I know i'm falling for you
I just need to give my heart time
To tell my head what to do
So I know you'll be mine
The sound of your voice
Brightens my days
While thoughts of you
Lighten the nightly haze
Every part of you is beautiful
Your hands, lips, eyes,
Your gentle soul above all
I wish you'd realize
I've never felt like this
I wake up thinking of you
After seeing you in dreams
I just cannot escape you
I guess i'll have to wait for you
And i'll be right here
So that when you see my love
We can be together
~Please see me~
The beauty of your touch, fingers trailing my skin
You, hovering all around me, so easily I let you in
I felt so wanted, God, how I needed you
I gave you all of me, it's all I could do
Your body moving over mine, you, touching my heart
Your lips kissing my neck, I never wanted to pull apart
This dream in my mind has come true and today I owe this smile all and only to you
For making me feel beautiful, for opening up my eyes
That someday love will find me
In this amazing life
My mind is flustered
With thoughts of you
My heart is smiling
I don't know what to do
I go to sleep dreaming
That you're by my side
But I wake up alone
And sadly realize
You're not yet with me
I wish I could explain
How much I need you
I'm going insane
One day i'll tell you
It'll shyly slip out
You'll see how much
I need your love...
I need it right now
All I can remeber is the beauty of your touch, the smile in your eyes and the soft tone in your voice. I've never been in such a trance and i'm hypnotized by you. Everything you do gives me butterflies. Just watching you makes me smile and when we're apart, you're never far from my thoughts. All I want to do is hold you. Run my fingers down your back and kiss you...I want you again and always. My heart feels so happy, somebody...you of all people, actually wanted me. Maybe someday our paths will cross at the right time and place. Maybe our lives will connect in a perfect circumstance. But until that day I know that I had you; for that one beautiful night. I will cherish your kiss and remember how good you were to me. All the ways you made me laugh and for making my soul smile. I will always remember the feeling of you, such a beautiful man. Thank you so much for sharing that night with me. For that I will always love a part of you, and when you're ready, I will gladly love all and only you.
Today I just broke down
My heart began to cry
It let go of all the things
It's been holding deep inside
Releasing all the loneliness
Letting go of mindless fear
But it keeps you locked in
You, my biggest tear
All I want to do is
Listen to your voice
And look into your eyes
But I don't have that choice
Because you don't want me
And that's so hard to comprehend
When all I want is you
Lying with me in my bed
Your strong arms aren't around me
You must have been a dream
I never felt your touch and
You never wanted to kiss me
So here I sit alone
As so often seen before
I craddle myself to sleep
But it's rocky on my shore
Sleep doesn't come easy
When you fill my head
Sleep never comes easy when
A lonely 19 years fill my cold bed
I hate that I can't be with you
And that we're so far apart
God knows how much i've longed for you
Now you're just breaking my heart
I would rather have your friendship
Than that one night of memories
Just one more simple hug
Over you touching me
This isn't the way I had it
Planned inside my head
You would have still wanted me
To at least be your friend
I don't want to lose you
But if I have to, I'll set you free
Even though all I want is your
Friendship to come back to me
I see you right in front of me
Yet you are so far away
Isn't there some way we can be together?
I need you here with me
My chest is breathing
but I feel dead inside
I've been alone for an eternity
An eternity i've cried
For someone to love me
Hoping it would be you
But you can't see me
Wanting nothing but you
I look at my future
And it looks so damn empty
I reflect on my past
Of no one ever holding me
And I come to the realize that
Some people have to live alone
I must be one of them
I have no one to love
