[name] amy ngo
[aka] mousie * yam * dork
[b-day] 12.16.84
[age] 18... i feel old =/
[height] 5"2' ...very tiny
[status] wish i was taken...haha JKin
[grade] freshmen >.<
[skool] UC Riverside
[clubz] ummm...

linkz:
[mai site] go sign mai guestbook
[sleepygyrl's journal] sleepgyrls thoughts
[ravon858's journal] RaVoN858s speculations
[song lyrics] song of the moment


the feelin of missin u jus settles in mai heart
its hard to explain but u kno it when ish there
the empty feelin inside when i cant see you
brings emotions to meeh from all over
wonder where u are, wonder wht ur doin
ish it selfish to ask jus for a lil of ur time
i realli never kno how to cope with this feelin
cant sit still,cant do nethin without thinkin of u

somehow,somewhere faith pushed us together
moments in time if onli it can freeze n never end its on goin,time passes without us knowin
eventually we'll know where this will lead us


10.31.03 l

happie bday rosanna!!!

it took u long enough to turn 18!!
sorrie i couldnt be there to kick it with u..stupid test >.<
aHhH..ish actaually raining here at riverside!!! sux to those who are goin trick-or-treating. i couldnt exactly go home tonite cuz i got the subject A exam tomorrow morning. ahHh..more writing to do in the morning. why do they got to put the subject A right after Halloween?!?!? they kno that everyone ish goin to go out and celebrate >.< oh wellz..i can do this..sleep at like 3 and wake up round 11ish.we went over to will's place to watch Ju-on, ish a japanese horror movie about a lil boy who wants revenge and something bout this haunted house that holds two different time zones. the first five minuets of preview of the killing n murder of this guy's wife n kids ish soo frekain krazie. omg..ish such a good horror movie!!! instead of watching ringu after ju-on, we spent the rest of the nite telling ghost stories. there was some freakin stories about the dorms and the older part of campus at nite.

happy halloween!!!!!!!!

10.30.03 l
i jus got bak from the BYD party @ El Castillo. it was sooo fun..everyone was there, like all the alhambra people and people we met since school started. this time there was more girls then guys, which ish a good thing cuz u dont hab random people comin up and freakin u from behind. yep, everyone was dancin n there was like a big group of us jus dancin n movin. music was pretty good except the slow ones, which i still dont kno how to dance to. i guess jus sway from side to side n waitin for them the change the freakin song. after the party we went to eat at denny's n i got someone french toast with sausage n bacon. speakin of which i still hab like two out of three piece of toast left. i feel so tired rite now n sleepie tooh. how can someone knock out so fast after eattin so much red meat? freakin khon took over mai bed n now i gotta kick him off. ack, he should be the one sleepin on the floor. ahH..people come stay over n they jus take over mai bed *shakes head*

10.28.03 l pm
i habent been able to sleep in since day light savings time started. i always wake up bout an hour before ish time for meeh to get ready for class. argh..i need to sleep in more >.< i onli had one class todai so rite after i came bak and slept for another four hours. the day took foever to end..i went to apsp potluck thing with mai mentor, stayed there for a while and left to get ready for CSA second general meetings. thanks u guys for comin out n supportin us. i ended up lookin like a little japanese vampire with fangs that no one can see. those stick on ones r kinda irritating cuz it wont stick. everytime i try to talk or smile i seem to knock them off. umm..makeup wise i didnt realli hab much time so i jus put on some blue eye shadow and tied up mai hair in a bun with chop sticks on both sides. ooh..funnie note: will and some other guy was wrapped up with toliet paper for the mummie wrap and they hab to walk around the room. it was freakin funnie watchin like toilet paper wrapped people waddle around the room =P

for dinner i went with CSA staff to TIG Fridays. the food there was alrite, pretty good though. umm..i got this Wall to Wall chicken n banana with pina cola smoothie. damn that was alot of chicken!! it was fun kickin it with them and telling ghost stories. the ones about the dorms kinda got to meeh but imma starting to forget it. we got to get together to tell ghost stories on halloween. i like listening to stories more then tellin them. ish so hard to keep a straight tone of voice when imma tellin it. gotta work on that. imma so full rite now..time to sleep. nite nite

10.27.03
- sleep..class..sleep..sleep
- dorm rep poster making for Underworld party
- cooked an alhambra egg and spam dinner
- Beauty and the Beast movie
- lil john came to visit
- shoot pool @ lothian
- will brought boba for all of us..thankie =P

10.24.03 l 12:17pm
OMG..some idiot pulled the fire alarm at like freakin three in the morning. everyone in lothian had to evacuate outside. it was so freakin cold outside. argh...stupid stupid people. ish like rite when i fall asleep, the freakin alarm went off. i was so tired that at first i thought it was the alarm on mai cell phone. i was like tryin to turn it off but it jus kept ringin n ringin..blah, ne ways got up at the crack of dawn todai to meet the PR for CSA. pulled maiself all the way to International Loundge onli to sit there for like 15 minuents waiting for people to show up but i guess i was sittin at the wrong place. james eventually found us and told us what to do. after class we all met up to work on the CSA posters. the ones i worked on looks so oritental, i cant draw for nething =X more class later n bak to alhambra i go.

10.24.03 l 1:09pm
i jus got bak from this MidNight Breakfast thing mai RA was doing for us. she cooked pancakes, sausages. eggs, and bacon =P i got there kinda late but it was still good. sausage with syrup *yUmMie* i miss eatting breakfast,,ne one up for denny's this weekend? imma stayin bak at riverside

let's recap on the day: classes ended at like 11 something, finished mai essay, ate lunch at lothian residence hall, n off to the mall with lisa q and june. we spent like three hours at Tyler Mall. that place ish huge. i think ish gonna be like a thursday thing. every thursday we go shoppin =D got bak at like round 7ish, got some krisy cream donuts and taco bell n headed off to watch Texas Chain Saw Masscare with will, edwin, bobby, steven, n them at the theather in UV. the ending of the movie was soo good. they finailly figured out how to end movies instead of leavin us hanging or with those funkie ending like Cabin Fever. i wonder if they ever caught that guy? it was a pretty creepie ending tho. after movies meeh, will, n victor went over to boba cafe to wait for lisa and june. i ran into like the whole CSA staff at boba cafe, well not all of them but most of them. cht, boba, homework, midnight breakfast, n now imma typin this up. gotta wake up at 7 tomorrow o.O nites people.

ahHh..gotta dress up for Tuesday's 2nd general meeting. CSA second general meeting ish October 28,03 7pm at Watkins Hall. Bring 15$ for Membership if u want to join cuz after tuesday the membership price will go up.

10.22.03 l 11:43pm
i bought one of those huge asian fans to decorate mai room. there ish like some kinda mountain and water scenery with cranes flyin. i like the blend of blue and white and the fact that it ish hand painted. i guess ish worth 19$. the fan makes mai room look so asian. i dont kno how to hang it up, ne one with ne suggestions? i think i need longer tumbtacks or maybe some maskin tape..i dont kno. umm..after class all i did was sleep sleep n sleep..i didnt wanna wake up n rite mai 4-6 page essay on art. cant wait to get out of basic writing. i got boba after class =D *yUmMie* and even with the discount it ish still expesive..2.41$

CSA Evolution Tryout thing was today. damn their routine was so fast. it goes like in eight notes or something.."one n two n three..." o.O i kinda got the steps down after a while but it doesnt look rite when i do it. i dont hab the attitude and like i slurr most of the steps. oh wells, not goin to try out ne ways but it was fun tho. watching Texas Chain Saw Masscare tomorrow night at the UV..it better be good. imma sooo hungry rite now...imma makin spicey beef noodles..dinner here i come =P

10.20.03 l 8:58pm
lil john jus came bai to visit lisa rite now and he scared the hell out of meeh. i thought i could of played it off like i wasnt scared but i couldnt hold in that feelin. ahHh..i habnt had that scared feelin for a while. imma scared, the feeling wont go away >.<

11:52pm
if onli i can put into words the way i feel rite now. a feelin struck meeh earlier made meeh realize that there ish still apart of meeh hopin to finish wht has started. so much things been goin on since school started n i habent hab the time to maiself. imma not better off then before, imma still where i left off......

10.19.03 l 10:21pm
i didnt do much this weekend. i kinda went home and slept like 20 something hours. umm..bought some more drinks and junk food to bring over here. i also packed mai like halloween ish stuff and some horror movies to watch here with people. thanks will for takin meeh home and takin meeh bak to riverside =) right when i got bak i had to head over to CSA meeting at the president house. it was so hard to find that place and bad reception tooh =X the people there were nice, lots of yummie food tooh. stayed there for a while and like listened for stuff we have to do and places we have to go sometime soon. oh so anyone interested in going to UnderWorld party in LA on November 6, 2003, ish 12$ presale by CSA and $20 at the door, so umm if u want it IM meeh i guess and i think i'll mail it to u or something. i dont kno but ill find a way to get it to u. lets see rite when i got bak from meeting i got dragged into mai dorm hall meeting. we're gonna get like dorm sweater/tshirts. i thought that was kinda kool. ne ways..imma start on mai hw rite now..i need sleep!!!

10.16.03 l 9:32pm
it was so funnie last nite, the guys in mai dorm hall ran down the hall screaming "I GOT INTERNET IN MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!" ish like out of no where all the computer in mai hall got the net. ish been like four weeks without the net =( do u kno how hard it ish to update ur online journal when the onli source of internet ish in the computer lab. finailly...CABLE!!! ahHhh =D

went shoppin at tyler mall with lisa, lawrence, june, and diana todai. we spent like two hours on the first floor and breezed by the second floor. next time imma start with the second floor and shop mai way down. meeh n lisa had to get bak before six for out dorm rep interview for CSA. food at lothian and then bak to redo all mai math assignments cuz the gay MathXL program deleted all mai files. argh..bak to reading for english..more later i guess

10.15.03 l
this bites mai alarm didnt go off this morning n i didnt wake up in time for class. i ran all over campus lookin for mai english teacher >.< i need to turn in mai hw!!! ahHhHh..blah i dont think i should be nocturnal ne more. i never get enough sleep to wake up in the morning. meeh n lisa were jus over n kickin it at Grandmarc last nite, i didnt get sleep till like 2am. blah..i am sleep deprived...

note to will: muhahahahhaha i kept u awake even tho i wasnt over at ur place!! ur not gonna get ne sleep with meeh around. i cant believe u didnt get that freakin long text message, i used up all character space.

10.14.03 l 3:20pm
failed attemped to do mai math hw >.<

10.13.03 l 1:23am
i spent the whole weekend kickin at Grandmarc with people. i kept people up both nites jus talkin bout stuff and telling stories. hey guys remember "KEN CHICK KEN" -_-' that was the highlight of the nite huh. i kept will up all friday nite jus talkin bout stuff. pretty interesting conversations =). damn, i got a bruise from sleepin on the floor. actually, come to think of it, it was mai first sleep over. mai parents were freakin strict and they wouldnt even let meeh sleep over at like diana's place bak at home. umm..i almost lost mai voice talkin most of the nite and he fell asleep when i was talkin to him!! i think i fell asleep a lil rite after that at like 5 something am n i woke up the next day jus in time to see sunset. i thought they were jus messin with meeh when i asked them wht time it was. the apartment was so empty by the time i got up. let's see i showered to wake maiself up, watched sen seiyah, raced people bak to lothian for dinner, starbucks for coffee, and read mai english book sittin next to the pool. will was so evil, he wouldnt let meeh read mai book!! everyone kept takein mai book away from meeh >.<

we spent most of saturday nite tellin ghost stories and there was like onli four of us that was awake to watch sun rise in the morning. well ish hard to see sun rise here, all we could see was the sky light up a bit at like 630. i wanna go bak to the east cost to watch sun rise but i would rather live in a place where i can see the sunset. ish all about the sunsets!!!! carls junior for lunch and after that everyone attempted to do their homework and study for midterms. jus when i actually started to read for oceanography the sun was settin and i ran outside to take picture of sunset at riverside. i'll post it up later when i get it. lisa brought meeh boba when she came bak from alhambra =D n will helped meeh decorate mai room with glow in the dark stars. we also found the stupidest thing very entertaining in the middle of the nite n managed to laugh for an hour. lisa knocked over the soda on the floor and we found out that the carpet in our room ish water proff and our room ish slanted to one side.


riverside sunset 10.14.03 6:30pm

10.11.03 l 2:09am
let's see time to update for like the past week. there was nothing much to do round here so i kinda decided to rush for KDPHi. the odds of gettin in ish like close to zero but ish alrite. the rush events were fun, got to meet alot of new people. it was like info nite on monday, pizza nite on tuesday, purple n white nite on wednesday, party @ el castillo on thursday, and lunch @ bell tower on friday. gotta look in mai mail box on sunday to see if i got the bid or not =X

i hate the weather here, ish makein meeh feel realli realli sick. i didnt even wanna go up this morning cuz when i woke up i felt like barffin. i think it was cuz i was tooh lazie to get something to eat in the middle of the nite. but i dont even kno why i was like this tho..ish been like two days. allgeries r like kickin in rite now..snezzin left n right >.< imma still so tried from clubbin last nite @ el castillo.sleepie but i dont want to sleep.

i decided not to go home this weekend. i hab freakin midterms commin up in a couple of days n i got so much stuff to read. i kno imma not gonna read if i go home so might as well stay here n get things done. i thought i was gonna catch up on some sleep this weekend but i guess not since imma kickin it at Grandmarc tonight i dont think imma goin to sleep at all.

10.08.03 l 11:43pm
i habent updated my journal for the longest time ever. the net ish sitll down here in mai room. i miss the internet. blah, imma gonna update everything as soon as i get the freakin resnet people to fix it. there ish realli nothing much goin on here but then ish kinda fun. i guess it ish wht u make of it. ish still interesting now but i think events r like dyin down. blah, school sux..mid terms r commin up. gotta go read the book >.< but everytime i read the book i fall asleep. i guess i'll update more later...

10.01.03 l 8:27pm
who has ever heard of doing math homework online and submittin it online! i still dont hab the net in mai room so it makes it harder to do mai math homework. the computer lab ish always filled with people and i can never find the time to go in between classes. imma still adjustin to the college way of goin to classes n doin homework. there ish hardly ever ne homework but read read read!!!!

September< > November