.:Friday, June 29, 2001:.

pare

this song kept on ringing inside my head, and it reminds me of my pre, Floi. he sung it once over the phone.. hehhehe!! he has a cool, pleasant voice...

"so far away on a cold lonely night, i just want to hear your voice and i will be alright... tell me that you love me...tell me that you care, i just want to hear your voice floating through the air.. Telephones are lonely..tell me you're alright..i just want to have you near when i lay down tonight...."
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:33 PM|:. +

new color

i wanna change the layout but i'm too lazy to do it now.. new picture, new song and new color will do... for now
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:32 PM|:. +

uhm, yeah

It's a Thursday today, I don’t have classes in civil law review. Wooooo hoooo!! But we're going to have our make up class on Saturday from 8 am - 11 am. Now that sucks. It's such a cold wet day.. nice weather for sleeping and lazing around. How come when it rains.. I'm always hungry? I want chicken.. and LALA (a brand of fish cracker ) too bad I can't have some.

I did chat today in IRC and I saw Rey (TAMIKO) I got reprimanded for the write up. And earl heard about the story… so he signed my Guestbook too. Now, earl. *thinks of nasty things to say about earl* I met him also in IRC.. he is from Iloilo. He went to Japan for a trip.. a mix of pleasure and business I presume. Such a lucky man..He is an operator at a kid channel.. I don’t know W-H-Y!! And he is a bot! Hehehe.. I mean he just park there sometimes and I would go in and out of the channel without him even saying "hi" grrrrr!! next time I said hello and he didn’t answer, imma nuke him. Hehehe!! Just kidding, I don’t nuke , I don’t even know how… nuke what? I think I had enough of this… im going to bed [again].
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:02 PM|:. +

guests

What do you know? I got 2 new guests in my GB. :) Rey and Luth. I met Rey in the IRC such a long time ago. He is funny and nice. He is working is Saudi as an OCW. I believe he is very fond of porn sites.. heheheh.. just kidding. Just a regular of sex channels. Hehehe And he always gives me money to be able to ride the FX everytime I logged out of IRC. Most important of them all… He always visits my site. *huggies*

Now, Luth is a friend from Law School. She migrated to New Jersey in 98 to look for a job. She found one. The name is LUKE. Such an adorable child. He is turning one on July. Anyway, luth has a permanent job [as in real JOB] now, a place of her own, a kid and a L I F E. We keep in touch by letters. How I miss our times together when we would stay at her place here in Manila and literally do nothing but talk. There's so many stories left untold. Jane would be meeting her once she gets to New York. Hmm.. When that time come.. I would be surely one hell of a jealous woman.

Got school today, I think I kinda like my new school. For one simple reason … I see familiar faces. :)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:51 PM|:. +

fucking tired

i have never felt this tired before.....my joints are aching, my eyes are fuzzy.. i just wanna lay on my bed and die in my sleep. What the hell did i do? I took an exam in a corporation somewhere in Paranaque City. It's like a thousand miles away from our house I haven't been in that area before , so my mom.. accompanied me at 24 years old..hehehe.. what can i do? Im thebaby!!!!!!!!!! I slept late last night..and woke up at around 5 in the morning so i was kinda lightheaded too. We (my mom & I ) looked for the said place. We rode the LRT , and its a terrible experience-- there's so many people! Then finally, we were able to find ( that's bcoz of my mom's strategic mind.) I was 15 minutes late. But it's ok...the exam started at 9am. The position i applied for is ABSTRACTOR, the job? ABSRTACTING! waaaaaaa!!! its making contract summary, specializing in lease contracts. The exam lasted for hours, it ended at 5:15 pm. My mom was there waiting for me.]:) I'm so lucky to have a mother like her. Anyways, so after the gruelling hours of exam, we headed for home. But before that we have to face the RUSH HOUR! It's like H E L L.

i was not able to attend my classes again. *sigh*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:18 PM|:. +

get together

Since it’s the month of June… there are so many occasions celebrated during this month, the b-day of my Kuya (06-04), b-day of tita Nida (06-03), the b-day of Jeffrey and Cecil (06-23), the wedding anniversary of my Lolo & Lola (06-24), the death anniversary of my Lolo (06-20), My Lolo's b-day (06-25), b-day of ate Heisen (06-28) We celebrated it today. ]:) It's such a tiring but fun day, seeing again your cousins and having one hell of a good time. Sad to say that my Lolo is no longer alive. He died two years ago. We went to the cemetery and offered some prayers ( hehehe yeah right ) and some laughter to our dearest Lolo. Thereafter, we ate and ate and ate …….. had chit chats… and picture taking.

I realized today that we are grown ups already-- most of us are looking for work, has a kid or wife or spouse or Gf/Bf. But despite growing old -- my cousins and I , never grew up. I do love this activity of our family very much. It keeps the bonds strong. Get together is one thing that I hope we will never outgrow and will be succeeded by our children and grandchildren.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:01 PM|:. +

wheel

Life is like a wheel.. there are times that you are on top and there are times that you are way down. Hehehe… some say life is isn't fair.. but you know what? IT IS. Life is fair, there is what you call natural justice and a thing called KARMA. I do believe in Karma… so before I do things I naturally picture myself in that same situation. Will it do me good? Will I be happy? How many people will be affected? I do think of the consequences. But naturally as a human being, I do have flaws… I overlook things.. I commit mistakes…and sometimes do stupid things. The wheel thing is in my mind for the rest of the afternoon-- I had a short talk with my pare and I'm glad that he's on his way to recovery after this sickness called falling in love hit him. Well… the girl is now after him. I just hope that he'll be strong enough to stay focus.. I hate it when people mess up my friend's feelings. Don't we all?

Time heal all wounds but wounds leave scars.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:05 PM|:. +

laze

There's a typhoon here right now…for the first time it was named after a man. Hehehehe.. It's signal number 1 here in our place. The classes for elementary and high school were suspended. I love to eat when it rains… especially hot soups! Hmmm! Yummmmmmmy!!! After our early lunch, I went inside my room and lazed around all day! I sleep when I want to and then when I got the urge to talk… I went online. Saw chatmates, visited few sites and sign their guestbook. Isn't it just nice lazing around on such a cold day… you're in your most comfortable attire on your warm, cozy bed, reading a good novel.

Nix (*ex-man) approached me again, and we started to talk [again]. The first time that he approached me I was a total bitch so he backed out. Then this weird thing happened.. my mood suddenly changed. So when he got the nerve to approach me the 2nd time.. He was surprised and asked me why the sudden change. I answered that I realized that I exert more effort in hating.. He's not worth it.

Cecil has her own domain now, lucky girl. However, it made me realized that it's not her at all… hehehe… she doesn't even know how to put a link for goodness sake! So all the things on her site-- well.. They're all work of another person and will not reflect her true self. How can she manage her own home? She got for herself a webdesigner BF err.. helper. Anyways, I'm happy with my own url…it may not be WWW.KULASISI.COM but its my home on the web…it reflects who I am. It's me.i am KULASISI.

www.falling.to/kulasisi --->new url but the other one still works! *winks*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:25 PM|:. +

iLuvU, love me?

Love is such a strong word. It can make you smile, cry and give you goosebumps. Isn't it nice hearing those words from the people that you love? It’s a confirmation of what he/she feels for you. Love has been defined as strong affection; attraction based on sexual desire, an unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for others. For me… love is certainly an affection, love is when you care enough for the person that all that matters to you is her/his happiness. His need is your main concern, love is trust, honesty, happiness, respect and concern.

It can change a life. It can be used as a gadget, by those selfish people, luring innocent victims into their trap. Making believe that they do love that person when in fact they don't. It's what you call emotional blackmail.. you know, those guys saying.."if you love me, you'll prove it" or "I love you…that's why we are going to do this" thingies ..It's used to lure someone to bed. Why the hell can't they just say-- I LUST YOU? or I DESIRE YOU?? I don't often say the phrase "iluvyah" for the reason that… sometimes it's said often enough that it lost its meaning. It's like "hello" & "hi", one can say it without meaning it. Whenever and if ever I would say those 3 words rest assured …I mean it. Although sometimes there are things better left unsaid, for in that way-- it would mean more.

Let's just mean what we say, say what we mean. So that we would cut the crap out and lead happy lives.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:23 AM|:. +

tic tac toe

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:02 PM|:. +

Himig Ng Pag-Ibig

Sa pagsapit ng dilim ako'y naghihintay pa rin
Sa iyong maagang pagdating
Pagka't ako'y nababalisa kung di ka kapiling
Bawat sandali mahalaga sa akin

Tulad ng ibong malaya ang pag-ibig natin
Tulad ng langit na kay sarap marating
Ang bawat tibok ng puso'y kay sarap damhin
Tulad ng himig (na kay sarap awitin/ng pag-ibig natin)

Nan na na na Nan na na na Nan na na na Nan na na na Nan na na na....

Pag ngayong ikaw ay nagbalik sa aking piling
Luha ng pag-ibig kay sarap haplusin
Tulad ng tubig sa batis hinahagkan ng hangin
Pag-ibig ang ilaw sa buhay natin

(Instrumental)

Repeat Tulad ng ibong malaya
….

*an old song from the 70's. It's a lovely song with nice melody and lyrics. ]:) I feel a little sentimental right now, the kindhearted bitch is asleep and having her rest. Grr.... waaaaa!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:41 PM|:. +

ex-man

I was having a great time in the IRC today chatting and laughing my as* off when the ex-man approached me. He was the reason i was pissed off a week ago..i told him that it's no big deal , so that gave him the courage to approach me. He said hi... well the actual words used were "hi ex!" So i replied, "oh hi, ex!" After the usual pleasantries we started talking he asked me if i have a bf now.I told him that i'm still looking and those stuff. He said he's kinda insecured because i'm looking. The nerve of that guy. I'm not the type to pine. He said that he still feel something for me.--DUH! i asked him if he expect me to believe him.. he said that he doesn't care whether i believe him or not, he just wants me to know. So i said, he better talk to the other girl for he might be caught and that would be one hell of a mess. Then we talked about the past, i asked about the-- err--GIRL. What do you know, the girl knows about me. Isn't that nice? kinda stupid huh? He said things that would explain why he flew the coop and looked for a nest somewhere. You know the reasons that married men give to get laid? HE USED THAT! friggin' guy. He told me that he misses the GIRL...and that he doesn't any more call cards...they're all used up. WHY THE HELL DID HE HAVE TO TELL ME THAT?? to hurt me? to spite me? I felt used. What the hell.. he used me.

I want to make him feel the hurt that I felt, even a hundred times more. How can you love two women at the same time? It has been his fondest wish to be a topic here. WISHES DO COME TRUE.I just hope that he'll leave me alone.

I'm used being alone.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:22 PM|:. +

Layouts

These girls got a new layout! waaaaaaaaaaa!! i'm jealousssssssss!! ]:P~~

denDen

Linda
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:26 PM|:. +

my song

i got this midi file from the net-- and this particular song is my so-called national anthem. I don't know why but i really love it. I don't like it-- I LOVE IT. It's who i am. It's somewhere here... hehee.. go and listen. ]:) tomorrow is the 1st day of classes! wooooooooo hoooooooooo!!! gotta love school... ]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:18 PM|:. +

quit playing games

Whether we like it or not, insensitive people do exist. In fact they are everywhere. I don't know if they do it for fun, but somehow i got this notion that they really like to play with other people's feeling. They love to play games. It's not ok to let other people believe that you do care about them when in fact you don't. It's not ok to let other people go to all the trouble of getting everything fixed just to chicken out later-- i'm not saying that a girl doesn't have the right to choose..or even to back out...it's just that, one should be FAIR. Being fair is easy, you just have to be honest to yourself. If you like a man to be more than a friend..you need not prolong tha so-called agony. If you can't have him for more than a Friend-- tell him so that he doesn't look like a fool. Hoping for a thing that never and will never exist. And most of all... tell the truth. Cause telling a lie is really shitty specially when you are caught. Being played for a fool is shitty. Some people deserve to be played..it's a fact of life-- you get what you give. I tried putting out of my mind the intuition that this girl is toying with my friend's feeling.. but what happened last night confirmed the fact that she is a liar, and a playah. Quit playing the fucking game girl.. before you know it..the game is Over and you'll regret ever doing it--cause in the end, it's your lost.

i hate players. players suck..big time.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:18 AM|:. +

buttons

i got new buttons!! woooooooooo hoooooooooo!!! they are now animated!! :) and i love them all.. get one..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:49 PM|:. +

one of those days

Don't you just hate it when you wake up feeling everything will be ok, when suddenly your mood swings 180º.Now, all the nice feeling and all the beauties that you see changed into sadness, feeling of anxieties and fear. Problems starts to come in and out of your mind.Then you are start to think about them which makes your mood blacker. *arrggghh!! * I think my family is now in a financial crisis. I may not know the details [yet] but i can feel that we are kinda short. And this education thing is really a luxury. I know i should get a job..i know they WANT me to get one too. But then the employement rate here is much higher than the heavens. There are more people looking for job than vacancies. This happens every year, but somehow this year-- it came very early. This darn crisis usually happened around August, and it's only JUNE! i wonder how long this one will last.... I just hope that we'll get over this soon enough before i think of something really bad...like selling myself.. ( Hahahahhaa!! as if...now that's one hell of a great joke!)

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:02 AM|:. +

what's in a name

While I was visiting Cat's Site I saw this link wherein you can check the meaning of your name. So I visited the site, all ready and excited to know the meaning of my name.. when it suddenly hits me.."WHAT NAME AM I GOING TO USE?.. AM I GOING TO USE MY REAL NAME? OR MY NICKNAME?" so feebleminded person that I am.. I looked at the meaning of both names. My real name is Consuelo ( *think u can read that huh?*) and my friends call me Connie. I've picked only those that stuff that holds true for me. Ok here is the result:

First name: Consuelo
- This name has given you a gregarious personality and a quick-thinking, creative, and versatile nature, but one that is unstable emotionally.
- You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine
- Although you may appear confident and positive, you actually lack confidence and feel self-conscious at times.

Second name: Connie
- Your name of Connie gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much.
- You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful.
- You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you.
- Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone's feelings.
- Though you recognize your responsibilities, you are inclined to put things off until you are forced to take action.

I'm not going to include the health facts since I'm not a health bum. Speaking for myself, without the help of my tardy conscience-- I'm more of a Connie than a Consuelo .
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 6:07 PM|:. +

decision making sucks

There are times in our lives that we have to make decisions. No matter how crucial or petty the subject matter is.. it is always important to weigh things. We need to think things over very carefully for it'll affect our present and our future. I hate making decisions.. Especially when it concerns my future and me. I made a decision before.. and I stood by it. Defending my stand everytime the subject is brought up. But there are times when I know that it's futile to fight, to defend or even explain my stand. There are even times when I think of my past and regret my actions. When I long for the easy life that I had then when everything was simple. Everything was ok… everything was fine. Today, I have decided that I'll transfer to another school. A not so popular law school so that I'll be able to get my diploma.

I haven't told Jane about it..maybe some other day. Some people may not understand the reasons that I have for transferring [yet again].. All I know is that they are all valuable. My father wasn't that ecstatic when my "ate" (older sister) told him about my decision. My mother was silent. And my ate's very supportive. The new school is old…ugly and not facilitated with things that I got used to in my former school. Right now, all I can see and all I can think of is my DIPLOMA. Adulthood is a lifetime decision-making. You decide where you want to go, where life will lead you. You decide whether you go with or against the flow of this so-called LIFE.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:31 PM|:. +

*disclaimer: i didn't made the list, i got it from the mail & they have a point so i publish it. kudos to the author.

if only guys knew..

1. That sometimes it doesn't really matter how a guy
looks, it's the
vibes that matters.

2. That most of the time, girls can't remember how a
guy really looks
like, just maybe his voice...or his eyes...or his
smile.

3. That if you can make a girl laugh, you are "IN".
Girls would rather
spend their time laughing and talking to an ugly guy
than bear with a
non-interesting, pea-brained, humorless Baldwin.

4. That guys and girls can be just FRIENDS and not
necessarily MORE
than that. Sometimes guys are perceived only as
friends and unwelcome
lovers. (the asexual species)

5. That it's not entirely easy for girls to reject
guys.

6. And that it's not the guy's fault when he's
rejected.

7. That when a when a girl says "NO"; by golly, she
MEANS it!

8. That girls don't really appreciate being called
"babe" "chiobu" or
"chickababes" or "chicks" in their presence.

9. That it's not the girl's fault if she's not
automatically perfect -
meaning, so what if she's horizontally- challenged?

10. That it's a fact of life that guys mature three
years behind
girls.

11. That most of the time, girls appreciate it when
guys act like
gentlemen - like the opening-of-the-car-doors kind
of thing.
(which affirms my Damsel-in-Distress theory)


12. That certain girls are acutely aware when guys
are teasing each
other about certain girls (especially when those
'certain girls' are
right there).

13. That when guys act like gays (as in joke
around), girls get chills
down their spines even if it's all fake.

14. That the smell of sweat and Polo Sport isn't
exactly considered
"SEXY".

15. That it's really impolite to stare at girls no
matter how sexy or
skinny the girl is (hey, you don't see girls openly
staring at guys!
There is such a word as SUBTLE!)

16. That it doesn't take 2 minutes for a girl to
look beautiful- it
takes a much longer period of time. (Admit it, it's
worth the wait?)

17. That when girls act really bitchy, it's just one
of those
days...like a specific period of time in a month.

18. That when girls don't say anything when they're
with guys, it
doesn't mean that they don't know anything... or
don't LISTEN.

19. That when guys talk, girls listen; and when
girls talk, they expect
the same amount of interest and attention.

20. That if a guy can turn off their emotions like
faucets, well...girls
CAN'T!

21. That when guys say they'll call, they'd better!
(Ugh, still
waiting...)

22. That tardiness doesn't exactly make a good
impression on girls.

23. That it's impossible for girls to go to the
ladies' room alone; they
have to go in little groups. (Now, don't ask why
...they just have to.)
LITTLE CHIT-CHAT HEHEHE....

24. That smoking is tolerable, but continuous smoke
being blown in your
face isn't.

25. That they dig their own graves when they make
insensitive
remarks about girls.

26. That when guys act like complete 'assholes',
girls almost
always end up forgiving them (it's what you call
'compassion' But
forgiveness isn't easy you know, you have to go
through that "down on
bended knees" things.)

27. That maybe it's about time guys write something
about the
things they wish gals knew...
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:28 AM|:. +

i got a visit from sis edna! yey! and she even signed my GB!! wwwwwwwoooooooooo hooooooooooooo! she said she is amazed! maybe because my site is a mess!! same as my life as student! frigging law school! waaaaaaaaaa!!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:00 PM|:. +

dead link

how do you solve a problem like a dead link???????????? darn! ayielle and i tried almost all of her web addies.. how come the darn link is still dead?? anyone who can help me? should i call 911? (as if there's one here) or the Ghostbusters? anyone who can help.. do email me. and i'll owe you half , well ok, a fourth of my life. *winks*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:02 AM|:. +

what is love

For all you people who say, "I love you" when youhave no clue what love is
exactly! Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and isyour voice caught within
your chest? It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I
right? It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off? It isn'tlove, it's LUCK.
Do you want them because you know they're there? Itisn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants? Itisn't love, it's LOYALTY.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your
hand? It isn't love, it's ,LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for their confessions of love, because
you don't want to hurt them? It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your
heart skip a beat? It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about
them? It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one you
think of? It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things
for their sake? It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?Then it's LOVE.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your
soul so deeply it hurts? Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix
of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there?Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept their faults because they're a part of
who they are? Then it's LOVE.Are you attracted to others, but stay with them
faithfully without regret? Then it's LOVE.
Would you give them your heart, your life, yourdeath? Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The
answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing
that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and
share it with others as well.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 5:01 PM|:. +

my sister & i patched things up! i texted her last night before i went to bed. and early this morning she replied. ]:) yey!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:38 PM|:. +

By the way, i'm celebrating my 5th month anniversary at blogging. more to say in the coming days!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:59 PM|:. +

snappy

Early this morning my sister & i had a fight. Let me rephrase that, miscommunication. Not misunderstanding but a miscommunication. She was saying things in a 'loud' manner. And I snapped at her. So she got mad at me and now we are not talking. I stayed inside the bedroom whole day and she stayed out. I have not told her that I'm sorry for snapping at her. I'm not that type of person. I guess I'm at fault this morning-- she is still my older sister and no matter how loud she is, I'm not supposed to be a bitch. Maybe later before going to bed, I'm going to text her. I know that siblings have fights…but not in our family. So there, I blew it up again…*sigh* what a bad day.

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:54 PM|:. +

pearl harbor

Jane & i saw this movie. It's so damn great. I enjoyed it very much..and i'm obessed with Danny!! well...not really obessed, i kinda like him. He's so goodlooking when he look so messed up. hehehehe! He got a black hair & darn cute eyes!

just click the pic and read Josh's (a.k.a. Danny) bio. ]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:19 PM|:. +

Jane & I will meet today! damn.. and here i am, awake. Hope i can wake up on time. date. date. date. i have a date with my bestfriend. yey! i need that!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:05 AM|:. +

Digilust

ok, there's this blogger who's hiding in the name of digilust. he's siging the GB of all Pinoy bloggers with the same msg. And he's damn irritating. he keeps on calling Filipinos.. pinos..there's no such word..darn! this is my site.. i'm entitled to whine same as everybody else. get a grip my ass u poor loser! i'll not delete your entry. it's a memorabilia .ANyway, thanks for signing my GB. U made me very happy! ]:) prick.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:36 PM|:. +

scorned

There's no wrath like a woman's scorn. I'm not in the mood to be cute or anything nice. At this very moment-- the bitch in me is working double time. Actually I'm not angry…. only upset. I'm upset because I was fooled. Dumb asshole.. Whatever is on your mind, your guess is right. I won't be saying much about it because later I know I would sound so stupid and a frigging ninny. And I would hate myself. Sometimes, it's better to be bitchy than to be nice. Some people think that if you are nice-- you are an idiot. Well, I'm nice but I' not certainly an idiot. I don't let anybody do me harm without asking retribution. I'll get even, you wouldn't know when or where. Well of course I haven't actually killed anybody before. I haven't prayed for anybody's death either. I'm not that evil. But I like talking about revenge.. thinking and talking of means and ways of making THAT person suffer. Suffer till he can suffer no more. No one fools me without getting fooled first. Well… I'm not saying goodbye to my nice, intelligent, sweet self. Kindhearted bitch that I am. I'll just have work on my evilness. Time will pass and I'll forget. Just pray that I don’t see that person 'til then.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 6:47 PM|:. +

i was browsing the net and i stumbled @ this young lady's page..her name is LINDA she is so nice, she even linked me! :) she's got a nice, awesome , cool layout!! I'm really envious of her talent!! Making me wish i'm not so stupid when it comes to Htmls. Anyways.. she'll make u love anime..]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:26 PM|:. +

tests! tests!

hehe sounds obscene? nevermind..jane took the eviltest. AND WHAT AN EVIL WOMAN SHE IS! she's proud to be one too. ehhehee!! here's the result anyway,

Yup, you're definitely very evil. Hell is holding a little room with your name on it. (Not that there's anything wrong with that. Lots of successful people have been evil.You find others' pain funny. So what? You're a sneaky backstabber, luring your prey close, then striking like a vulture. But a cute, cuddly, appearances-can-be-deceiving vulture. Often, the snake lurking inside you will put you revilness to work in the bedroom solely for your own amusement. But we all have our faults, right? So if you want to change your ways, try to think about how you would feel if someone did to you what you do to the rest of the world. Or don't. Whatever. Evil is great — just don't kill anyone with your mind. Yes, you're always smiling, but you hold grudges for years, repress your anger, and then blow up in conniving ways — you've got "postal worker" written all over you. If you want to stop the migraines, look into anger-management classes at the local Y. Passive-aggressive people are often very sympathetic, which is why they hide their anger. So take solace in knowing you're still coming off as kind-hearted, you sneaky, two-faced back-stabber.Ooo hoo — you're one evil muther. Your heart is blacker than Darth Vader's helmet. For goodness' sake, next time think about that old lady's feelings before you push her down the escalator. And, really — you know as well as anyone that dropping kitties out the window to see if they can land on their feet is just an excuse to act evil. Yes, it's all part of being a free spirit who doesn't answer to anyone. Right or wrong, it's a fun way to live. -- HOLDS TRUE? -- in someway i guess!! but i still love my bestfriend though she's evil! ain't that right girl? ]:p

I want more test.. it helps me to get know my "good side". ]:)
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:14 PM|:. +

IQ

I took the IQ test @ spark.com. what do u know?! I got 130!! woooooooooo hoooooooooo! they said im a frigging genius!! hmmm..how come i don't feel like one??????? Anyways, they said i'm a genius.. who am i to argue?! bwaahaahaaa!!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:34 PM|:. +

happy b-day kuya!!

my kuya turned 31 today.. I almost forgot that its his b-day!! Darn!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:57 PM|:. +

friends or lovers?

Humans fall in love. Friends are humans. Therefore friends fall in love….? We've seen it from the movies. Read it from the books. Heard about it. Isn't it nice to fall in love with someone who knows the real you? Someone whom you have shared your secrets…someone that knows your flaws and still take you as you are. Best friends make the best lovers.. But are you ready to take the risk? Is it a step higher or lower? *confused* Time will come that both of you will act as if something is going on, you would care more-- you'll start to miss his company more. You'll look forward on seeing him again, and spend time with him doing… nothing. Just spending time. People would then start to notice these so called changes that you don't see 'cause for you-- that's the way it had been. You two are friends.

Personally speaking… I'm scared about this kind of situation. Basically because, things would be put in a different perspective. And I can't handle changes… abruptly. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I am afraid to lose a friend. Admit or not, things would not be the same. It's either for the better or for the worst. You two might end up hurting each other. And there would be no turning back. Who would want to lose a friend anyway?

I stand by the saying that: "Friendship may end in love but Love in friendship? -- NEVER.."
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:45 AM|:. +

The following are the results of the tests that I took at this site
I have a Gold aura. Which is correct.
I am not evil. But I am blackhearted.
What kind of a flirt am I. what the heck is a silly flirt?
Am I going to be a millionaire? - yeps, i am!
My IQ. ..w/c is normal.
My career path. =) I am an ARCHITECT.ahh.. well...ahm.. k!
I am a color GREEN
My emotional AGE. -- would u believe m mature?! *certain aspects only*
My hidden identity err.. too damn many.
Am i a slacker? -- I am NOT! should i be happy about that?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:46 PM|:. +

playah?

Player is that type or person that play with another person's feelings. They love to keep the person who loves them hanging. They love several people at a time. They are what you call CHEATS. They cheat on the person that they professed to love. Naturally, they lie. And they're good at that too. The term playah is not confined to the male sex. In fact, in my lifetime-- I have encountered only a few…but I know many girl players. Can a person really love 2, 3, or even 4 persons at a time? Well, maybe yes but not with the same intensity. There would always be one that you would love more. Let me straighten this out-- entertaining several suitors is not the same as having several boyfriends. Entertaining is not also the same with giving false hopes. If you are not sure about a person. If you have doubts. Let the person go. He is entitled to his own happiness. Don't keep him hanging. He has the right to know the real score.

In every relationship-- truth and honesty is a requirement. How can you be truthful when you lie? How can you be honest when you cheat? Despite the number of your boyfriends.. You know deep inside, in your heart and your frigging mind -- which you love most. You can't help to get attracted to other people…it's an ordinary occurrence. It's just that be mature enough to handle the situation. Girls/ Boys who are in a relationship should not be pursued, no matter how much you like the person- before things get off hand.. Stop and think that in the end someone will get hurt and IT CAN BE YOU. And if that happens-- It really socks, sux, sack?, suck. You are playing with fire and with fire you get burned.

A player belongs to a game. are you in a game or relationship?? Am I? *smiles*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:22 PM|:. +

school jitters

*grumble*
it's that time of the year again. I can't stay inside the bookstore to look for a good book or just look around for fear of suffocating. Children are everywhere-- literally. Not that I hate children, I adore them-- but when they are too many and crying or having tantrums at the same time--well..it's like hell. Why can't their mothers just leave them at the house?

Anyway, I'm not sure if what I am feeling now is school jitters or what since I'm not yet actually enrolled for the semester. Ok, this is what I feel. I feel tired of going to school. Tired of reciting, tired of reading, tired of my classmates, tired of my frigging school life (which sucks by the way). I hate walking in the rain, getting all myself look like a drowned rat. I hate leaving the comfortable life I have at home just to face a hell like traffic! For as long as I can remember--I really don't like school that much. And there's a joke here that the favorite subjects of all students are recess and time to go home. Which holds true for me. I love recess and going home. No one can beat me when it comes to absences. I don't know but somehow in my own weird way-- I'm able to pass my subjects. And because I'm only human, I have tasted failure too. And I guess that's what making me feel this way, fear of having to face failure again. So, that's it.. I'll keep on grumbling 'til I can grumble no more! }:p
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:50 PM|:. +

wooooooooo hooooooooo!!! frigging archives!! hehehe!! i was able to fix the archive-- hehehe!! yey! yey! yey! that's all for now.. got to do the laundry..

ah, yes.. jane took the bitch test-- she got 59% imagine that?! lolz... and i only got 26%!!! *tsk tsk* I found a new site giving all these strange tests.. you can check it out too.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:16 AM|:. +

Frigging archives.. *sniff* *sniff* as of now, i'm still trying my BEST to link the archive to my addy. I'm a FAILURE. ]:(
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:55 AM|:. +

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