- Dec '99 - Age 17
On a cloud
A cloud of happyness. I am floating
All my negative thoughts drifting away
The bad experiences wooshing around
The heights I reach are nausiating.
The fluffy, cotton wool textured seat
I am sat on,
Is absorbing my past
Absorbtion at the rate of a sponge,
lightly rested in a pool of cool calm water
Cool and calm a bit like me at the present time
I have no cares in the world.
Or maybe just the one!
I want to remain on this cloud for eternity.
Stopping and thinking
What is going on? Why is it all a daze?
Is there a reason as to why it occurs?
There must be, or why would it be troubling me
My pain is unclear, it is not as visable as it once was.
If you see a mark,gash,slash,bruise,cast etc
You realise something must be wrong
But why can't my internal pain be seen?
I am hurting
Please give me a small bit of the respect
I feel I deserve.