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Tonight was like a moment out of the past… from a time when there were more simplistic things in life and the troubles were all gone. Our ignorance back and our minds acute to the environment where we are able to just let go.

Tonight felt like days in high school when people liked to just “hang out” and enjoy time with each other doing the stupid things. Talks about nothings and complaints about things out of our control. Goals, fears, worries, life… The delusion is great.

Tonight I think I started to remember again why it is so though to grow up. We learn so much about everything but we never learn enough about the important things… in the end, we just get all confused and have to take these time outs ever so often.

Tonight the trigger taunts me and like a sour sunset, the surreal become real again… I realize that I have forgotten everything that I needed to forget… There never seems enough time for tonight and the yesterdays before...

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Oh how I wish that were true....