LOW SELF-ESTEEM & |
Having a low opinion of yourself or low self-esteem is often depicted as a murky and damaged state of mind somehow caused by a troubled childhood or adolescence. Like the weather, everyone talks about low self-esteem but no one does much about it, probably because low self-esteem thwarts most efforts to remove it.
I look at low self-esteem another way. I see it as a finely honed, highly polished cloaking ritual that holds deep feelings out of awareness. If you have a negative opinion of yourself, watch what happens when you look at another person (or at yourself in a mirror) and say this statement with complete conviction and without smiling or play-acting:
Your deep feelings should come pouring out.
Statements like the one above are called affirmations. But affirmation is only part of the story. I will offer a complete discussion of these special statements shortly.
After you have acknowledged the bulk of your difficult deep feelings, your cloaking ritual of low self-esteem goes away because it has lost its job, namely, covering up your deep feelings. Then your self-esteem automatically improves and you can easily say statements like the one given above.
In the sections below, I present classical healing statements which have served me and my clients well. I have grouped the healing statements according to the deep feeling they free or the cloaking ritual they weaken. It is self-evident that many of the healing statements are far different from affirmations.
The last statement sometimes uncovers terror.
In the statements below, the symbol [Name] stands for the term by which the client called his or her loved one in ordinary conversation like:
[Name] may stand for the ordinary like "Pat" or the affectionate like "Honey" or the bizarre like "Doorknob." Here are some statements to release grief.
The last statement is for religious people who believe that they'll see their loved one again in heaven.
Note that the last two statements say "to me" rather than "for me" or "with me."
In the statements below, the symbol [parent] stands for anyone who helped raise the client: mother, father, aunt, uncle, grandmother, grandfather, older sister, older brother and so on.
Never, never offer forgiveness to your real-life abusers. You will only confuse them. By now they are 20 years further down life's road. They are old and tired and getting ready to die. Forgiveness benefits you because it frees you from the abusers in your head, who are young and strong and very much alive.
When reviewing our expectations of our parents, we should apply the Latin saying:
In grief work, counselors often overlook the horror of death. The last statement had no connection with murder. In spite of excellent care, the client's child died of illness. The client felt guilty for somehow causing the child's death. That guilt formed a ritual which cloaked the client's horror.
These statements aim to release the grief linked to sexual abuse. Grief emerges with giving up the "good things" one has shared with another person. And to children, sexual abuse is good when compared to neglect.
Obsessive clients will practice a statement in their heads until they've drained away all of its emotional clout. The helper with deep feelings can prevent this drainage by changing the statement slightly for each repetition. For example:
And so on.
Watch for the emergence of emotional pain.
Interpersonal expression of the statement that binds a cloaking ritual together allows critical examination and interpretation of that statement. As a result, the truth-value of the binding statement is put into question. For example, a guilty woman said,
The helper with deep feelings used humor to reframe (and question) this statement by saying,
The first half of a healing statements contains the word "I" or "me" or "my" linked to an expression of unconditional acceptance or approval. For example:
The second half of a healing statement counteracts whatever the client is dwelling on. For example, if a client is talking about her failures to control her teenage daughter, a possible healing statement might go like this:
The negatives "not" and its contraction "-n't" weaken the impact of a healing statement. Avoid their use. Negative statements send a double message. Take this example:
This is really two statements which oppose one another.
No matter which one of these two messages the speaker wants to convey, the presence of a negative confuses the listener. Negatives have no place in healing statements.
If you want to clear up your communication with others, remove the word "not" (and "-n't") from your speech. This is quite hard to do. Here are some examples to help you.
Don't do that. Stop doing that. Don't come here. Stay away from here. I won't do that. I have no intention of doing that. I do not like that. I dislike that. That will not happen. That will never happen. You should not do that. You should avoid doing that. Don't tell me what to do. Keep your advice to yourself.
Fourteen words constitute the upper limit for the number of words that a healing statement can contain. The number 14 is arbitrary but long statements are hard for the client to remember.
With my very best healing statements, the client never got to say the statement because, all by itself, the healing statement shattered his or her cloaking ritual and the formerly cloaked feelings came pouring out. Such healing statements are rare but their impact is impressive.
Clients will fight off saying the healing statements that I propose to them. I cover the ten most common resistances to healing statements below.
Acknowledging Deep Feelings |
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Diagnosis: Distinguishing Noncommunicators from Communicators |
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