[name] lil mousie
[aka] mousie * yam * dork
[b-day] 12.16.84
[age] 17... i feel old =/
[height] 5"2' ...very tiny
[status] wish i was taken...haha JKin
[grade] senior =)
[skool] alhambra high skool
[clubz] uh..campus?

linkz:
[mai site] go sign mai guestbook =)
[sleepygyrl's journal]sleepgyrls thoughts

- tryin so hard -
everynite i stare blankly into the nite sky,
seein time passin bai slowly infont of mai eyes,
remberin all the times you made meeh laugh,
seein every moment that imma with you..
replay in mai mind,
everything jus seems to end with memories,
cant forget the fact that nothing last forever,
it feels like imma lockin mai heart away,
tryin so hard not to think, not to remember,
all the happiness that u've brought to meeh,
tryin so hard to push everything away,
makin maiself forget hoz i feel n what i think,
cuz imma scared, scared to loose a friend,
dont think i can hold it in ne longer,
all the feelins has taken the best of meeh,
tryin so hard not to cry, but wht can i do,
i choose to remain silent but...*sigh*
wonderin when will mai star come..
to guide mai way,cuz ur the one imma missin
- lil mousie 08.15.02


09.31.02 l 10:51pm
i dont like goin home when mai mom ish home. she freakin naggs bout everything and nething. i got yelled at cuz mai brother falls asleep in class. wht the hell ish that. ish not mai fault that he cant stay awake in class plus i am not the one that ish sleepin ne way. nothing went rite after skool. i hab to call the stupid sennior photo place to schedual the retake. stupid pplz kept transfering meeh all over the place. i hate listenin to classical music when i am waiting. it freakin seems longer then it already ish. some of them freakin dont kno wht ish goin on. they kept tellin meeh that if i retake it it wont b in the year book. i dont kno wht the hell ish up with them. after like a couple of million tranfers, i finailly got someone that kno wht the heck ish goin on. i finailly got mai schedual for the retake. ne one takin it on thur nite at 6:30 pm? tell meeh if u go, so i dont gots to wait alone. to top that off mai mom took the modem out of the computer cuz mai brother sleeps in class. i freakin needed that thing to do mai research and i was right in the middle of it when i went to go make the telephone call. argh..the onli thing that was good todai was that i didnt hab that much hw. finailly time ti kick bak for a nite.

i need a job >.< 3 hrs a day and like 8 bucks an hr ish not bad. but toohbad i cant work. i dont hab ne extra time to work at all n plus mai parents arnt going to let meeh work ne ways. mind as well forget bout it. thankie kan for askin tho..hehe..i think the onli time that i will get a job ish when i graduate. blah but meeh need money rite now. everything cost money these days

09.30.02 l 9:48pm

happie birthday tiffany


cheese..cheese - penguins dont eat cheese..gib meeh gib meeh =D

didnt do much todai. freakin teachers gib out so much hw. i dont get trig. ne one want to help meeh with that? damn eh i gots to bring mai grade up in that class. stupid teachers and their test. i hab at least one test a week. senior yr sux! so mani things to do in such a lil time. all this studying ish making mai brain hurt. i dont want to relearn bio in one month >.< so mani things to remba i wish i hab photographic memorie..

diana ish a weirdo she went round callin meeh noodle again o.O do i look like a noodle to u? (that question ish not ment to be answered)ne ways FBLA meetin was hella boring. the onli thing intersting bout it ish the trip up to Fresno. i still gots to go check for romaing fee. i hope ish goin to b fun but this time ish four to a room. i want mai own room. i claim mai own bed! u other three can decide who gets the other bed. or if it comes to worst imma kick u off of it if u try to come close to it.

09.29.02 l 9:03pm
i think i am turin into a fob >.< those mandrian drama movies r soo good. why cant there be a guy out there as swt as the one in the movie. he did everything n ish willing to gib up his family fortune jus for her. ish jus soo sad. i kno ish jus movies but i still wonder if there are guys that are that swt out there. i am almost done with the movie. imma waitin for the dvd player rite now. blah, i need another one in mai room so that i can watch all nite. ne one like to get one for meeh for christmas =D. i cant wait till part 2 of meteor garden comes out. pplz in taiwan got wacked english names. hab u ever heard of a guys name called vic or vanness o.O werid pplz there days. i must get F4's CD =D

i went to the chruch carvinal service again. it was better todai. they were playin like latin jazz music. it wasnt mai kind of music but it was better then yesterdai. that guy who was running the booth that i was workin at was so nice. it was fun takin pipc of lil pplz. i finailly get to do something that i like to do the best. after that meeh n ling went on one of those spinney rides things. when i was lookin at it it didnt seem that long but when i was on the ride it seemed like forever. i kinda felt lightheaded and dizzy when i got off. i hope ling felt okie. egg rolls were good n there was roasted corn tooh. so much food, i think i am getting fat >.< walked round for a while and then went home. i dont want the weekend to end so fast. tomorrow ish another week of stress.

09.28.02 l 10:48pm
damn i jus realized that i got two more weeks until SATs. blah..i dont want to study ne more. i alredy got enough on mai mind. came home n watched tv for a while. that ish all i do now i dont even bother to go online ne more. most of the time i jus go online to update mai jouanl. it started to rain todai =D i habnt seen rain for a long time. i jus wanted to stay at home, drink some hot coco n talk on the phone but instead i went to the all souls church carvial. meeh n diana went or shall i sai i went with marry poppins. haha her umbrella was sooo BIG. haha. i amlost forgot to rite about that. the carvinal wasnt all that great. there was nothing to do there n the rock music got realli annoying. then we went to kan house thinkin that we were going to kiddnap him scare him but he endned scaring us. that meannie. it was so funnie n i couldnt stop laughing after that. it was so kool i saw some pplz i habent seen for a while. we all went to star buck n i got white chocloate mohca. ish soo yummie. went with the guy to go shoppin for car parts and then we ended up at jesses house afterwards.

the worst place to go eat when ur hella hungy ish that freakin Denny's on main st. damn it. those freakin pplz there made us wait so long. i sware those pplz are so unfair. the last time ive eaten was like 11 when i was at the SAT class and i was so hungry that mai stomach started to hurt. it still hurts alot rite now even after i eat. this ish wht i get for screwing up mai stomach before when i dont eat. stupid hungar pains. now i remba the reason why i dont want to go to Denny's. i hate their service. wht kinda of idiot would hire jus one chef for such a big resturant. most of us went to complain and those pplz kept saiin sorrie n they onli got one cook. after we complained we got out food rite away but i was scared that they spit in it. imma never going to go bak to that place again and plus the food ish not all that great ne ways.

09.27.02 1 11:30pm
skool still the same, nothing much happens ne more. i finailly made it threw the freakin week alive. imma still so stressed out tho from so much studyin. at least that hard week ish over. went to kick it at lisa quach's house after skool. imma so jealous she got all those stuffed animals in her room. imma soo going to go jack some of them =D then we went to stitch's house for a bbq. there wasnt much pplz there. the weather ish so nice up. meeh n diana took a walk round his neighborhood and trespassed into someone backyard to see the mountain view of the rest of MP. keppels chior karaoke thing was funnie. it was worth it to pay a dollar to see pplz go n sing. hehe. pplz look so dorky. there wasnt much songs to choose from n sing. good thing they didnt got ne songs that i knew or else i would of hab to go up there with them. *phew* that reminds meeh not to go to another one, but ish kool to see the pplz taht u kno go up n sing. bacalli's korean bbq ribs ish soOoOo yummie..but ish hella expensive tho..freakin eh..i feel sooo sick rite now. i think ish the food that i ate at the bbq. i feel like throwing up but like i cant. argh..someone make this feelin go away..i hate being sick. i think i am goin to go watch another episode before i go to sleep..stupid SAT class tom >.<

09.26.02 l 11:58pm

happie birthday tony da balony


::sigh:: something i dont get. why ish it when it happens, it catch meeh bai surprise but something jus has to come up n take it away? i understand that things do come up, but all the time n the same thing? why do i gots to kno? why do i gots to see it? i cant seem to get pass that. i guess that ish the way i am, i try to hard to change it but it wont go away..unexpected leads to surprise but hope leads to disappointment. a song doesnt mean ne thing..unless stated otherwise. i habent thought of it for a while until it was brought up todai. so mani things that leads to thinkin but i rather put it aside n not think at all. i wanna kno wht i got hidden inside of meeh,at the unconcious level tho becuase i can make maiself believe something when ish not even true. maybe i need a shrink, or maybe possiably someone that i can tell everything to without worrying.

knowin kno last min i am i almost forgot that the babay pix for year book ish due tom afta school. looked all over mai room for this one babay pix. but i couldnt find it. the other one that i found isnt that bad but i realli wanted the other one >.< i dont kno which one to submit. i like both of them wellz maybe i like one of them more. wht do u think?
this one? =D

this one?

09.25.02
- school..soo sleepie -_-
- no orchestra =D .. college fair
- debate cold stone nite..*yummie* french vanillia with banana
- kicked it with nancy n lisa quach @ starbucks. caught up on alot of things that happened to us over the years that i habent talked to her.
- *phew* made it threw all the test alive..damn freakin trig test on friday

09.24.02 l 8:43pm
if only you knew every moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart
just like your memories
how i long here to be with you once more
you will always be inside my heart
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
please dont say no
now and forever
you were still the one in my heart
so true
i believe i can never find somebody like you
my first love
you will always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh dont say no
you will always gonna be the one
so true
i believe i can never find
now and forever

i feel so sleepie rite now. i dont feel like studyin for government ne more. blah..ish tooh earlie to sleep rite now, must fight the sleepieness n stay awake. when ish mai uncle going to finish usin the freakin dvd player n let meeh watch mai movie >.< stupid printer wont let meeh print mai hw. i think i should go get a new one..

09.23.02 l 11:36pm
freakin eh..non-stop studyin.. i dont think i can do that ne more. i think i am going to drop music theory AP..i dont get nething in that class.. it took meeh two hrs to learn something pplz got in like one class time. i feel so stupid. sometimes i dont get hoz those pplz get the heck the teacher ish saying. i hate this week..so many freakin test. i got two more on wed and one more on friday. i dont think i can study ne more. i wanna watch tv. i guess the onli thing that i am lookin forward to ish Fresno next oct 18. cant wait to leave everything behind and jus kick bak for a weekend..i feel so dead rite now..gonna go to sleep..for one i slept before 12 o'clock..

09.22.02 l 11:27pm

happie belated bday to mike and er..


mike..ur getting old..hehe..i will cake u next time =)
er..i hab ur hamster at home >.<.. gib it to u next time

didnt do much this morning. woke up like round 12 ish and i actually started on mai hw. maybe i hab a feelin that i was going to go out at nite. went to lisa house for bbq like round 7. so mani pplz there. bbq was *yummie* =D ate so much. i think the cake ish makin meeh sick. ish that mai punishment for caking diana o.O hehe stitch and them caked mike and er..they looked so colorful..cant wait to see the pic. i got lisa n stitch to cake diana =D i told u i was going to cake u even tho ish kinda belated..how can i forget to cake u? ish still within seven days of ur birthday..haha ne way. it was fun. freakin stitch tried to put meeh into the trash can again..blah, too bad i cant pick him up..why u gots to b so heavy for..so sad i cant watch mai movie rite now, mai uncle ish using the dvd player..i dont think i am going to sleep until i watch one chapter..gonna go wait for the dvd player now.

09.21.02 l 6:03pm
mai mom was naggin all morning. i was so mad at her for makin meeh go to her boss's son's wedding n i told her that i didnt want to go. but now i feel bad cuz like she didnt yell at meeh. she jus seemed so nice all of a sudden n this morning she was jus yellin at meeh cuz i didnt want to get ready. it was like one n that wedding doesnt start till like seven. i hab plenty time to get ready. i cant take this niceness from her ne more. ish werid but i rather she yell at meeh cuz then ill kno the reason why i didnt want to go in the first place, so i wont feel so bad. why cant she yell at meeh?? at least ill feel much better then rite now..oh wellz i guess imma go bak to watch meteor garden..ish such a good movie..

09.21.02 l 1:16am
i am soo tired rite now. jus got bak from keppels dance. their theme ish bak to the days..some of the songs they played were so hard to dance to. their freakin student Dj suxed..he cant make nething sound rite. the songs were either tooh slow to dance to but not slow enough to be a slow dance song. the slow dance song lasted for like less then a minute..overall it was alrite. didnt realli dance much cuz some pplz kept mockin meeh. it wouldnt of been better if more gyrls were there but ish all good. sititch was freakin with a gyrl..haha..u dont gots to deny it..after the dance we all went to eat at JJ's. i think there was like bout 20 of us..we took up like one corner of the room..there was this freakin white ish clear stupid spider crawlin on the freakin booth we were sittin at. when i saw that i was so freakin scared cuz i was stuck in the inside. i hate spiders. umm..ants like to crawl on jonathan. met a couple of new pplz todai..hehe..over all ish been a good day. blah, stupid SAT class tomorrow. i am too ful to sleep but i hab to. happie moon cake festival pplz...

09.18.02 l 8:53pm
why r u callin meeh a riceball? do i look like a rice ball???? onigiri *yummie* blah.. skool ish same as usual, nothing much happens. got to see some pplz i habent seen since last yr. went to keppel after skool to drop off the guestpass. dance this friday but why do i gots the feelin that i rather watch fruit basket instead of goin. i wanna finish watchin fruit basket >.< orchestra started todai. it was so freakin embrassing. all of the pplz who dont kno hoz to play got second violin and that ish including meeh. blah stupid song.. stupid music.. so freakin hard to read. the whole time we were playin either the wrong part of the song or we were jus playin the wrong song in general. good thing he didnt pick on us to play individualy. adution ish something next month. hope i get second violin. freakin eh alot of those new pplz play so good. i dont want to get stuck playin third, that would sux so much. orchestra kinda sux todai. i hab this realli bad feelin inside the whole time. jus this werid feelin inside n thinkin doesnt help a bit. i jus miss habin someone there for meeh..someone make this feelin go away..

"things happen for a reason,no matter if it ish good or bad, there ish nothing u can do to change it, it ish wht it ish" - Lui An (who knos world lit comes in handy)

09.17.02 l 10:34pm

happie bday diana


finailly ur old enough to watch rated movie. it took u long enough to turn 17

didnt do much todai. not alot of hw. anime ish so funnie.. baka neko!! =) nezumi wa kawaii desu! kyo san ish soooo cutie and saumo san ish sooo cute when he ish in mouse form (nezumi) and onli in mouse form. this ish all i can rite lisentin to the song. blah...freakin i forgot hoz to rite the japanese characters. >.< they sing too fast, this ish all i got:

totemo urekatteta yo
kimi ga warai kakedeta
subete o tokasu hoho e mide
haru wa mada tookude
tsumetai tsuchi nunade
mebuku toki no matte tanda
tatsueba kurushi kyoo datoshi
kyo no kizu wo kono kuru o nokoshite
shinjitai kokoro hadeite yukerade
umare kanaru koto deki naiyo
deketo kabatte wa haikeru kara
Let's stay together
itsumo

09.17.02 l 12:27am
this was the korean movie that i was talkin bout in mai journal before. i got so bored that i was actually lookin up the sites for it. i am bored..someone save meeh......


Endless Love
Joon-suh and Eun-suh are raised as brother and sister for 14 years until it is discovered that Eun-suh was switched with Joon-suh's real sister (Shin-ae) at birth. Upon learning of the mixup, Joon-suh's family leaves for the States, leaving Eun-suh in Korea. After 9 years, Joon-suh's family returns to Korea. Joon-suh and Eun-suh are eventually reunited, but only after Joon-suh becomes engaged to Yumi and Tae-suhk falls for Eun-suh. Trouble starts when Joon-suh and Eun-suh cannot avoid their true love for each other.

09.16.02 l 11:52pm
orchestra started today.there goes all mai free time at nite. so much things to do now and i guess ish for the better. dont hab much time to think ne more. that bout the onli good part to all the homework and stress. when i got nothing else to do i guess the feelin jus finds it way to settle bak into mai heart. from now on wht goes, goes. i dont plan to think ne more. i hab enough on mai hands already. hope all the feelin stay away. . h i d d e n a w a y . . . f o r e v e r . . .

09.14.02 l 6:44pm
freakin SAT !!! i hate SAT! i hab to wake up at like 730 this morning to go to that freakin SAT class at skool. that guy who teaches ish not that bad..i actually learned something without studyin. crap, i jus realized that i gots to get at least a freakin 1300 on mai next SAT if i want to go to a UC -_-hoz the heck am i goin to increase mai score bai like almost 300 points?? still got another 15 hrs of that SAT class left..there goes the next 3 saturdays..*sigh* knowin hoz last min i am i found out that today was the last day to sign up for SAT. blah..mai comp died on meeh and i hab to go to diana house to sign up for it. freakin college boread...ask so mani questions..would ne of u guy kno mai first users name for collegeboard.com??

humm...IQ Test result:Congratulations! Your general IQ score is 101. A person whose IQ score falls in the range of 90-110 is considered to be "average intelligence". ish that good or bad????? brain hruts rite now..thinkin tooh much..

09.13.02 l 9:44pm
another boring day at school..went with diana and kan to cocury..some korean resturant in MP..hehe..the food there ish alrite but it was fun. i get to cook =D..haha..i think sukiyaki ish the onli thing that i can do. blah..stupid pplz wont eat lamb meat..i hab to eat the whole plant maiself..that was a freakin alot of meat..ack..i think i am going to go vegertain for a while. went bak to kick it at kan house n watch him put in the new high beam lights he got..peach snowbubble *yummie*. wht the heck ish the articles of confedertaions o.O freakin oral report for government. i dont get why we gots to kno bout that freakin article. ish jus a mini oral report and like we gots to do all those freakin ourside research..freak, wht am i goin to sai for like 7-8 mins O.o ..

09.10.02 l 9:53pm - Tony Towers 2000: The queen of all mousies
blah i went to sleep so earlie last nite n i still didnt feel like wakin up in the morning. i hate u pplz with the no first period. why cant skool start a lil later >.< dont like wakin up in the morning. hab campus meeting afta skool for like an hr n half. came home n watched another one of those foreign movies. i think i am past the part of considerin buyin the CD now i am conisderin if i should get part II. sequals always sux so i dont kno if i should get it. why does mai psych teacher keep talkin bout rats?? o.O cant they jus leave those poor defenceless little itty bitty creaturs alone.so sad so sad, rats arnt disgustin..stupid campaign pplz should stop makin fun of them..

this ish soOoOoOooOo cutie =) !!!!!!!

i think i am startin to like autum..it reminds meeh so much bout that movie..autum's tale - reason (piano) JoSungMo - Endless Love...

09.09.02 l 8:55pm - "real love doesnt come with a reason.." yenhei
i habent been online for like a couple of days. here's a recap on this weekend. on saturday i was sneezin the whole day. freakin algeries..argh..i looked like roudolph for a couple of hrs. didnt feel like goin ne where but i went to the bookstore cuz i didnt want mai sis to nag that i dont go out with her ne more. i guess it was a good thing that i went cuz i found this korean movie that i wanted. i wished i took korean cuz the translation isnt as deep as what the charcters are actually saiin. ish called Endless Love. the title ish literally translate blue color from life to death love. it ish soooo sad, i couldnt stop cryin. how would u feel if the parents that u grew up with for 14 yrs found out that they picked up the wrong daughter at the hospital cuz the name tags were switched? all of a sudden she turned from a rich little gyrl with a bright future to a poor gyrl that has to work to support her family, fallin inlove with the brother she grew up with when she was a kid, and knowin you cant be with the person that u love? can ne more possible bad things happen to yenhei?? theres more to the movie but i dont wanna spoil it for the pplz that wanna watch it. mai advice ish when u watch this hab a box of tissue in reachin distance. the theme song sounds so nice. i think i might consider gettin the CD for this movie tooh..this ish the best korean movie i've ever seen. i finished that 18 hr movie in like two days. i bascally sat infront of the tv watchin it for nine hrs each day. i wanna go to that lil korean village where they filmed the movie. someone told meeh that this movie was so famous that where they filmed is a tourist attraction now..

09.06.02 l 11:59pm
i went to another one of those autograph session thing afta skool todai. ish for leo gu,hes a hong kong signer..but ne ways...this time i got smarter. i got there round like 4:30 so i onli waited like about an hr. hes not exactly mai favorite signer but i jus went for the hell of it. it turned out to be pretty fun..hehe..i got his autograph n got to take pix with him. =) they did alot of contest things n it was pretty intersting to wacth. i wanted to go up on stage but i didnt kno hoz to sing ne of his songs..i wonder hoz he could sit n sign his name and smile for like freakin 3 hrs straight. krazie pplz these day..

went to shanta's (think thats how u spell it) house for a bbq afterwards. freakin pplz gab meeh a hot dog before i even got out of the car. wouldnt u b shocked to see someone runnin towards u with like 2 hot dogs in their hand? i ate umm hotdog, chicken, and then a hamburger o.O i was sooo freakin hungry at first but now i wished i didnt eat that much. it was fun seein all them again. round them i dont gots to feel old ne more cuz they all sophmores in college now..hehe..smash brothers on gamecube ish so confusin. yoshi kept turnin into an egg n rollin off the game stage either that or i kept gettin hit bai a car >.< now i must learn hoz to use yoshi on gamecube..ne one wanna lend meeh theirs?? i'll promise to take very good care of it..

09.05.02 l 9:45pm
ish barely the second day of school n i got like so many essays to rite..do they all plan to stress us out before the yr beings?? oh wellz bak to ritein again later when i clear mai head. i think all the nites when i hab trouble sleepin was cuz i got alot on mai mind. ive been holdin in alot of mai thoughts lately. thankie jonathan for talkin to meeh last nite. i kinda let out alot of the feelins that ive been holdin in n i finailly got a good nite sleep. ur so cool for stayin up n talkin to meeh..sorrie if i scared yah..hehe..didnt mean to

i went to life plaza after to school to see this taiwan singer that i like. his name ish alec su..for u who dont kno who i am talkin bout then though luck..i got there like 3 hrs before the autograph session started. i literally stood infont of the line and waited for three hrs. i think i stood at the same spot tooh o.O but it was all worth it at the end when i got to sit in the font. hes sooo cutie.haha..i went on stage n recoded this happy birthday thing i said to him..i hope ish not goin to b on tv..i look so retarded. i got his autograph n took a pic with him =) i cant wait till i see that pic.. the whole thing didnt end till like 8ish. gah..spent so much money todai. i bought this candy flower thing and his CD for him to sign..that prob cost like almost 30$..i think i should stop spendin n start saving..

09.04.02 l 8:12pm
it was so hard to sleep last nite. i dont kno prob i was thinkin tooh much. mai mind kept wanderin threw all the past memories since like it had nothin else to do. i tried to listen to a CD n hopefully i'll fall asleep but even after the whole CD finished playing i was still wide awake. didnt get much sleep in. it jus felt like i jus closed mai eyes..

first day of school wasnt that bad. even tho i went to the wrong room to pick up mai schedual this morning. the room i went to cut off at "Ng" argh..stuid people.. umMm, got to see alot of pplz i habent seen all summer. finailly for the first time i got first lunch. =) now im not hungry durin fourth ne more but the day jus seems a lil longer then it used to be. SENIOR LUNCH LINE..haha..dont gots to wait that long to freakin get lunch ne more.. sometimes i dont realize i hab people for more then jus one class, why cant i hab classes with mai friends like that. that'll be hella fun year. but i hab the first three classes with damon and the last three class with tiffany. habent had a class with diana since like 8th grade. this ish going to b a pretty interesting psychology class. why was all mai teachers talkin bout rats todai?? it was so krazie mai psy teacher told us to go read this book called "who moved my cheese" o.O its bout rats lookin for cheese..somethin bout it being the #1 best seller for 2 1/2 yrs.. hehe .. cheEeEeEse .. i see pplz talkin bout cheese in their info O.o

09.03.02 l 11:45pm

happie birthday william and chick


will - thought ur lil sis would forget ur birthday huh *hugs*
chick - ur old enough to go watch rated R movies now

i thought habin mai mom home todai was goin to kill mai last day of summer but it wasnt that bad. i think i was glad that she was home cuz if not i wouldnt of been able to go out. woke up in the mornin cuz i was foreced to wake up. it was so sad mai mom wouldnt let meeh sleep in. sat infront of the computer for a while tryin to finish mai enviroment homework. procrastanation led to last min put together of some mumble jumble. it was still so hot todai, damn it, when ish the heat goin to die down.

i was so bored the whole day i guess goin out made up for the rest of the boring morning. picked up diana and went down to JJ to meet up with duckie n alan. we took forever to order cuz we werent hungry. we made like the waiter come bak like 4 times to try n take out order, but that guy was nice enough to put up with us. i decided to call jonathan cuz like he alway complains that i dont feed him. i hope u like wht i ordered. imma sorrie i didnt kno that it was spicy. ill remba next time =) it was fun kickin it at alan's house with diana, kan, duckie and jonathan. guys r pretty aggrssive when it comes to ballin. after that we were jus sittin there and talkin. most of the time i was jus capin on diana bout all the guys that hit her up for her number. it was funnie we were jus callin each other pimps n stuff. it was prety relaxin. all six of us were jus sittin there kickin bak outside. the weather ish pretty different in MP. ish much cooler down there. we didnt leave till like 11:30 o.O it didnt even feel like 12 rite now i am still so wide awake. i dont think i am goin to sleep netime soon..i need an alarm clock..who wants to b mai alarm clock??

09.02.02 l 9:22pm
it was so freakin hot last nite. i couldnt sleep, dont kno if ne one could of slept threw that heat..this weather ish startin to bug. i cant stand it ne more. argh..dont kno if ish meeh but pplz seem more annoyin when ish hot then on regular days. i was plannin to watch feardotcom todai but due to bad timin i went shoppin instead..i need a backpack >.< does ne one kno where i can get those old jansport backpack?? i love those but then dont make it like they used to..the new ones look funnie..i even found one that looks like a shell..wellz didnt walk round for nothing, bought a skirt n shoes..stuff r so expensive these days..went to kick it at alan's house afterwards. i was hopin there was goin to b a water fight to get *ahem* bak for throwin ice at meeh. tuna sandwich at JJ's ish not that bad. at first i thought the maynoses was cheese o.O i think i am seein things due to the heat. then we went bak to alan's house to watch kiss of the dragon. the movie reminded meeh alot bout him n hoz everything used to be last summer when we went to watch it together..i cant believe i still remba the things he said to meeh durin the movie.. i guess time doesnt hab nething to do with memories fadein away..at least not important things..those will jus replay in ur mind when something triggers it. we didnt get to finish watchin the movie cuz i hab to leave n now i am rite here ritin all this down before i forget it.

things i do when i get realli bored....

09.01.02 l 11:55pm

happie birthday duckie


did u kno that we were goin to hab a surprise birthday party for u? hehe

it was a freakin hot day todai..someone should of shot down that sun..it was sooo HOT..argh..ish prob like a three digit number..knowin hoz last minute i am i went to hallmark this morning to buy birthday card n then went to alan's house for duckies surprise bithday party.. bbq *yummie* there was alot of chicken n ribs.. it was funnie when duckie first walked in. WATER FIGHT!!!! all of us agaist him =) i guess ish jus our way of saiin happie birthday..blah pplz kept puttin ice on bai bak..u kno who u r..DIANA N CHRIS !!! i am so goin to get u guy bak next time..oh diana ur birthday ish commin up..u kno i am impulsive enough to get a cake jus to cake u..ne ways..watched a walk to remba todai. couldnt concentrate cuz it was so hot. the movie sux but shane west ish so cutie..the book ish way better then the movie..hehe.. chocolate moose cake...that was soo good..i should ask her to teach meeh hoz to make one.. played smash brothers..yoshi ish so kool..it makes the other charactes fly high in the sky n turns them into eggs..ate some more chicken n then went home. overall it was a pretty good day..

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