Like a dragonfly flying high in the sky, there is light above and beyond you and I... 9/30/04 at 9:26 a.m.
Again, just a short update, but one update is better than no update, ne? Rath's moved her journal-ness to a blog, and I can't really blame her. I don't like dealing with html either, and I do have a livejournal that's updated more frequently than this, but it's not for public eyes.
However, I have created a new Gaia account. Under my Achaean name, KaiyaWinterwind. I'll probably change my name when I think of something else, but for now, that's what it is. Uuunder my Gaia account, I'll have a journal, and I'll probably post there more than I will here, simply because I don't have the patience for html.
At the same time, I've been inspired a lot lately, so who knows what ya'll will see out of me? I just feel really artistic lately.
Anyway, I have to go work on my Pre-Calc. But before I, I just have one thing to say...
GLOWING DUCKIES!
Hugs and Kisses,
Kaiya-chan
I want you by my side... 9/13/04 at 10:31 a.m.
I seriously only have four minutes to update, so this is nothing long. Just saying that I'm back, I had a great time, RenFest was sorta weird, but I loved it, and I loved being with her. I miss her a lot now, so I've been crying on and off, but I'm still really happy. Aren't I weird? Dad says we'll go back next year, and I know Rath is gonna try to come down over Christmas break or something.
But yes, despite her tears, Kaiya is a very happy, happy Kaiya.
Hugs and kisses!
Kaiya
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real, I wanna find something I've wanted all along - somewhere I belong... - 9/8/04 at 10:02 p.m.
Soo, it hasn't been a month yet, but whaddya know! Another update from me. School's going alright, but I'm already slipping into old habits. I told myself I wouldn't procrastinate, and I really need to work on... well, not procrastinating.
True to the promise I made myself, though, I have been staying away from Achaea. I'll pretty much only be on there on the weekends. I won't be on this weekend, though, because... ^_^ I'm going to Michigan with my Daddy, to the RenFest, to meet Rath. Which is really really awesome, because I love her so much. It overwhelms me sometimes. Like, sometimes when she gets on and she's all "Heya sexy!" or something or the sort, like she does sometimes, it's enough to have this silly little schoolgirl smile across my face, complete with a blush.
I'm really glad my dad is taking me.
But yes, will be gone this weekend. Leaving early Saturday morning. And um... *think* I think that's about it. Nothing else to really talk about. Classes started this week at work, and they're good so far, despite some minor confusion caused by my aunt.
I think I'm going to bed now, though. *firm nod*
Kaiya
Your failures devour your heart in every hour... - 8/31/04 at 11:02 A.M.
Lookie, I'm back with another update and it hasn't been a month! *gasp*
I guess this is mainly the result of boredom. I did a lot of work on my Ryu/Kio yaoi story during Photography, but I basically slept during Graphic Communications. I can't remember. I couldn't fall asleep last night, so I was tired and didn't wake up until 7 this morning *faint*.
I was talking to Mom this morning though, and we touched on the subject of me going to see Rachel, and she said that if Dad's taking me up there, he has the right to know. She also said that if I'm not comfortable telling my father about it, then I obviously haven't thought about it and that it's more obvious to her that I'm confused.
I don't think that makes me confused. Yeah, I'm afraid he'll beat the shit out of me. Then again, he works for lesbians. Soo... I don't know. I probably will end up telling him about it. Besides - letting the truth out about something like that is worth any pain that it might bring.
I was up until three a.m. last night, tossing and turning because I couldn't sleep. I had to read myself to sleep. I finished reading all of Harry Potter: The Order of the Phoenix, and I still couldn't sleep after that. Then I woke up at shortly after five when my alarm went off, went over to the computer, sat there for all of five minutes before wandering over to the couch and going back to sleep for another two and a half hours. I'm not tired, though. I'm actually quite awake and observant. It's weird.
Found all the information I'll need for my English project, just need to organize it and I don't have the attention span to do that at the moment. At least I have the night off - plenty of time to do homework. I hope that Pre-Calc test goes okay next hour o.O everything seemed easy enough when I looked it over, and we did talk about quite a bit in class yesterday so it's not like he didn't go over how to do problems with us.
Anyway, I'm going to stop rambling and get some work done before I start freaking people out with how "freakishly" fast I type.
Hugs and Kisses!
Kaiya
Deep inside your soul there's a whole you don't wanna see... - 8/29/04 at 7:50 PM
Woot! I've finally pulled an update out of my butt, huh? Layout is up and working, and I'll eventually add a link that has a huge pile up of all the old entries in my possession. Until this, this is what you get! I hope ya'll like it. I personally think it's one of my best layouts yet. ^-^
So far, there's nothing to really talk about. I'm supposed to be working on homework, but I have the attention span of a kitten. Something keeps screaming that something is wrong, too.
School started, so I'll probably be throwing updates at you guys more often. I'm sorry for being so silent over the summer, I was just caught up in work, games, Rath, etc. Here's my schedule for the year, though:
1st - Graphic Communications
2nd - Photography (Sociology during second semester)
3rd - Honors American Lit
4th - Honors Trig/Pre-Calc
5th - Lunch
6th - AP US History
7th - General Physics I
The only reason I took general physics would be because... Mrs. Frailey scared me away from taking AP Biology, and I DESPISE Chemistry with a passion, so =P no AP Chem for Kaiya. They don't let juniors take AP Physics, which I think is utterly stupid.
Away from the school subject (before I start ranting about how HCHS has gone to HELL), my Daddy is taking me up to see Rath the weekend after Labor Day weekend. Technically, he's taken me to the Renassaince Festival, but of course I'll get to see Rath while I'm there. This makes Kaiya a VERY happy camper.
Hopefully by then, I'll have somehow managed to finish her already late birthday presents. ._. They would have been sent to her already, but the dumbass guy at Staples said that the ink cartridge was compatible with my printer, and guess what? It isn't! Ha! Imagine that. But yeah >> Hopefully I can get that taken care of soon.
Nothing other to really talk about right now, I'm sure you all can expect another update before the week is out. Off to tackle the horror that is homework!
Hugs and Kisses!
Kaiya
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