[name] amy ngo
[aka] mousie * yam * dork
[b-day] 12.16.84
[age] 19... i feel old =/
[height] 5"2' ...very tiny
[status] o7.3o.o4
[grade] sophmore o.O
[skool] UC Riverside
[clubz] ummm...

linkz:
[mai site] go sign mai guestbook
[sleepygyrl's journal] sleepgyrls thoughts
[ravon858's journal] RaVoN858s speculations
[song lyrics] song of the moment


--- As we grow, we learn that even the one person who wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, but it doesn't mean that it's easier the second time around. You'll break hearts, too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fit in with your best friends and you may even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time passes too fast and you'll eventually lose those you love. Life is short. Take too many pictures, laugh way too much, love without holding back ---

my own thought: the quote above looks more like a paragraph then a quote. i really like the idea that is expressed in there, "love without holding back". it's true that there will be ones who break your heart, but there will always be someone there to put it back together. these last couple of months has been amazing, i don't even know where to start describing the way i feel about him.

every day that passes by precious memories are made. memories that i use pictures and words to capture but the most important memories are kept inside my heart. i know you want to prove me wrong and the thing i want to tell you is that you have...
july 30th 2004 2:05am


1.01.05 l 4:32pm
HA~!! i made the first post of the new year on your journal suckah=) happy new years hun!! <3


12.31.04 l 5:45pm
hummm..today is the last day of 2004..its hard to believe that this year passed by soo fast. i think ive done alot this year but when i look back it doesnt seem like ive done that much. . . .

i remember the begining of this year i rushed, then pledged, and then crossed from Rho Delta Cha Alpha Gamma Class in May. 5 months of continous pledging and in the end i have 5 other wonderful pledge sisters, a great pledge mom, and a group of girls that i can call my sisters.

in the summer i went on my first trip with my friends (Will, Victor, Pablo, Hon, Destiny) to San Jose and then in that same month i went to San Diego with Will, Lisa, and John, all this time i was also working at L&L Hawaiin BBQ with alot of old ppl that i kno of from high school. These two trips were sooo much fun and its also the resaon why even tho i worked in the summer i was still in so much debt.

then by the end of July, right after the San Diego trip meeh and will finailly got together. we were scared that when people found out they were going to be like "i told u soooooooo" hehe thanks for being such a sweetie hun. honestly i can say we've pratically done everything together. we went up north to san jose and then down south of san diego and out east because we go to riverside and out west to the beachs. i think we got to find some other interesting places to explore =D

september rolled by and it was time to go back to school again. i gathered a couple of people a surprised diana for her 19th birthday. besides gettin her food and stuff we also whipped cream her from head to toe and then chased her in and out of her house. if u r not diana reading this u can choose to skip to the next paragraph. to diana: i kno its been a while since we've actually sat down and talked like old times. imma sorrie i havent been around more and i kno jus showing up for ur birthdays and lil stuff here and there isnt exactly what u want a friend jus to do. i can tell u that if u ever need meeh, i'll just be a phone call away.

after school starts the first two weeks were hella hectic, i mean all the frat rush events and my own rush event that i have to go out to. i would of been more then willing to go out there IF some people would jus keep their attitude to themselves. i was out there when i didnt have class and next time for ur future reference if u are to say to meeh again that i am slacking off when i am not do not expect me to smile at you or acknowledge ur existance.

halloween weekend was interesting...it was my first time putting face paint on. it was hard at first cuz i cared tooh much about how the paint looked like on my face but after a while i jus slapped it on and it looked pretty scarie. i dont kno i think i was some sort of zombie vampire, oh and did i mention i painted will's face tooh. he was some sort of football zombie..haha his face looks bruised and bloody

in earlie november was will's bday. i baked him a double layered chocolate cake and gave him his gift. hehe lil did he kno that i put his gift together rite under his nose. when his room mates threw him a lil surprise that got kinda messy...we had a cake fight =)

christmas is the time to celebrate but jus rite around the begining of december something unexpected happpened..imma so glad that will is okay. then it was time to study for finals....that was one krazie week of cramming and earlie finals..after school was let out i went back to work at L&L Hawaiian BBQ. my birthday was pretty interesting..john and will picked meeh up and we went to help john tell this girl that he ish interested in her. we decorated her room and then we went to eat at Rosta Vita Brizillian BBQ at La Puente. there was so much meat there..i tried beef, pork, and even rabbit. the waiters sang to meeh in Portugess and the nite ended with meeh spending it with my family. then the next day i went on a cabin trip to Big Bears, spent time with old friends and met a couple of new ones.

new years...resolutions ne one?

12.30.04 l 8:05pm
i didnt do much but go to work for the better half of the day and now imma jus sittin at home mopping around...does ne one have ne suggestions of what to do for new years eve? ne one? save meeh from counting down with the tv =X

happie 5 month hunnie!!!! =)

12.29.04 l 8:08pm
when i looked at my journal i was like wait.. i didint recall updating on the 28th...hehe thanks hunnie..got ur message =P

umm...there wasnt much i could do since my toncils were infected. it hurts everytime i try to swallow. i crave to eat solid food again..no more of those soupy noodles and pouridges..i dont think i made this many trips to the restrooom cause my bladder was goin to explode in three days. thank god the infection ish gettin better and no thanks to my original doctore who didnt even know that my toncils were infected -_- people as careless as him shouldnt be a doctor..what happenes if one day he was to be someone's surgon? would he misdiagnose and cut something that is still useful out? i dont even want to think of the harms that this doctor can do to his other patients. *shakes head*

as for today...after i went to a different doctor to get my throat checked i went to watch Phantom of the Opera with willie =) and with the thought of the movie i now have the theme song stuck in my head hehe i never ever want to watch a really opeara...they sing toooh high and it hurts my ears hehe

sooo work again tomorrow for meeh..i open which means i work from 9 to 4 and for those of you who want to visit meeh at work we open to serve customers at 10 =) plz come its soo freakin boring in the morning....


"rain rain go away..come again some other day"

12.28.04 1 2:07pm
my babe is feeling bleh lately so i decided to update her journal for her =) she hasn't been doing much lately just sitting on her butt watching tv all day haha she has work today at 4 so if u want hook-ups go to L&L's Hawaiian BBQ~!!! i miss her sooooo much havn't seen her for a while anyway =\ anyways when you see this hun i love you~! take cares


12.26.04 l 8:59pm
everyone knows that if u go to the mall the day after christmas you will only see two things sales and krazie shoppers and yesh i became one of those krazie shoppers standing inline today.

side note: i still cant get into the class that i need for next quarter!!! why is Econ111 ish still full?????? ahHHhHHh freakin piece of crap..... >.<

12.25.04 l

Merry Christmas!!!!!


Wishing everyone a happy holiday and lots and lots of presents =D

i got to see my hunnie today, we meet up at the theather to watch Meet the Fockers. the movie was pretty funnie. then we met up Diana and Khon at CoffeeBeans...the coffee was yummie but two shots of hot mocca just put meeh to sleep. thanks Diana for the unique and useful Christmas present....i cant believe she got what she got for meeh...then over to Lisa's for some game and after that home for holiday dinner =)

12.20.04 l 9:25pm
this is what happens when im bored...

Your Passion is Pink!

You're the type of woman that would never get described as passionate... Oh but you can be passionate at times - you just don't let it show. Your passion most shows through in your sweet and optimistic attitude. And chances are, most people are very passionate about you!

What Color is Your Passion?

You Are the Girl Next Door!

You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry. Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love. But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it! You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life.

What Kind of Girl Are You? Take This Quiz

12.20.04 l 7:28pm
it has been a long krazie weekend..it started out with spending my birthday with my bf helping his housemate surprise a girl that he likes. it was fun tho..i was never reallly on the other side helping someone plan a surprise. i hope things turned out good for u guys =) then off to the Rosta Riva Brizillain BBQ for my surprise dinner. omg, there was so many different kinds of meat, it ranged from like cow to pig to even a poor lil defenseless rabbit. i didnt mind trying out new food because in the end everything taste like chicken. it was so kool at the end of the meal the resturant sang Happy Birthday to me in Portugeese and gave me a slice of rasberry cheesecake. i was sooo full but i felt bad if i didnt finish the cheesecake..i felt like i ate a whole cow by the time i walked out of that place =D

the next day saturday i got up at like 545am to get ready to go to Big Bears with Will, Diana, Khon, Lisa, Steven, Karl, Christine, Tony, Steven's cousin Ivan, Lisa's brother David and cousins Jason and May, Mike and Paul. it was so hard to get up that freakin earlie in the morning, it was weird when i went to sleep it was dark and when i woke up at 545 it was still dark..i got dressed and fell bak asleep and it was light. after that we got to lisa's place and loaded the car with our stuff and headed out to Big Bears. i was so tired that i fell alseep on the way up there and like by the time we got there i couldnt feel my feet ne more. the road up to Big Bears was closed so we took a three house detour playing with snow at Snow Vally. we thought we could like jus sit around and play with the snow but can u believe that you have to pay like 8 dollars to play in the snow? after jus playin there for a while we got kicked off the snow cause we didnt pay to play there -_-

the cabin we rented was sooooo nice. it was two stories with five bedrooms, four bathrooms, a livingroom, a playroom, and a bar...and it was also fulled equiped with everything from pots and pans to bowls and cups. we jus kinda settled down for the rest of the night, playing holdem and movie trivia game. the trivia game was hard, we were given actors/actresses in a certain movie and we have to guess the name of movie. it was so hard for meeh i seriously do not know who is who =( it was just the first day there and i took like so many pictures. i'll post them once i get the chance to upload them onto a online photo album.

on saturday morning we got ready to go snowboarding at Snow Summit. i was so scared at first, i didnt like the idea that a board was going to be strapped down onto my foot. i could only imagine how painful it was to fall and twist my back in some kind of weird position or fall so hard that i wont be able to get up. when i first got on the ski lift, omg i walked tooh slow and the chair like hit me and i sat down right away...i think the people waiting behind me was laughing like crazie and then to top it off when i got to the other end of the lift i fell and brought down the other people that were on the chair behind me down....then i limped with the board all the way over to the center and i sat down and tried to strap the other feet onto the board and when i had both of them tied down i couldnt get up. i just sat ontop of the ice trying to stand up. i gave up after awhile until Lan and Annie came. Lan taught us how to get up, stand still, and break. speaking of breaking i still havent gotten that down yet, i just fall when i have to break. my arms and legs were sore by the end of the night

sunday some people returned to snowboarding, i was broke so meeh and will went sight seeing and i took so much pictures of people snowboarding, i kinda wish that i kept the camera with me when i went up the first day. the clam chowder bread bowl was sooooo goood especially when it is freezing cold =D when we got back to the cabin we finished off the rest of the supplies of food and drinks. we watched movies and played Holdem for shots. whoever looses all their chips have to take a shot before they got back into the game. i started out with 10 chips and by the end of the game i had like 70 something chips and i lost it all to Tony cause i didnt believe he had a better hand then i did. eeee..the thing burned when it hit my throat. after that there was so many funnie memeories of people jus red and chasing everyone around the house to get them to go to sleep....

this morning we got up at 8 to clean up the place, eat, and pack. the place was so dirty, there was clothe, food, cups, bowls, and utincles all over the place. dishes pilled up waitin to be washed and floors needed to be vaccumed. it was a total mess but we finished it with enough time to sit down and eat together for one last time. left over sloppy joes for breakfast..ummm yummie.. by the time we got back we were all so freakin hungry and we went to eat pho. it was a really fun weekend..i got to spend time with friends for an earlie holiday celebration =D

12.15.04 l 11:03
in a couple of hours imma no longer goin to be a teen ne more =O i cant believe that imma actually turning 20!!!! geezus jus saying that i already feel old. at this moment imma jus lookin at stuff that happened over this year and i can tell that ive learned alot from the people around me. imma jus happy that u guys/girls were there for meeh when i needed someone by my side to talk, vent, or jus discuss topics. due to school its hard for meeh to keep in touch with those that i do not see so often but i wish i would be able to see u guys/girls more often now that its break time =)

humm....its kinda interesting when things go back in time..it feels like high school all over again..roamin around main street without a car. it was fun hun..thanks for the food yesterday, i ate alot!! it was so nice to jus to be able to see u again *muah*

12.09.04 l 9:51am
ish been a while since i was up this earlie..i jus finished a 8am business 10 final...it was pretty easy (open book n open notes =D) but i was fallin alseep lookin for the info...time to go to sleep again and wake up and study for accountin final tomorrow morning at 8am again >.<

12.8.04 l 1:56am
its been awhile since i updated in the middle of the morning..hehe

i hate finals weeks...so stressful!! i jus finish takin my philosophy final yesterday morning at like 8am!!! all my finals are like 8-11am but the good thing is that it ish just across the street, so i can jus roll out of bed and walk over to face the horrible comprehensive finals =(

i just kinda sorta tried to caculate what my final GPA might be for this quater and its not lookin that good. its not the way that i want it to be...ahh an i studied tooh...damn my fault for thinking the midterms were goin to be esay...whaaaaaaaa..no use complainin now i guess...time to study my ass off >.<

12.03.04 l 8:09pm
god damn..i swear if my life was in danger i dont think i would feel safe in the hands of a so called policemen. it sux to know that they do not listen to us and that has been proved to meeh in numerous incidents, and they exercise their power with such an attitude that you jus want to slap them in the face. they swear that all teens are recklace drivers, and they dont even keep an open mind about new situations that arise.

it beg me to differ when i heard this lady that was coming into the gas station where we were dropped off at said "it is so nice to see that our tax dollars are put into good use..." if this happened to her, i think she would be the one wanting to punch him in the face....gurrrr this is my angery side talkin..even tho this didnt happen to me, i dont kno how he can keep a straight face through this whole ordeal......i am not sastistifed to know that the tax dollars that i pay go to pay for such a single minded old man who thinks hes on top of the world just because he carries a freakin badge!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

November< >January