.:Friday, February 01, 2002:.

nyehahaha

In celebration of the 5th wedding anniversary of Jane and Tato, Judy, Dianne and I met in Malate for some dinner and coffee. But before that-- I have met new chat friends and I believe they are worth mentioning here cause I really had fun talking to them. The first one would be Justin, he's from California.. 30 something years old, available and has 2 kids. When it comes to tips on careers and propagation-- he's the man! Hehehehe! And he said that he liked the way that I write.. Now that is something to boast about! Yey! That alone, made my day… I really feel nice when people like what I write-- such an exhilarating feeling. =) Next is, Dave -- now he's 29 years old, single (ahem) and also from California, he's a deputy sheriff. He is nice, easy to talk to and appreciative. He doesn't know how to speak Tagalog, so I had to grab all the English terms that I can get in order to have a decent conversation with this man. I think he'll be able to help me sharpen my English communication skills. The last one is, Ronald -- he's 27 years old, single (ahem) and resides in Cavite. He's a news reporter and works for IBC-13. This guy is funny and so entertaining. Don't ask me where I have met these guys cause I won't tell… uhmmm.. what else? I found a site... yakap. U like? I like...

My friends and I met in Robinson's Place for some dinner -- We had a great time.. Talking.. Laughing…Talking.. Laughing. We catched up on things --school…work…sex…love…and life. Advises were given whether Dianne would take the job offered in a Law office or not, about my study habits and the Bar Exams. Stories about Jane, Joy and Ailes. There are few funny anecdotes to tell: Hehehe! Judy is a gifted child-- while we were having our coffee @ Starbucks (waiting for Jane's phonecall), Judy was so enthusiastic about her story-- so Dianne and I listened very intently. Giving her all our attention. Dianne and I were surprised when Judy blurted out that the two men on her right are gays.(of course this was after they left, otherwise we're in big trouble) Cause she heard man #1 ask man#2 "What do you want?". I must admit that man#1 is sweet and thoughtful… he even gave man#2 a gift (which was left behind…darn..) All the time that she was talking -- she was eavesdropping! Darn… next anecdote: Judy got herself locked inside the powder room in Starbucks. But she was able to get out after we asked for help. Next: (a not so funny incident) I almost got hit by a BUS! I went off @ SM City cause someone hailed the frigging Bus-- when I got down, I saw this bus coming in my direction, all I can say was "Oh, Shit!!". Of course, the fucking bus didn't succeed in eliminating me in this world. I lived to tell the story -- Idiots exists. Whether it's me or the frigging drivers of the frigging buses, I don't frigging care. We are all at fault. Them for being so careless.. And me for being CUTE.

We can't stop laughing… it's like we're high on drugs or something. I stopped counting how many people have walked in and out of that café. It's really is nice to be with friends again… though we missed Jane, Ailes, and Joy's presence, we somehow managed to have fun. =) Goodnight kulasisi….
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:39 AM|:. +

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Today, Mama jane and Papa Tats is celebrating their 5th year wedding anniversary!!

Wishes:

I wish them long life together... Happy moments and Everlasting love. Kids in the future and Warm embraces and kisses til the end of time. In commemoration of this day, Judy, Diana and I would meet for dinner and some coffee. Well.. that's the itinerary at least..who knows what the three of us would do?! .... heheehee! A toast and some cheers to the couple!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:07 AM|:. +

something stupid

Sex is part of human nature. It's not stupid. Pre-marital sex is a natural occurrence, it is also not stupid. Getting pregnant at a time when you haven't finished school yet & when you are not ready to have one-- this is stupid. My cousin is getting married soon cause she got herself pregnant. A condom costs how much?! A freaking 5 pesos. You can get 3 rubbers for 5 pesos, and you can choose your favorite flavor. A five-peso rubber would have made a difference. I can't believe they haven't learned anything from school! In fact, she didn't learn anything…

Having a child is a serious commitment, something that cannot be a result of trial and error. Being young-- the hormones have this rush that is so unbearable that you need to release. Lust composes 75% of your being when you are young... A touch here, a kiss there… you are willing to experiment, you heightened the feeling-- getting lost into the emotion and the new feeling..Until all you can sense is the need to let it out. I have long accepted the fact that my cousins would have sex with their bf's/gf's, anyway.. Sex is a part of life…However, I haven't readied myself that SHE would get pregnant. Get marry at an early age, yes.. It was predicted that she will get marry ahead of us… but that is AFTER she graduated not BEFORE. I don't pity her cause she is young and I know that she's aware of the consequences of her actions. I pity her dad the most-- he's been working his butt to be able to let his children attend school. To finish school and to work and help in the expenses.

Luckily, her in-laws like her. I haven't met the Hubby yet nor the in-laws but I will soon enough. Haaaaay… I'm lucky to be educated enough when it comes to s-e-x. I got my friends.. hehehe.. they have taught me well. A new baby in the family.. Another blessing.

Practice SAFE SEX.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:50 AM|:. +

time space warp

There are times when I'm alone that I wish that it's yesterday again…then I wouldn't have to worry about my future. Then I would know what future holds for me. Living in the past… living in hope that someday I would be able to rectify all the mistakes that I have done… and wishing that History didn't repeat itself. Because that would mean only one thing -- I have learned my lesson.

There's a certain phase of my youth that I want to return to and that's when I stayed out in the street and play with kids my age. No inhibitions, no malice, nothing adult only pure honest to goodness fun. It was where the problems in world as well as the worries are left to the adults. And you simply exist to live, to breathe, to eat, and to give inspiration that someday everything will be all right and things will be better. Life was so simple then-- I got no worries with anything except the material things that I want but cannot afford. I was not born with a golden spoon… I didn't play with nice, expensive dolls.. but rather I play with sticks, kites, marbles and softball… I play games that don't require expensive toys. I don't like playing dolls and all those intellectual games when it's so fun to run and sweat and get dirty. The only feminine game that I play is the lutu-lutuan, and we almost burn our neighbors house. I like climbing trees (or at least try to..) and just simply be as boyish as I can get. I play tricks on them, we hit each other on the head.. But I never did get into a fight. Haaaaaaay.. sarap maging bata…

My Nanay went to Sta. Mesa and know what?! My childhood friends there have their own kids already! Some have died.. and some stayed just the same… Waaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! I'm getting old…. Someday, I'll be back in that old place, visit my childhood friends and reminisce. Then I would be able to relive our past and all the good times. ]:)

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:59 PM|:. +

things to think about..

What would you do if every time you fell in love
you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone
they would never be there?

What would you do, if your best friend died tomorrow
and you never got to tell them how you felt?

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever
and you couldn't have them?

And if you hate me I just want you to know I am sorry
for what ever I did.

Some people live, and some people die and some people
dream and pray and hope and wish and love But I want
to tell you I love you, and you are a friend.

If I die tomorrow you would be in my heart.

Would I be in yours?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:08 PM|:. +

waaaaah!

See that entry below? It's mama Jane's letter to me.

Yesterday, i feel so down that i wrote mama jane a letter. I missed her terribly last friday night. The entry below is a nice surprise.. and i cried. Yeah... I cried, not just teary eyed.. It was like December 4 again.. making me remember.. realize that we'll no longer enjoy each other's company. Words are the only way to communicate.. and reminisce all the good and bad times that we have shared. Remembering the times spent.... holding on to memories..... holding on to the past. Life is so fucking unfair. shit!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:46 AM|:. +

I MISS YOU....

haaaaaay......how are you na bespren? i read your e-mail last night and i cried my eyes out again! anyway, this post let's you and the whole world know that you're my only best friend and goddammit! miss you ever! grrrrr! i hope you and joy had a good time, you met ross pala.....nyay! polite ka lang talaga...... wehehehe!
you know what? papa told me something that made me think about us.... when you look at the moon, you begin to wonder how you can see it though it's so far. farther than we are from each other but cannot even see a glimpse of the other. the only way we remember is through the memories we made, but even that doesn't permit us hold the other or look into each other's eyes, knowing what goes through each other's mind and heart....where words need not be uttered....
kinda makes it unfair huh? well, that which hurts us makes us stronger. i miss our times together... no amount of anything here can compensate for my loss of not seeing you. still, even though we can't do anything about it for now, we have to make the best of what we have. always keep your bitchy coolness up and as ever... TO HELL WITH EVERYBODY!
take care always and keep close contact with all the bitches. i love you forever bestest best friend!!! ........ JANE GANDA =)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:06 AM|:. +

emode's love story

Romantic Rescue is my primary love story!

The love story that grips you, Romantic Rescue, uses love to give better meaning and significance to your life. Love, in your story, is all-powerful. It is the catalyst to change yourself, help your partner become the person you want them to be, and show the world what you are made of. Some people put themselves in the role of hero in this love story — nursing an ailing partner back to health, saving him from a string of previously destructive relationships, maybe even saving him from a physical danger. Other people with whom you share this story cast themselves as those in need of rescue - relying on their partners to swoop in and save them from whatever ill-fate's been visited upon them, either real or imagined.

In your love story, actions speak almost louder than words. The more present you are to your partner, or he to you, the stronger and faster your bond can develop. The image of one partner as caregiver and the other as recipient of that care, sets up an immediate give-and-take relationship, one that makes your union seem all the more magical.

It also sets up one of the parties as a savior. Though perhaps not as epic as seen in the characters in novels or films, this is significant nonetheless. In Hemingway's tragic love story, "Farewell to Arms," an injured soldier is nurtured back to health and into a blissful romance by a kindly nurse. Not long after, she's the one at death's door. In "Run Lola Run," a woman has twenty minutes to come up with a large amount of money to save her boyfriend's life. How far she goes to obtain it is a measure of her devotion or delusion.

COMMENT:
Well.. it hit a sore spot. darn..... this one is so true.. maybe that's why I choose Losers.. hahahah! I want to be a heroine.. hmmmmmmn.... is that a good sign?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:52 AM|:. +

new link

I was browsing and i discovered this site.. I like it.. love letter project

have you ever wandered? Walking and riding transportation heading no where? You just want to be alone and travel? I did that today...
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:39 AM|:. +

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