.:Wednesday, October 31, 2001:.

back to the old ways

Lately I find myself doing the things I do before I was introduced to the cyberworld. I read books… I listen to music and I cook. Things that I have set aside when I got too busy stabilizing my status in the chatworld. I was surprised that I'm still domesticated after all these years. It really is relaxing to read a book while you listen to your favorite CD or favorite radio station. I got the time to listen to the lyrics and analyze the song.. Simply enjoying the melody and be content with yourself. It is true that history repeats itself. You know why? Cause it'll give you the chance to rectify all the mistakes and improve your self-worth.

Got to go kulasisi.. I'm going to make Judy a bookmark. I just got to find my threads, needles and cloths and I'm ready to stitch the day away! I got the pattern here with me. Will she like it, kulasisi!? I do hope so…
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:15 PM|:. +

happy b-day apple!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:04 AM|:. +

men's ideal girl

After all these time… the taste of men with regard to women are still the same. Beauty…..body… brains. In that particular order..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:03 AM|:. +

hmmm

Christmas is coming soon, I can already feel the change in the weather. My days are cool.. not too much sun but lonely. My nights are longer and lonelier… nowadays I just find myself grumpy, bitchy and simply masungit. I don't understand me anymore-- I think I'm losing my grip… I'm losing my sanity.. I'm losing myself.

I'm afraid.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:07 PM|:. +

soulmate

Yesterday, I took my last exam.. the exam in Civil Law was so frigging long! My fingers ached from too much *ahem* writing… now, finally the semester is over and I'm one semester away from Graduating! I saw for the last time my beloved classmates whom I seldom saw this past semester due to circumstances beyond my control. I saw Dennis, Mike, Myrna and those people that I know since college days.

When I was on my way to Las Piñas last night… the movie serendipity flashed into my head and I started to think of soulmates, fate and destiny. I once believed that I have found my soulmate, I thought I finally found the other half of me. Someone who shares your passion and interests. Someone who understands you even without saying a word. I remember him again…. and this time, I remembered him with all the pain that I refused to let out. I remembered him….. and I hurt. It is really painful to miss someone and realize that that person doesn't even spend a second to think of you. My soulmate has left me for reasons I don't know… maybe too many words have been said or maybe it was just not meant to be. Everytime I think of the what could have beens, the what if's and if only's -- I ended up sad and teary eyed. If there's a thing that I wanted more in this world...at this very moment, that is to hear from him again. Everything seems to remind me of him… life is not fair… what the hell… It never was and never will be fair. =( Serendipity is another fairy tale.. another hope that somehow, in due time-- your paths shall cross again and everything will be alright. (*how i wish….)

Behind the loudness of the laughter and smile in the eyes is a lost soul and a heart badly broken.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:42 PM|:. +

damn

When I woke up, I turned on my pc and do things with it.. only to realize later that I've deleted the "my documents" folder!! Waaaaaaaaaaaaa!! *freaks out* damn me! damn me!! I don't have a back up file! =(
This day is a disaster, I can already tell.

Khryztina called me yesterday to confirm my trip to HongKong. I'll be staying there for 4 days and 3 nights. I'm frigging excited.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:21 AM|:. +

baguio trip

I've been to Baguio many times before but this particular trip is special. Jane, Ailes, Tom & Di waited for me in Kenny Roger's cause I got an exam last Friday. Thereafter, we went to the bus terminal.. since there was no reservation made.. we were seated at the last seat ( you know the seat right above the engine!? Darn...) Quite uncomfortable but with the excitement and all--- who cares?! We had a great time during the trip and somehow making the rest of the crowd feel miserable with our endless chattering. Hehehe! We can't help laughing. We arrived @ 5:30 am. Then we slept for a while…

When we woke up, we took our baths, headed for the ihaw-ihaw in Burnham Park and had some hearty lunch. Thereafter, we headed for Mine's View Park. The day was great it was cloudy and windy. When we were about to leave the place.. My friends saw the stalls that sell clothes, bags and those stuff.
shop-a-holics @ work!

Then, we went to botanical garden and took some pictures.. ( as if there are other things to do! ) Jane, Di, and Ailes- got some souvenir photos riding a pony. Hehehe! Then we check out this place that sell silver thingies. Lolz… Jane bought herself butterfly earrings! =)

The next day.. (darn.. maybe instead of writing.. I'll just put the pictures here!!! oh well….) we went to PMA where ~~~~It's raining men! Alleluia!! It's raining men!! AMEN!~~~~ of course not all of them are good looking but there's something about the stance and those uniform that makes you feel ….uhmmm *thinks* I don't know.. nasty?! Hahaha! Then we just spend the time in the park. If there's a place in Baguio that we always find ourselves in - it's gotta to be the market! Jane, Di and I rode the bicycle! Yey! Yey! I got a souvenir from this trip-- a frigging wound on my right knee. Nope, I didn't get from riding the bike.. I got it because I'm not looking where I'm walking! *toinks* it frigging hurts! Jane and Di got the pictures developed. And they are nasty! I'll just wait for jane to send them to me and I'm going to put them here. Dianne bought me a bag! =) kewl huh!? We headed home Monday afternoon… when we were on our way.. we encountered clouds.. a walk in the clouds it was marvelous! I got here in Bulacan @ around 9:30 pm.

It was something I know I would remember all my life.. my friends make my life worth living.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:39 AM|:. +

bitch's back

im homeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! i'll give the gory details tomorrow after i had my rest. hope you've been good kulasisi. i had a blasts!! =) good times can only be had when spent with good friends~~~ bwahahahaha!!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:55 PM|:. +

kulasisiiiiiiii.... im so excited to go to baguio!!! =)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:44 PM|:. +

My friends and I would be going to Baguio for the weekend.. isn’t that nice?! Since I've just paid for my tuition and I got no money, my friends would be paying for my fare. They loooooooveeeeeeee me! We don't have a formal itinerary, we'll just explore it spontaneously and see where that would lead us. Unfortunately, I still got an exam on late afternoon.. Darn Criminal Law! It was postponed last Wednesday… I can forgive my professor for that.. Hehehe.

i waited for someone's phonecall... i waited in vain. i guess that's it.. -- can i forgive that? i dunno... *sigh*

Got my hair cut.. I like it..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:22 AM|:. +

serendipity

I've just seen the movie serendipity.. its about destiny. It's about soulmates and chance. *sigh* it's a nice love story.. made me believe in fate again.

Another fairy tale…
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:04 PM|:. +

*winks*

i was on the phone a while ago talking to nel. he is such a nice guy... we've known each other for quite sometime now... we can talk about local celebrities. hahaha! i never would dream of doing that in a public place. He is special to me... now, why is that so!? cause... he is bolero! hehehe.. i can talk over and over again and he doesn't get mad at me for being makulit. It is true that there is a rainbow after every storm. You can never appreciate the beauty of the rainbow unless you've seen the ugliness of a storm. I have not overcome the fury of the storm yet.. but i know that i'll get there. There's no other way to go but to be better. While on the phone, i asked him for topics that i can pound on , he offered some topics but i'm still thinking about them..whether i should or shouldn't write about them. Swerteng bata si nel kasi mahal ko sya! hehehe!! seldom do i say that. Seriously....

Got an exam on Criminal Law Review today! yey!!! soon the semester's out and i'm gonna be free....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:45 PM|:. +

awww!

I can't imagine why someone would suppress his or her feelings for fear that the relationship would not work. Things were cut short even before the real thing has begun… I mean if you really feel something for someone, one way or another you would give it a shot… I just don't get it. Am I too naïve for this? I used to do that a lot-- I always run away. When I finally chose to stay, something like this happened.

I guess I'm naïve. I believed that fairy tales happened in real life… I just want to do away with pain. If only I knew that something like this would happen, I would have run away. If only I knew that I would be played for a fool… I would… oh nevermind.! I guess life is a big fat lie. Everyone lies and love does not conquer all…

It is so hard to look for someone who will cuddle you on a cold lonely night, feeling secured that when you wake up, he would still be there beside you, assuring you that he will be there.. Always.

I was told that this thing happened cause I'm supposed to be spared from pain… how wrong was that statement.. in the process of sparing me the pain, I was hurt. Deeply. No one can save me from feeling the pain. Not you. Not me.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:03 AM|:. +

you are a fucking liar..
you have hurt me beyond words...
all the while, you were the one bullshitting me..

disillusionment is such a nasty enemy...

someone promised me that they'd catch me but then they let me fall... talking about lying.. i feel so frigging sad...

if ever you change your mind

Sure I understand, of course I'll be fine…
You had to change your plan, oh well…I'll just change mine.

If it turns out bad, and if your nights get long..
And if she makes u sad.. No need to be strong..

And if you ever change your mind..
And find you miss those feelings that you left behind…
We could give it one more try
Some magic place and time…
If you ever change your mind…

I guess I'd better go, you know I hate good-byes..
Let's not drag this out, babe… I'll see you round sometime..

And if you ever change your mind..
And find you miss those feelings that you left behind
We could give it one more try
Some magic place and time…
If you ever change your mind…

Go, don’t look back… let the heartaches pass…

And if you ever change your mind..
And find you miss those feelings that you left behind
We could give it one more try
Some magic place and time…

If you ever change your mind…
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:27 AM|:. +

usual sunday

hmmmm... ordinary sunday for me.... at home and bored... i want to get a haircut and do something nasty like... hmm getting laid! hahaha!! i dunno suddenly i get this urge to have some manna from heaven. There are lots of available men out there who's ready to score but something is stopping me from getting laid... wonder what it is.. darn.

sometimes i just wanna be like most of the women i know. they are not frightened by anything-- to them, come what may, they're going to the things that they wanna do. I consider so many things and think so much!! i need to shop! i got to turn avenues and keep sex out of my mind! heheheheeh.. damn ..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:31 PM|:. +

morning

im about to go to bed! wwwwwwwwwwoooooooooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooooo! i love the night life...
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:41 AM|:. +

PRAYER teaches us to wait; it clears our vision, it quiets our hearts and it activates our faith; Grow like the sunrise and humble yourself like the sunset…..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:07 PM|:. +

samu't-sari

9th monthsary with bloggers!

Good Morning! It's been so long since I wrote my last entry… daims! Anyway, today.. I'm celebrating my 9th monthsary in at blogging. Isn’t that nice?! Nine months of blabbering and ranting about everything under the sun. More blogs to come for me.. yey!

mabini @ work

Last night when I was on my way home from school.. I witnessed Ermita @ work. Ermita is the red district of Manila. Girls and women sell themselves for reasons God knows what. Some just stood there on the sidewalk and wait for customers to come and the other already got themselves hooked up with some foreigners. It takes everything, even selling yourself, to survive.. That's how hard life is now a days.

WHAT ELSE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? *thinks*

weekend escapade

Oh yeah, my friends and I had a tremendous weekend! We spent the weekend together! Last Saturday, we went to Robinson's Place Manila (our favorite meeting place @ the moment ). Jane and I arrived earlier than the rest so we had some iced tea and chocobons! Hmmmm.. it was a dream come true {partly} hehehe… then Edna arrived.. and we headed for the KTV where we sang our lungs out! We kept on singing to ease stress and frustrations. It was fun.. we sung some love songs and some rock too. But I love singing the OPMs, just to ease the darn frustrations that I'm having.. I even sung Donna Cruz's BOY.. I got some nasty look from my friends while singing that--- it's as if I'm sick with a deadly disease. I had fun singing Bikini mong itim. Then we headed to Laguna to swim! Woooo hooooooo! We left Malate at around 1:30 am and headed for jane's place to rest for a while. Then we went to Laguna, we arrived at 4:30 am… we had some breakfast (TAPSILOG) this completed my dream of Chocobon, Tapsilog, iced teaaaaa! Wooooo hooooooooo! Had some inihaw for Lunch. Good Thing Diane brought her camera with her… we got some souvenirs. Then we start our journey back home @ around 3 pm. Jane bought some Crab along the way.. they had their way with it during dinner! While they were feasting and cracking all those shells.. I got some galunggong for dinner. I tried having some but it's too much work.

Tired but happy!!

Ooppss… dianne sung this song and it's in my head since then .."….hanggang ang puso mo'y napagod.. sa paghihintay kaytagal…. Saka ko lang naisip, muntik na kitang minahal…"
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:10 AM|:. +

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship...one leads to another and the process is irreversible...the best of lover is the best of friends........
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:46 PM|:. +

I can only dream,
If I can dream right here with you...
I can only smile,
If I can be right here with you…
I can only live,
If I can live right here with you…
In your arms…
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:32 PM|:. +

it's a baby boy!

Today @ 1:28 pm, Gabrieell Luis Cabacungan Bacay was born. He's 2.6 kgs in weight and measures 36cm around the head, 34cm - chest. We visited him late afternoon.. and he's so healthy. We still can't say to whom he got his features from since its too early to tell. WE ARE SO HAPPY! Another blessing from the high heavens. May he grow up to be a man of virtues and principles. A man with sense of humor... a man who is sensible to the needs of others.

Welcome to the world,kiddo!

My Father celebrated his 58th birthday... we had some pancit and some cake. I wish him health, wealth, strong family.. a life well lived. Doubt it not-- I love my father very much.

HAPPY B-DAY TATAY!!

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:15 PM|:. +

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