[name] amy ngo
[aka] mousie * yam * dork
[b-day] 12.16.84
[age] 18... i feel old =/
[height] 5"2' ...very tiny
[status] wish i was taken...haha JKin
[grade] freshmen >.<
[skool] UC Riverside
[clubz] ummm...

linkz:
[mai site] go sign mai guestbook
[sleepygyrl's journal] sleepgyrls thoughts
[ravon858's journal] RaVoN858s speculations
[song lyrics] song of the moment


the feelin of missin u jus settles in mai heart
its hard to explain but u kno it when ish there
the empty feelin inside when i cant see you
brings emotions to meeh from all over
wonder where u are, wonder wht ur doin
ish it selfish to ask jus for a lil of ur time
i realli never kno how to cope with this feelin
cant sit still,cant do nethin without thinkin of u

somehow,somewhere faith pushed us together
moments in time if onli it can freeze n never end its on goin,time passes without us knowin
eventually we'll know where this will lead us


12.31.03 l
new years eve..nothing much to do in the morning but we all went over to Chris's house for bbq at night. Diana, Khon, Tony, Lisa Q, lil John, Chick, Lisa, Andy, Danny, Stan were come of the people that was there. i got there kinda earlie and jus sat there watchin people shoot pool. the bbq took awhile cause we had to wait for the coal to come, it was so freakin hungry i started munching on other stuff. all of us sat there and counted down to new years with New York and people took shots when it turned 12 o clock. being there with everyone seem like we were still in high school, maybe it was cuz i dont realli seem them as often bak then neways. it was so cute when the guys were runnin to each other and givin each other a new years hug. i so wanted to capture that moment. it was sooo cute =P

12.30.03 l
i habent seen tony since when he went with meeh to last dance. it was so funnie talkin to him. what every happened to the tony that never said nething bak when i pick on him? he kept pickin on meeh the whole day but it was kool tho. talked a bit, lotta stuff happened since the last time i saw him. he always talkin bout being healthy and eattin rite, at least that part of him ish still the same. i still hab to eat food for the taste, i cant stand to eat something that taste funky.

12.29.03 l
went to the movies with Diana, Khon, Lisa, Chick, and Chris to watch PayCheck. the movie was better then i thought it was goin to be. it was bout this guy who saw into the future and gave himself 19 clues to save his own life when they erased his memory. before the movie i got mai usual boba at Quickly with Popcorn Chicken..yummie and after the movie we all went to Noodle Planet.

12.27.03 l
i habent been doin much but jus sleep and watch the anime that lisa lent meeh for the last couple days. Khon called meeh out in the afteroon to get boba with him. i cant believe the boba at Tapoica Express ish so freakin cheap. buy 2 and get one free but if u dont need the third one then they can give u two large ones. imma gonnna go bak and get some more next time. after that we met up with diana at Pho 79. after all the eattin ish done, we went to Khon's house to watch First Night. it was a pretty good movie up until i fell asleep. before i fell asleep i was wonderin why Khon was comparing the castle to a game called "Age of Vampires" i jus thought it was kinda werid, but at the end he i found out the the game was called "Age of Empires". they were laughin so hard that they wanted to kick meeh off the bed, i swear i heard "vampires". the fun times with them =P

12.26.03 l
- lisa house to pick up anime
- Quickly with Lisa, John, Will
- John's brother house to watch movie

12.25.03 l

merry christmas!!!!

i was suppose to go to Disneyland todai with Lisa, John, and Will but it started raining like krazie in the moring. i found of been tooh lazie to get up in the morning to get ready and go ne ways. i went bak to sleep for another couple of hours and met up everyone and Diana and Khon at Regent Cafe for lunch. the food there was okie, i dont realli like it, not that great. that might explain why they got a C as a grade but who knos. after that we went to kick it at Lisa's house and tried to play the MouseTrap game they got meeh for mai birthday. it took us a while to figure out how to build that contramption but the game itself looks kinda boring. i finailly remembered to get the Fushiji Yugi amine from Lisa and spent the rest of the night watching anime.

12.24.03 l
i went out to run some errands with mai sister and then met up with Will at this shaved ice place in San Gabril. it was so freakin cold outside but some how i feel like eattin shaved ice. i dont kno but it taste good tho, after that we met up with Lisa and John and went to get food at In n Out. they were so evil, all of them were teamin up on meeh and tryin to take a picture of meeh. i usually dont care if people take pictures but i didnt feel like takin it..bleh,,evil people. went over to kick it at John's house for awhile. he got so mani of those mini turtles. i think i scared one of them because it feel off the platform and into the water.

drove around for awhile tryin to find something to do and ended up gettin food at Regent Cafe. never been here before but they got a C for the resturant. the christmas dinner looked temptin but it was pretty expensive. never get oritental chicken salad at a cafe, the sauce taste so nasty. never ways after that we went to play board games at lisa's house and then i went out with Diana and Khon. Khon got meeh this candle holder for christmas and like we lighted it ontop of the parking structure at Tapoica Express. it look pretty in the rain. thanks =P i was gonna go over to Chirs's place to decorate his christmas tree but i tooh tired.

12.21.03 l
- Denny's with Diana and Khon
- Paseo with D,K, and Lisa
- TenRen with D, K, L, and John

12.20.03 l 11:37pm
i thought it was hard findin the right prom dress but it was alot worst when it came to helpin mai sister find her wedding dress. we went though like ten plus dresses and she still couldnt find the right one that she wanted. if it was meeh i prob would of went through alot more dresses. i like the dresses from david's bridal and the ones i like are like 700$ and above. all weddin dress looks alike rite now cuz i spent pratically the whole day lookin for her dress. tooh much designs to choose from, this is drivin meeh krazie, so hard to find the exact perfect one. come to think of it i didnt even start lookin for mai brides maide dress yet. after the dress on to look at the weddin cakes. the one at Van's Bakery show room was so pretty. the cakes that i suggested that she get was bout 400$ and up. nothing comes cheap these days. there was so much to choose from; so mani layers of cake with flowers and ribbons. imma already being so pickie about mai sister's weddin i feel sorrie for the person that has to work with meeh when i deal with mines.

12.18.03 l 2:44pm
ive been gettin up pretty late these mornings. rite when i got up i went to check on the hermit crab and that thing dug a hole and burried itself inside the sand. thanks sheng for gettin meeh the hermit crab. i always wanted one but never bought one =P i was readin the instructions and like it said i should give it a quick shower once or twice a week depending on the moisture level in the air. ack oh wells, time to brushen up a lil and prob gonna go watch keppel's airband with annie later on tonite.

12.16.03 l

happie bday to maiself!!!!

ahHhHH....imma 19!!!!!

lots of phone calls todai =D thanks u girls and guys for goin to Universal City Walk for mai birhtday thing. i kno it was kinda on a short notice too but thanks for coming and the birthday presents. i wanted to go outdoor ice skatin so i chose the one at Universatl Studios but when i got there that place was so small, it was bout the size of mai livin room or something. didnt reali ice skate, jus kicked it around city walk for a while and take pictures with people. christmas was sooo pretty there....if onli it could snow in SoCal. there was like three different groups of people showed up there was annie, kerry, tammy, jennifer chau, june, big tony, lawrence, kenneth, jan-michael, edwin, bobby, steven, kevin, some other arcadia guys, will-apple, karen, and mark. tooh much people for that lil ice skatin circle. took pictures, walked round some more, watch people ride the electric bull, bought boba, and went over to visit lisa q.

12.14.03 l
last nite was fun at the paseo, meeh, will, karen, mark, and john took a group picture with santa and reindeer's head stuck inside the group and the slide looked like it came out of a crash collision course. ish not the typical sit on santa's lap and take a cute little picture. it was the other version of christmas, where does all the presents go if santa crashes on the way over to childrens house? i dont kno..i thought it was kinda funnie. umm..i habent ate at island for a freakin long time...pineapple hawaiian burger...yummmmmie =P after that help people move their stuff into their house and then will dropped meeh off at home. ish funnie how he ish so scared of seein mai parents.

diana called meeh to get sushi and pho with her and khon todai. that ish like soo much food in such a short amount of time. reali sushi and pho takes soooo yummmie. i miss the food bak here. sat in the car chatin with them for a while, pretty funnie stuff has happened over the last couple of days. then i met up with amy ha, michael, diana wei,christina, john, daniel, ben, and rickey to go eat at noodle planet again. after dinner went to ABC bowling alley for a couple of bowls, and instead of bowling i spent mai money on playin that matchin picture game.

12.13.03 l 12:32pm

finals are offically over!!!
winter break here i come!!!!

i habent update in a while so i guess ill jus recap on some of the stuff that happened over the last week. since it was dead week there was 24 hours of silence in the dorms. ish so horrible, cant talk in the halls, cant leave the door open, cant play loud music, etc..the hall sounded so dead. there was no classes durnin dead week so i pratically spent the whole week workin on mai 1000 piece puzzle. ish a picture of the guy and girl from final fantasy 8. i dont realli kno nething bout the game but i liked the picture.. ish so black and blue n kinda fit in with everything i got in mai room. i freakin went krazie with the puzzles, some nites i stayed up till like 4 or 6am jus workin on the puzzle. it took meeh like about two days to finish mai final fantasy 8 puzzle and rite when i finished mai puzzle meeh n jthan worked on lisa's puzzle..it took a total of eight hours to finish hers. i wasnt realli plannin on finishin her puzzle that nite but i wanted to finish puttin together the lil girl from fushiji yugi. i spent pratically the whole nite and part of the morning freakin lookin for that one piece to finish her. i ended up finishin up the puzzle at like 10am..the piece of puzzle that i was lookin for was like one of the last piece of puzzle i fond when i was almost done with the whole picture.

12.08.03 l
muhaha..no school todai..went bak to LA to shop some more...imma realli goin to be dead broke when mai bank statment comes =X first went to santa anita mall to finish up the rest of mai christmas shoppin and then off to chinatown jus to kick it. i bought this 1000 piece anime puzzle. well ish not exactly anime jus a scence from final fantasy 8. ish soo blue and black, i like =P food at abc cafe, ten ren for boba, atlantic theather to watch honey, and then off to chris's house to shoot some pool before headin bak to riverside. i cant believe i spent the whole day with lisa. i see her everday at riverside and even on mai free time i still spend it with her. ish okie mai roomie ish koooool =P haha..everyone at the dorms r like gettin sick..i hope i dont catch what they have...time to start on mai puzzle..looks like imma not goin to sleep tonite. . . .

12.07.03 l
it feels like christmas todai, even tho the actual date ish like two weeks from now but i got to open all mai presents earlie. it was pretty fun and funnie cuz i broke one of the presents i got from will..never give meeh nething breakable..it was such a cute present tooh, it was a little rat sittin on an ornament and holding another ornament over its head. i cant believe i broke it actually i ment i cant believe he broke it >.< it was good to kno that everyone liked their present i got them =P thanks u guys for mai presents *hugs* i realli like them..some of them so cute and some of u guys r helpin meeh build mai mouse collection =D

things i got tonite:
peach the star fish n beannie from lisa q
big gigantic hamtaro pillow from lawrence
lil mousie ornatment and cherry chum (rat) from will
cute hollister n PacSun tshirts from amy
and i got nemo from chris the other nite

there ish like a lil findin nemo collection goin on in mai room. i got nemo and peach and lisa got dori as a present from will. i cant get this line out of mai head rite now "u shall be mai squishy, and u shall be mine, and u shall be mai squishy" ...ayiah *shakes head* now i got to start passin out the lil christmas cups i made for people before i dont see them again. i got so many essays to rite..i dont wanna rite nemore..ne one wanna rite it for meeh..i guess more to update later when imma done with the essay.

12.06.03 l
ahHhH..i think i failed the stupid english test this morning. wht the hell was i suppose to write about "what does the author think of materialism? how does it help you understand and evaluate other people's life styles?" what kinda question ish that?!?!? i made up a pretty messed up family..an uncle that ish unhappie with his job cuz he onli did it for the money and an aunt that ish a gold-digger and imma an materialistic shop-a-holic. how that for bsin and makin up possible seneario if the topic does not apply to the writer. *praying* hope i passed. . . . .

i jus got bak from khon's surprised bday dinner at Tony Romas. the food there ish alrite,,didnt realli order nething vuz i was full from dinner. i was so sleepie when i got bak from riverside i jus knocked out and rite when i got up i thought i was late for khon's bday thing. i told mai brother to take meeh straigth to the resturant and like i was there an hour earlie. this proves that lack of sleep realli does hab a terrible affect on the person. i literally bouned out of bed rite when i woke up, thinkin i was late or something. he looked pretty surprised =P hope u like the lava lamp i got u for ur birthday khon. it was so hard to shop for him..after dinner we were plannin to go to the beach but it started rainin so we went to shoot pool at chris's house instead. bleh...ish been a long day..time to sleep..

12.05.03 l

happie bday khon!!!!!!

there was some kinda outside market place shops kinda thing, ish like the ones u see when u go out to festivals. i wanted to buy everything, especially the pillows and ornaments. i should of gotten the pair of hawaiian pillows, it was look so cute with the rest of the blue stuff i got on mai bed. i dont kno, i hab something for pillows *hint hint* =) went shoppin from christmas presents again for people's presents. imma finaiily done with everyone's presents, i think. i hope no more comes up..spent tooh much money already. i should of left maiself a budget, thank god that christmas onli comes once a year.

12.04.03 l
more christmas shoppin with lisa n lawrence at lapuente mall. wht more can i sai ish hectic, imma tired, and i spent way tooh much money..

12.03.03 l
why ish it so hard to fall asleep at nite now a days. meeh n lisa kept talkin till like four something in the mornng cuz both of us were so freakin wide away after playin Texas Holdem with Rickey, Lawrence, Diana, and Ben. ish like were the Holdem crew or something. two nites in a row and now imma known as the bluffer and lisa ish known as the wall lady. people pay jus to see mai cards, i buff tooh much, people know it and i loose..

12.02.03 l
i won mai first ginger bread house competition tonite!! i like mai gramcracker house, it actually looks like a house compared to the other ones people made. drew's house looks like a trashdump and the one patty made looks like ish in the tropical bahammas. mai group used like so much frostin and covered the whole sheet of cardboard. it looked sooo pretty. ill post it up once i get the pictures from nakiya. first place..whoot whoot =P

oceanography midterm this morning. jthan and john came to visit last nite and like i didnt even get to sleep last nite. after texas holdem with the ahs people at riverside i kept jthan up all nite talkin about alot of stuff. the interesting things u find out when u talk to someone. thanks for tellin meeh something that actually brought a smile on mai face, i cant exactly tell u what it ish but thanks for lettin meeh know =) stayin up the whole nite was worth it. both of us were so hungry bai the time it was five something in the morning but breakfast didnt start for another two hours and fifteen minuets. umm..after the midterm i walked back to mai room and knocked out.

12.01.03 l
instead of writin mai essays like i was suppose to i spent the whole day makin little christmas gifts for people. i had to carry like 50 something shotglasses bak to riverside with meeh and like a whole mess of candies. i puffy painted the shotglass with people's name, wrapped the candy, currled the ribbon, and left a bell hangin off the side of the shotglass. hope people like it. blah..i cut like mai finger tryin to curl the ribbons,it wont stop bleedin..

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