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Cant live with them......

To have such beautiful creatures walking this world is a curse. To see and stare. To admire. To have friendships broken. To empty bank accounts. To live the early death.

It is a want that can be eliminated because there are better things to think about day in and day out than the balancing force of man - woman...

How weak the male mind is.... Or at least the one that resides in this head... Being omitted from that strange world which includes the opposite sex has done a number on my way of thinking... it is easy to say that this world can be a lonely place.. if spent alone... which is a conclusion that could be easily realized in the current state of events.... but it's cool.... life goes on. Things still operate the same. No worries.

Then the weakness comes.

Show me a pretty smile. Show me hair that blows in the wind. Show me perfume that lingers as she walks by...

Knees now trembling. Heart pounding.. and all I can say is "fuck". Not exactly the word I would use to describe, but sometimes you see someone, who at the time has the slight resemblance to a goddess with wings, and the words just come out wrong. It's all wrong.

The weakness.

The curves on the hips. A walk. A slight touch. Mending words. Kiss. Sex. Passion. Emptiness and fulfillment..... Emptiness...

What to do? The evils that can happen are the thing that can brighten the day. It is for that chance when the planets align up and for all the alternate universes out there, this one instance is the right one for two people to be brought together for reason... It's this chance that make us daydream, and write sappy teen movies and sing those sad songs that we listen to at night...

... and then there are all the other alternates where everything goes wrong.

So the risk are there. A painful ending awaits... We live in a world with 50% divorce rates. And love is given and taken without consultation of the heart... And dreams are for fools... This is the world that awaits...

..But show me that smile again... show me and I would give up the world, and risk all, and look back only to see the life without...

...definitely cant live without them...