[name] amy ngo
[aka] mousie * yam * dork
[b-day] 12.16.84
[age] 20... i feel old =/
[height] 5"2' ...very tiny
[status] o7.3o.o4
[grade] sophmore o.O
[skool] UC Riverside
[clubz] ummm...

linkz:
[mai site] go sign mai guestbook
[sleepygyrl's journal] sleepgyrls thoughts
[ravon858's journal] RaVoN858s speculations
[song lyrics] song of the moment


--- As we grow, we learn that even the one person who wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, but it doesn't mean that it's easier the second time around. You'll break hearts, too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fit in with your best friends and you may even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time passes too fast and you'll eventually lose those you love. Life is short. Take too many pictures, laugh way too much, love without holding back ---

my own thought: the quote above looks more like a paragraph then a quote. i really like the idea that is expressed in there, "love without holding back". it's true that there will be ones who break your heart, but there will always be someone there to put it back together. these last couple of months has been amazing, i don't even know where to start describing the way i feel about him.

every day that passes by precious memories are made. memories that i use pictures and words to capture but the most important memories are kept inside my heart. i know you want to prove me wrong and the thing i want to tell you is that you have...
july 30th 2004 2:05am


02.28.05 l

happie bday june!!! =D


now ur old jus like meeh..hehehe

happie 7th month anniversary!!!

even tho the 28th ish not the day that we got together but its the closest day to the 30th since february has only 28 days...i remember when i was fillin in my calender i didnt kno which day to put down our 7th month cuz there isnt a 30th..now i kno how the ones who are born on the 29th of february feel

02.26.05 l 6:29pm
health ish such an important thing, without health there ish no point in succeeding in life cuz u wont be able to live though ur success....it scarie to kno how fragile life ish...my dad was admitted to the hospital this morning after the doctor found out that his stomach ish internally bleeding. there was so signs..we couldnt tell but the doctor could. the doctor said it wasnt a big thing but he's not sure yet....

me on the other hand...ive been coughin for about a week now. blah..i hate being sick..its so hard to concentrate on stuff. thanks babe for takin care of meeh this week..hehe it must be frustartin to kno that u got meeh sick..sorry i got a weak immune system..hehe but i will get better soon, i promise =D ooh and the next time u get sick DONT HIDE FROM MEEH i will be very sad if u do

02.21.05 l
i finailly got my camera back after sending it to the shop for almost about a month now. i cant believe they wont fix my camera even with the warrenty. what kinda stupid warrenty doesnt help u fix a lil maulfunction...argh..they said that if i wanted to get the shutter's chickin noise fixed i have to pay almost 400 dollars..thats jus like buyin another freakin camera oh and the best part (scarcastically speakin) they freakin dented my camera!!! those freakin ppl dented the metal part the surrounds my camera len...argh.....so frustrated

02.20.05 l 5:11pm
i went snowboarding with will and his high school friends nick, eamon, howard, dustin, tim, judy, and amanda this weekend at big bear's snow summit. it was snowing the whole saturday when we were up there. i dont think i was ever going to see it snow in socal. the snow felt soft and it melted right when it touched my hand. the snow felt soft and it melted right when it touches ur hand. i dont even kno what kinda of words to describe the scenery on the way up the mountain, it was not the usual mushy ugly brown snow and like open trenches, everything was filled with snow..it was sooo white. even tho it was nice the drive up there was dangerous, and there were some stupid people wouldnt stop speeding pass us when they had the chance to.

i still rememberd the first time i went snowboarding, it was horrible. i kept falling and right when i got up to try again i just felt right back down but at least this time i made an improvement. i got down about one fourth or half the way down the bunny slop before i fell down, and this time i fell hard..when imma down i jus kinda lie there for awhile and listen to the snowboarding instructors teaching his class. it was so fun to snowboard while it was snowing, it jus so different. i jus liked the feeling of the snow falling on meeh until the wind started to pick up and blew the snow at us really hard. thanks hunnie for organizaing this trip...u picked a krazie weekend to go =D

02.19th & 20th.05 l

A Whole New World
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

02.17.05 l 4:28pm
teee hehe..its raining!!!!! i still have so much stuff to finish up for this week but yet i jus want to sit around and do nothing. sometimes it feels really good to jus have some time to relax...

1:24am
yah i jus got out of the shower rite now..earlier i went to the gym with will and his roommaters ryan, pablo, and victor. i was suppose to play racket ball with them but its tooh dangerous with all five of us in a tiny room so i walked out to watch them play for awhile. rite after i walked out victor hit will in the eye with the little ball..i hope he doesnt get a black eye tomorrow =X *muah* hunnie

since i was at the gym, i tried to work out by using the bicycle machine. i was stairing at it for the longest time cuz i didnt kno how to operate the machine until mami and monica showed up to work out. it was fun playin racketball with them...we were sooo loud inside...it was a good thing the glass door are somewhat sound proff. we wernt even playin racketball, we were jus hitting and dodgin from the ball..hehe fun times =D

02.16.05 l 11:01am
imma tired -_- i went to sleep about 3am this morning and woke up at 8am to take a math midterm. its hard to get ur brain up and running this early in the morning, especially for math. when i studied yesterday i felt like i knew the stuff but after my five hours of sleep, i felt like i forgot everything. i swear if midterms are that early in the morning they should give more then jus 50 minuets to take it >.< i spent most of the time on the first half of the midterm and brezzed though the last half in like 15ish minuets..blah

imma currently inside the library rite now..wht am i doing here u are asking instead of sleeping...well i can tell u that imma waitin for people to show up at the belltower..i dont want to sit out there alone in the cold..hehe

02.15.05 l . . p r o m i s e . .
thanks babe for such a wonderful valentine's day extravganza =D it started off on sunday night with a scavanger hunt, running around my apartment finding clues that will lead meeh to my ulitmate surprise. i really love the present ^__^ then on the day of valentine's day i spent most of the morning baking a cake decorated with chocoate coverd strawberries..i hope it taste okie, i baked it when i was half awake..at night we went to eat at the cheesecake factory in Brea. the cheesecake factory there was soooo nice, it looks sorta egyptian, i like, and then after dinner we went to walk around downtown disney and took random pictures with the disney characters. the day could not of been better...i wuv u...

how to know it is LOVE.if its because of her eyes or her lips or her great body,its not love,its l u s t .if its because her intelligence and practicality and insights about life,its not love,its admiration .if its because she cries to you everytime you try to leave,its not love,its pity .if its because she makes you forget to eat and sleep and study,its not love,its i n f a t u a t i o n .if its because she seems to be too weak to stand on her own,its not love,its concern .if its because she looks like your ex,its not love,its t r a n s f e r e n c e .if you can lay down your life for her,its not love,its heroism .L0VE is when you dont know why you seem to be attracted to a certain person. L0VE is when you grow with that person but finding out that you are growing not as one but as two different people like the railroad tracks you see everyday --same destination but not one track,for then,the train would not be able to move

the above was stolen from jon fang's xanga :)

02.09.05 l 11:46pm
i absolutely refuse to study for my econ111 midterm tomorrow. i should probablly sleep sometime soon cuz my midterm ish at 740 in the morning. la la la la

i over slept this morning, therefore i missed all (2) of my classes today. ish becoming a habit that i dont go to class on wednesday but its bad cuz i need to go to those classes -_- around 1230ish i dragged myself out to the bell tower to meet up lisa and them to find stuff for the accounting paper that we have to rite. i hate the person who came up with that merchent online thing and only gave 4 ports to UC Riverside...which translate to that only four people out of that sum 300 students can sign on at one time to find their analysis project topic.

after that me, lisa, lawn, and ricky went to eat at Rubios to eat fish tacos. i dont like their corn tortilla, as much as i like corn but the tortilla looks and tastes funnie =X then when i got bak to apt, i typed up all the econ111 notes and studied till we went to the Underworld Pool Tournment, come to think of it..Underworld made alot of money tonite off of the tournment, 20$ Registration Fee times 64 couples that were playing which ish approx $1280, and out of that $1280 only 500 dollars ish going into the prize money...dang so out of the whole thing they made like almost 780 dollars!!! O.O..ppl kno who to fundraise these days

i miss my willie apple seed..i habent seen him the whole day..

02.08.05 l 1:33am
humm..my friend made meeh take this quiz..the quiz ish werid see for urself....my expression when i saw the topic of the quiz -_- * dot dot dot*

Take the quiz: "What do you love about making love?"

Love

You are a lover of love. You love to love and be loved. You are perhaps a hopeless romantic but those are rare nowadays. Think of it as a gift. Whether you are saving yourself for that special someone or you have already found him or her. You are part of an almost extinct species of human. The kind that believe in true love... Because love is truly beautiful!

02.06.05 l 10:17pm
i had a semi family dinner with my lil sis Susie and lil bro Jonathan at Ocean Star Seafood Resturant for Dim Sum.. what i got to say is that them two got alot in commom: both of them are a grade older then meeh, they went to the same high school, live on the same block back at home, and of course both of them have meeh as their big sis..hehe

02.04.05 l 4:22pm
immma soo happie!!!! some nice guy found my driver's license and apt key and left me a msg on facebook tellin me that!!! hahahaha who knows that face books comes in handy like that =) well the thing ish that i didnt find the message till like 2 weeks later..hope that guy ish a frequent facebook checker....hehehhe happie happie =)

7:08pm
omg�KI jus rearranged all my journal entries from oldest to newest so that I can go print it out and make myself a copy of this..all my entries up together addes up to 183 pages in size 10 font!!! Printing this ish goin to be expensive..i guess if it gets tooh expensive then imam not goin to print it out..imma jus goin to keep it on a CD or something like that�Kthis whole thing took meeh like almost 2 hours to complete -_-

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