.:Thursday, May 31, 2001:.

more problems

after the blogger, there goes my guestbook...then my site ... then NOW my frigging archives!! they are giving me a headache! :( Help!! helppppppppp!! Ggrrr!!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:12 PM|:. +

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:10 PM|:. +

GB's baccccck

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:50 PM|:. +

This topic is a bit mushy and some people might find it corny. So? *smirks* dedicated to uhmm

of love & lovers

As you literally stare at a loving, sweet couple-- have you ever wondered when will it be your turn to love and be loved? Your hands that be held? Your ears whispered into? Isn't it a bit irritating that some people were able to find their so-called "LOVE" and there you are, alone, incomplete and empty. Well some people are meant to be alone, got to accept that fact and it’s ok-- (as long as it's not me). They said that the right one will come along, you need not look for her/him. But then you've been waiting for such a long time that you start to lose hope. Deep in yourself, you know that you are ready. It's your time.

Love is a gamble. More often than not, you lose. You give your heart the chance to decide for you. You made changes. You made plans, only to realize that it made a BAD decision. Loving is not easy. You give your all and you end up being hurt, but that shouldn't stop you from living and believing in love. At a point, you'll just have to let go. When all of you is yelling that you still love that person despite the pain and the awful things done to you …stop & remember that you got to love yourself too. Spare some love for yourself. She'll/ he'll not be the last person you'll gonna love. During these times…cheer up. Keep your chin high! The more hurt you are-- the louder the laughter should be. STOP PINING.

Do you find yourself in love with someone who doesn't know that you even exist? He/she fills all your senses… you spent your day daydreaming about him/her & the two of you together. It's ok…it's natural-- just DON'T BREATHE HIM/HER because if you do-- YOU'RE SICK MAN! Go make yourself busy with someone who'll value you. Then you'll realize that a fantasy is a fantasy and reality may bite but you get results!

LOVE is best when the feeling is mutual.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:03 AM|:. +

it's refreshing that someone wrote me and told me that she reads my blogs. :) i just love receiving mails! hehe.. she admitted that she's a bitch too! cool huh?!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:01 AM|:. +

GB's out of ORDER!!

Frigging Guestbook! waaaaaaa!! my guestbook got busted! i don't know what the hell happened. I was just trying to see if there are new entries... and what did i get? NOTHING! i see myself browsing the Homepage of the provider. Anyway, i wrote them about the problem.. hope that it can be fixed and all. They gave me 48 hours depending on the volume of complains and nature of my problem! that would be 2 days! 2 frigging daaaaaaaaaaays! waaaaaaaaaa!! i think i can handle that-- *breathes deeply* i'm cool. so, there-- i have a so-called GB and yet it's not working!! *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:57 PM|:. +

It's school time again! I'm not sure if I'm going to be a full pledged student this year since I'm not yet enrolled. I haven't been to my school lately. I'm to lazy to go and too damn afraid to check on my grades.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:16 PM|:. +

it's all about the money

If ever there would be a thing that man wanted the most it would be money. Money makes the world go round. Money can buy you power, pleasure, prestige and all those stuff. It is really hateful to be poor you know… Wanting or needing something that you can't have because you can't afford it. But certainly it's not the root of all evil. Its man's wicked mind, greed and need. Money is just an instrument used to act out the evil side of man. I know people who value their money too much that they don't enjoy life anymore. Money is invented to give man pleasure. To help man have a comfortable enjoyable life. What would be the use of working hard to earn money if not to enjoy it? It's their prerogative but it's their lost really. People who love money too much is taboo to me. I mean, this person who has a lot of money doesn't want to spent a nickel for his own food, if he is hungry -- he would go to another person's house and check out the kitchen. What kind of a life is that? He would always depend on other people to feed him. Not to mention people who keep on mentioning and fighting about money. It seems that their world revolve it. If they could, they would bring their money with them to the grave. What a sad, sad life they got.

Love your money and die a miserable man.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:46 PM|:. +

her bitchiness

In every girl that breathes air, there's a bitch that lives in her. Bitch is a malicious, spiteful, domineering woman. Am I bitch? BUT OF COURSE!!!! I'm a little malicious, a bit spiteful and 50% domineering.

I took the bitch test remember? I was so shocked to see the result. I was expecting more. Anyway, for the longest time -- I remember being good and friendly but sometimes there are people that you know… just brings out the bitch in you. I have met several people like that… they're not doing anything to me.. I just want to be snotty and bitchy to them. In my crazy world, they deserve it.

Bitchiness cannot be learned.. its something that's natural. You just have to let it out. I think being nice for years is enough, it's time to let the bitch in me out. The people who knows the real me, knows that I'm a bitch. I fight back, I say what's on my mind out loud. I say what I think of you right there on your face. That's me. If I like you-- then I like you, if I don't well… stay the hell away from me.

There's a negative notion that's attached with bitchiness… what the heck, I know better right? They can say what they want and I won't care. I might think about their commentaries for a while but then I say , to hell with them and live my life. We have our flaws and weaknesses to.. But I'll not divulge it. That would give them the upper hand. So naturally, I hate people who act as if they know me, Don't we all?

Needless to say, I'm a proud to be a bitch.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:37 AM|:. +

Through the Fire

I look in your eyes & I can see
You love so dangerously
You're not trusting your heart to anyone

You tell me you're gonna play it smart
We're through before we start
But I believe that we've only just begun

When it's this good there's no saying No
I want you so, I'm ready to go

chorus
Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance of loving you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you're afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you'll only let me try

You touched me and something in me knows
What I could have with you
Well I'm not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it's this sweet there's no saying No
I need you so, I'm ready to go

Repeat chorus

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Now i need some cold beer!! gonna got to get my hair fixed!!!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:41 AM|:. +

It's nice to know that blog*spot is back.......... i want to smirk @ someone! woooooooooo hooooooooooo!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:49 PM|:. +

gens du monde

....fashionable people

Dress to kill

There are people who really are blessed with good looks and there are those who were shall we say..not so blessed. Each individual has his "own" style. Fads and Fashion are not my cup of tea. I'm not very particular with brand names and clothes in fashion. Although some of the styles or designs may catch my fancy---- i wear them with my own style. I require one thing in clothes though-- they have to be comfty. I was in the mall yesterday and i can't help but to notice the fashion, specially the people that wear it. Some were really trying to be cool that they almost look stupid. They were wearing the most inappropriate attires, mis-matched colors or clothing, and out of this world accessories. They were dressed to kill fashion.

Gadget

The most in demand gadget in the entire country right now is a cellphone. Regardless of the size, the brand name and the line. Cellphones are everywhere!!! It's a HOT item. People steal cellphones. People uses cellphones to attract the opposite sex. People live for a text message. Needless to say that TEXTING is the hobby of the new millenium. I text a lot. Although not all of those people i text reply to my messages...it's quite ok. But sometimes i get pissed off that i delete their #'s in my phone book. Their #'s are of no use anyway.

Don't you just love beer and karaoke?! ]:)

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:05 PM|:. +

Jane and i are in a cafe-..blog*spot is still down! :( i can't view my site!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! *sigh* *sigh*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:03 PM|:. +

Birds and the trees, Flowers and the Bees

My bestfriend really got the knack with words.. Hehehe! Her last entry about sex is G R E A T! I mean in the society that we live in, women should not be heard talking about sex-- it's taboo so to speak. Don't you just hate judgmental people? If a group of girls or women talk about sex, to those darn people think that these girls are either promiscuous, nymphomaniacs , or lustful beings. What's the big deal? And jane is right-- it's just sex. And Sex is sex-- it's a part of life!! Animals do it. It's normal to have it, it's normal to talk about it. Either it's for love or lust, sex is supposed to be enjoyed. A celebration of humanity.

Women do talk about it.. What do you think the 'girl talk' and 'girls night ' out is all about? I know parents feel uncomfortable when talking about sex-- specially times when their son or daughter asks them the big question: "Where did I came from?" Why can't they be honest and stop using the STORK as an excuse! Sex can be taught in a nice way. The parent need not go to the gory details… and be it noted that lust is not love. Libido is lust.

Talk about it and learn. Knowledge is power, aight?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:32 PM|:. +

The art of Lying

When I was still a kid, I remember my teacher telling us that it's ok to lie as long as its for a good cause and it's petty.. she even has a name for it --white lies. She's so wrong , whether for good valuable reasons or how light or serious the matter on hand is, it's still a LIE.

I have learned that there's no such thing as white lies-- there can only be a bad and good liar. And I consider it an ART. A war of the minds.. the objective of the which is to convince the other person to believe what you say. People lie--it's part of human nature. It's what they are. And I am no excuse, hey.. I'm only human (or I would like to think that way). I do stupid things and what better way to escape the fury and wrath than to give a good excuse. Yes, for me lying is a synonym to excuses. You say things to save your own butt or soul or whatever. It's an art to be learned. A craft to be mastered. I have seen bad liars.. and I tell you-- they are easily caught and they are kinda pathetic really for they come up with stupid reasons. Good liars are good artist, they can tell you a lie and you'll believe them. there's just no way or even a hint that what they are telling you is something that's made up or out of their imaginations. This is the art of lying:

 Think of all possible consequences.
 Think of a contingent plan, or follow up statements that would affirm your lie to be the truth. (read it slower, you'll understand it better)
 Look straight into the other person's eyes. They would think that you have nothing to hide.
 Be assertive. Answer questions straight to the point.
 Act as if you are telling the truth.. that 'll scare them off. Hehehe
 If you got caught.. don't ever tell them the truth. It'll taint you forever.

We live in a world where lie outnumbered the truth. Lie if you must just Don't live it…don't breath it.

"girls can wear jeans and cut their hair short; wear shirts and boots... it's okay to be a boy. but for a boy to look like a girl is degrading because you think that being a girl is degrading. but secretly, you'd love to know what it's like, wouldn't you? what it feels like for a girl..." --madonna
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:10 PM|:. +

today i discovered a sad truth about KAYCEE and Debbie--- it was all a h o a x. although the story about the cancer was true-- and all the emotions poured were true..the story of kaycee was weaved...made by debbie. i went to the site and i decided to copy some excerpts:

Her name was not Kaycee and she was not my daughter, but I loved her as if she had been. And I grieve her loss.

The blog was about the lives of three people who suffered, one with breast cancer, one with leukemia, and one with Liver cancer. Each were strong, vibrant, and loving individuals. Each were real. Each died much too soon.

I am to blame for wanting to tell their stories. I am to blame for weaving the lives of all three together. I chose to share their voices as one rather than three separately. I wrote their thoughts, their humorous sides, their struggles, their fears.....(more on the site, however-- i have read that it'll be brought down today).. -- this one is from debbie's site.

today, debbie emailed me her blog. i was tremendously stunned when i read it. i urged her to call me on the phone. she did. i asked a lot of questions. she confessed the truth of her motivations to me. she confessed her guilt. xxx
because i care about people, i was taken in. call me a fool, call me gullible.

debbie told me she did this out of a misguided attempt to tell the stories of people she loved. this was not a scam. this was not a malicious attempt to manipulate or hurt people.

she regrets her mistake. she asked me to forgive her. i have. she said i have every right to hate her. i do not. believe it or not, i still care about her. she is grieving, and this admission only compounds the grief. when someone tells me they are truly sorry, and i hear it said sincerely, then i believe it. -- this one from BWG. sad fact but true.

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:50 PM|:. +

happy 21st b-day Heidi!

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:09 PM|:. +

GOOD MORNING!! is the sun out today?!!

Anyways, immediately after i woke up-- i took a seat in front of the pc and decided to fix the layout of my cousin's blogs.. i just hope that she would be able to continue what she has started and that she'll find it interesting as much as i do. See that layout? i made that just for her--- hmm early B-day gift? ( you better love me girl! ) lolz.... ]:)

As i was uploading the newly renovated layout--- i checked out my bestfriend's site . I discovered that she's a good writer-- heheh..direct and concise. Very interesting entries too. First day to have a blog and there are 2 long longgggggggg entries already! boy, when she got something to say--she GOT something to say. I am happy that finally--she's able to stay in a room, listening to soft music--and not think of where she's going to shop next or think of things that she wants to but but really not needed. Isn't that feeling sublime? Now, money can't buy that feeling...feeling of contentment and being at peace with yourself and with things that surrounds you. That's what you call satisfaction. I do hope too that Jane would be able to keep her blogs updated. hehehe... we don't know when tardiness will strike, do we? love yah, guys!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:59 AM|:. +

cecil wanted the Girl.. in a nurse attire to be on her layout-- her wish is my command...
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:23 PM|:. +

We celebrated Len's b-day today, she turned 25 ,26, 19 23, there I got it right! Bwahahahaha! As usual my cousins and I had a tremendous time checking on updates. We are old and yet we are still "childish" in many ways. We haven't grew up (just yet, ) there'll be a lot of time for that later ! I just hope that whatever we guys have now-- we get to keep till we grow old. Tita Nida's Buko pandan is SUPERB!! Ate Heisen cooked the spags!! Wooo hooo! She's getting good at it. ]:) good point of the day.

This is a tiring day although I didn't do much…and I'm so boreeeeeeeeeed (yes , I realized that I am still overly Bored!)!! Why is God making me feel like this? It's so terrible.. I hate this feeling. Empty but not lonely.. Does it make any sense? Do I make any sense?

Anyway, I finally had the courage to go to my school and check on the enrollment and my grades.. I'll go this Tuesday or Thursday.. do hope that there's some good news waiting for me. And if ever there would be bad ones-- that I would be able to handle it with composure and poise. Jane is thinking about having her own blogs and Cecil decided to keep hers although I got to make a layout for her. That's about for now, kulasisi! U better be good…
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 6:21 PM|:. +

happy b-day len!!

lotsa things happened today!! hmm..don't have the time to explain things.. but i am feeling same as yesterday! so f*ckin' boreeeeeeeeeeed! why did God create Boredom?!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:56 PM|:. +

*bored* *bored* *bored*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:36 PM|:. +

i was able to get rid blogspot's ads!!!! yey! yey!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:13 PM|:. +

bakit twing mauubos na ang akawnt ko e saka ko naman naiisip magbago ng layout? BAKET?! BAKIT?! BAKEEEEEEEET?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:40 PM|:. +

this item shall be included in my next layout.. i kinda like the girl.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:19 PM|:. +

hmmmmmm.....something is amiss..something is lacking! where the hell are my friends? =( i visited KAYCEE'S site again..seems that she didn't die of cancer---something to with veins i think. Her mom wrote an entry-- and one can feel the pain and anguish that she is going through...

....good thing they've decided to keep it.However, it'll never be the same again....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:12 PM|:. +

today i changed the layout of my blogs!

woooooooooooooooooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooooo! go orange go!!!!!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:12 PM|:. +

Check this site out! i'm gonna put a lick link.. but i'm too lazy to do it now.. anyways, i have asked the owner about it-- whether he likes it or not --well.. ehhehe! ERAP.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:09 PM|:. +

I was browsing the net last night.. figuring out a way to change the layout of my site again., when I noticed the announcement in the blogger page. Condolence? Hmm .. A blogger died… she must be a special blogger to have her death announced.., and she was. My curiosity got the hold of me, so I decided to visit the site-- her site. She's indeed a special lady.. this girl named KAYCEE. She's only 19 when she passed away. I spent the night reading about her, Her writings, her mom's writings. She's a gifted writer. She love poems , jokes , smiles and life. Whereas her site talked about dreams, laughter, and life. Her mom's site talked about fear and hope. Kaycee was called the warrior. Her body may have lost the battle but her spirit did not… for her thoughts will continue to live. I checked out also the links on her page-- it's just sad to say goodbye to someone. But then sometimes God knows better. To kaycee, someone that I didn’t know till her death was announced…goodnight.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:51 PM|:. +

Masarap pala mag-blog sa Tagalog… =) medyo nahihirapan pa rin ako sa pagtutugma ng mga salita pero sa tingin ko naman ay maganda ang kinakalabasan ng aking mga talata.

Lalong tumatagal..lalo kong nararamdaman ang "pressure" sa pagtatapos sa iskwela. Ako ang tipo ng tao na ayaw ang nasa "(s)limelight" mas gusto kong walang nakakaalam kasi walang ekspektasyon. E ta*na naman e… lahat na lang sila walang sinasabi kundi .." pagtapos mo, ikaw abogado ko ha!" "atty. Ikaw hahawak ng kaso ko ha" "pag graduate mo--gagawa ako ng krimen ha!" "ilang taon ka pa atty?" -- minsan parang answering machine na ako sa pagsagot: "*smile* oo naman , sige gawa ka lang ng krimen" "tagal pa ho ako". Mahirap pag masyadong malaki ang ekspektasyon sayo-- nakakatakot. Pano kung di ako pumasa? Pano kung magextend pa ako?

Pede bang time first muna?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:49 PM|:. +

Mga bagay na kailang bilang Watcher:

1.kailangan marami kang kakilala..para di ka mukang tanga.
2.kailangan me load cell mo para mahanap mo mga kasama mo.
3.kailangan marami kang pera..panggastos dahil wala pa ang bayad.
4.kailangan mabilis ka..lalo na pag merienda.
5.kailangan marami kang kwento ..para di mainip mga kasama mo.
6.kailangan mo ng pamaypay dahil mainit sa presinto.
7.mamatay ang pikon.

sa uulitin...

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:41 AM|:. +

i took a personality test.. and this is my score:

MENTOR
(Submissive Extrovert Abstract Thinker )

Like just 6% of the population you are a MENTOR (SEAT). Some would call you the most powerful and influential of all people. Those people are wrong.

The reality is that you DON'T really WANT to impose personal views or beliefs on others. Yet you are extroverted and intelligent, and you like to get involved. So you help others with the pursuit of knowledge.

You're the reason that people say "teachers are also students." You are as much a learner as a master, and this satisfies you.

You won't die a lonely death, but towards the end you'll grow introspective, wondering if your life meant anything. This will last for decades, and you'll die after your spouse.

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:48 PM|:. +

the sun is out today! yey! yey! yey!

Happy mother's day!

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:40 PM|:. +

my cousins and i went to the mall.. ate heisen and i helped them buy clothes. That was right after i got home from the seminar. It was a blessing that the rain had stopped! yey! We commuted all the way to manila.
When we got there -- we hit the stores! I didn't have lunch so i was kinda hungry all throughout the beautiful task of shopping...hmmm i could almost feel my large intestine eating the small ones... they keep on grumbling and grumbling. Then when the clock striked 4! we had our merienda! =) afterwhich..we hit the stores again!!!
My feet are aching now..i'm getting old for this...waaaaa!! i need a rest. it was such a tiring day!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:27 PM|:. +

Dahil na rin wala akong magawa sa aking buhay…. Walang pasok sa iskwelahan, walang trabaho, walang pera, at wala rin namang mapuntahan, naisip kong gumawa ng isang , k w e n t o.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:25 AM|:. +

Minsan nakakasawa na ang problema. Lagi na lang syang parte ng buhay. Minsan naiisip ko na binuhay lang ang tao para magresolba ng mga problema. Maraming uri ang problema. Wala pa akong nakikitang tao wala nito . dito at nagmula yung kasabihan na kumuha ng bato at pinukpok sa sariling ulo di nga ba? Iba-iba rin ang pagresolba ng problema, may madali at mahirap na paaran. Ako? Ako mahilig tumakbo sa problema. Pero nakakapagod tumakbo, lalo na kung alam mo sa sarili mo na wala kang pupuntahan--kundi ang sarili mo rin. Minsan gusto kong huminto at harapin ang problema….pero…bago ko man magawa yun…tumatakbo na naman ako..

Di mo maiiwasan na mag-isip lalo na pag may problema….hinihimay mo ang bawat isyu..na sa kahihimay mo nauubos na ang mga isyu at lumalabas na wala naman talagang problema, Minsan iniisip ko tuloy na baka ako ang problema at ang problema ang me problema sa akin. Baka nga…
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 6:07 PM|:. +

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:05 PM|:. +

The rainy season is here! hehehe.. so is school. =(

Funny thing happened , i wanted badly to blog in tagalog but i find myself bubbling the words. Later..i'm going to try it again. maybe it's time for me to get back on my own language?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:42 AM|:. +

i want eat this to cool my head off
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:28 AM|:. +

Adulthood is such a headache! So much responsibilities and so many complications! whew! why did i ever grow up?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:01 AM|:. +

I was able to leeched a copy of the song i wanted very much.. "Torete". Thankies to Gladz, for giving me a copy! Guitar is such a nice instrument.. you can play it even without electricity, it can make sweet melodies or noise... and most important of them all, you can hit your boyfriend with it when you two get on a fight! =) wwwwwwwooooooo hoooooooooooooo!

I'm getting addicted with online games, but sad to say, i lose a lot... damn! and i am a SORE LOSER! who wants to lose anyway?

come play with meeeeeee!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:17 AM|:. +

Dear Koni,
One of the greatest blessings there could ever be is the blessing of having u. we may not talk, keep in touch as often as we want but i simply know within in my heart that you're always there.
love,
me.

iam2gud4u is such a sweet........ i'm a sucker for sweets.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:41 PM|:. +

c o n n i e

c o n n i e

cool huh?!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:39 AM|:. +

Vote Wisely


8 days before the election...13-0?!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:21 AM|:. +

w h a t e v e r

fuck this word.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:33 PM|:. +

i forgot to mention that the result of the BAR is out! more than 900 takers have passed. as usual the topnatcher came from UP! when will i take mine?!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:05 AM|:. +

good morning, kulasisi! i have slept for almost 10 hours! it's just too much and now i feel so tired! lol.. damn.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:03 AM|:. +

thought about life

"Life isn't about keeping score.
It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all.
It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school.
In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not.
Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that.
But life is about who you love and who you hurt.
It's about how you feel about yourself.
It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love.
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence.
It's about what you say and what you mean.
It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have.
Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise.
These choices are what life's about."

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:01 AM|:. +

Do you know how it feels like to live in the shadow of someone? Being second best?! Hearing the words " why can't u be just like her!?" "why can't u be pretty like her?" endless why can't u be's… WHY THE HELL CAN'T I BE JUST MYSELF?
I mean we can't all be beautiful, we can't all be brainy.. we can't all be funny, we can't all be interesting. In someway to balance your inertia, u got to have flaws too.

When I was still a kid, I dreamed of being powerful, successful, rich and happy. I dreamed of having my own car, own house, own pool and my own family… those stuff and all. I still want those stuff… in reverse chronological order.

I had a dream about high school. I was back in senior high. Weird feeling… wonder where my high school classmates are! Bet they have their own families now and leading their own lives. HIGH SCHOOL HIGH!!~~ I didn't have a normal high school. I'm always absent. Though I have friends, I never do go out that much or spend time with them. My umbilical cord is still attached to my home. At the door to be precise.

Ok, this entry is somewhat criss-crossed. It doesn't express a single idea. So what!!? This is a journal not an essay writing contest. *C U T !!! Good take! , next set!! *

"It is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness."
--Tolstoy
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:08 PM|:. +

i took the guestbook off. it's a frigging nuisance. hehehe.. anyway, i got the blogsvoices...

someone asked me to be his mistress... damn, am i a mistress material?--

duh!?

tsk.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:58 PM|:. +

I tried applying for a job online. I don't know if this is going to work or what. I just got to give it a try. I'm that D e s p e r a t e.
I'm crossing my fingers.
My colds getting worst... eeeeeeeeew! *sniff*

everybody's obsessed with sex. damn. Mating season?! sex here , sex there, sex everywhere. yeah.. s e x
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:00 AM|:. +

i need to put a link on this .. site. they are so cool.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:40 PM|:. +

Look what i got for myself?! i got a guestbook. i don't know where to put it. If i put it anywhere aside from its present location, my *ahem* layout become such a m e s s. so there i got a guestbook, i just hope that it'll have entries. morning started out fine... m alone here.. yey! yey! i can laze around! listen to some music. But then, there's nothing much to do here that would result into enjoyment. So, i'd still be bored.

Anyways, i haven't seen my grades yet. I'm sure that it's out already. will i be able to be a full pledged senior? lol... *quivers* I have noticed that my past entries always have curses in it. hmmm.... what's wrong with me?!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:45 AM|:. +

tell me where it ends..
tell me where i'd stop..
tell me when...

tell me.. not to.......
. stop.

"..and it seems i'll spent my whole life waiting for love .. but when it comes , i always run away...."
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:17 AM|:. +

REPEAT PERFORMANCE.. ahehehe! after all the not so nice things that has happened.. i want to stare at something beautiful..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:58 PM|:. +

lessons got to be learned the hard way.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:51 PM|:. +

this site is under construction!

frigging layout! damnation! need to fix it.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:27 PM|:. +

Something not good happened today! The filthy and smelly people from Edsa forced their way to Malacañang! (*as if they can get into the premises) They were carrying woods and stones. Damn ignorant people! Anyway, last night i realized two points about the rally in EDSA.

1. That unless they resort to violence (*which will soon happen) it will not cause work stoppage for the people in EDSA are mostly unemployed.
2. That they are blinded by their pity, which should not be the case beacuse what happened to Erap is a legal matter.

so there, there's a stand off right now at Malacañang. 2 policemen are dead… lots of injured people. And where are those politicians now? They are no where to be found.

They all suck.

"I am my beloved, and my beloved is me...."
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:19 PM|:. +

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