But I did not felt like that at all in the morning. I woke up feeling not so good at all. I am not satisfied about a lot of things in my life. And there was enormous pressure I imposed on myself to succeed at a very high level. I felt my body tighten and my hands were shaking a lot. A part of me did not feel like racing as I was afraid of losing. But I went to compete anyway.
The morning past very quickly. Besides watching TV, the only main thing was chatting in a chatroom. Had a chat with a very naughty gal and it was kinda scary. She offered to have sex with me. I rejected it. Then I went on with lunch and packing for the race.
I got there and at first it seems hopeless as both vehicles' settings were not good enough. Then I saw someone's setting that could complete the race track. And although the parts were different, the idea was similiar. So I modified the settings and the race machine completed the track. Then I better that timing till I felt it had reached its limit. Then I used the other machine and applied almost the same idea. But the machine was different and the position of the weights was a problem. But I found out too late as my motors got so fast that the settings do not match. Finally it was time to call it quits. I had sworn not to spend too much money before I went out. The atmosphere was nice as there were people to chat with. I even gave advice to a kid. But I was modest enough to say I ain't a expert. The bosomy young gal was humourous too. Then it was quitting time and I went to the toilet. Then I went home.
Right now I feel okay probably due to the adrenaline. I got to try to make the best of my life. I am going to do some maintainance of my race machines. Then I am going to get a good sleep. Then I really got something to do tomorrow. And I must do it or else I would miss out on the Poly education.
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