21^st December 2001.

It’s 1.30 am. I’m at the hospital. No there’s nothing wrong with me so stop cheering. Dad’s been admitted to remove some lymphoma residues on his arms and stuff. Yeech.

Slept all day but somehow drowsiness has set in. Can’t breath too well, it’s either me or KL is getting stuffy big time.

Christmassy songs have taken full reign in the radio stations. Urgh… and yet  I don’t fell the least bit in the Christmas mood. Wonder why. Come to think of it the last time I felt Christmassy was last year. And even that was after a few years of not being excited. Maybe it shows when you’re getting old. Or maybe it’s just a cycle. It better be a cycle. *checks mirror for wrinkles*

I’m not in much of a writing mood tonight. I blame it on a bad armchair and lousy music. Yeah Kat blame everyone for your incompetence.

*shoo’s conscience away*

Sister Bliss is on tomorrow nite. Don’t know what to wear. Was considering the ‘Lara Croft’ skirt. But then there aren’t any matching tops for it. And lets not even get to the shoes bit. I’m not feeling that excited anymore now. Damn. I need some new outfits. Was considering heading to Sg. Wang to pick up some UV glow shit. But I doubt they’d have anything as crazy as what’s in my mind. Should’ve picked up that parachute dress over at Neal St. last December. Dag nabbit!

Still trying to rake in some cash (legally and illegally) *LOL*.

Spoke to a Evelyn from MMS in the afternoon. It’s amazing how someone I hardly know can be so helpful.

*Cramps*….. damnit! It better not be what I think it is. Got big plans this weekend for pete’s sake. Don’t come stomping in my way! *rolls eyes* when was the last time nature actually listened?

Hope the weekend goes as planned. Especially the other half I had in mind. *sinister grin* grrrrr…

There’s so much to be done. Still have this bit of write-out that I need to type.

Need a face to face chat. Can’t drag this any further than it’s already gone. Any further and a mistake will be in replay. And it’s not everyday people decide to forgive. I say forgive because no one can really forgive and forget. I wonder which is the more lethal of the two?

A friend’s supposed to ring me after midnite. Well it’s 2am now *taps foot impatiently*. Oh well, I give up waiting. Gonna go grab some shut eye. Although…. *rubs stomach*. Dag nabbit! Wish that cup noodle would stop staring at me so seductively… Damn it Kat you’re gonna grow old fat. And a spinster by the way things are going. *LOL*

I don’t care, I want it and I’m gonna have it now. Can’t wait anymore.

We’re still talking about the cup noodle if you’re wondering.

Good nite sweeties I’m off to go devour more junk food… ahhhhh mouthgasm. *Drools*

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