07.30.03 l 7:33am
there ish nothing to do in ROP ne more. basically i jus wake up earlie in the morning to go on AIM and check mai mail. since there ish not alot of people up like at seven in the morning, i resort to reading peoples livejournal/xanga. there are some pretty intersting things that happen in peoples lives. yesh, i kno i hab no life, that why i update mai journal almost every day.
things to look forward to this week:
friday - hes bak..finaily get to see him =)
saturday - huntington beach with people..ahHhHh..bon fire
07.28.03 l 7:53pm
ahHhHh...ish raining!!! out of no where the sky turned gray and then u hear thunder, next thing u kno it ish mad pouring. it is so prefect for runnin in the rain rite now, ish warm outside and the rain ish not too cold =) if onli it doesnt smell so bad. ack..ish onli raining in alhambra rite now. will said that the sky ish nice and clear in monterey park. umm..it looks so gloomy outside but it'll be great if i can find someone to talk on the phone. for some reason i like to talk on the phone when ish raining. phone ne one?
i was suppose to take mai drivin test todai at the pasadena dmv but mai idioitic instructor mixed up mai name with some girl that was suppose to take the test tomorrow, so i drove all the way to the dmv for no reason. that freakin lady in window 16 wouldnt jus let meeh take the freakin test. argh.. i mean i was already there and the girl with the appointment ish not gonna show up, why not jus let meeh take the freakin test. i wonder wht else can go wrong. first mai bro's car battery died and he couldnt pick meeh up from work then mai instructor mixed up mai appointment and signed up some other girl for todays test, and now ish raining!!! geezus >.<
07.27.03 l 9:41pm
i went to the beach with rosanna in the afternoon. it was the prefect weather to go to the beach, the breeze felt soo good with the hot sun. i jus wanted to lay there, it was so relaxing. i saw this realli realli cute hawaiian top and skirt combo. i would of gotten it if they would onli sell the set for 25$ without tax. i've seen something similiar at downtown for onli 25$. argh..i think i got a tan from the bike ride. i remeber like the last time i tired to ride a bike there i almost ran over some camera guy. i actually like riding the bike on the beach. it was so kool, for once i didnt need help and i was actually gettin somewhere. we went from the pier all the way to like the middle of the beach where people were selling stuff. i wanted to go over there to see if i can find those henna tatoo. there was so mani designs to choose from. i wanted those bands that go around mai ankle but there was no point cuz i dont wear shorts. i got the one that goes across the bottom of mai bak. i like the design, tooh bad i dont kno how to describe it.
rite after we got the henna we rode the bike bak to the place that we rent it. we walked bak to the pier to see if we can get the lady to sell the dress to us for $25 dollars. i was tired from all that walkin n the bike ride bai the time we got bak to the car. i wanted to stay there longer n watch the sun set but it was okie. there ish like so much more stuff at santa monica then jus the pier. gotta go bak next time and shop =) bleh, rite when i got home the henna started to peel off. i dont kno if it ish suppose to do that. i mean after it peeled off i left like this lightish color mark of that design. grrr...wht a waste of money. i dont kno wht went wrong with it tho, can it be that we were ridin the bike before the design hab a chance to dry. i think when they drew the design the paste thing they use was tooh thick. it suppose to looke like a tatoo but now it jus looks like some kind of tan.
07.26.03 l
i think i hab more then enough sleep last nite, imma not that tired ne more, but i woke up with a headache. i went drivin with mai instructor at like one, it was so hard to concentrate with a headache. the lights in pasadena were pistin meeh off. i waitin to make a left turn for almost three mineuts. i was dozin off stairin at the red arrow. imma probablly gonna take another lesson right before i take the test next week. i hope i pass =X the freeway ish still a lil scarie with all the other cars zoomin by so fast. ack..gotta keep up with their speed
never watch tv when u hab a headache. i should of went to sleep rite when i got bak from drivin. at first i thought the headache was cuz it was realli hot outside but then later i found out it was cuz of mai weird sleepin scheduel this past week. i went to sleep round like five something cuz i couldnt stand the headache ne more. if j'than didnt call i would of missed the movie thing with them. j'than, khon, chris, andy, and a whole bunch of other guys were there too to watch Tomb Raider at the Renissance. i wanna see Scarie Moive 3 and SWAT next week.
07.25.03 l 9:11am
Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, 'is life a multiple choice test or is it a true or false test?' Then a voice comes out of the dark, and says: 'We hate to tell you this, but life is a thousand word essay.'
the traffic on the way bak was hell. it took us almost half an hour to get bak to monterey park. i've been so tired lately, long car rides make meeh sleepie. we got boba at tapoic express and there i hab mai pathetic attempt to play arcade games. i was lookin for puzzle bubble but they didnt hab it in that so i was stuck playin some other game. i didnt feel like goin ne where n since he had work later, we jus went to kick it at his house. i like it when he smiles, he looks so adorable. i was suppose to go to annies house for movie nite earlier but mai parents wanted to go out n eat. out of all days they picked tonite. according to them it was gettin late, so i jus stayed home. bleh,tooh tired to argue.. ish onli 9:40 and i already feel like sleepin
07.24.03 l
mai eyes are tired from cross stitchin todai. i spent bout five hours stitchin his name on the shirt of the UCR bear. it came out pretty nice, dispite the fact that it was the first time stitchin. i thought i messed up at first because i couldnt wash off the stupid cheese cloth. i remember the teacher told us that if u put it in the washin machine u can wash off the cloth and onli the thread/design will stay on the cloth. oh well, spent bout an hour takin the cheese cloth apart piece by piece. note to self - never use white thread to stitch on a white piece of cheese cloth. i felt like i was goin blind.
major lack of sleep this week. imma so tired. a total of 12 hours of sleep for three days ish not enough. imma not sleepie or nething but imma jus freakin tired. feel so lazie..dont want to move.. zZzZzZzZzZz
07.23.03 l 7:57pm
two hours after i got bak from orientation last night, i went out with lisa q and jeff to shoot pool and get boba. i cant aim for nething, i dont think i am holdin the cue stick rite. ish so frustratin when the white ball go the opposite direction that i want it to go. gotta work on it. i realized i habent seen jeff for such a long time, the last time i kicked it with him was almost a year ago. i still remember last summer when we were kickin at his house, him n kan freakin threw meeh into the pool. ive known him for so long and i hab no idea that he was left handed and like for some reason he looks taller. after that we got food at mcDonalds and then we got boba at Quickly. all three of us sat inside his car inside the parkin lot jus talkin bout stuff. we droped lisa q off round 12, i didnt feel like goin home yet so he parked outside mai house and we continued talkin. thanks jeff for the long talk, hope u didnt get in trouble.
bai the time i went to sleep last night it was already like 1 in the morning. counting since i woke up on monday, i was up for 44 hours straight. i wanted to see how long i can stay up but i hab work in the morning. it was so easy to fall asleep but wakin up was hell. i didnt feel sleepie at all but mai muscles felt realli weak and tired. i barely had the strength to move mai finger and type. work passed bai pretty quicky, meeh and this other girl was jus moving files from one cabinet to another cabinet inside the valt. omg, the freakin dust made meeh sneeze like krazie. i was sneezin for almost three hours straight. i came home rite after work and waited for mai driving instructor to come. ish been soo long since i drove a car. i forgot alot of the stuff, at the beginning it was worser then the first time i drove. i picked it up after about an hour into practicing. i think imma gettin the hang of it. the instructor said i can take the test next week. wish meeh luck guys..
07.22.03 l 6:58pm
i jus got bak from UCR Bear Facts Orientation. there was so much stuff to do that we didnt hab time to do our own stuff. it was so borning!!! the lectures about the majors and prequities was so freakin boring. there ish like so mani classes we got to take before we can transfer over to business adminstration.
i got up round like 6:30 to get ready to go over to lisa q's house. it was so freakin earlie in the morning. i was so freakin sleepie. she picked up kerry and we went over to rickies house and then over to lawrences house to pick him up. McDonals breakfast was sooo good, i almost forgot how it feels to eat a full meal in the morning. due to a lil mishap in directions we took an extra ten fifteen minuets to get to the resident halls. i hab to take the math placement test right when i got there n i hab to walk all the way to the other side of the school to take the test. i jus bubbled in whtevers for the pre-cal placement test, i didnt learn nething in diaz's class. there was like a couple of freakin long orientation lecutres on how to use the school emails and stuff to access our student info. the ice breaker game in one of the dorms was so gay. the games were so lame but it was funnie watchin people do stupid things. i dont kno how those people planned the time interval between meals, we ate lunch at like 1 and like they served dinner at like 5. the food there was so nasty, it reminded meeh of Hometown buffet, but there was ice cream =) i hab to carry all mai stuff with meeh cuz i didnt get to check into mai room in the morning. i hab to walk with it for like the whole day and i hab like water n stuff in mai backpack tooh.
the scheduel was so freakin packed they didnt gib us the time to do our own stuff. there was somewhere we hab to go rite after the first event finished. we hab like 30 mins of free time after dinner to settle in and get ready for our hall meeting. the orientation counselors were pretty kool. they told us alot of intersting stories that happened to students that go there. if the cell phones goes off in class the professor has the right to take the phone and chuck it at the wall, to break it, and make long distance calls. so basically he can do whtever he wants with it till the class ends. after that he had to go watch this comdy thing, it kinda reminds me of "Who's line ish it ne ways". those guys were so funnie, i cant believe they can think of those songs right off the top of their head. we had a choice of either goin to the dance or watch a movie outside. a couple of us jus went to the dance to kick it, there was AC in there. it was so freakin hot and humid the whole day. felt so ickie.
shower felt so good after a long day of walkin round the campus in this heat. we all went to kick it at Meliane's room in hall N but everyone fell asleep bai like two something in the morning. i felt board so i wandered bak to mai dorm hall in the middle of the night. i met a couple of people there and i stayed up the whole night talkin to them. it was so borning at night, alot of people were either playin cards or sleepin. bai the time the sun came up i wanted to go to sleep but there was no point, i hab to get up in like 45 minutes for breakfest. when i went bak to mai dorm hall, i gave Meliane's keys bak to her, but i left all mai cloth and stuff in her room, so i was like wandering round the school in PJs the whole night. now i know how it feels to be locked out. breakfast taste nasty as usual, jus like all the other meals i ate there. Krystal, my orientation counselor, took us on a tour of the whole school. i didnt feel sleepie, in fact i was wide awake, but i did not hab the enengry to walk cross the campus. she took us to the bookstore to buy memoribilie. ^__^
omg...i hate registration. i hab mai freakin scheduel planned out but freakin hell i hab to change alot of mai time around cuz it conflicted with the other class that i signed up for. i planned to get off at like 10:30am on friday but when i was finished with registration mai last class on friday was at like 6:30pm!!! imma see if i can fix it online later. there was one last borning get together lesson with this lady askin questions and sainig "if you are .... then please step inside the circle. look at the people next to you and look at the people around you. okie. thank you." that question and walkin round in and out of the circle thing took an hour. it was worser then sittin through the lectures cuz at least we get to sit durin the lectures. we were forced to go to this club fair thing, i got alot of flyer, but the onli thing that interest meeh was this azn club that has this hip-hop dance team.
07.19.03 l
i thought i can sleep in on the weekends but diana woke meeh up round 11 something to go out. first we went to buys 2 parks of soda at Rite Aide and then we went to get boba at Tea Spirit. apple green tea with boba..yummie =) and then off to khons house to wash diana's car. come to think of it, ish the first time ive washed a car. most of the time when mai sister needs to wash her car she takes it to the car wash n they do it for her. i jus sit there n watch. i felt all sticky afterwards cuz it was so freakin hot outside. went bak to diana house to kick it for a while before we go to summer jubilee. i think we both fell asleep for like bout two hours. sleep ish so good when ur sleepie. summer jubilee was the same as last week. it was pretty borning, nothing much to look at. i actually got food this time, the food there was pretty cheap. i wanted to see kenneth so i asked khon if he could drop meeh off at his house. it was fun spendin time with him, we watched Treasure Planet. i got home round 1:30 something
07.18.03 l
ish finailly friday!!! two more weeks of work and i finailly get paid next friday. i spent this whole week stampin "PAID" on every sheet of paper, that bout like 20 hours of stamping. kenneth came to pick meeh up after work =) i habent seen him for so long, well ish onli been bout a week but this week passed by pretty slow. we went to watch Bad Boys II at the Atlantic theather. the movie was pretty good, it was pretty funnie, especially the part where they were inside the tv/electronic shop and their conversation that was broadcast on tv. u got to watch it to kno wht i am talkin bout. after that we got jamba juice and went to Alhambra Park. i can never finish it, ish so thick. i met up with lisa q, john, j'than, and steven q at Cue Ball. when i got there they were already done with their game. stayed there for a lil while and went bak to lisa quach house. round 8 something we met up with the rest of the guys at Barens Park to play tennis. stupid j'than kept makin meeh run from side to side. imma so freakin out of shape, i gotta start runnin again. after bout an hour we were all dead and jus sat in the tennis courts talkin. i got home like at 10, ish a lil tooh earlie to be home. gotta find more stuff to do to kill time, ish so boring at home
07.16.03 l
ive been home these past couple of days. there ish nothing much to do. people either have work or school durin the day. after work i went to watch Pirates of the Carabbean - Curse of the Black Peral. the movie was better then i thought it was goin to be. it was actaully pretty interesting. after that went bak to diana house to watch Tears of the Sun. Before we watched the movie Khon wanted to see how much peanut MnM i can hold inside mai mouth. i mananged to put half a bowl of MnM in there. i was so scared i was gonna choke on it. i dont like the heat, ish been so hot these past days. i cant wait till friday, finaily get to see him =)
riverside's orientation ish in four days. ish gonne be mai first time visitin the school. ish hard to believe that i choose to go to a place ive never seen before, but a school ish a school. i dont think there ish that much a difference if ive visited before or not. imma still gonna go there in the Fall.
07.13.03 l
woke up this mornin and watched some tv. all i can do ish watch tv cuz mai mom ish home n she wont let meeh out. round noon time i went to kick it with diana n khon. we got slurpee and went to visit lisa q. i want a henna >.< after that went to costco with them to buy food. the chicken and cheese buritto was pretty good but i didnt feel like buyin a pack of 18. it was tooh hot and i didnt feel like goin to lotus festival so i jus went home and stayed inside the rest of the day. at night i went with mai family to go visit mai dad at the french hospital in chinatown. bleh, i dont feel like goin to work tomorrow
07.12.03 l
when i woke up this morning i wanted to go make the key chain and gib it to him before he leaves for summer school but then i hab to develop the pictures and go to the mall to get it engraved on the key chain. i got mai brother to take meeh to costco to develop the roll of film that i hab to get that one picture that i need. i got to the mall round like two something and it took them almost two hours to engrave it. they said something that i hab a lot of writtin and it takes longer to engrave. when i finailly picked it up meeh n mai sister went to the hospital to visit mai dad. i feel better now that he looks alot better. i got dropped off at the summer jubilee and waited for annie to show up but she had to wait for kevin so i walked over to her house to wait with her. it ish not fit to walk in this weather, it was onli a couple of blocks and i was already feelin sticky n stuff. round eight meeh, annie, and tammy went to the jubilee. it was hell lookin for parkin space. tammy ish a dangerous driver, she was suppose to drive into a parkin slot but instead she revesed and almost hit the car in bak of us. the festivals get woreser and worser every years, ish not wht it use to be, i remba there was alot of stuff to buy a few years ago. we rented hot chick to watch at annies house. tammy keeps laughin and she already seen it four times. i wonder wht does she still find so funnie after watchin it so mani times. kenneth came and i went to his house to kick it and gib him the key chain. i dont get to see him again till next week....
07.11.03 l
i didnt feel like gettin up this morning for work so i jus took a day off and slept in. i was debatin wether or not to go to work cuz ish like 40$ a day but i realli didnt feel like workin so i jus stayed home. kenneth picked meeh up later in the morning n we went over to his house to watch movies. we saw national security, john q, and some other movie. ate dinner with his mom at this asian resturant called hope city. the food there ish not that great, i guess ish okie for the price we were payin. after that we went to speed zone. the last time i went there was like bak in 8th grade. at first we were plannin to play mini-golf but the course was not as good as golfland so we jus went to the arcade section. i hate that game where u put in coins and watch it push the other coins off to get tickets. that game ish rigged, ish so hard to push the coins over, but everytime i see it i am tempted to put some coins in. i played ddr and attempted to play initial D. there was so much curves and i keep hittin the side rails n stuff. got boba at life plaza and when we got bak we ended up goin up to garvey ranch park. i jus wanted to go there cuz ish quite so we can jus kick bak and talk for a while. went bak to his house and stayed there till like 2:30. i was so quite when i got bak home, i didnt want to wake ne one up.
07.09.03 l 6:19pm
mai dad suffered a stroke yesterdai, luckie there was people round to help him or the results would of been bad. hes gettin better but he ish unable to fully use one of his arm and he studders a lil when he talks. mai mom ish blamin this whole situation on meeh. she naggs about me stayin up too late and stayin out so late causin mai dad to stay up along with meh. i guess the situation partically had to do with stress but everything ish not mai fault. i need to get away from her cuz when ever i see her she makes me feel realli bad. why cant kenneth be here to gib meeh a hug.. i dont get to see him till friday. i find that i completely adore him. things have been great, he's awsome =)
07.07.03 l
-work in the morning
-basketball with annie, tammy, lisa q n them @ south courts
-boba @ quickly
-online
-phone =P
07.06.03 l
ive been sleepin so much these past days i almost slept through the time i schedueled to drivin with mai instructor. the last time i attempted to drive a car was like about a month or two ago, ack horrible. well ish better then the first time i tried to learn but still bad. i hope u pplz hab fun at six flags. sorrie for not goin, didnt realli feel like riding on collar coster. at night i went out to eat dinner with kenneth at black angus. the total was very expensive =X next time they should specify the defination for dinner for two. i thought it ment two plants for like 20 something dollars but it was 20 something per plate -_-' the food was good but i hab trouble takin off the shell on the shrimps. it was the prime rib, lobester, and pawn platter. yummie =) after dinner we went to watch charles angles. the movie was better then i though it was gonna be. i thought there wouldnt be a story line to it cuz the commerical made the movie seem like there was no point. got boba n went bak to kick it at his house.
07.04.03 l
sleep feels so good when u can wake up when ever u want to. there was no work todai cause of 4th of july. after i woke up i started doin situps n watching tv. breakfast was nasty, mai dad ordered those fried rice and noodles from the returants again. i went to santa anita mall with kenneth. ish so hard to find something nice to wear when all the cloth pplz sell r in bight shades of pink, green, and blue. we met up with diana n khon n some of kenneth's friends at sunglass hut. shopped for a while n then we went to get shaved ice at shai mai. umm..yummie. habent had that for a long time. it taste to good in this weather. i got red bean, lichi, and this jelly thing. there was nothing to do we jus went off to kiddyland but we forgot that places close earlie todai. all of us jus went to kick it at kenneths house until the firework show. bai the time we were finihshed eatiin at in and out it was already 8:30.
the firework show at barens park was sooo nice. it was kinda late to look for parkin so kenneth parked at his house n we walked over to the park. we forgot to bring a blanket to sit on and i cant seem to sit still, i kept movin cuz mai neck felt stiff. it was alot more comfortable when i layed down, hes so comfy. but then the grass n the bugs made meeh itchy. i like the firreworks that hang down, sparkle, n crackle. the ending was so pretty when they shot everything into the sky =)
07.03.03 l 11:58pm
work was good todai, i got to go online again. onli if it will be like this till the end of the program. it sux, they arnt gonna pay us for the holiday. usually the program has extra money to pay us for not workin on the 4th but due to the stupid budget cut from the state n the limited funds they not gonna pay us this holiday. there goes like 40.25$ come to think of it imma hab to miss two days of work later cuz of Riverside's orientation on the 21st and 22nd.
the weather ish so hot these days >.< for sure one thing mai temperature goes with the weahter. i hab a mad cravin for shaved ice rite now. kenneth picked meeh up n we went over to his house to kick it. it was too hot to go ne where else. time flies when imma with him =) mai mom was shocked that i was home before her. i guess ish a good thing since imma stay out tomorrow for the 4th. i jus got off the phone n i realized i habent updated in a long time. currently i am tired n sleepie. the first time i get to sleep in in like two weeks.
07.02.03 l
i think i am startin to like work now. all i do ish sit there n enter data into the computer. it took meeh an hr to finailly dl AIM. the stupid computers at the district restrit u from alot of online communication stuff. mai desk ish like behind a wall of file cabinets so pplz dont kno wht i am doin but they still scare meeh when they walk by. i constantly pull up the excel spreadsheet to cover mai IMz. there ish not alot of pplz online in the morning. i hope work ish like this from now on. it was so hot todai, i went with diana n khon to get shaved ice rite after i got out of the shower. mai hair dried like in 10 mins out in the heat. we went to this lil azn place in Mp for the shaved ice. the place looks kinda run down compared to the other places ive been to. i got some fresh coconut jucie served rite inside the coconut it self. it wasnt bad but the thing was that it wasnt cold -_-' khon picked up vickie n we all went bak to his house to kick it. i was so freakin sleepie that i fell asleep on this lil couch cushion thing in his room. sleep feels sooo good. well we went bak to his house cause he needed to get a utility bill to make n blockbuster account. it smelled like burnt popcorn in there but i got used to the smell after a while. kenneth came after work and we all decided to get the shinnin. i heard that movie was good but i fell asleep like half way though it. that movie was long, ish like two and a half hours. i wanna watch it again, well jus the endin tho. that guy n the music was freakin scarie. old movies r better. bai the time kenneth dropped meeh off it was already one something. time to sleep n wake up for work in four hours...
07.01.03 l
umm..i habent had ice cream for such a long time. i almost forgot how it taste like. i went with kenneth to fossilmens to get ice cream after work. ive never been there before n i always thought the ice cream there ish freakin expensive but ish acutally pretty good there. i got french vanilla bean -_-' i didnt think i would actually taste bean in that but yah. on the way bak to his house we saw that they were showin a sneakpreview for T3 but it was at the atlantic palace theather. we kicked it at his house for a while n his mom cooked us food. dumplings..yummie =) now that ive wateced the thrid part of terminator i dont think ive ever watched the first two parts before. at least i dont remba the story line n stuff. after the movies we got more ice cream but this time at cold stones. i got mai french vanillia with banana n caramel. it was good but then it got tooh sweet. i couldnt stand the taste after a while. there ish like nothing to do at nite so we went to Alhambra Park to talk. intersting conversations. after that came home and talked on the phone some more. i need sleep..