Aug. 23, 2003
I sit at my desk desperately wanting to get out. Friday afternoon at six and still typing last minute tasks for people to cover while I am gone. Just cant get away. Just cant let go... This anxious feeling... Is it because I'm afraid I cant relax and forget my worries from back home... or is it anxious excitement of hitting the sunny beaches of Cancun..... Oh we'll, less that 24 hours, I'll be on a plane passed out from the all nighter that I'm about to pull.... nothing beats a 6am flight.... Just hope a hurricane doesn't swallow us. Need that sun to feel like we're really away.
So I know that summer is fading. 8:30 sunsets compared to the 9:30 ones of days ago. I was almost in full winter gear for my late night ride yesterday.... My summer ends with a this trip.... Oh is it going o suck when I get back... Finally getting use to this nice weather. Finally feeling the freedom of this time of year. Making to best of the days and nights....and soon having to ease myself back into another season... another season of adjustment... Forget the sun. Forget the play time. Forget....
20 more hours.......