into riverside cuz mai computer wouldnt connect to the freakin net. onli certain computers were able to and now i hab to take it into the computer place to get it checked for virus and install some kinda protection patch. >.< omg...u cant believe how borint it ish here, there ish absolutely nothing to do!!! who said welcome week ish fun. all we do ish eat, sleep, sit, and talk. let meeh recap on wht happened the last two days.

i left pretty earlie on saturday. i got to riverside at like 8:30am. i thought the lines was goin to be shorter but it took forever to get our room keys. i was hopin that lisa got hers so that i can jus move in mai stuff without waitin inline. movin in was such a hassle, there was so much people and luggage movin round; kinda reminded meeh of the airport. i felt like mai whole family was helpin meeh move in, let's see mai mom, dad, brother, sister n her fiance was here to help meeh move in. it didnt take long to unpack mai stuff, i was done at like ten. there was like nothin to do except the welcome activities but still it was pretty boring. met a couple of people at mai hall, they are pretty kool. some guy i met before at sweethearts lives rite next door. the day passed by so slow!!! i need to buy a robe, it ish so hard t change in the showers. ish pretty scarie in there at nite cuz like ish so dark in there. didnt feel like sleepin at nite so i called up sheng and i kept him on the phone till like 3am.

on sunday the line for lunch at lothian was so long, u cant believe how long the line was, the whole hall was filled with people. we gab up and went to eat at carl's jr instead. afterwards we went shoppin for stuff at KMart and i bought this huge long pillow. now i hab something for meeh to hug when i go to sleep ^__^ but i forgot to buy mai robe >.< i found mai boba place but ish like at least 20 min walk from the dorm. lil john and jthan came by to visit in the afternoon. we were jus kickin it in our room, listenin to music n stuff. there ish realli nothing much to do round here. dinner was alrite, the chicken was actually pretty good. all we do ish eat here, buffet style tooh. ahHh...freshmen 15!! >.<

i couldnt wake up this morning for the pre-business meeting this morning cuz i was on the phone with jthan till like 4:30am. i hab so much stuff to do in the morning but i couldnt wake up. freakin hell, imma still so tired rite now. i picked up mai scholarship check todai!!! 800$ =) i hope i dont hab to use those money to buy books. the line at the financial aide office was so freakin long. when i got up to the teller she told meeh i was in the wrong line and i needed to go upstairs to the business office. good thing the line up there was short. it took like 20 mins to walk from one end of the school where the financial aide office bak to the dorms to eat lunch. after that waited inline for like an hour and half to get mai computer checked in so i can go online. bleh..imma usin the computer in the computer lab to update rite now. i wanna go onlin in mai room. prob update more later..gotta go over to pick up mai computer.

09.17.03 l 11:41pm

happie bday diana!!!!!!!


i got mai revenge todai!! i caked diana!!! i was gonna take her out to dinner todai but since i cant drive ne more i got her a cake and kicked it at her house instead. it was a yummie yummie coffe cake with fruits on top and like three inches of cream on the side. we recorded the images of everything from singin to cuttin and even cakin each other. it was soo funnie. u gotta be there so see us all like throwin cream at each other. cakin khon was a bad idea cuz the next time i kno it i got cream all over mai face!!! ish not even mai birthday n i freakin got cake all over meeh. cakin diana was the onli thing i could do for her before i leave. hope yah love the smell of coffee =P

09.16.03 l 11:40am
it was so quiet when i woke up this morning but then i made maiself go bak to sleep cuz there was realli nothing to do. the extra hour or two of sleep made meeh feel even more tried. mucles ache >.<

11:03pm
i went back with june and kerry to go visit some people at ahs. i cant believe mai government teacher remembers me. i didnt realli say much in his class n i was onli there for first semester. it was kool seeing him again. he was a pretty kool teacher. one of the best i hab all four years. at nite we went over to lisa q house to watch Deliever Us From Eva. the movie was better then i thought it was. it was funnie and damn that girl ish freakin mean. she ish like the girl that everyone hates but she ish so kool for lookin after her sister. this ish one of the chick flicks that i actually like. good movie.

09.15.03 l 11:52pm
mai sister came bak from NY the other nite. she didnt buy alot of stuff this time but she dont come glass cyrstal decorations. the room looks better with those glassy shiney stuff. for lunch me, mai sister, and mai older brother we went to eat at this Taiwanese place in MP. the food there taste pretty good but the taste can realli get to u after a couple of bites. bleh..nasty. after that i went to check up on mai insurance because they billed us like 100 something dollars more then wht i was suppose to pay. 160$ ish not worth it for two months so mai sister jus canceled it. i guess it doesnt realli matter, imma leavin in a couple of days ne ways.

i spent most of the day readin this suspence mystery novel by Lisa Gardner. ish called The Other Daughter. it was realli realli interesting. i couldnt put the book down. i habent picked up a book n read it on mai own in decades. i finished the 400 something page novel in one day. ish a pretty good book, i like it. the ending was pretty creepy tho. eyes tired from reading...nite nite

09.14.03 l
i started packin most of mai stuff away. i hab like three duff bags of cloth and two boxes of stuff i wanna take with meeh. i feel like ive over packed >.<

09.13.03 l 11:15am
should i say that i feel disappointed in maiself again. there ish so much stuff in life but i choose to dwell in the past. when imma alone or when imma jus home reminds meeh of how i've acted over the years. there ish so much stuff that i want to forget but those r the memories that left a mark inside of meeh. everything seems to fragile to meeh..people, life, relationsips. it doesnt seem like nething can withstand a challenge. imma lost inside maiself. dont kno wht to do.

09.12.03 l
rite when i woke up this morning diana called and we went to get lunch. if she didnt call meeh i would of jus slept though it and wait till someone brings home food. we went to noodle world. i got some kind of pineapple fired rice. it was a fuity seafood combination of raisins, pineapple, shrimp, chicken, n cashew. it looked funnie but it taste pretty good. there must of been like four bowls on rice on that plate..i couldnt finish it. after that we got something to drink at starbucks n then bak to her house to play mortal combat. i used to love playin mortal combat but with the old version on super nintendo. haha this shows how long since i've played games. rite when i was bout to go home cuz diana had to go to work, khon came over and i jus stayed for a lil while n kept loosin to him in mortal combat. i dont kno how to do those combinations...argh..ish freakin bloody tho. i dont get why they hab to hab the blood squirt all over the sceen.

then i think we went over to andy's to cut some guy's hair and then off to JJ's with them. chery coke doesnt taste like cherry coke..freakin taste nasty tho but then i got a lot of cherry so i guess ish okie. there was so much traffic goin to the Renissance theather...that place sucks they dont play alot of the new movies there. i wanted to watch Cabin Fever!! instead of watchin that we went to Nickle Nickle for arcade games. it was pretty fun. those machine where u jus drop in the coin n watch it push the other coins off ish sooo addictin. i spent so much nikles on that and the shootin game. i prob would of spent mai life savins there if it wasnt for the free games in the back of the room. such a long day..i didnt get bak until like one something. tried..nite nite

09.11.03 l
i went on a lil trip after i got home from mai dentist appointment. i took out mai sister's car when mai dad left to go buy stuff. i dont like drivin on garfield..those turnin lanes there r tricky. i was bout to make a left onto graves so i went on the turnin lanes but then the lane was for the on commin traffic to turn left. that was scarie..they should put up a sign or something. i saw the arrow on the floor pointin at meeh..i was like crap, imma on the wrong lane. that was horrible >.< ne ways..since mai dad didnt kno that i took out the car he called meeh when he got home. i told him i was at san gabriel supsestore n he told meeh he wanted to meet meeh there to see if the car was okie. i hab to get from chris's house all the way to san gabril superstore before mai dad got there. ish like rite when i got there and parked for a couple minuets i saw mai dad drive into the parkin lot. that was scarie..but at least i beat him there =P

09.08.03 l 8:57pm
i've been feelin kinda tired n dizzy lately. i sleep like three times a day. the heat ish realli gettin to meeh, mai head hurts and it feels so heavy. every now and then the same spot on mai head hurts like krazie. i think it has to do with the time i bumped mai head against the corner of the ac at mai friends house, but that was like almost two years ago. maybe i should get that checked.

09.06.03 l 10:31pm
i went to universal studios todai with jojo, jeannie, and cuong. not the uaual people that i kick it with but it was pretty fun. it took meeh forever to fall asleep last nite and i couldnt wake up at seven this morning. cuong was suppose to pick us up at seven thirty but jojo forgot to wake up. that was kool though it gave meeh time to go bak alseep =P the park didnt open till like nine so we sat round at starbucks waitin for the park to open. the first thing we went to was mummy's return tomb/maze. it was pretty dark in there, i didnt kno where i was goin. this guy dresssed like a stature freakin poped up at meeh. scared the crap out of meeh. back to the future was bumpy. jurassic park the ride was pretty kool. we went on it twice, i was so scared when we went on the first time cuz i remember i hated the drop. i guess after all that six flags the drop was nothing.

it was tooh hot todai to go into backdraft so we went to watch the new special effects stage. can u believe it they tore down E.T. the ride n they're goin to build a new roller coaster next summer. shrek 4D was the best. the into kinda killed the endin of the movie so no point in watchin that now, not like i was plannin to. studio tours was freakin boring. all four of us were fallin asleep the whole time. the heat was makin meeh tired n sleepie, even the earthquake didnt wake meeh up. i've seen the terminator 2: 3D show before so there was nothing interetsing except at the end. that woke meeh up. i've seen waterworld so mani times but i never get sick of it. we sat on the side where most of the explosions were at, it was so freakin hot. spiderman rocks! was some kinda musical for spiderman. it was so kool when the guy hung upside down on the rope. before we left we checked out the photos that they took. i ate so much when i got home, i was so freakin hungry cuz i didnt eat the whole day.


cuong..me..jeannie..jojo

09.05.03 l
the morning passed by kinda slow, didnt realli do much. i drove to get boba with mai dad and as usual he has a comment for everything i do n dont do. i dont even feel like i want to drive ne more. so discouragin, at least when imma drivin with him. mark came down todai but i didnt hab time to go kick it with him cuz i was out with annie, jojo, tammy, justin n seng playin basketball at southcourts. it wasnt much of a game but it was fun. imma so out of shape, cant even run after the ball. the game ended when it got pretty dark n we couldnt see the ball ne more. they drove us to the lollicup on las tunas to get boba cuz ish still 89 cents there. we sat there talkin bout college, goin home on the weekends, whos should go visit who, n stuff like that. tammy goin to go to UCI, jojo ish goin to UCLA, and the rest of them r goin to CUSLA. ish gonnna be pretty hard to find time to kick it with them when school starts.

09.04.03 l
i spent pratically the whole day cleanin out all the junk i didnt want ne more. i packed alot of stuff that i wasnt goin to bring to mai room into the closet so theres gonna be more room for mai sister's stuff when i leave. i filled up one big trash bag filled of papers since sophmore year; most of them were mai bio notes. i thought i was goin to throw out alot of stuff but i ended up savin alot of them and threw out old papers. i went through alot of old stuff that once ment something to meeh but now they r jus a bunch of papers takin up storage room. i still dont want to throw them out yet.

later at nite i went ice skatin at the pasadena ice skatin rink with annie, kevin, jenny, kerry, jojo, and nancy tang. it took meeh a while before i let go of the rail and tried to skate without it. i feel safer closer to the wall. thanks u guys for encouragin meeh..appericate that =) those skates were so tight, i couldnt feel mai feet after a while. ish so hard to pick up speed. i wanna go ice skatin again..ne one wanna go with meeh before school starts? we got soo much food at Islands (hamburgers, fries, chips n salsa, strawberry lemonade) yummie!! we went in about an hour before closin and we gettin refills on the drinks n chips. i think we drove the watress krazie with out orders. i was soooo full when i got home.

09.03.03 l
mai idiotic brother erased all mai files!!!! i lost all the pictures that i scanned into the computer. DAMN IT!!! argh..gotta rescan them =(

09.02.03 l 11:49pm
i finailly developed the five rolls of film i took the last week of school. since i hab nothing better to do i scanned all of them into the computer. prob do something with it later. i feel like i hab bought tooh much stuff for the dorm, i dont want to bring more then i hab to. i onli hab one car to take everything down there. later at nite i went over to annie's house for movie night. we watched original sin while eattin chicken mcnuggest and hot cheetos. =P i habent seen them (jenny yu, kerry, annie, n kevin) for a while. it was fun. u guys gotta learn some scarie stories so u can tell meeh.

09.01.03 l

happie bday steven!!!!

i've been doin alot of shoppin this past weekend. i bought a whole mess of stuff for the dorm and new cloth. the munchi house on valley ish movin to a new place and it was habin a 30% off sale. i got some marshmellow candies and japanses rice crackers. yummie!! i think imma actually gettin a lil tired of drinkin boba all the time. need to find something new..suggestions ne one?

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