05.30.03
ish been a while since i am home on a friday after school. i ran round the house like a headless chicken lookin for mai cloth n stuff. meeh, diana, n khon went to karls house to kick it for a while before the dance. i spent the whole time lookin though keppels yr book. that not ffair they get theirs before ours >.< blah..ahs yr book comes tuesday!! we got donut n bun mei then off to the dance. tony looked like a raverish bumblebee. we didnt start dancin till like 8 something cause pictures took forever. sorrie tony =X hehe i hab fun at the dance despit the fact that the dj sucks. ish been a while since ive danced for hours, i was so tired ma leg was sore. the dance was packed, there wasnt this much people last yr. ahs last dance - "cant let u go", come to think of it this might be the last high school dance ill ever go to.. after that we went to eat at noodle plant with our group of people. i spent so much money. i onli hab 4 dollars left. i onli got a drink - thai tea ice blend ish goooooood =P how come u got boba n i didnt? haha diana n khon took meeh to get food with the dollar that i hab. thankie guys!!
First bike: i won it at some fair =)
First best friend(s): Tiffany
First close friend: Diana
First real memory of something: forgettin to go to class in kindergarten cuz tooh bz talkin to diana
First car: i feel useless..dont hab license =(
First date: dont think ive been on one
First kiss: outside the library
First break-up: beginin of junior yr
First job: office aid at ASB bulding (laminatin lunch cards -_-')
First screen name: BabiSilverz1216
First self purchased album: 98 degree n risin
First funeral: mai mom's sister
First pet: gold fish
First prime minister (or president) you voted for: imma not registered
First piercing/tattoo: none
First independent home: next yr =)
First house/flat/apartment: fifth street
First love: emm.... =X
First enemy: lisa
First big trip: freshmen yr spring break - new york!!!
First play/musical/performance: 4th grade..spring music festival @ ramona
First sport you played: handball
First musician you remember hearing in your house: dad's chinese music
last good cry: too long ago to remeber
last library book checked out: persian culture n literature
last movie seen: X2
last book read: things fall apart
last cuss word uttered: none
last beverage drank: pepsi
last food consumed: chicken
last crush: =X
last phone call: tony but last missed call is karl landburg..
last tv show watched: scobby doo
last time showered: two hours ago
last shoes worn: sandles
last cd played: burned cd
last item bought: tank top ish t-shirt
last downloaded: mp3
last annoyance: couples jus take on each other stingyness
last disappointment: FBLA state competition >.<
last soda drank: pepsi
last thing written: english test
last key used: house
last word spoken: "wht the hell"
last sleep: last nite..slept at 11pm
last im: tony
last weird encounter: karl talkin bout talkin n showin his ass to his friends
last ice cream eaten: banana vanillia ice cream
last time amused: huh?
last time wanting: meetin up with diana after school
last time in love: too long ago to remba
05.31.03 l 10:42am didnt get to finish this yesterdai..contiuned
last time hugged: AHS last dance last nite
last chair sat in: light brown dinner chair
last lipstick used: some brown thing rosanna let meeh borrow
last shirt worn: bright blue shirt that say "after the school bell rings".. mai old work uniform
last time dancing: AHS last dance "cant let u go"
last webpage visited: www.geocities.com
05.29.03 l 9:08pm
5:30 ish such a bad time. it ish smack rite in the middle of the day. despit the fact that it was a bad time we managed to get spanish coffee. meeh n diana went down to holiday cafe again to get spanish coffee. it ish jus simply irrestiable =) humm..i wonder if those waiters recgonize meeh. i got to school around 5:30 for orchestra call time for academic achievement award. out of all four years this ish the first time that ive went to the award ceremony. no point in goin if imma not gonna get awarded for nething =( kk..ne ways, i met up with diana afterwards and we went shopin for new cloth. she made meeh try on a whole mess of funky lookin ones.
but it was all good, i found a nice top for tomorrow nite. one more week of school left..wheeeee!!!
i gotta work on mai accent for tomorrows presentation. ish not ez rembain hoz to speak japanese. i hope i dont sound like an idiot tomorrow.
05.28.03 l 10:34pm
HOT HOT HOT HOT day!!!!! hot weather makes meeh sleepie -_-' zZzZzZzZz
..craving for spanish coffee.. talk bout eattin healthy n exercising >.< i want to but i dont hab the motivation to do so. seein certain type of foods reminds meeh of tony. i mai start to resent ice cream. look wht u did to meeh!!!
05.27.03 l
i feel the heat wave..why cant it be like hoz it was over the weekend. ne ways according to diana we were out savin the world while drinkin spanish coffe at holiday cafe. both of us went all the way down to MP jus to get spanish coffee. it was too hot to walk so we did the next best thing..public transportation. we ment up with j'than and he brought alan, christina, and adam. i think we were there for a while, by the time we left it cooled down. instead of gettin food at holiday we migrated to cocury. bbq n long conversations. i love korean bbq =) after that we went to the park to work off all the food we ate. swings, slide, flips, cart wheel. that was more exercise then i inteneded to get. nice weather..cool n relaxin.
05.25.03 l 11:06pm
i was tooh tired n sleepie to stay on the phone with tony last nite. i'll make it up to u next time =) hehe if mai dad didnt blast up his chinese music this moring i would of still been sleepin at 1pm. today was the slowest day ever, nothing to do so i decided to rite mai 4 page essay for english. it took meeh three hours to finish it but since i got that out of the way, ne one wanna go kick it tomorrow? wht is there to do on memorial day? i went to the mall earlier to buy jeans. i couldnt find ne regular jeans, all they hab was the strechy one. i hab a somewhat meaningful conversation about mai mom. we came up with one conclusion she makes a big deal out of nothing n show no emotion when it comes to something that ish important. wht a mom huh?
05.24.03 l 10:39pm
05.23.03 l 11:59pm
karls house..feelin distant..dance stage show..wth Ben?!?!?!?..alot of people..unexpected appearance..applause..honey dew smoothie..
good job lisa!! u looks kinda lost on stage but then again every entertainin.
05.21.03 l 11:59pm
i managed to sleep through the heat, now i am so wide awake >.<
05.20.03 l 11:44pm
pick out prom pictures..diana's house..public transportation..santa anita mall..almond prezel..san garbiel blvd to new..no restriction for buggies..strawberry bubble blast..krazie eight. fun but painful day.
05.18.03l 6:55pm
god dam..i feel so sick rite now. i think i caught a flu at the spring concert. i am so smart for standin in the cold with jus a tshirt on. now i suffer the conquenes. i woke up at like 12 something todai but i ddint get out of bed till like about an hour ago. mai thoat ish killin meeh =(
05.17.03 Pron 2003 - We're In Heaven
it was so hard to sleep last nite. i felt hot and cold the whole nite. can u imagin breakin into sweat when ur sleepin >.< i kept wakin up. i got so sick of it and got up round 630 and jumped into the shower. hot shower made the stuff nose thing go away. i felt so much better afterwards. sat round the house for a lil while and chick came to pick meeh up and we went over to lisa house. we got out nails done at this one place on first st. that stupid lady cut mai skin when she was filin mai nail. it started bleedin n ish so hard for the wound to heal cuz ish like missin a piece of skin. round 10:30 i attempted to get mai makeup done at rosanna house. i dont think i look rite in makeup. i looked so evil. ne ways..it took the people at the hair salon two and a half hous to put mai hair up. mai stupid hair would not curl >.< sorrie sheng for takin so long gettin ready. we went to fromex to take couple pictures, there was more people there then i thuoght. we waite for while. dude the photograher there cant do nething rite. freakin hell who take the picture on 2 ne ways. he was complain the whole time we were always blinkin at two. argh..stupid person. our school picture appointment time was like at 4:57 n we managed to get there in time. those people didnt even check the time, i could of went when ever n they wouldnt care. the pictures we took we kinda funnie. i wonder hoz itll look like. prob pretty stupid...hehe ack..it was so hard to walk in high heels. i felt like i was gonna trip or something. when we were walkin to tapoic exress, people were lookin at us like if we were caged aniamls. it seem like they had never seen people walkin round dressed up before.
gettin to California ScienCenter was kinda of a problem. neither of us kno hoz to get there. followin tony was a bad idea, we kept loosin him cuz of the lights changin to red and sudden mergin and exitin the freeway. it took us a while but we got there on our own. we were bout and hour late i guess cuz we hab to wait for stephanie n coung to get there cuz we were takin them in. the place was not as nice as the pictures we saw during the prom asembly but i guess it was okie. the food there was horrible well except the lasaunga =) i didnt get to eat much cuz i spend the whole time takin camera pictures with people. we walked past the dance floor a couple times and it was empty. everyone was bz talkin pictures or eatting or something but it didnt get packed till like almost 10. we managed to find time to dance when we were waitin to take group pictures. the line was not as bad as i thought it would be but it still wasnt that short. like about three hours into the dance i couldnt take mai shoes ne more. it was so uncomfortable n it hurts. it felt so much better dancin bare foot. i hab alot of fun at prom, it stll doesnt feel like it was prom tho, all the formal dance feels the same. thankie sheng for puttin up with mai craze to take pictures. u took alot of pictures urself tooh. it felt like a long walk bak to the parkin lot.
we got to the beach at like 1 something n met up with diana and khon at mcDonalds. the waves look so soothin at nite. we were jus walkin round the pier and stopped perodically cuz i couldnt feel mai legs ne more. diana ish krazie as usual. hoz can u pplz be nocturnal. diana n mosquito hahhaa!! sheng was fallin asleep on the way home, so mai job was to keep in awake. haha. i almost lost mai voice talkin the whole way bak. i got dropped off at diana house n meeh n her both feel alseep in khons car. i was plannin on stayin over at her house but i was so freakin tired so i jus went home. i got home like at 5. omg, i woke up the whole house, i thought i was gonna get in trouble. i told them i was goin to a conference so they would not call n tell meeh to go home.
05.16.03
senior ditch day todai but all the seniors seem to be in school. i hab nothing to do so i jus went to school. the Spring Concert was horrible. we messed up so much on all the songs that we played. the audience didnt seem to catch it, which ish a good thing. he ish so goin to yell at us on monday. i went out to eat with annie n her family at some place next to bobalicious afterwards. the food there was alrite, it was kinda salty. thankie annie for the food =) i feel bleh rite now..gonna get some sleep before prom. gonna do alot of runnin around tomorrow morning >.< i hope there ish enough time to do everything.
05.11.03 i 10:05pm
i didnt sleep till like 2 this morning cuz i was on the phone with tony. i would of stayed on the phone longer if mai dad didnt wake it. it was so close to two hours >.< well it was about one hour and twenty some mines. gots to beat ur record with steven..with mai lack of sleep last nite and wakin up earlie this morning i totally forgot about Ap review this morning. it was optional so it didnt matter if i showed up or not. being the idiot that i am out of all days to want to go out n get dimsum i pick mothers day. i made mai sister take meeh to NBC. the food there are yummie but it was freakin packed. we waited almost like an hour and half before we got our table. mango pudding ^__^ after we finished eattin we went to santa anita mall and attempted to shop. i was tooh full to shop. i jus wanted to find a bed and sleep. mai whole family went out to eat for mothers day. we went to this viet resturant that cooks very very big catfish, each fish was like freakin 40 dollars. that resturant serves werid meat quail, alligator, kangeroo, ostrich, goat, boar, deer, snake, n all the other typical aniamls that we eat. i wanted to try the exotic animal but mai dad wouldnt let meeh order it cuz he ish scared of sars -_-'
05.10.03 l 11:03pm
the Subject A test this morning was so stupid, the topic was stupid kinda but yet i blanked out on hoz to rite an effective persuasive essay. i hate writing essay. if i fail ish all mai engish teachers fault, they cant teach english for nething. i guess imma jus gonna take that extra writing class when fall quarter starts. i heard that all u ever do in that class ish write -_-' with all that practice i better learn hoz to rite a good essay. i heard that at the end of freshmen yr, if u cant rite a good essay the school kicks u out >.<
thankie sheng for the ride to garfield high school. after the test meeh, sheng, and june went to eat at The Hat. the food was pretty good there n they gib u alot tooh. it was the first time ive ever ate at The Hat. i pass bai it alot but ive never been inside. the chilie cheese fries are yummie!! thinkin of it makes meeh want some rite now. drove round alhambra park for a while lookin for the kaibgan interview and kicked it at shengs house for a while. ish the first time i hab to escape, leave without makin ne noise. hahaha, ill leave it at that.
vincent came down t visit todai. i habent seen him in a long time i almost didnt recgonize him. we met up with lisa n john at cue ball. that places ish okie ish not that bad. i still like safari better. i went to pick up mai dress todai with them. i didnt expect to try on the dress again and they took a picture of meeh in the dress >.< we tried to help vincent buy a Mother's Day present. it was kinda hard cuz ive never gotten nething store bought for mai mom. i usually make her things. it was a bit of a challege. they we decided on a bath robe. the one we found was pretty nice. i was so hungy, all i ate was like onion rings and chillie cheese fries for lucnh. we went to eat ABC Cafe. i couldnt decide if i wanted ice cream or boba so i got spanish coffee ^__^ lisa tried to feed meeh the sunnyside up egg, omg she almost poke mai throat out with the chopstick. vincent pointed out that i hold the chopstick funnie, i guess i am not that azn afterall. this ish the first time immaa out that i came home so earlie..crap, mother's day ish tomorow n i still dont kno wht to get mai mom.
05.09.03
thank god ish friday. i hab so much test this week, imma so happie ish over. went to kral's house with diana n khon, eat at subways, puente hills for X2, tea drink, safari shoot pool, n home. ahHH crap, subject A test tomorrow. where ish mai alarm clock >.<
05.08.03 l 11:59pm
sometimes pplz make meeh think a certain way, it sux to think that ur friends dont care. if i were to fall off the face of this earth would ne one care? =/ nite nite pplz
05.07.03 l 11:45pm
i try to update daily but i jus dont hab the incentive to do so. so much hw n test these days. i still hab to make up mai psychology test i missed last week. AP are in a couple of days and i habent started to study yet. enviro and psychology ish so boring, well since everone ish studyin so hard i think i should pick up the book and start readin. mai prom dress ish gonna be done bai tomorrow. it better look nice or else i might plan to go get another one. i ordered the armband from LA Flowers, the sample i saw looked pretty cute. i hope five roses ish not that big. i hab so much stuff planned out that day before prom. imma gonna be runnin round doin so much stuff. i feel like i dont hab enough time.
earlier this week, newspaper was askin "if u could live ur highschool years again what would u change?" mai firet reaction was i dont wanna live through it again, living though it once ish enough. now that ive thought bout it, i guess if i could live it again i'd prob be more socialable and joined more clubs n stuff. the first time though highschool i was so lost. some of the stuff i stumbled upon was jus bai luck. i didnt hab neone to tell meeh wht to do n stuff. i should of went to more formal dances. ish a hassle gettin ready n all but it has its returns. i completely wasted freshmen yr sittin at home n stuff. if i were to live it again i would spend more time with mai friends n kept the friendship that ive lost over time.
mai heart ish skippin a beat for u...
05.04.03
the pillows were so comfortable, i wanted to take one with meeh, but it cost like 32$ if we lost it or took it. imma not gonna pay that much for a dinky lilttle pillow. i went to the gift shop and bought the most expesnive mug in mai life. well ish not like i am gonna go bak to san jose netime soon. we stopped bai an outlet on our way home. we onli hab like one and half hour to shop. it wasnt alot of time. i bought two GAP jackets for mai brother, since he helped meeh sanned mai whole business plan. i jus got a necklace for maiself to match mai dress. i wanna get a new dress tho, i hab a feelin the one they made ish gonna turn out uglie. the bus ride bak wasnt that long. as least it didnt feel like that long. as usual meeh n minh were singin songs again. we turend around and sang "we're in heaven" to caroline jus to annoy her because she doesnt like that song and plus it was the onli song that both of us knew hoz to sing. we sang a couple of there songs to pplz. for the last hour or so we played games like gigilo, big botty, and black magic. it was kinda hard to play on the bus tho but we managed. haha. it was realli funnie, u gots to be there to see it. i got bak round like six something. finished up all the stupid engish assigments and went to sleep at like nine. ish the earliest ive slept all year. i need to get mai sleep bak.
this trip turned out alot better then i expected it to be. i mean i wasnt close to ne one that was goin on the trip and plus i dont even talk to them. it was so kool, i got to kno them alot better for who they are outside of school. well for better or for worse i guess. it was also a good thing for meeh to get away for a couple days, aways from all the unhappie things that has happened a couple days before. this ish one trip that i am not goin to forget. learned so much stuff and has so much fun. ish a good way to bring the senior yr to an end. i dont think i'll be doing nething major like traveling netime soon.
05.03.03
i was a Voting Delegate for Alhambra Chapter this time and i hab to go with kirby to a voting session 8 in the morning. i was dead tired. i didnt fall asleep til like 2:30something last nite and i hab to wake up this morning. i onli reason i went to vote was cuz i was votein for mai friend, but =X . it didnt take that long, we onli hab to revote like once. went bak to mai room to find pplz to go eat breakfast and i found all of them in the pool. i would of went in with them but it was freakin cold and i didnt hab a change of cloth. we get to find out tonite what placed we got for business plan. we hab to go to recgonizin secession later on to see who got what position. stupid ppzl didnt want to go to Great America in the first place so we were stuck at this mall for like 5 hours. meeh, minh, n czrilla were so tired taht we didnt feel like shoppin. we sat at the food court for like 3 hours. boston clam chowder in bread bowl was soo good!! we took picutres in this machine, but it was turned out kinda funnie tho. we went to buy Alhambra water at the supermarket and we also got some food for a mini surprised bday party for minh. when we got bak to the hotel we stuck everyone in one room and told minh it was a important meeting and surprised her with a cake. we took forever takin group pictures and it onli left us like 30 min to get ready for the Award Ceremony.
the Award Ceremony lased for like freakin three hours. well mai business plan placed 5th at state. it was pretty good i guess even tho it was the last place. imma happie that it even made it to state. i realli wanted to go to nationals tho, Texas doesnt look that bad. Alhambra placed in almost everything we competed in, but none of them were high enough to go to nationals. the dance was pretty stupid. they were playin slow songs that has a fast beat to it. i dont kno hoz pplz can dance to it. some stupid pplz were gibin meeh attitudes about mai friends. wht the hell ish that. dude, eh if u think i am that kinda person then dont even talk to meeh again. freakin hell, i cant believe he compared meeh to that gyrl. argh..
stupid pplz from redwood high school. they lived on the same floor as us and they are as anooyin as hell. they kept callin our room three in the morning askin if we want to party. i cant believe they found that ammusing. they were luckie that we wernt asleep yet. minh feel asleep pretty earlie and i stayed up and talked to czrilla till like 3:30am. i couldnt keep mai eyes open after that, so we were talkin without eyes closed. we hab to leave at like nine tomorrow morning. i didnt want the trip to end =(
05.02.03
i was surprised that i could wake up this morning. i think i got up round like seven ish. i didnt reali feel like sleepin. i thought mai partner was goin to finish the powerpoint but when i got up the slides that i left blank was still blank. i spent like another three hours finishing that. we were excused from the opening session meeting cuz kevin didnt sleep the nite before and i needed more time to practice mai presentation. damn eh...mai presentation lasted like 5 min. that ish a freakin lot of stuff to rember. i kno i am goin to forget the stuff and studder cuz imma so nervous. i hate public speaking. i practiced mai part so mani times that i started to loose mai voice. i guess i kinda got it down. i kno the info but then mai tone of voice ish not very persuasive. oh wellz, itll hab to do for now i guess.
i was so wanted to get the presentation over with, i didnt even hab the appetite to eat. our presentation was at like 2:45pm. there ish always so much stuff that gets in ur way. when we got to the second floor to wait for our trun to present we realized that we needed to bring our own projection for the powerpoint. damn pplz didnt tell us that we needed it. damn Homestead, they woudlnt lend us their projection. people from gaberlio and other schools were alot nicer =) thanks for helpin us look for a projector. i was so nervous when the presentation started. omg, i studdered a couple of times but i managed to get all mai info out messing up. the presentation was fine but the question and answer session was horrible. omg..those judges were so freakin evil. this one guy asked us questions about our plan that we never even considered. i hab to answer all the questions that they threw at us. it was a good thing i was prepaird. there was onli one question that i couldnt answer. i think we screwed up pretty bad on that part. i felt like fainting when it was all over. i was so hungry that i couldnt hold maiself up. i felt realli weak, i think it was due to the fact that i habent been eating rite the past few days. all i do ish jus drink water.
the dance that nite was fun. i kicked it with minh most of the time. we met this one keppel guy, adrian, at the dance. he was there when i gab mai presentation for business plan. pplz at the dance were scarier, i think we were the onli few pplz that wasnt freakin at the dance. everyone was so dead tired after the dance. that one freshmen gyrl that was in mai room was so annoyin. argh..she told pplz that there was a party in our room and brought over a bunch of immature underclassmen. that was so stupid, ish prob the wrost bunch of pplz ive meet. i cant believe i fell alseep at the foot of minh and caroline's bed. i couldnt believe that they didnt kick mee off or something. in the morning tammy and crzilla told meeh that they tried to wake meeh up cuz they were scared that i was gonna fall off the bed. they were gonna put pillow on the floor incase i fell off. they tried to wake meeh up bai pushin meeh off the bed, but it didnt work cuz i was dead asleep. the funnist thing ish that they were watchin meeh when i was sleepin. i cant believe that tammy fell asleep in the shower. i dont kno ne one that can wash their hair and all of a sudden fall alseep standing up. susan feel asleep rite after the dance. minh woke up with like caroline on top of her. o.O
05.01.03
woke up round 630 to get ready to go to Santa Clara for FBLA State Conference. the ride there was kinda boring at first and then it got fun. i want a digital camera now, there was so much nice senery on the way there. it took so much pictures with justin's digital camera. meeh and minh started singin disney songs on the bus. the onli song we could sing was "we're in heaven" that was the longest bus ride ive been on. we hab a 10 min break every 2 hours. somehow we always end up goin to McDonals. we stayed at the Westin Santa Hotel. the water fountain looks nice outside, were gonna go there to take pictures after the award ceremony. i shared a room with tammy, minh, susan, czrilla, caroline, and this freshmen. we hab the connecting door thing between the two rooms.
before we got our rooms, we were playin stupid games to kill time. i cant believe mai business plan made top 5. =D i felt so stupid for leavin mai stuff at home. i hab to call mai bro and tell him to scan mai whole project for meeh. i hab a feelin imma not gonna go to sleep tonite. the adviosor was kinda strict this time, we didnt get as much freedom as we did when we went to LDI. freakin internt at the hotel was expensive. 11.95$ for 24 hours. i guess ish not bad when u realli need to use the internet. inorder to get placed i hab to make a powerpoint presentation. we walked to KFC for dinner, i had this mad cravin for chicken. bai the time i got bak to the hotel it was already like 11 something. i stayed up till like 4 workin on the powerpoint and prob slept for like two or three hours. we also took swing dance lessons that nite. there was an awful lot of sophmores at the conference...