[name] amy ngo
[aka] mousie * yam * dork
[b-day] 12.16.84
[age] 18... i feel old =/
[height] 5"2' ...very tiny
[status] wish i was taken...haha JKin
[grade] senior =)
[skool] alhambra high skool
[clubz] uh..campus?

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[mai site] go sign mai guestbook =)
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- tryin so hard -
everynite i stare blankly into the nite sky,
seein time passin bai slowly infont of mai eyes,
remberin all the times you made meeh laugh,
seein every moment that imma with you..
replay in mai mind,
everything jus seems to end with memories,
cant forget the fact that nothing last forever,
it feels like imma lockin mai heart away,
tryin so hard not to think, not to remember,
all the happiness that u've brought to meeh,
tryin so hard to push everything away,
makin maiself forget hoz i feel n what i think,
cuz imma scared, scared to loose a friend,
dont think i can hold it in ne longer,
all the feelins has taken the best of meeh,
tryin so hard not to cry, but wht can i do,
i choose to remain silent but...*sigh*
wonderin when will mai star come..
to guide mai way,cuz ur the one imma missin
- lil mousie 08.15.02


06.30.03 l 10:06am
i jus got to work rite now, i finailly get to go on the computer but they got this block thing so i cant go on AIM. whts the use of internet when i cant go on AIM >.< umm..so board.. jus usin excel to add in info on book orders. so much numbers but ish better then standin out there n filin papers. time ish kinda flyin bai but not realli. there ish no one around meeh rite now, n there ish this big file cabinet rite behind me so they cant see wht i am doin. time to get bak to work, more later tonite.

5:55pm
i jus woke up from a long sleep. imma still tired, can barely open mai eyes rite now. i feel like i cant sleep ne more. i came online but everyone ish away. i was messin with mai stero and i found out it playes mp3 files n it flashes the title of the songs tooh. ^__^ sooo kool, now i can jus burn a whole mess of songs on one CD and play it in mai room. bleh..hungry. where ish mai sister with the mcdonals!?!?!

06.29.03 l
i can never seem to get enough sleep these days. imma not sleepie but imma so tired that i can barely open mai eyes. i went with kan, kevin, n kenneth to an accord meet in cerritos. it wasnt where n how i expected it to be, i thought it would of been indoors with alot more pplz n lot more cars, but it was okie. i was jus walkin round with them lookin at the cars. i hear alot of info but then the meaning doesnt register in mai brain. we went to eat at bacalli, i onli got thai tea cuz i dont feel like eattin in this weather. i feel like a camel. then we went to kans house and he helped kenneth take some parts out of his car, ish alot louder now. kevin attempted to teach meeh stuff bout the cars. learnin it ish one thing but rememberin it ish another. i doubt ill remba wht he told meeh when i wake up tomorrow. i got boba n went with him to his lifeguard bbq. i was the onli one that was freezin while the other pplz didnt mind the cold..swimmers these days >.< normally i would be the first to jump up and claim the ice cream but i was too cold n i didnt wanna eat that. i found out that mai body doesnt produce heat, once ish gone ish gone. after that we went to sequoia park, it was the first time that the stupid cops kicked us out cuz the park was closed. we tried to meet up with diana n khon but i guess bad timing. there was nothing to do so he jus dropped meeh off at home.

06.28.03 l
i was so out of it this morning. i slept like at 3am but i managed to wake up before 11 this morning. i guess i dont need that much sleep afterall. i waited till mai mom left for work before i got up cuz i didnt wanna hear her nagg bout meeh comin home so late. i went with mai sister to get her nails done and the off to the mall. i bought summer clothing, stuff that i usually dont buy. like bout 5:30 mai sister dropped meeh off an chris house. i hab no idea there was so much pplz there, i thought there was jus gonna be a couple of guys. i was playin scrabble with lisa, khon, n andy. it was mai first time playin it n mai score was low compared to the other three. vickie was so energic, so hyper. she not shy for a lil girl her age. she kept meeh compay while he was at work. kenneth came bak n we went to eat at garvy ranch park. i kinda ate earlier so i didnt touch much of the food. i wanted to stay there longer but the cops came. damn the park for closin at 10:30..we were there so mani times but this was the first time the cops checked. we went bak to chris house to kick it with pplz n he fell asleep. he look sooo cute =) if it wasnt cause i came home so late last nite n i hab to go out tomorrow i would of stayed longer at chris house, i didnt want to leave yet. bai the time i got home it ish already one. i wonder how am i gonna get out of the house tomorrow.

06.27.03 l
imma so happie it ish friday, work passed by soo slow this week. i cant wait till augaust when ROP n works ends but then again i can wait, i dont want summer to end. kenneth came to pick meeh up after work and we went to kick it at his house for a while n then i went home cuz he went to celebratae his friends birthday. it was kinda boring at home, there was nothin to do except go online or clean out mai junk but instead of doin somethin productive i went online. later on at nite i went to play basketball with annie, ian, and hector at south courts. we were like the last group of pplz to get there but we were the first pplz to stop playin. our first game onli lasted like 15 mins and we were all dead tired. i was suppose to guard annie and hector was suppose to guard ian. i habent played basketball or exercise in a freakin long time n annie kept makin meeh run round >.< after a while we either jus stood there or shot the ball. it got borin after awhile n we went to watch dvd at jennys house. the guys went to rent 'jackass the movie' omg that movie was so stupid i cant believe it made it to the theathers. i guess some parts of it ish funnie but stupid pplz do stupid things, the guys jus fit rite in with the title of the movie. i left half way durin the dvd and went with kenneth to watch 28 days later. he drove all the way bak from west covina jus to watch it with meeh =) the onli suckie part was that they onli showed it at the palace theaters. i habent been there for a long time, i think ever since the renissance opened. we watched the 10:45 show, the room was soo packed, i hab no idea that so much pplz were interested in that movie. it was like a scifi horror type of movie. after the movie ended we went to get boba at tea spirit. there was so much fobs there in the middle of the nite. i got apple green tea, it taste apple n bitter at first but after a while it taste pretty good. we ordered the drinks n went up to garvy ranch park. it was so hard to find a nice view from up there, the trees were in the way. the park ish nice n relaxin, i love that place. i didnt get home till like almost three in the morning.

06.26.03 l 8:24pm
i should be sleepin rite now, imma so tired. i cant seem to fall asleep at night, lately ive been tossin and turnin all nite and bai the time i fall alseep ish already time to wake up for work. well one thing i kno for sure ish that i wont be late for work. four pplz come after meeh in the morning when i dont wake up =X umm..got off work at 1:30 came home, watched some tv, phone =) n then now i am online. nothing to do so i jus worked on updatin mai site. alot of info on there ish like so old. i re-did the shoutouts page. click to see ill leave it at that for now, i cant think of ne more personal shoutouts to pplz. i'll get to u pplz soon enough. YEEY ish finailly friday tomorrow!!! one week of work down five more to go >.<

06.25.03 l 11:14pm
i got off work earlie todai cuz i didnt take a lunch break. it wasnt that bad workin for 4 straight hours n then gettin a 15 min break. ish bout enough time for meeh to sit and eat. kenneth picked meeh up after work and we went to eat at dennys. lookin at the food makes meeh full, i wasted so much food todai, didnt realli feel like eattin. there wasnt realli nething to do so we went to watch the Hulk at the Renissance. the movie was kinda boring, the story kinda lagged for a realli long time. the two hours felt like forever. picked up last dance pictures at chris house and then boba at quickly. i left mai mark!!! =)

afterwards i met up with diana n khon at jack in the box parkin lot. i habnt talked to them for a while. there was nothing much to do so we rented 'the hot chick' and 'pet cemetary' to watch at her house. we barely got through half the movie and i hab to go home cuz mai mom made some kinda medicine i hab to drink. the movie was funnie, i wanna finish watchin it. i wonder if 'pet cemetary' ish scarie, i heard that the movie was made in 1989. umm.. i wanna call him but i dont kno if he ish sleepin..

06.24.03 l
sleep ish sooo refreshin!! i fell asleep watchin 'fresh prince of bellair' mai neck hurts form leanin against the side of mai bed. kenneth called n woke meeh up round 10 something, i hab no idea was sleepin for so long. i fell right bak asleep after i hung up.

06.23.03 l
first day of work and i am already bummed out. i dont wanna go bak n file ne more, they like save up a whole school yr worth of papers and make us file it. wakin up at like 6am ish unheard of when it ish summer. the school ish undergoin some kinda construction, ish pretty messy. i was filin for four hours and i still couldnt get through the alphabet, i stopped at like "S". the van lady who was suppose to pick us up at like 2 was like 20 minuets late. by the time i got home i barely had enough time to shower n dry mai hair before kenneth came to pick meeh up. we went to kick it at santa monica beach. the sun was out n ish kinda windy, but it was still pretty cold when i wind picked up. there was so much stuff to buy at the promonad but everything ish so expensive. imma startin to like that blue top i saw at A&F. umm..went over to GAP and he bought 'so pink' for meeh n his car, i smell like oranges now.

it was so windy at the pier but i didnt feel cold cause he was there. the sun took forever to set, i think we waited for like four hours at the pier. it was relaxin jus layin there n watchin the waves and throwin sand at each other. there ish so much sand in mai pocket. u are sooooo lazie!!! u were suppose to run...haha. the sunset was so pretty, it set behind the mounatins tho but i think i would of looked nicer if it set in the ocean. i like goin to the beach but i dont like that sticky feelin afterwards. i was so hungry bai the time we got bak to alhambra, the cup o noddles i ate for lunch didnt realli fill meeh up. the food at bacalli skewers was okie, their italian food was pretty good. i cant wait till i get mai paycheck, there ish so much stuff u can do with money. we went bak to garvey ranch park after dinner. there was more pplz there this time but pplz jus came n went. next time we gotta walk round and explore the forest. something/someone kept makin noises, i dont kno but it was kinda freakie. we sat there for a pretty long time, jus talkin n kickin bak. he smells yummie =) *BITE*

06.22.03 l 10:13pm
it still sprinkling todai, this weather makes meeh sad. why cant it rain already!! i didnt do much todai but on the bright side i found time to clean mai room and get rid of all those junk i accumunated over the years. i found alot of new stationary and stuffed animals that i bought but never used. i cleard out so much stuff that i got room to buy new stuff. mai parents wanted to hab a family dinner so after mai mom got off work we went to eat at this viet resturant in rosemead. the food ish good but i dont realli like viet food. i jus sat there stairin at the ceilin most of the time. i find that i realli dont communicate with mai family and like when ever mai mom ask meeh bout stuff i dont realli feel like answerin her. it was pretty much silence thoughout the whole time we eat dinner. i wonder wht mai sister's finace thinks, everyone ish so quite. came home, shower, online, n now imma waitin for a phone call =)

06.21.03 l
it was sprinklin harder this morning but it didnt rain. i want the sky to clear so i can see the puffy clounds and stars. lisa q was goin to hab her bday thing at chuck cheese todai but last minuet change of plans and we went to eat at Tenpan Steak House instead. that place ish like u order someting and watch them cook rite infront of u. it was pretty interestin and the food was yummmie. the onli bad thing was that there was onli two chefs and we hab to wait forever for him to come over n cook the food for us. after we ate a couple of us went to safari to shoot pool. it was fun but i kept loosin but i won the last game when i played lisa q. there was nothing else to do so we rented 'spirited away' and watch it bak at lisa's house. kenneth dropped bai for a while and went bak to work. the anime was sooo cute. chihiro and haku =) i would watch it again but that will onli kill the movie. kenneth came bak after work, khon came bak from lunch, kan and diana dropped by to visit and we all kicked it at lisa's room till like 1am. all the guys were talkin bout cars and the rest of us were jus talkin and fallin alsleep. hes so warm ^__^

06.20.03 l
i woke up this morning and the weather ish freakin wacked. it ish like hot in the beginin of the week and it gets colder n colder n now ish sprinkling. i got up like round 11 something this morning to get ready to go take pictures with lisa quach. lisa had to go pick up jonathan so meeh n rosanna sat at bobalicious waitin for them. we were gonna take it at fromex but the packets were so expensive, so we went to west covina mall. the packet was like 10$ for 50 wallets. wht the hell am i goin to do with 50 wallets >.< lisa n rosanna started puttin makeup on meeh for the picture, ack i look sooo horrible/evil. bai the time we were done takin all the picutres we were so hungry. the food at Red Robin ish okie but i like islands better. the food was pretty expensive but their servie ish realli good. they bring u the refills and extra fries without u askin for them. lisa dropped jonathan off at some friends house in elmonte. when we went in inside it was like another monetrey park again, steven q, alan, christina, adam, and a whole mess of other keppel pplz were there. i was gonna rely on jonathan to gib lisa directions to drop meeh off at kenneths house but since he left we didnt kno how to get there.

i got dropped off at kenneth's house and we watched darkness falls. the movie was okie, that tooh fairy kept poppin out of no where. things that pop up dont realli scare meeh ne more, i think i got used to it and it ish so predictable. i missed the beginnin of the movie so i didnt kno wht was goin on. after the movie we went to eat at some boba tea place in san gabriel. the boba was pretty good there. there was nothing to do so we went to walk around main street, the view from the top of the parkin structure looked nice. i cant wait till the sky clears and see the stars from some high point in the mountain. there was too much people outside the Renissance theather so we went to Alhambra Park. the stupid cops in alhambra has nothing better to do then to drive around the park at nite screamin that the park ish closed n kickin pplz out. i never knew the parks close at 10:30pm to 6am. i think that ish jus stupid. it would be pretty stupid to get a ticket for being at the park after hours so he drove to Garvy Ranch Park. imma startin to like that park, ish quite and like u can see parts of the city from up there. we stayed there for a while and talked. it was pretty kool. i cant wait till i see him again tomorrow =)

06.18.03 l
after being stuck at home for two days, i felt like a caged animal. jus seein the four white walls makes meeh feel tired n lazie. kenneth took meeh out to lunch cuz he knos i was sooo board at home. he picked meeh up from school cuz i hab to go there to return mai lock. stupid lady at the activities office said i cant return the lock without the original box >.< !! we went to eat at cafe spot. i got some kinda hong kong pan cake, it was like lil mini pancakes. we went to tea spirit to wait for diana and khon, they said they 'might come' but they realli are gonna come but they jus want to spy on us. werid pplz these days. i went with kenneth to city hall cuz he needed to get his finger print scanned. the lady in there took forever, how long does it take to scan someones finger prints. in the lobby i made a stupid bet with khon saiin that there isnt a carls jr at montobello mall, and if there ish i owe him lunch. i was so sure that there wasnt a carls jr there but rite when i walked into the food court i saw a big o star!!! after food we went to golfland. first ddr and then minautre golf. kenneth pretty good at ddr for someone who claims that he doesnt kno how to play, jus like shootin pool. it was funnie, durin mini-golf we wernt playin bai the rules most of the time and pplz kept cheating. i hab to go home at 7 cuz it was mai dad's birthday. dinner wasnt that great at home and the cake was okie. i took alot of picutres tho.

i went bak out with them to go watch 'wrong trun' at puente hills. the movie was okie, it wasnt as scaire as i thought it was. it was jus very jumpy, things kept poppin up out of no where, but i had kenneth and pikachu to hide behind when something scarie pops up, so it was all good. after that we met up with his friend that lives up in west covina. they were plannin to go to gravity hills but when we got bak to pasadena we ended up at haunted forest. it was a long hike up the mountain. it was so hard to walk with sandles, i kept slippin cuz i couldnt see where i was goin but he was there to help meeh. =) we didnt walk on the main trail and after bout and hour or so into the walk we hab no idea where we were goin. we didnt leave until like two something in the morning. it was a fun day, lots of scarie stuff.

06.16.03 l 11:24pm

happie bday lisa quach!!!!


imma sorrie i couldnt make it to cali pizza kitchen todai but ill go celebrate it with u at chucky cheese =D

mai sleepin schduel ish kinda off these past couple of days. i go to sleep at like 2 and wake up at 10. startin next week i hab to wake up at 615am for work!! the horror of it all. mai mom went psycho on meeh this morning cuz we didnt want to wake up n go out to eat dim sum with her. well ish jus mai lil bro who didnt want to go, i was already ready. if onli the didnt change the time of eattin at calif pizza kitch to 12:30 i would of been able to go but oh wellz. chucky cheese this saturday. time to win meeh some prizes!

ahHhHhH...soooo kool!! ^___^

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06.15.03 l 9:38pm
i didnt go to sleep till like almost two last nite chattin with people online. pplz talk alot when they r semi-drunk. ish interestin to hear wht they hab to sai. =X kenneth came to pick meeh up round two and we went to puente hills to watch movies. i wanted to see 'wrong trun' but it didnt show until 5 so we watched 'finding nemo' instead. the movie ish soooo cute!!! ne one wanna buy meeh a nemo?? i found out something interesting todai, kenneth likes mousies tooh =) after movies we went to shoot pool and who ever looses has to treat the other to boba. stupid 8 ball >.< always in mai way. i call rematch!!!! when we got bak to monterey park we picked up jonathan and went to eat at JJs. they were playin shaloin soccer when we walked in. i cant belive they are goin to show that movie in the theathers. this ish gonna be intersting. i wonder if they are goin to translate it or jus add subtitles. after dinner we went to play tennis at sequoia park. i got mai exercise of the day. i wanna learn hoz to play tennis the rite way so i dont hurt mai wrist. does ne one kno the direction to the haunted barn? IM meeh if u kno how to get there.

06.14.03 l 11:59pm
after a long day yesterdai, sleep ish so refreshin. i took mai time to get ready to go to alans get together thing cuz i dont think pplz would go there that earlie. when i got there, it took meeh a while to decide if i wanted to pay 5$ and stay but mai hunger got the best of meeh so i decided to stay. water fight was so refreshin in this kinda of weather, onli if i didnt hab to go to installs later. khon n diana got victoria to throw waterballoon at meeh n used the water gun to shoot water at meeh. freakin diana poured cups of water on meeh but i got her bak. haha. she was drenchin bai the time the water fight was over, but i wasnt that dried either. i tried to get people to sign mai yrbk but everyone said later later -_-' all u pplz owe meeh a page now! round 6 something big tony came to pick meeh up and we went to buca di beppo for installs. that place was freakin expensive. our bill came out to be like 585$ but we were like 50$ short =X the food there was great tho. i love italian food, onli if they hab lasaunga, that would of been perfect. there was so mani unfamiliar faces there, i dont kno alot of the new members cuz ive been inactive for so long. we got our own room, the decorations were soo nice. i love the wine bottle on the ceiling with grape vines hangin over us. i was plannin to go bak to alans house but big tony wanted to drop mai marks house n sai see wht pplz there r doin. pplz do scarie things when they are drunk. it got late so he dropped all of us home.

i feel so freakin stupid!! damn it...pplz this morning jus reminded meeh of hoz scandelous she ish >.< i cant get it out of mai head now. i feel like imma being used. i feel stupid cuz i let her do it again n again n i dont notice it till afterwards. it jus proves to meeh once again wht kinda person she ish. kladlfkajkldfjlkdskld

06.13.03 l 11:54pm
imma so sick of walkin!! for the past coupld of days all ive been ish constantly movin around to places. mai legs r soo sore. out of who where lisa called to go to six flags. since there was nothing better to do chick drove us [lisa, jonathan, and meeh] there. it was so fun cappin on jonathan the whole day. there was jus non stop jokin. we didnt go on alot of ride, basically we jus walked round the whole park. da javu was finailly open this time!!! the first drop was freakin scarie, it was almost like freefall. the games there freakin rip u off. i wanted that mini MnM doll. afterwards we got popeyes n went bak to eat it at lisa house and watch oceans eleven. almost everyone fell asleep. i hab installs and alan's thing to go to tomorrow. blah, spendin more money. oh wells i guess...time to hit the sack.

06.12.03 l 10:51pm class of 2003!!!!!
we finailly graduated!!! all the fuss and hassle about graduation ish officially over. everything from this point on starts a new chapter in life. i learend alot of pplz middles names tonite, some of them were jus very interesting. graduation was not as sad as i thought it would be or maybe i was jus to sleepy and tired to process the information or maybe i was jus frustated. i dont like lookin for things and especially i dont like lookin for people in a major crowd. imma sorrie if i didnt sai much to u or stop bai and take picture with u after graduation cuz i was in such a hurry to find diana n gib her bak her keys. ish so hard to find one person in such a big area. i went in and out of the staduim and in n out of the parkin lot, and cicled the place so mani times n i still couldnt find her. i felt so frustarted that i started gibin mai parents attitude when they stopped meeh to take picture with them. i feel so bad now. i didnt take ne pictures after graduation with mai camera so if i took a picture with ne of u guys, dont forget to make meeh a copy. i didnt get a chance to sai goodbye to people =/

for some reason the idea of graduation hasnt settled in yet. i still feel like there ish school on monday. i barely got used to findin mai way around ahs and now i hab to leave and start out new again at UCR. after the endless cycle of school, homework, test, and lectures this yr, imma startin to miss it already. there was so much people i met this yr that i didnt get a chance to kno them better, we shouldnt let college be the barrier, theres always phone n AIM. cherish ur memories people!!! i kno i will. after countless times runnin round the parkin lot, i found her n gab her her key's. took more pictures with mai family and headed off to eat dinner. there were alot of people from ahs and keppels graduation were eattin there at new port harbor seafood resturant on las tunas. i ran into sheng there. it was quite interesting, i think i walked passed him a couple of times when i went to the restroom. he prob tooh busy eatttin to notice. his family was sittin at the table rite next to mines. we ordered alot of food, i couldnt even eat most of the stuff they gab meeh. thai boba ish yummmie!!! i wannna go out >.< ish tooh earlie to be home rite now!! i was suppose to go clubbin with annie, onli if she called a lil earlier when i was at the resturant. but yah, imma hella tired rite now ne ways, didnt get much sleep last nite due to anticipation, sadness, or reminiscent of the past and plus i hab to wake up earlie to go buy film. umm..nite nite pplz =)

06.11.03 l 10:52pm
it was the perfect weather to go to the beach todai. it was sunny but not tooh hot, jus the rite temperature to go in the water. i didnt think the sun was goin to be out so i didnt bring a change of clothe but knowin meeh i went in the water ne ways. omg, it was soooo fun!!! who ever didnt go in the water missed out. meeh james, justin, tony, and jennifer were jus messin around n gettin other pplz wet. stupid justin and james pulled meeh to the waves. we started a wet sand fight, chuckin it at each other. ish so tireding runnin on the sand tryin to push people into the water. went bak and played volleyball for a while, while we waited for pplz to start the grill n cook. the food was okie considerin the fact that all we hab was hotdogs, chip, n soda. ummm, sat round, ate, talked for a while, ali baba fourty thieves, bull frog jumping game, and football with jenny, tony, n chris. rite when the sun was about to set the wind started to pick up n it got kinda cold.

meeh n steven left the warm bonfire to go take picture of the sunset. but it wasnt that nice this time, it was this big ball of red stuff hanging in the air. we took the blanket and wandered down the beach towards the pier. we couldnt see the green when the sun meets the ocean cuz the stupid pier was in the way. the waves look nice and soothing at nite, it jus makes u want to lay there and watch the waves till u fall asleep. we made smores, roasted the remaining hotdogs and watch the fire burn out.

06.10.03 l 11:35pm
senior luncheon was held at the los angeles athletic club on 431 w. seventh street todai. the place was kinda small and it was so hard to get round. i was jus tryin to get in some last min pictures and yrbk signin with ppl. there r some people that i didnt get a chance to take pix with >.< the sit down three course lunch was alrite, not worth 25$ tho. the salad taste bitter, i hate those leaves that has rigges on them, taste so nasty. nezt was the chicken with mashed potatos and for dessert was caramel cheesecake!!! takin the group pic took forever, i wasn even plannin on takin pictures there but yah. we didnt get to dance till like later. the last song was "at the begining" from richard marx. everyone was all sweaty n stuff in the group huddle thingy. i didnt expect richard to ask meeh to dance with him for the last song. thanks, it couldnt hab ended better.

when i got bak i got dropped off at diana house and to my astonishment she was watchin dr phill. we went to get spanish coffee at ABC cafe, it was so sweet!! since we thought that diana left her yrbk at karls house we walked up the hill on lincoln blvd and down another hill on graves to his house and when we got there we onli found out that khon has already picked up her yrbk. on the way bak we jus walked up graves and down lincoln blvd cuz someone didnt want to take another route >.< all that walkin for nothing!!!

06.09.03 l 11:32pm
i went to pick up cap n gown at like 12 cuz i didnt want to wake up so earlie to get the stuff. when i got there i hab to wait about an hour for thouse stupid graduation tickets. >.< dam people for takin so long to pass out tickets. the nark were being gay n not lettin us on to school campus without those blue paper, which people use over n over. i jus walked round n got people to sign mai yrbk. i almost forgot it was senior honors nite tonite. some people got so much awards n sholarchips >.< i should of applied for more but i got an 800$ scholarship!!!! i dont get to see any of the money, ish gonna be sent straight down to the fincial aide office down in riverside =(.. extra spending money!!!! hell yah ^__^ senior luncheon tomorrow..see yah..nite nite

06.07.03 l 11:36pm
i hab a hard time wakin up thos morning. sleep ish so refreshin after a long day yesterdai. mai dad made some kinda of interesting rice this morning and mai sister had to add ingredients to it cuz it taste funnie. we got to the mall around 3 o'clock, walked around for a while and ran into diana n khon. i feel like changin mai major to forensic >.< that look alot more interesting then marketin. went to SUP books n got spanish coffee to go. the lady was nice, she gab meeh extra ice cream. jus when i got home diana called and asked if i wanted to go watch movies. ish so stupid, they put two fast two furious and finding nemo at the same theather on atlantic n main. whts the point of building a new theather if they are not goin to show the new movies there. we hab no choice but to go to punte hills. the movied was better then the first part. i like the part when all the cars came out of the garage ^__^ we were thirsty so we went to tapoic express. i got porkcrop rice and tapoic milk tea. when diana n khon were shootin the mini boba at each other, one of them flew into khon's nose. hahahhaha, good job diana!!!!

SORRY TONY!! for makin u wait half an hour yesterdai. i didnt kno the dance started at 6:30. i was wonderin why it ended so earlie, stupid meeh >.<

i avoided gettin mai cheeks pinched for 18 years but yesterdai lisa q had to pinch mai cheeks!!! the horror of it all. not to mention that i hab to live with her next yr. scarie =X

06.07.03 l 12:29am
senior year came to an end todai.it didnt even seem like the last day of school, maybe until when i went bak to mr.lau's 5th period. it was so sad. i was tryin to hard not to cry when people were reflectin on the things that happened to them over the year. who ever was up there had the first amendment. the one song that was at the end of the movie made everyone cry. i think ish called "time of ur life" i called tammy a cry baby but i was tearin up maiself. i never thought it was so hard to leave a place that u've jus been there for onli 4 years. i didnt think graduation would be this hard to let go of all the memories of highschool. after readin one of the entries in mai year book, i was so happie that i felt like cryin. thanks richard, what u wrote ment alot to me..btw u still hab to finish ritin the page on mai year book. imma miss all u guys!! this ish it guys high school days are officially over =*(

i didnt realli stick around afterschool n get people to sign mai yrbk. dont forget to look for meeh at senior luncheon!! meeh, diana, khon, n lisa went over to karls house afterschool. we got in n out n kicked it there for a while till keppels last dance. haha it was fun goin stag! haha, j'than i WIN! i got someone to dance with meeh first =P thanks all u guys for makin the nite so fun! the song that meeh n j'than danced together, we sang it at karaoke. memories memories..dont forget the song "this i promise you". damn diana ish perverted eh..went around grabbin pplz ass..sheeh. we went to eat at cocury. the chicken n beef ish sooo good. imma tooh full to go to sleep now.

06.03.03 l 10:20pm
i finailly got mai yr book todai. it was so gay, i lost mai reciept n i gotta pay 2 dollars to pick up mai yr book. they profit off of unfortunate people. pplz sign mai yr book before school ends!!! afterschool i walked to digital photo gallery on garfield n then to the library to work on the enviro city plan project. plannin out a city ish harder then it looks. we spent a while cutting n gluein pieces of the city. i was gettin high off of permenate marker. those things gib meeh a headache. round 5:30 i went to orchestra banquet with lisa, chick, n june @ Sakura in old town. we hab to pay $15 for bad japanese buffet. the food there sux, it wasnt worth 15$. those people rip us off, that was a freakin weak buffet. i am not japanese food expert but those food taste like crap >.<

06.02.03 l 10:24pm
prom pictures came today. ne one wanna trade? i dont think imma gonna hab enough to trade with people. u pplz better save meeh a copy of ur pic! i turned out funnie in all of them, exept the group picutres. the all gyrl n all coupld group pic turned out nice. tonite ish the last day for orchestra. were gonna hab a banquet at Sakura in old town pasadena. i guess ish not bad considering it ish a sushi buffet for 15$ a person. more money to spend, senior luncheon ish 25$ a person next tuesay at some place in Downtown. i wanna go to keppels last dance this friday. i dont wanna go ask ne one from keppel to go to their dance cuz that ish jus plain werid. i would jus hab someone bring meeh in but then i wouldnt hab ne one to kick it with, everyone ish gonna hab a date. bleh..i wanna go >.<

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