--- As we grow, we learn that even the one person who
wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than
once, but it doesn't mean that it's easier the second
time around. You'll break hearts, too, so remember how
it felt when yours was broken. You'll fit in with your
best friends and you may even fall in love with them.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time passes too fast and you'll
eventually lose those you love. Life is short. Take
too many pictures, laugh way too much, love without
holding back ---
my own thought: the quote above looks more like a paragraph then a quote. i really like the idea that is expressed in there, "love without holding back". it's true that there will be ones who break your heart, but there will always be someone there to put it back together. these last couple of months has been amazing, i don't even know where to start describing the way i feel about him.
every day that passes by precious memories are made. memories that i use pictures and words to capture but the most important memories are kept inside my heart. i know you want to prove me wrong and the thing i want to tell you is that you have...
to my hunnie: i cant believe its been six months since the day we got together. words can hardly describe the way i feel rite now. i'll simply end this entry with the words "I Love You"..with u those words actually has a meanning.
01.29.05 l 7:03pm
i spent the whole day watching "A Date With A Vampire III" (chinese drama) and talking to my hunnie =D
01.25.05 l 11:59pm
yep, once again congrats to the new Alpha Epsilon Pledge Class. hope u girls enjoyed the nite of being on the spot light and similing until ur jars feel stiff =) YEEY i love my lil sis!!! hope u like the gifts that i made you =D it was fun being on the other side of things, being the older one, lighting up my lil sis's candle. things seem to pass by so fast when ur on the other side. lil sis enjoy pledging while it lasts, it'll be one of those moments that u'll look back on later on and feel like u have accomplished something..
over the weekend i went up north to Stockton for our new Delta Colony Candlelight...whoo hoo we are working on another chapter at UOP (University of the Pacific) the weekend started off with two vans heading off to the LA Lambda XC @ the treehouse, ppl lagged so we didnt head off to norcal till like 1am. Mami and Jeanie were krazie for pulling and all nighter and driving up there all nite. by the time we got there it was already 7am and once we unloaded the van we headed off to sleep in the freezing living room..note to self: when goin on a road trip ReMeMbEr to bring blankts >.< slept the whole day till Candlelight and then to end the nite we had a mini XC with UOP's Xi Chi Sigma
01.15.05 l 4:39am
if u look at the time of this update..you would be thinking.."why the hell ish she doing updating her journal this earlie in the morning" or "wow, she hasbent been online at this time for a long time". i jus want to say thanks to the girls that understand where we were coming from. i honestly felt a lot better talking about how we feel thowards things. some of the stuff that we said might come off kind of bad but we jus want to let you girls know how we feel, we did not do that to offend ne one.
ahHh...its finailly the end of Winter 2K5 Rush!!!! even tho today was the last day there was still interviews to go to..that was tireding..then it came time for voting and that lasted a couple of hours and then a very very long talk. afterwards i went to boba cafe with lani and lucy. humm...pretty interesting conversations..then mami joined us and in the end i went with mami to PC's place to eat and talk till now...the reason i am still up ish that i need to get up in like another hour or so and i figured that i mite as well stay up for the rest of the time and make sure that we do not over sleep....iimmmma soooo freakin sleepie rite nowoowowoow (-_-) zZzZZzZz
01.11.05 l 12:35am
oooh...today has been such a long long day. its the first day of rush and the turn out wasnt that good. it was so hard to rush girls today cuz no one was out on campus due to the rain!!!! i need this nursery rhyme to come true.."rain rain..go away...come again another day" the weather has been so bad lately..ugh
ive been out on campus since 8am and i didnt leave till like 4pm..rush ish jus like one of those 9-5 jobs >.< then i had like about till 5:30pm to get ready and head out to the nite event..info nite @ terrance A...and as usual info nite ish always kinda boring. i met a couple of nice girls and hopefully i'll see some of those girls again tomorrow..ahHhHhh i need to pick up a lil sis this quater!!!
i want to say thanks to my hunnie for gettin meeh a jacket!!! i love the jacket and the tagging "Apple's Cawamel" =) thanks for going though all that trouble to get it to meeh for rush and running to pick it up in the rain. *muah* oh and did i mention that i love the jacket? hehe love you hunnie <3
01.01.05 l 10:34pm
the first day of the new year and nothing special happened. the day was still kinda gloomy and all i did was pack my stuff to get ready to head back to riverside tomorrow. this break passed by pretty fast...imma pretty sure before i kno it the school year ish going to end