--- As we grow, we learn that even the one person who
wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than
once, but it doesn't mean that it's easier the second
time around. You'll break hearts, too, so remember how
it felt when yours was broken. You'll fit in with your
best friends and you may even fall in love with them.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time passes too fast and you'll
eventually lose those you love. Life is short. Take
too many pictures, laugh way too much, love without
holding back ---
my own thought: the quote above looks more like a paragraph then a quote. i really like the idea that is expressed in there, "love without holding back". it's true that there will be ones who break your heart, but there will always be someone there to put it back together. these last couple of months has been amazing, i don't even know where to start describing the way i feel about him.
every day that passes by precious memories are made. memories that i use pictures and words to capture but the most important memories are kept inside my heart. i know you want to prove me wrong and the thing i want to tell you is that you have...
11.29.04 l
omg...ish so freakin cold in riverside..*shivers* i dont remember it being this cold last year. the coldest tonight ish going to be 34 degrees F >,< but on the brighter note after meetin, I went to TapEx to get boba with all my pledge sisters. you got that right, all 6 of us were there. boy..its so hard to gather all of us together at one stop..so many laughs and memories..i love you girls!! =D
11.26.04 l 11:47pm
today i went and joined the madness of the after thanksgiving sale, this day signify the begining of the crazy christmas shopping. the good thing is that i bought a pair of really needed jeans but the bad thing was that i went shopping with my mom. shopping with mom ish a bad idea!!! she took forever looking for stuff and in the end when she found it, she didnt even buy it! >.<
11.25.04 l
i actually have turkey this year..yummie =D
11.24.04 l 9:00pm
its the start of a long thanksgiving weekend...i rushed home only to find that the original thanksgiving dinner my parents planned WAS for tomorrow night. i think they told me that it was earlier so that i wouldnt go out so late and come home for dinner or i just missunderstood her.
well on the bright side, me and will rushed to watch National Treasures before my supposed family dinner. we had an hour to get there from riverside before the movie starts. i wanted to go to banana bay to get pad-thai but bai the time we got there, we jus had a couple of mins to park and get tickets. i purposed the idea of gettin the pad-thai togo but then i quickly realized that we couldnt sneek it in, so we went and bought McDonald's nuggets.
i wanted to watch National Treasures because it talked about the Free Masons, the all seeing eye, riddles, hidden treasure, maps, and stuff like that. After reading Angels and Deamons and The Divinci Code, i've been addicted to these kind of ancient clues and stuff. the movie was soooo goood, i liked it alot. the whole story and the ending was goood! i highly recommended it =P
11.17.04 l 7:32pm
bleh..ive been soo sick for the last two days. i cant seem to hold in any solid food. i want to eat but food jus looks realli realli nasty *sigh*
11.15.04 l 11:10pm
i actually remember to update!!!
imma so freakin bored rite now....tired of studyin for accounting and business midterm!! >.< someone save meeh?!?!?!?
11.13.04 8:32pm
its interesting how i usually dont update but when i do..i update twice! humm..i must be hella bored rite now...well mainly this one thought jus crossed mai mind
one more thing..i realli reallli like reese's peanut butter cups =P *YuMmMie*
11.13.03 l 3:21pm
it doesnt seem like there ish time for meeh to update nemore..majority of the days i jus go to class,hw,midterm,study,soroity stuff,and bf. there is no time at all!! well when there ish i jus sleep...i dont kno why imma so sleepie lately..dont feel like i want to do nething at all..
this is one of the rare days that imma at home on a saturday..usually i would of jus gotten home rite now after a friday exchange and sleepin like there is no tomorrow. i miss the times when i can jus sit and know that i do not have any obligations i need to do. i think i need a vacation...its true its harder being an active then a pledge.....
on the brighter side of things...my life is somewhat piecing itself back to noraml despite the sleepiness that hits meeh all the time. actually i do not kno wht ish noraml ne more..can someone tell meeh what a noraml day should be like? i think it ish gettin to a habit where i jus update once a month to remind whoever checks this constantly that i still have a journal
ahHHh...the holiday season ish coming up and imma hella broke...this time i am reallli reallli broke...i cant use mai credit card ne more! i seriously do not kno where all mai money goes to..living at GrandMarc is hella expensive. i actually feel like crying when i write out checks to pay for rent >.< time for a job..time for a job.. i want to look for a seasonal job..somewhere that ish willin to hire meeh for the holiday madness..ne one kno of ne jobs like that?
11.11.04 l
informls pictures came out already!! i wonder how long it ish goin to take them to send it to us this time -_-
..AlphaGamma with escourts..
..AlphaGamma with Mom..
I finailly finished watchin Full Metal Alchmist. Its actually the first anime that i've ever finished..its soo goood!! i like i like!
11.06.04 l
Rho Delta Chi Informals @ the Western Bonoventure!!! ish that time of year to dress up again and take pictures with everyone or jus acknowleding the pledges. it was fun!! it was the first semi-formal event i went with will. i smilled so much to a point that i can not feel mai face ne more. i cant wait till the pictures come out..i think i might look kinda werid the fact that i jus curled mai hair. i hope it turned out okie. this ish jus a side note, for you who do not kno what i am talkin about can ignore it -- someone people need to make sure they kno what they are goin to do before they make everyone else worry about the well being of that person -- i guess some ppl are jus born to frustrate others..its not a good thing when it happens at like 2 in the morning when eveyrone ish tired. to end the nite meeh n will jus stayed in the car till morning...omg, it was soooo cold, that was a pretty bad idea cause its winter but it was still fun...who say that a homemade blanket ish not warm *sticks tongue out at will* =P
11.02.04 l
first of all on friday oct29th i had to try and make mai costum for the PiAlphaPhi xchange at PC's house. i wanted to wear a toga but who know that that piece of cloth was sooo freakin hard to tie together. no mattter how i tied it i looked like the stature of liberty. after countless tries i gave up and dressed like ne other person who is desprated for a costum would - a hawaiian girl. u cant blame meeh, all the cloths that i have that do not look like noral day wear ish hawaiian. the xchange went well, ppl costums were sooo creative...maybe next yr ill think of something interesting to go as...
then on sat oct30th it was meeh n mai hunnie's third month anniversary. i surprised him with a present the nite before and to say that present took meeh awhile to make..cutting out all the letters out of thin colored cardboard papaer was the hardest part. when we got up in the morning our plans were kinda put on hold because of some techinical difficulities that will still would not tell meeh why. so we jus kinda sat around in the morning watching anime. then when it came to lunch time we heard of this halloween get together that we need to dress up for inorder to go. i realli wanted to dress up as something. victor bought this roman solider costum thing and he wanted to go as brad pit from the movie troy. i love face paint!! i had so much fun painting will's face and in the end he looked like some kind of jock zombie. as for meeh i was a vampire with bluish purple skin and blood drippin from mai fangs. everyone thought i was kinda on the scarie lookin side. it was fun i loved it.
then on sun oct30th we got up, ate some noddles and headed out to watch The Saw with diana and khon. that movie was one of the best mystery/horror movie ive ever seen at the theather. i like movies were i couldnt guess what's the next move for the killer, and i like the ending soooo much. i would tell you how the movie goes but you got to watch it for urself. i highly recommend it. after the movie we went to get boba and freakin laughed our heads off about drivin...most of the stuff had to do with meeh tho =X
when i got bak i attempted to study for cs8 again,and while i was studying, i got this bright idea that i should bake a cake and surprise will for his birthday that was in a couple of hours. so as i was reading about different serach engines and three-letter-acronyms i was tryin to bake a double layer chocolate cake. since i didnt have a measuring cup the cake came out to be a lil mushie but it still tasted good. the only bad thing was that when i tried to transfer the cake out of the tin molder to the plate, the cake started to fall apart!!!! when i spread the frosting on the cake some parts of the cake was breaking off and like mixing with the frosting -_- ontop of all that i had to finish his birthday present... why do i always got to finsish things last minuet!! when everything was finailly done i walked over to his apartment and surprised him...
i kno the weekend ish onli sat and sun but things didnt die down until mon nov1st as usually since i do not have class i didnt wake up till like last in the afternoon and i had to finish studyin and hw thats due on tuesday. will's roommates called meeh right in the middle of things and told meeh they are goin to throw a surprise for him and needed meeh to distract him till they were done settin up things. so after my meeting i attempted to distract him bai tellin him that our hamster jumped out of the cage and it ish not runnin aroudn the apartment. when we got bak to his place, his roommates turned off all the lights and lite the candle on the cake that they bought him. i thought i was soooo cute =P then as usual we caked each other and silly strings were flyin all over the place!! after all the fun i stayed up till like 330 in the morning finishin up my hw and after 3 hours of sleep i went to class at 7 >.<
throughout this whole kaotic weekend i was studyin for a computer science midterm that i cannot afford to fail cause i already got a D on the first midterm..i shall go take that test in a little..wish meeh luck guys.. come to think of it every year around this time ish gonna be this hectic (anniversary, halloween, and then his birthday =O!!! )
11.01.04