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.:Tuesday, January 30, 2001:.

mga balak kong gawin ngayong araw na ito na alam ko naman na di ko magagawa....

1. Umalis sa harap ng computer..
2. Mag-aral
3. Mag-basa ng aklat
4. HUWAG Mag-online

-- shet! alam ko na ang dapat kong gawin.. pero lagi ko namang di nagagawa..... ano ba namang buhay to!!! I need to be disciplined!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:35 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

Looking straight in the mirror trying to see
the face of the woman staring in front of me
She looks so sad, as i looked in her eyes
Though i can hear her laughter and see her smiles

I should have looked away,but i caught her eye
There i see , a heart so badly broken,
a soul that lived a lie....

Minutes have passed and i just stared.... trying to figure out
why the woman is scared....
"Be brave little one..." all i can say....
"Death will come before the end of the day....."

Staring and looking made me realize.... that the woman is me....
its no big surprise....

---nyehahaha..... wala wenta!

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:10 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

i made a poem.... habang yung teacher ko e..... dakdak ng dakdak sa harap..... i already know what he's talking about kasi naman review class na yun.... i still have to do some editing....

--I'm looking for a job......
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:21 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

hmmmm.. muntik pang maging masama ang araw na to! shet! i tried to edit my HP dun sa internet cafe...... bago pa nakaload... kailangan mo na magrefresh.... di pa ako makapasok sa IRC! tapos yung katabi ko---- she's so weird........... she keeps on mumbling! haaaay! puro email lang ang nagawa ko... well at least di na magtatampo sa akin yung friend ko! haba nung letter ko sa kanya ! hehehhe!!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:18 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Sunday, January 28, 2001:.

A charm invests a face
Imperfectly beheld.
The lady dare not lift her veil
For fear it be dispelled.
But peers beyond her mesh,
And wishes, and denies,
‘Lest interview annul a want
That image satisfies.....

-- Beauty is skindeep so i've been told.... Beauty can give you ... power.... authority..... it is an established fact.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:28 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Saturday, January 27, 2001:.

whew! what a day! ang hirap talaga mag-rent! di ko makontrol ang speed! kainis!!! lag pa lagi sa IRC! 100 beses ata ako na-dc sa IRC! and it's getting under my skin. Di ko pa magawa yung HP! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! 25 per hour.. is it worth it??? don't think so! kasi wala naman ako nagawa! and i thought may magagawa ako! hay! i still have an exam at 2. haven't studied yet.... gonna go back in school and cram the words inside my head! i have a feeling that is going to be a bad day ! waaaaaaaaaaa!!! i'm hoping otherwise!

--i have this feeling that i'm a lost soul wandering for years... sometimes i just want to close my eyes..and leave it all behind.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:35 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Friday, January 26, 2001:.

I'm using a prepaid acct! shets! kailangan ko na talaga humanap ng work!!! am i ready for it? am i prepared for it? sheyts! got to do some thinking.... shet talaga!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:25 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Thursday, January 25, 2001:.

Yes! I finally have my own hp--... ahehe!
it may not be as beautiful as the other
home pages that i visited, but for a newbie
--not bad.. ahehe! walang gumagalaw... wala
reng midi..... but i worked hard for it.
I spent time .. time and time.... trying
to figure out how to put the damn guestbook.
I really can't understand the damn html stuff,
maybe i'm just not born for this stuff. Oh well...
Better than having none.. ahehehe..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:18 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

--Hay.... bakit me mga taong.. di mo talaga maasahan. Napaka-insensitibo
sa mga kailangan ng kapwa...magaling lang pag
sila ang me kailangan. Don't they know that you get what you
give??? oh well.... different folks with different strokes...

--LIFE gives you back what you give out...You're life is not a coincidence, but a mirror of your own doings.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:14 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

Death is the ultimate release....

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:49 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Tuesday, January 23, 2001:.


--Taken at tanay, Rizal... initiation rites....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:03 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

gagana kaya?
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 7:02 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

"Funny how we set qualifications for the person that we will love when in the back of our minds we know that he/she will always be an exception."

---Love is in the air huh?! hahahahaha! Bakit kaya di na lang lahat ng gusto mo e nasa isang tao? Kailangan pang ang ibang qualities e mapunta sa iba.... why o why?! Kailangan mo pumili kung ano ba ang pinakagusto mo. sabi nga ng matatanda--- ang pili ng pili napupunta sa bungi. Buti na lang.....

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:34 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Monday, January 22, 2001:.

Somedays Are Good But...

I woke up this morning with a yearn to cry
Didn't tell anyone for they'd want to know why
Got dressed this morning put on all black
Didn't wear any make-up where's the point in that
For make-up only covers the blemishes you don't want others to see
It can't get rid of the ones that only you see

Went to school this morning with a smile on my face
In the crowded hallway I felt so out of place
Wanted to tell someone I wanted to die
But thought they'd just laugh and say I have no reason to cry
For they see me as I want them to
Fun, caring, no worries, or important things to do

But they can't hear the screaming or see the torture inside
They never ask they have their own lives
But that doesn't stop them from leaning on me
Being their crutch but who in the hell supports me
That's not important I've started to say
When I wake up on one of these days

---Nakaw lang yan.... bwahahahaha! forgot where i got this... =)~

---this is absolutely true..... sometimes i have to show that i am strong eventhough i feel so weak and feels like crying. I don't know if it is shame or what.... I have set the mind of the people surrounding me that i'm carefree, i got no worries.. stable... that i can be depend on. But there are days that i feel so weak, so alone, so lonely that i need someone to lean on to. Someone that would listen.... but i'm just too damn afraid to open up. Afraid that people would know my weak side.. then that would be the start of emotional blackmail.... i can't take the risk. I'm too damn afraid....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:46 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Sunday, January 21, 2001:.

I'm no poet
i have no rythm..
i have no melody
i have no past
i have no future....
i easily forget everything
i'm heading towards nothing
all i have is the present..
now.


posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:24 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Saturday, January 20, 2001:.

-- I thought that everything is going to be swell and all... but it turned out absolutely bad! shit! shit! sheeeeeeeeet! I just wish that if someone is mad at me-- he/she would tell me so... straight to the point! hit me directly.... i don't care how much it will hurt.... i can handle that. I just want to know. I have the right to know. Damnation to hell.. LIFE IS FULL OF SHIT....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:30 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

"Be Sober, Be alert because your enemy the DEVIL prowls about like a roaring lion seeking someone to devour.... Stand your ground, firm in your faith...."

"We shall not be silenced, we shall not be fooled, we shall not be cowed. We shall fight for the truth for the truth -- as Christ said," the truth shall set you free..."
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:37 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

E D S A EXPERIENCE

Second Rally Jan 19-20 8pm-1:30am fri-thurs
-- OO, bumalik ako sa EDSA! it's addicitive e....hehehehe! i got home from LP at 5:30pm and left for EDSA at 6pm.. talking about lakwatsa! This trip to EDSA is legal, for i got my parents permission to go with my ate. =) let me see.... we have met a set of nice people, they came from sta.maria bulacan. This time, i went to the Shrine using MRT! yey! yey! tao na ako! nakasakay na ako sa MRT! The people are enthusiastic! They are always shouting...... and yelling, it's like a street party. The people doubled..... kaya naman ang INIT and sobrang masaya.

--We stayed in the Flyover going to Greenhills-- the view was not good and the people there are not that enthusiatic...maybe they are tired. So, imma rate this one a b- (naks!) . Aside from doin' the things that i've done the night before here are the added features (wala ako maisip na word para sa features! waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! )There are more celebrities tonight...... did i ever mention that the APO Hiking Society is good at hosting? i really liked them. And i was able to watch GARY V. perform!!! cool ey?!?! then its time to go home so we walk....walk... and walk..... and keep on walking.... ooooops! still not there ..and walking... and walking 'til we can't walk anymore-- Then a miracle happened! A tricycle passed by!!! a tricycle in EDSA! yessssss! we are saved!
--Some critics said that people go to edsa to see the movie stars.... they are wrong for the movie stars go there to see the people =)~~~

--would u believe me pasok ako later?! --kundi ba naman napakainconsiderate ng titser ko! OUST! OUST! shet! (actually ouch ouch yun... hahaha! )

--when i got home.. i realized how tired i am.. =) got to rest now....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 4:19 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

E D S A EXPERIENCE
REMINDER: this one is long
I was not able to do my blogs this couple of days for i have to experience History. I have joined the rally 2 times, the 1st time was illegal and the 2nd is legal. and this is what i have to say:

First Rally Jan 18-19 9pm-1:30am thurs-fri
--The EDSA Rally was on its 2nd day when i decided to join. I have asked the permission of my mother and all i got is a YELL... hahaha! Hmm.....I'm 23 yrs.old.... am a big girl.. i can take care of myself and besides, i'm not going alone-- i have my bestfriend with me and her husband. So I escaped.
Naturally, we were all wearing black.. and people stared..I don't know if in awe or otherwise-- I DON'T CARE but it's really embarassing. Finding a ride was a real challenge for nobody would want to take us to EDSA. Hopefully by the use of our exotic charisma -- we were able to get one. We have to get off at SM Megamall, and started our journey to the Our Lady Of Peace Statue.. Once we got there, the volume of the people was overwhelming. Of course, our fellowmen snatched the chance to make most of the situation: Everything was For sale-- stickers, ribbons, shirts, cassettes, foods, etc. We looked for the perfect place amidst the sea of people...... ( we stayed at the farther leftside of the stage) We were not able to reach the stage but at least from our spot, we cann see the stage and some of the people on it.

--Slogans are everywhere: Oreta means Pokpok-Osmeña Pekpek:Sa EDSA Makibaka-Sa MENDIOLA Makibaboy: Erap is Stupid, and countless ERAP RESIGN!! banners and sticker Galing ng PINOY!

--hmm.. ano pa ba nangyari?? It had been a starstudded affair. Hehehehe! (kaso wala si JudyAnn saka si Jolingjing! -shet! ) basta ang dami artista saka songers..... aheheh singers nga pala yun.... sino nga ba? si Dulce, Martin Nievera, Ballet Phils., Tanghalang Pilipino of CCP,The Company, Arnel Ignacio, APO, Rica Peralejo,Cory Quirino and other politicians.

--The emotions and energy of the people are overwhelming....
--I had goosebumps when the song "BAYAN KO" was sung-- my patriotic side suddenly came to life--- no matter how much i may hate the system of government and the people running it-- i realized that i love my country.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:55 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Thursday, January 18, 2001:.

Bakit ako si inday balutan?!....

--she used to be our neighbor in Dapitan,Manila..... i really don't know her....kasi bata pa ako. all i know is me topak sya.... and my ate and kuya would always tease me na anak ako ni inday.. i used to hear her curse.... everytime na bilog ang bwan...she would yell and i remember getting scared.... she was called as such kasi lagi syang me dalang bag na me lamang damit. well that's it... teka... after all these years bigla ko sya naalala... di kaya??? could it be??? oh shit!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:15 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

BLACK THEATER OF LOVE
VIOLET CAST
THEIR BLOOD...
THE MOON GAVE ME FLOWERS FOR FUNERALS TO COME
TWELVE SHAPES BOW BEFORE HER
I'M STILL ONE OF THEM,
TWELVE WAYS TO DIE
HER BEAUTY SCARES ME.....
FALLING..................

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:54 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

i was asked to go out-- should i go? lolz.... siguro miss na ako ng bestfriend ko...... one week na kaming di kita-- oh well, she has to attend to her husband.... lapit na nung umalis e! hmmmm.... nothin' special happened today.. i've done my routines.... in not so perfect order... as usual... typical me.

--I'm not so mad anymore with the 11 traitors.... wag ko lang makita muka nila ok na ako! they looked gloomy kanina sa Hearing..aaaaah! They've become aware that their political carreers are OVER. They really are a bunch of shameless bastards. They make me vomit.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:14 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Wednesday, January 17, 2001:.

i chanced upon the site of GMA NETWORK-- www.thepresidentontrial.com ---- and there i saw the picture of the 11 senators... "president's apostles?" -- and there on the side is the seal of the Senate of the Philippines.... torn apart. i feel awful for i have voted some of them... i thought they are not typical TRAPOS.... but they have proved me wrong. They are supposed to be the voice of the people..... and they have BETRAYED us.... THEY HAVE BETRAYED ME its a pathetic sight (their pictures) for i know how they think.... they make me vomit.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:15 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

--ATTY.DAZA was interviewed in the radio as well as SEN. ORETA-AQUINO ..to lang masasabi ko: LETSE KAYO! Lalo na si Oreta, she was asked about her reaction (jumping shet sya ever) last night when the NO vote won-- ito ang sabi nya : "i was just trying to realease the tension when it was caught on tv...." --DUH! release the tension by jumping? HAHAHAHA! bakit di na lang sya nagpagulong-gulong yun siguradong alis ang tensyon nya! and about the smiling when booed by the people in the gallery? ito sabi nya " e kesa naman i-kontra ko pa , e di smile na lang ako para wala ng issue.. di ko naman alam na ganun mangyayari.." --- DUH ULET! Do these senators think that the Filipino people are STUPID? alam ng tao kung sino ang pro at anti.They are transparent enough for a simple man, a layman to know which side they are on. Atty. Daza was asked kung ano ang masasabi nya sa decision--- ito ang sagot nya "As the lawyer of the Pres.. kailangang blah blah blah blah--"--- GOBBLEDYGOOK! yan! sya yun! ang haba ng sinabi about the Constitution and the rights--di naman sinagot ang tanong. KUNG AKALA NG 11 NA SENATORS NA YAN NA MANANALO PA SILA--- MUKHA NILA, KAPAL NG MUKHA NILA!

--Nene Pimentel resigned as Senate President-- saludo ako! standing for what you know is right-- battle of principles and virtues.... yan ang laban.The prosection panel resigned en masse--- they simply dont believe anymore. Senator Osmeña is on leave... di pa sya sure kung babalik sya sa Impeachment Court. There is the possibility that the Impeachment court is going to be dissolved. The trading of dollar is 55.50 to 1$... WE ARE GOING TO THE DOGS.


posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:30 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

DISTRESSING DAY

I woke up feeling depress... maybe this is an aftershock for what happened last night in the impeachment trial. I feel so patriotic today. I want to kill the 11 senators for making that damn decision.

--When EDSA happened in 1986, i was still a kid then..... i really don't care what happened.. as long as i can play and eat and simply live. I was barely 8 years old~~~ i never did think of it as a serious matter.... the People's Power--- i never did realized that that was history in the making... Never did occur to me that it is a serious matter..that my freedom was at stake, my life was at stake, the country was at stake. Part of not thinking about it is the fact that , WE support MARCOS then...But hey..... I'M 8 YRS OLD! what am i supposed to do? me libreng bigas, asukal saka sardinas..... actually supply yun.. in exchange for our support. Until now, i still admire him (MARCOS) because of his intelligence, nagnakaw man sya-- matalino pa ren sya kasi nabisto sya after 20 years.LIFE THEN WAS NOT THIS HARD. Now, I'm 23 years old--- and HISTORY is unfolding.. i'm not a child anymore. Once again, Life and freedom is at stake. I'm aware of the seriousness of the matter. I know that I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING, kahit na ano, kahit na gaano kaliit---- i'm going to fight.


posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:27 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Tuesday, January 16, 2001:.

FOR THE FILIPINO PEOPLE

I simply want to cry...
to release this disappointment in the judicial ang legislative branch of the government.
i want to weep...
To weep in despair for i know that there's nothing i can do..... to weep for the future of my kids.....
Weep...... for the destiny of my people......
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:11 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

WHAT A TERRIFYING MOMENT

Ok, the verdict is out-- today, the whole world saw what kind of policymakers we have =( and i'm ashamed of them. I know they have their right and prerogatives to make their owns decisions... But their decisions were made not out of love for the country nor their constituents... it was motivated by their own interest. It is as assurance that ERAP will stay in power! what kind of a Government is that? They are all BULLSHIT, the eleven senators who voted "NO". I know that its wrong to pray for someone's death---- but at this very moment---- i simply dont care! I WANT THEM DEAD! I want to flay them alive, burn them, and throw them to the dogs....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:48 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

hard day for me

It's just a hard day.... although not physically hard.... parang i find myself suddenly tired of the rushes of the city life.... i want peace. i'm just a simple person... my needs are not that many..... i want love. i want peace. i want serenity. i want a simple happy life.

--Not all things that you want, you get.... you'd better be aware what things are within and out of reach. Sometimes i think of the things that i have--- and ask myself... am i happy? yes, a new dress, new shoes, new things will make me happy.... but once i wore it --- make use of it.. parang wala na naman ang happiness. Something is lacking in this forsaken life of mine and i'm determined to find whatever it is. Maybe this is the only chance that I'll get what i want. strive.. work hard.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:22 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Monday, January 15, 2001:.

Talagang magulo ang buhay sa IRC..... kahit na over the net lang to..... it still affects ur life..... buhay IRC,masaya..magulo.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:02 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Sunday, January 14, 2001:.

TOday's Hottest Report

I slept very very late.. ahehehe.. i mean i went to bed at around 4am. I stayed all night chatting here in front of the pc. Pero it was very memorable, since it felt like attending a party.. i was able to meet new friends in another server that is.... =)

I woke up around 10am.. and then had a nap. =) it was a great day, had a rest, finished a book. hmmmm... maybe time for me to study? hahahahaha! why does it feel like that my blogs are not worth a shit? whew! whatever... a new week is waiting for me...... i do hope that it's better than the last. chill.....

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:16 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

wala sense no? lol.... ok lalo! typical me... walang sense.. tsk tsk
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:11 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

first.... well, school was fine--- me exams lang kami sa 22nd.... whew! the rest.... ok naman ..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:06 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

WHAT A DAY

hmmm..... well to rate my saturday it was OK! =)~~~~
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 12:49 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Saturday, January 13, 2001:.

Good morning..... ahehe... di na ako makapag blogs sa gabi kasi gamit ni ate ang pc... so yung mga thoughts ko for that night nawawala na pag gising ko sa umaga.

Me pasok na naman ako..... dang! i really dont feel like going..... *sigh* school is so boring, naging ritual na lang sya sa akin. Not like before-- me challenge, all of a sudden it became just an ordinary thing for me. =( i want to find work na. I'm 23 yrs old going to 24 , and wala pa ren ako WORK! sheyts! once i set my mind on looking for one-- bahala na. I'll just cross the bridge when i get there. In the meantime... hanapin ko muna yung bridge.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 8:52 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Friday, January 12, 2001:.

aaah, meron pala ako isang ka-chat..... he is not happy at home... =( which is sad, how can u be happy somewhere else if in ur own home u are not? and besides, it is where u are molded to be the person that u want to be... tsk tsk!

--- I'm so glad that God Gave ME this Family.... we may not be well off but we do have each other, we are happy.... and we can depend on each other. They give me emotional security..peace of mind. hmmm ano pa ba? ahehehe... alam ko na kung ano man ang kaengotang gawin ko sa buhay ko, they will still love me kasi -- miyembro ako ng pamilya. *NGOK*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:28 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

Good afternoon.... so, ok na kami ng ate ko! =) hmmmm.... wala ako pasok today kaya ok sa olryt! kaso, daming bad news, financially speaking! Pero kaya naman namin yun.... ay! sila pala! eheheeh! so hanggang next blogs.. see ya beautiful! *winks*
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:18 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Thursday, January 11, 2001:.

Ok... so before the day is thru.... me nabadtrip sa akin... =( shet! haay.... this is the first time i saw her like that.... it's so scary.... pero ang cheap ng cause ng badtrip na..... ok, di cheap.... "petty" lang... tanda na namin e! it's like fighting over a toy! sheyt! come what may.... we'll always be sisters--- YUN NA!
SHET SHET SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET

bad trip talaga.... lag sa dalnet, ang hirap kumonek! nyetang server yan! papasunog ko yan e! shet!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:56 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

yes! yes! marunong na akong mag-link.... susunod maglalagay naman ako picture! yey! ask ko ba si neil about that???? *isip* hihiya ako! nyehahahahaa! ewan, pag tinopak e di magtanong, di ba!?!?! this had been an unproductive day for me! sheyts!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:19 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

hehehe.. me nadiskober ako... mas madaming lovepoems! ate ko naiinis kasi di makachat cyber nya! heheeh... bigla kinmupyut utang ko.... sheyts, kailangan mag-sipsip.. hay! hirap ng maraming utang! sheyts!

ito yung site... http://www.loveblender.com

posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:11 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

www.angelfire.com/sc/daisyforever/frame.html
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:59 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

hmmm..... i do love reading poems.... and i found this website where there are a lot of poems and love quotes...
makes me feel good..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 3:51 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

hmmmmm..... ok, it the middle of the day... and as usual, wala pa ren bago! lolz.... =) ganun pa ren... online ako wala naman makausap. sheyts! aaral ako sa tax.. then school... xerox ever.. *gud afternun* muah!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 11:27 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

Morning Beautiful! nyehahaha....

i had a goodnight's sleep..sheyts! as in 9pm to 7:30 am..... ang sarap! =) i feel relaxed. kaya lang napagalitan agad ako.. hehehe pero ok lang, ako naman me sala e. di pa ako nakakalinis ng bahay nasa harap na agad ako ng pc. ( excited ako mag-blogs e!) hmmm . i just hope that this is going to be a good day for me.

Forgot to put it on blogs kahapon, yung isa kong ka-chat nag suicide kasi na-busted! ano ba yun?! 50-50 sa hospital. di ko alam kung maiinis ako o matutuwa.. parang kaengotan naman yun kasi e. Uminom sya...then went out for a drive! sus, if he survived, i promise makakatikim sya sa akin talaga.. pero ngayon....pray muna ako na he will make it. hay... net lang to eeeeee! imagine kung in real life yun?! tsk tsk tsk!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 9:55 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Wednesday, January 10, 2001:.

my mom is sick...... =( me lagnat sya. sheyts... lalabas na naman ang pagiging irresponsible ko! waaaaaaaa!! sana gumaling na sya.

-wala kami pasok! yes! yes! GOD is kind!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:25 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

Good morning to me, well there are tons of things to be done . but they can wait.. i'm sure that they can..

~~ I woke up at 7:45 cause i have to bring my sister to the office, i slept late though... *hohum* ang sarap matulog.. sheyts..... hahaha! how nice it is to curse! well at least here lang... lolz... i wonder what will become of this day.. i dont feel happy... and neither sad..... what kind of a feeling is that?! weird huh?! anyway, got to finish the laundry, attend school, and start to think about useless and nonsensical things... lolz daydreaming is good.. i love to daydream.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 10:57 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

It's 1am.... dont know what came over me.... naubos na ata ang sugar ko sa katawan.... i feel so alone..... scared.. hmmmm... there are things in life that you fear.... and i know deep in me... i have loads of that stuff.... ~~i'm afraid to fly and i don't know why.... i'm jealous of people who are not afraid to die......~~~ i'm envious..... sa madaling salita-- INGGETERA.
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:07 AM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


.:Tuesday, January 09, 2001:.

hehehe.. ang saya, feel ko kumanta! kung alam ko lang kung pano mag-gawa ng HP e ayos na! lolz.. hehehehe.. gutom na ako, wala pa dinner...... maya ako blogs.... pag me naisip na ako...
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 6:47 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

i'm listening to the impeachment trial........ MIRIAM is A Freak! She's a shame tothe legal profession. Where is that idealism taught to us in law school?????? where is legal ethics? It's a sad realization for me that people will see what kind of people are in the legal profession. Liars, cheaters, people you just cant trust.... i have this fear that one day... i'll be like her.... Like them! hmm... only time will tell. As of now, i need to grapple all my morals, my ideals..... keep them in me, Study and pass the bar! then we'll see....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 2:53 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

hay naku.... mapag-aralan nga ire..... letse! i dont know if i do have classes today..... i still haven't read anything.... as in wala! mapahiya na ang mapahiya! i'm scared shit.... walang wenta ang entries ko! hahahahahha! anyway.... it's a lesson to be learned .... i can do this... without help from anybody..
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:41 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

shet.. ang hirap pala nito.... shet talaga.....
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:37 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..

hey hey hey so this is what they call BLOGS! how does it feel? -- FUCKING GREAT!
posted by .:|[-koni-] @ 1:33 PM|:. + i wanna die smiling..


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