.:Thursday, February 28, 2002:.
government officials
On my way home after I dropped off ate in her office. I encountered one hell of traffic. The opposite lane is kinda slow too. So I patiently waited.. Moving when I can, when suddenly this frigging vehicle coming from the opposite lane want to cut in.. Anyway, there were blinkers on the top and I saw that the plate is red. So it must be a government vehicle. It must be our Governor. It was past 9 and I know she's late for work. But the point of this entry is that, government officials should not abuse the power of their seats. She's aware that the Road going to and from her office is being fixed, why don't she adjust her schedule and leave their house early. I respect her position, doubt it not but then there are things that should be looked into.
In our country-- Politics connotes POWER. And with that, the one in the position can bend traffic rules and regulations and God knows what other laws. They can even close the other side of the road in order that the president or other government officials can pass to the detriment and delay of other people. Is that what you call public service? I do understand that time is too precious to be wasted in traffic… but the point of the matter is that, they don't care if they cause their constituents delay, to them, only them matters and no one else does. Which is really sick… We have our own businesses to attend to you know… Anyway, he did not succeeded in cutting in. Darn.. , I have the right of way…It's my lane.. I don’t let anybody pass me by unless I want him or her to. *smirks* =Þ
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:03 AM|:. +
.:Tuesday, February 26, 2002:.
luis
Ok, I got a nephew whose name is Luis. I call him my baby cause he's mine. He was hospitalized this weekend for Urinary Tract Infection. Hmmm.. Since, his fever was on and off for a full week.. His first doctor (his pedia)-- diagnosed it as Viral Infection. So, they decided to let his second doctor (the one that give him vaccinations) see him and her diagnose is meningitis. That single word-- kick the hell out of us. I was not able to sleep that night. So finally, his true mom-- decided to bring him to his 3rd doctor. She told us that it's not meningitis -- since Luis is active and very playful and that it's UTI. Luis has to be admitted for observation and culturing of his urine. Culturing is like-- they would treat the bacteria of different antibiotics and find the one that would kill it faster-- hence making the healing fast. So, since I'm the ninang.. And I do claim Luis for my child.. I stayed with them. The whole weekend in a hospital. It was a boring weekend.. With nothing much to do except.. Eat-- watch Luis.-- eat--watch Luis-- sleep-- and wait for the tray to come.. My baby would be back for follow up check up and ultra sound next Monday. =) So after, 2 and a half days.. We were discharged from the hospital and I'm back here in my cyberspace.. With tons of email to answer.. And catching up with the lives of the people I have missed during the weekends. =) Luis will be 5 months old this March 1. Come and have some ice cream with us.
I have missed u kulasisi…
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:25 PM|:. +
.:Monday, February 25, 2002:.
WE are home.. My baby luis and I. details later! :)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:04 PM|:. +
.:Friday, February 22, 2002:.
not funny
People seem to mistake me for the mutilated picture in my site. They would always ask me what happened to my picture.. And I would always wonder what picture they are talking about since I don't have a picture here in my site. Then it would hit me, they are talking about Catherine. Well.. It's not funny to be mistaken a girl that you are not. Especially when she is pretty as a goddess…. I chose her to be the model of kulasisi cause she is a cool subject. She is sexy, appealing and irresistible. I enjoy playing with her picture… but mind you, I haven't actually used a whole picture of her. I always use a certain part-- like the lips.. The eyes and the chin. I don't want to be shut down for using celebrities' pictures.
So what do I say when they asked me.. Well I tell them that it's not me. As simple as that. Sometimes I explain, sometimes I don't.. Depending really on my mood. Hmmm.. If I'm in the mood to explain.. I tell them that it's not me and the picture that they see in my site depicts the things that I want… and wasn't not able to get. Hehehehe! Sometimes I tell them I hate the girl so I mutilated her picture leaving the lips, the chin, and that drop-dead gorgeous body. Whereas I, I can only drop dead and not a single person would care. I'm that err.. Passable? Is there such a word, oh what the heck.. I'll just make my own dictionary then. So there, to all you people who wonders if I'm the drop-dead gorgeous in the background-- well.. Sorry kiddo. I'm NOT! And don't blame me for not being as pretty or as sexy as she is cause it's not my fault.. We can't all be Supermodels or Playboy Centerfolds or even look like them. Life is that REAL. Maybe someday when I'm rich as hell.. I would buy those looks. Until then, what you see is what you get.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:50 PM|:. +
Our little baby boy is sick.. Luis' fever is going on and off for a week now.. Tomorrow, they're going to bring him again to his doctor for some tests. I do hope that it's nothing serious. My poor baby… If only I can suffer for him-- haaay.. I really would. It's hard for children to get sick specially as small as my baby is… he's barely 5months old.. wawa naman baby ko..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:49 PM|:. +
.:Thursday, February 21, 2002:.
packinsyet
I went to school today and no way did I feel good about it. I hate going back.. I didn't see the old familiar faces that I used to see last semester. I finally got my Honorable Dismissal from Lyceum, so as of now-- my ties with them is officially off. I'm with Philippine Law School now. *quivers* not that I don't like this school .. it's just that I don't like it. Hehehe.. I said that already! Okies, there are few obstacles to overcome then school is finally over! 1. Umm I haven't passed a single classcard. 2. I have to process my fucking transfer credentials on my own.. This should be the work of the Office but then, what do I expect from a school like the school that I'm in now huh?! The Bar is a given problem… there's no need to mention it. 3. A corrupt registrar, who seem to expect a bribe everytime. 4. Money for Review. 5. My study habits. 6. Other stuff that make me lose control. Fuckingsheet.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:27 AM|:. +
.:Wednesday, February 20, 2002:.
wassup with moi?
Uhmm, ok first and foremost.. Some bad news, I heard from a classmate of mine that the Application for graduation was due last week. Dang, I haven't applied yet. The finals would be on March 11-15. That means that I have to pay my tuition, as well the graduation fee within this week. Where did the time go? It passed by so quickly, demmits! Arrgghh.. I got so frigging busy with Elsa. =( haaaaaaayyy…. Anyway, today I planned to go and visit the Registrar and check on things. So what is the problem you may ask.. Well.. I'm actually not taking school seriously.. Can't you tell? Have you seen some stuff about school here? Honestly, I Haven't been there for a couple of months now.. And my parents know that fact-- my problem is I don't know how to tell them that the fees are due this week. Uhmm.. I asked my sister for a back up just in case there's a violent reaction from my parents. God help me… I've been trying to explain to them that the school that I am in is not ordinary.. In fact one can be an absentee student-- darn.. I just hope that things would make out for themselves. I just hate problems…
So.. After that I have to inquire with the UP Law Center about the review. Then.. I don't know.. Beats me.. I just hope for the best… heheheh.. Damn that sounds so stupid. I just hope that I would be able to find the perseverance to study hard.. To be patient and be disciplined enough to take the said Review seriously. I'm still keeping my site(s).. Maintain them on a regular basis… darn.. But I won't make promises.. I hate broken promises. There would be changes I know.. And I hate adjusting to them. I don't think I can cope up with change right now…. Not when I'm comfortable with what I have … not when I'm enjoying myself writing... Not when I'm just discovering things that I like and love to do. I have this feeling that I have no choice but to grow up-- anyway, I'm 24-- If I'm not a grown up, I'm probably a retard. Got to be mature and face my responsibilities. Been too lax with my life lately.. tsk.
Time is running out.. I know, soon.. My freedom would be curtailed with books, notes, frigging cases and all those jurisprudence. They are shackles…. Limiting my moves… limiting my liberty to do as I please… cause I know I have to take this duty seriously. I can't wait to be free again.. =(
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:24 AM|:. +
.:Tuesday, February 19, 2002:.
etc..
My week started out fine and I just find myself so engrossed with writing. Thinking about future articles and things that would make me laugh. Hmmm.. Mama Jane and some of the people that I encountered told me I write well… and their words flatter me. But writing has its moods.. You know? I can't always write about funny things… I can't always write about articles that people would love to read. There are times I grew tired of thinking and writing.. There are times I can't even construct a sensible, correct sentence.. There are times that I grew speechless. And during these times… I become scared. Scared that I will no longer have the desire to write. That finally it's time for me to stop. Waaaaaaaah!! Demmit, what got into me?!
Writing is one thing that I really enjoy… specially when people appreciate the things that I write.. When in one way or another-- I made them laugh, made them aware of certain things.. for then I knew, I have touched their lives. Maybe this is my purpose.. Maybe all the while this is my destiny. To write and to be heard. Of course, I don't write well enough to qualify me as a journalist.. I don't have the proper training for that. Yikes… too serious stuff.. hehehehe!! Hmmmm.. What's new with me? A fresh wound on my left foot. Oh yes, I broke our headset.. Dang.. My head is getting bigger! Waaaaah!! Someday I will be able to write seriously.. until then I would write about things that is hilarious, brutally funny and full of "katarantaduhan". I'm good with those…
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:02 AM|:. +
.:Sunday, February 17, 2002:.
ikli in kili
okies.. the story goes like this..
Ailes, Diane, Edna Judy and I met in KFC.. then we went to this Bar along Timog Ave. The said bar is owned by an actress.. named Judy Ann.. There was a film showing about Love.. and I have enjoyed the short films tremendously! All of them were about Lost Love and how the ones left behind deal with it.
The first one was entitled: Goodbye Kitty. The story revolved around a girl being dumped by her BF. She was fondly called Kitty by her ex and during their relationship-- the guy always give her Hello Kitty stuff.. so when they broke up.. the girl became neurotic and captured the guy, tied him in a chair and in front of him.. Burn all the stuff that he gave. Then finally.. The girl pulled out a container of gas.. And said her last goodbye and pour the said gasoline all over herself and set herself aflame.
KALIPSAW: this movie is my favorite among the three.. the impact is that great that I was left speechless after I saw it. It revolves around a man-- who killed his wife in order to keep her from leaving him .. he kept her body inside the room until finally.. He can no longer bear to be away from her that he decided to take his own life.. only to reach after life.. ALONE. Realizing that one way or another they are not bound to be together. Great execution of the visuals and poetry. I'm going to get hold of a copy of the poem used in this film.
Bakas: the movie is about a wife...who remembers her husband and the things and places they've been ... leaving a plastic bag in each site... remembering the laughter and the tears.. The woman killed and mutilated her abusive husband.
I saw lots of celebrities too , though it doesn't in the least made me feel good. I saw... sharon cuneta, paolo bediones, jude estrada, cristy fermin, beth tamayo, judy ann, jeffrey santos, john lapuz, duday, robin padilla, dingdong dantes and US! Judy read a poem that she wrote... yep.. she went up at the stage ,with her huge bag and read a poem.
All these for the benefit of the Cayo District Hospital in Palawan.. they're in one miserable state imagine, they need sheets in order to be admitted... :( hmm love is not love until you shared... yep yep yep! Chris Martinez, directed the said short films! He is a morbid writer and director.. :( he scares me so........
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:58 AM|:. +
.:Saturday, February 16, 2002:.
nyanyanya
uhmmmmmmmm.. I'm going out later and meet up with my friends.. a post valentine celebration i guess... Darn.. I'm feeling so fucking down right now.. wonder what bad thing will happen.. hmmmmnn Life has been stagnant except my "bad" side..I know that as days passes by... I'm getting bitchier and bitchier.. and I'm going to hell... waaaaaaaaaah! I got a new outlet and I can curse and curse and yet people laugh. Man is such a strange creature! I think, Im going back to bed now.. My back is aching.. I'll tell you all about my "date" later. *huggies kulasisi*
Ay yes... Ernie gave ate some chocolates! yaaahooooooo! but that was before the heart's day.. and now, the chocos are all gone!! Hmmm.. I don't know.. but Im not into sweets now a days. I don't long for them.. maybe it's a good sign. But I do have some when I feel like having some.. I don't want to deprive myself, cause I might die later knowing I didn't do all the things that I badly wanted to do and that includes.. having my part.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:34 AM|:. +
.:Friday, February 15, 2002:.
bored
I'm frigging bored right now.. just finished some stuff about Elsa.. hehehe.. Maybe I'll just sing.. yeah I think its a good idea.. I'm goin to call the rain! yippppppppppppeeee! But wait, i hate the rain! darn.. I just hate so many things lately.. tsk..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:27 PM|:. +
.:Thursday, February 14, 2002:.
happy heart's day
Since it's the day of flowers, hearts and candy.. I researched how to say I love you in different languages.May you learn a thing or two and tell the one you love that you love and care for them. Although Valentine's day is not a favorite day of mine.. and I'm always skeptical about it.. Enjoy it nevertheless.. It's a good excuse to be mushy , sweet and extra romantic. I can use some romancing too.. tsk...
Whatever language .. however you say it, It means one thing.. you got a heart. ]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:58 AM|:. +
.:Wednesday, February 13, 2002:.
night before valentines
Earlier today, My Nanay asked me to some chore that I don't feel like doing.. But then I had to do it cause my Tatay gave me some money to buy my prepaid card… I did the chore alright.. But I did it with a heavy heart.. It's so hard to do things that you don't really want to do. The muscles of my face ached as I put on a frown.. I find it really hard to breathe and do the things nicely.. I would have done that chore quietly if only Nanay didn’t become a nuisance. I told her that I would do it, once I'm ready for it.. Did she stop? Oh no, everytime I turn and see her she would remind me that I have to do this and to do that… I HATE THAAAAAAAT!! I hate people telling me what to do! I want to do things my way when I feel like it.. Where I feel like it.. How I feel like doing it! I want to take my sweet time! Anyway, I did the chore, mumbling and cursing my noisy neighbor who can't sing properly… darn.
It’s the night before the hearts day.. No, nothing has changed.. My view about this day is quite the same. I know that lovers are excited for tomorrow is a big day. As usual, there's going to be one hell of traffic within the metropolitan area. And now.. as I am listening to my love songs… I remember the past valentine's day that I had… and I remember how much I dreaded this day. You know why? Because on Valentine's day… people would know that I don't have someone special to spend the day with.. It's a good thing that I don't attend school that much-- then, I can escape all the scrutinizing eyes of people trying to break their neck just to see if I'm holding a single flower or if I have some sweets in my bag. It's like people are valuing your worth with the bouquet of flowers you are holding in your arms… and to them nothing is more pathetic than seeing you -- alone, with no flowers or BF tagged on hand. Hmm… Do I envy girls who get to receive flowers on V-day? No, I don't but I do wonder where the hell is the guy that would treat me as a queen. Although I adore flowers, I won't be caught alive holding some on V-day. So, what's the big deal being alone? I guess even if I have someone to spend V-day with, I would spend it at home.. Cooking, Eating, Playing some silly games or just spend the day doing something really crazy. Maybe I can hang him up in our tree and try to shoot him with an airgun.. or I can eat some alive chicken in front of him.. or something to that effect. Some will remember pass loves and feel the pain again.. See?! Valentine's day isn't only bout love-- it's also about pain and realization. Getting brokenhearted once more.. aahhh but broken noses is much better! Promise. There'll be people who'll celebrate the heart's day, alone-- give them a break.. So what if they don't receive flowers or chocolate? So what if they don't have someone special? Would you die because of it? Would it make you richer? Poorer? So in short, Just mind your own fucking business. If you got someone-- well and good for you. Try to make the feeling last and be faithful to all your promises so that next year.. You'll celebrate the Heart's day with the same person. ]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:48 PM|:. +
.:Tuesday, February 12, 2002:.
birthmonth
Uhmmmm.. Check out what your birthmonth can say about you..
Update on ate's so-called suitor... hehehehe!! I know she would kill me if she discover that I am writing about it... But I already told you about the first part- now, it would really be unfair if I don't give an update...hmm.. yesterday when I was still in deep slumber, the guy got the nerve to jog within our vicinity. Imagine that?! He's jogging at a dead end road.. what better excuse can he give other than to have a glimpse of my sister. Luckily, my sister was already on her way to the office when the guy dropped by. He met my Nanay and my Lola. My ate saw him already.. but he hasn't seen my ate yet 'cause ate is inside the van. Hehehehe!! Now, I asked my Nanay what does the guy looked like... She said, he's not bad to look at.. and fair in complexion. So i hurriedly called my ate in her office and told her that Ernie (that's his name) went to our house... when she said that she saw him on her way to the office, I asked her what does he looked like.. she said "maliit...". So I think.. the guy passed the physical scrutination of my Nanay.. time for personality check... Ooooopss... someone in the family is making a protest.. GUESS WHO?
My Lola is a different story.. he keep on saying.. "wag yun, panget!" hehehehe! She doesn't like him.. but the thing is she doesn't like her in-laws in the start.. but somehow she'll grow fond of them. And this morning, When I was still in bed (i'm such a lazyhead).. my Nanay told my ate that Ernie is once again jogging withing our area... all the while, my Lola was behind my Nanay and she keep on saying "panget... panget.." hehehehhe!! What a family ey?! Anyway, I just hope that things will turn out fine.. and eventhoug it does not end as a romantic thing-- another new friend is always welcome. ( as long as he doesn't fool or hurt anybody I love ... now that's another story.. and there'll be HELL to pay.) ]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:48 AM|:. +
.:Sunday, February 10, 2002:.
elsa and the superpekpek heroes
Elsa is out, together with the superpekpek heroesssssss!! yeheeeeeeeeeeey! Isn't that nice?!
We went to the mall today and got some new cologne, clips and other stuff.. got an aching feet too... Then Mama Jane called me up! yey!! :)
back to the topic.. Elsa and The Superpekpek Heroes is a Tagalog comic, I find it brutally funny.... check it OUT
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:17 PM|:. +
.:Saturday, February 09, 2002:.
legal matters
I accompanied Joy today to Greenhills. She went back for the second time to bring back a defective cellphone. I can see that most of the sellers there doesn't know anything about commercial law and what the consumer's rights are. They are not even aware that it is absolutely against the law to refuse to exchange or return the things bought. Of course, in order to return or exchange something it has to be for valid reasons and within reasonable time.
She asked me to accompany her because she might flare up like the last time. When we arrived there, we looked for the stall. Viola! There they were just opening up.. Good timing. So we approached them and Joy talked to the saleslady-- she told them about the defective cellphone.. and even before she was able to finished her story.. a young man, with the same problem arrived. He's also returning his defective cell. So the saleslady checked the said units and then another lady arrived-- returning for the 4th time… she's also complaining the unit that she bought last Saturday. I was waiting for the saleslady to give some rude remarks or a hint of being haughty and I would slap her shut. REALLY.. I was there giving a comment or two about the problem and keeping Joy's head cool. All the while the saleslady was talking to her boss.. Getting orders or something. So to make the long story short-- they changed Joy's unit.. and I hope that this unit is not defective anymore…
Consumers should not be afraid to return the defective items that they have bought. It's your money.. your money is worth something that would satisfy your needs and would make you happy. But if you want to settle for the thing that you have.. it's your own frigging problem anymore. The following are for public knowledge (Sec 66-73 of R.A. 7394 also known as Consumer Act of the Philippines).
1. No return, No Exchange rule is against the law. 2. If you are not satisfied with the item that you bought-- return it. It's your right to get the value of your money. 3. In case, there are no express warranties in the receipt: It is implied that in case the item is defective, the consumer has the right to return the said item. They can choose whether to ask for a refund or change the item. 4. If you're going to ask for an exchange, you can only change the item of SAME style. 5. Ask for refund or exchange within reasonable time.
Where everything else fails.. You've used all your charm for nothing and your beauty has long gone due to the refusal of the seller to give in to your demands… Do the following:
1. Photocopy the receipt/s. 2. Write a petition or letter-complaint and filed it with the National Consumer Affairs Council. Which is composed of the following Departments: D. of Health, of Trade and Industry, of Education, Culture and Sports, and of Agriculture. In each department they have a NCAC. Look for them.
Don't let abusive sellers fool you and cheat you of your money. Know your rights.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:20 PM|:. +
.:Thursday, February 07, 2002:.
blah
I slept very early last night-- 9 pm. And of course when you sleep early you wake up early.. so here I am.. writing. I checked out IRC to find very boring people..hmmmmn.. My site is kinda creepy..well...not really creepy but it's starting to piss me off.. You see.. the Java Script is not working and the damn HOVER thing is not working either. What else... I'm bored. I'm going to die of boredom! At the moment.. I'm talking to a bot in ICQ. =( And I'm so lonely...... Jane hasn't called, write or anything. I don't know if she got the job or what..... I miss my friends.. we would meet next week after the V day... maybe I should get back to bed.
Hope I'll be able to find solution to problem.. if I can't solve it.. I'll probably put my old layout back... and to hell to everybody else. *yawns* maybe I'll just read a good book. ]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 6:15 AM|:. +
.:Wednesday, February 06, 2002:.
remembering lolo carding
We've just arrived from Lolo Carding's wake. He would be cremated today @ 2 pm. As the rest of my relatives mingle.. I see old & new faces… faces of relatives we hardly see except on situations like this. Numerous Tita's and Tito's all over the place and lots of nameless faces too see.. I sat there in one of the pit.. And I took out my pen and paper and started to scribe…. Sitting in the corner of this cold room. I stared at the coffin up front… lying inside is the lifeless body of my Lolo Carding, he was 89 years old. Finally… he's able to rest his tired body, mind, & heart. Finally he'll be able to join his departed wife, Lola Mameng.
When I heard of his death, I felt as if nothing changed.. life was the same. But as days passed, I've come to realize that I'll not be able to see him. Now, being in this room with him lying cold inside a box, I can't help but to feel sad… and I start to remember…remember the days that somehow I was able to share with him. When I was still young and living in Sta. Mesa, I remember that he would dropped by our house in his scooter and he would take me for a ride before he goes home. He doesn't know how happy he made me. I remember the times that he would tease me and ask for small favors… `the room feels so cold.
Some of his children are here, as well as some of his grandchildren… the room is filled with pleasant smell of flowers… a roomful of flowers… I remember the times that he spent alone in his house in Bulacan. I remember the times that he longs for his children's company and they are nowhere to be found. They have become to busy weaving their own lives… I am in the corner of the chapel observing the people that's coming in & out. Endless chattering about life, past and present in front of a dead person. Such a lively room… but in no way do I feel lively. I feel numb. If its any consolation, Lolo Carding will no longer suffer pain.. Worries and face problems. He has lived his life to the best that he can. He experienced life as it is. He is finally free.
The realization of death is creeping inside my head. How is it to die? Does it really feel like being born again? What were his last thoughts? Can one feel his soul drift away? Death gives me the creep.. I don't want to think about death when it's so nice to live. I don't want to think about my parents dying. I don't want to think about it now-- I'm getting afraid. I'd rather die ahead of the people I love. I don't want to be left alone… I don't want to be the one to face sorrow. I don't want to be the one left crying. I don't want to be the one who has to heal a broken heart and move on. I am that selfish. All of us would die sooner or later… Death is the ultimate release. It is the absolute freedom.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:38 AM|:. +
.:Monday, February 04, 2002:.
quasi-girlfriend
We often heard the word quasi. And technically speaking it refers to being a certain sense or degree. Like we're almost there but not quite, know what I mean? I encountered this word when I met with Judy and Dianne.
Quasi-girlfriend is a status. It is a privilege enjoyed by men. In every situation, we all know that the women are the emotional one. They in fact need a reason to do it with a man whereas men only need a place. It's a hard fact but that's how life is. Personally speaking-- I look @ quasi-girlfriend as a crime. It abuses women-- using her when the guy feels like it. Men are such interesting creatures don't you think? They got the knack of doing a certain thing and absolutely mean another. He would call you up and talk to you for hours -- and it wouldn't mean a thing. He would ask you out and spend time with you -- and it doesn't mean a thing. Doing things that would leave a girl speechless and mouth hanging open. And in the end when confronted about the real status of the relationship-- they would ask themselves "I didn't do anything to lead her on.. Why did she fall for me?" The nerve of the guy to ask himself that question. As if he doesn't know that he did something to lure the girl into his trap. I've said it a couple of times that men tend to see themselves as the conqueror. The master of a conquest. But are they aware that women have the power to conquer men unknowingly? We can be coldhearted too… and we can play their game. A quasi-girlfriend is someone who do all the duties and responsibilities of a GF without commitment. Meaning, anytime if the guy feels like it-- he can drop the bomb and leave. It's unfair that men get to kiss and hug and enjoy intimacy without attaching themselves. It's like--"ok, while I'm looking for Ms. Right to bring home to mother.. Why don't you entertain me!? ". It's unfair that men get to enjoy women's company for no reason other than FUN. It's like having free icing on a free cake. They want everything that comes in a relationship and yet give nothing in return. How blessed men are-- and it amaze me how they can give themselves away so freely.
Maybe the women are also at fault-- but then women are hopeless romantics. They look into things more than they should which lead them to believe in a thing that's not really there. Girls should not assume too much.. And don't just go with the flow either. One way or another you got to be heard. Make your stand. Don't settle to be just a quasi-girlfriend. Be a real one. Your worth is that much. Time will come that the situation will be reversed and then men will get to have a taste of their own medicine. I just hope that men would stop making girls fall in love with them if they don't have the intention of catching them if they fall. It doesn't feel nice to be played for a fool. Disappointment and frustration is painful.
Quasi-girlfriend?? Hehehe! Dream on… It can also be QUASI-GirlBOYFRIEND
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:40 AM|:. +
.:Sunday, February 03, 2002:.
my bitchy sister ..
Bon Jour, kulasisi!! My ate is asleep already.. Hehe.. So here's the follow up story that I was not able to include in my previous entry… Hmm.. As I've said, my ate had a caller and then her bitchy side just showed up. She was so tactless that she even said out loud that she would slap the person who gave our number away. She is so masungit no wonder she's still single… haaaay.. Anyway, so they talked and I can't help but to overhear my Ate's replies. Guy said"wala kasi akong kaibigan eh.." Ate replied:"e lumabas ka ng bahay para magkaron ka ng kaibigan…." Ate asked him where he lives and he said "tabon street", Ate was real bitchy that she answered back "wala namang tabon street ah.. barangay ang tabon hindi street". Ngak! Then they become textmate-- so the guy asked ate if he can come to our house and watch TV with her. My ate texted back saying "Bakit wala ba kayong TV?" hahaha! Anyway, it would really take someone to survive my ate's grouchiness… heheheheheh!! Hmmmm.. I'm going to tell you all about it from time to time. Whether that guy has the balls or what… Nanay and I can't stop laughing when we talked about it this evening.. heheheeh… I'm the only one who knows the real Cristina. Hahahaha!! Bitchiness runs in the family I guess…. *winks*
Evelyn will be living with her in-laws now. They picked her up this evening. She would still study and finish school (I hope..). And I'm going to the mall tomorrow. Yipppppeeeeeee!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:09 AM|:. +
.:Saturday, February 02, 2002:.
sleepyhead
Would you believe I spent the day sleeping?! I was not able to do the laundry and I was not able to go to the mall.. =( Much to my dismay, I haven't done anything productive today... There's something wrong with my system.. I don't know.. maybe it's a Lazy day. Hehehe! So really, there's nothing much to talk about. I logged on @ IRC and see familiar names.. but then the talk that we had--revolved around the fact that Insensitive Men exist. Hmmm.. one of these days, I would write about them-- what I think of them and all the nice and nasty thing I will do to them (if given a chance) No, I'm not a man-hater.. I hate several types of men. Hehehe.. Okies... my sister is bugging me to get off in front of the PC.
Tomorrow, We'll go to the mall.. I'm going to check some Webcam -- If I can afford one , I'll go grab one, aight? But my priority would be clothes and hairclips! hmmm.. Sister, have a caller-- Now, this man is from the Navy-- He called Ate up and what a bitch she has become! Hahahaha!! I'm going to tell you all about it in a while.. I really have to go! nyt kulasisi! ]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:00 PM|:. +
.:Friday, February 01, 2002:.
obit
Late this noon, my grandmother's brother passed away. Lolo Carding was 89 years old. He would have celebrated his 90th birthday come February 7. He was fondly called Al Paquino. Why and how come, I don't know. I'll always remember him as the man who always had white hair. He'll be missed.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 6:40 PM|:. +
nyehahaha
In celebration of the 5th wedding anniversary of Jane and Tato, Judy, Dianne and I met in Malate for some dinner and coffee. But before that-- I have met new chat friends and I believe they are worth mentioning here cause I really had fun talking to them. The first one would be Justin, he's from California.. 30 something years old, available and has 2 kids. When it comes to tips on careers and propagation-- he's the man! Hehehehe! And he said that he liked the way that I write.. Now that is something to boast about! Yey! That alone, made my day… I really feel nice when people like what I write-- such an exhilarating feeling. =) Next is, Dave -- now he's 29 years old, single (ahem) and also from California, he's a deputy sheriff. He is nice, easy to talk to and appreciative. He doesn't know how to speak Tagalog, so I had to grab all the English terms that I can get in order to have a decent conversation with this man. I think he'll be able to help me sharpen my English communication skills. The last one is, Ronald -- he's 27 years old, single (ahem) and resides in Cavite. He's a news reporter and works for IBC-13. This guy is funny and so entertaining. Don't ask me where I have met these guys cause I won't tell… uhmmm.. what else? I found a site... yakap. U like? I like...
My friends and I met in Robinson's Place for some dinner -- We had a great time.. Talking.. Laughing…Talking.. Laughing. We catched up on things --school…work…sex…love…and life. Advises were given whether Dianne would take the job offered in a Law office or not, about my study habits and the Bar Exams. Stories about Jane, Joy and Ailes. There are few funny anecdotes to tell: Hehehe! Judy is a gifted child-- while we were having our coffee @ Starbucks (waiting for Jane's phonecall), Judy was so enthusiastic about her story-- so Dianne and I listened very intently. Giving her all our attention. Dianne and I were surprised when Judy blurted out that the two men on her right are gays.(of course this was after they left, otherwise we're in big trouble) Cause she heard man #1 ask man#2 "What do you want?". I must admit that man#1 is sweet and thoughtful… he even gave man#2 a gift (which was left behind…darn..) All the time that she was talking -- she was eavesdropping! Darn… next anecdote: Judy got herself locked inside the powder room in Starbucks. But she was able to get out after we asked for help. Next: (a not so funny incident) I almost got hit by a BUS! I went off @ SM City cause someone hailed the frigging Bus-- when I got down, I saw this bus coming in my direction, all I can say was "Oh, Shit!!". Of course, the fucking bus didn't succeed in eliminating me in this world. I lived to tell the story -- Idiots exists. Whether it's me or the frigging drivers of the frigging buses, I don't frigging care. We are all at fault. Them for being so careless.. And me for being CUTE.
We can't stop laughing… it's like we're high on drugs or something. I stopped counting how many people have walked in and out of that café. It's really is nice to be with friends again… though we missed Jane, Ailes, and Joy's presence, we somehow managed to have fun. =) Goodnight kulasisi….
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:39 AM|:. +
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