10-9
The black death
coming into my dreams
making everything
worse than it seems
don't worry it's just
a nightmare
nothing's coming true
my eyes are colored black
you don't know what i'm going to do
for all you bitches
that made me cry
to make me want to
say goodbye
today I am the devil
today i'll make it through
today you better not fuck
with me
or i'll fuck with you
Last night I cried forever
When no one was near
I had a painful feeling
That made me feel weird
No one understands
the losses i'm going through
I don't have any friends
To tell me that's not true
For you I will be perfect
For you I will make it alright
But don't worry I don't need
Anything in return tonight.
I sit in a room crying
you listen to me weep
you act as though i'm not there
that I am asleep
I try to tell you my point
as I try to understand yours, but
you keep me so far from your life
it feels like a closed door
Don't try to make it better
please, don't make it worse
the hurt that is upon me
must be a curse
Please, god, tell me
where I went wrong
I just can't do it anymore
to be happy I long.
11-20
Forever we wait in silence
Forever we hold our peace
Forever we love and hate
Forever we're blind but see
Together we are one
Together we are all
Together we are each other
Together we never fall
Life is what we live for
Life is how we die
Life is everlasting
Life can make us cry
Fear is what we're scared of
Fear is what we hate
Fear is in all our eyes
Fear is a twist of fate
Tell me what to live for
Tell me it's all okay
Tell me i'm just dreaming
Tell me it's all just fake
Sometimes you gotta say fuck it
then let it all go
sometimes you gotta give it all up
and just go with the flow
When people don't understand you
don't know what's going through your head
then tell them to leave you alone
before they make you dead
There's nothing inside you
your head is blank
your feet are tired
the devil took his place
Your body is black
inside and out
pain is something
you won't worry about
Your eyes are getting low
your breathing is set aside
now is the time
for you to say goodbye
A tear of blood
dropping from my eye
into my mouth
holding my breath
waiting to bleed
from my heart
into my hands
out of my soul.
The scream of death
invades the silence
fading away
with tears of survivng
Let the pain out
with an endless cry
tell them your thoughts
as you say goodbye
Then pray to god that
he'll take you away
you've had enough of this world
come today.
~Albert Einstein~
