well, it's 2:07am and i've reverted back to my old ways. damn insomnia is killing me when i have to arise for work by 5:30am every morning. thank god i have tomorrow off. i can't stand not getting any sleep, it makes me bitchy, and being bitchy @ a new job is never a good thing. j came over last night again. i fell horrible. lately, almost every time he comes over i pass out on the couch by 11:00pm. why can't i have insomnia when he's around? i passed out @ 11, woke up at 1am, then passed out again @ 3! no sex last night. it's amazing how comfortable i've become. it's nice just sleeping in the same bed with someone...secure. although when we woke up today (@ 2pm!) he informed me of my horrid snoring. i haven't been able to breathe to well since i've started this job, i guess it's god's sick little joke. "let's make the girl who loves animals so much, allergic to every single living thing known to man!" i can't wait until my insurance kicks in, i need my claritin. i am currently addicted to benedryl, which has subsequently given me nosebleeds, dry mouth, sore throats, and the annoying snoring habit...all the while never completely curing my allergies, just making it bearable....sort of. ok, enough about allergies. talking about them seems to be making them worse. i must admit i've been a bum all day. i don't think i've done one productive thing. i wish it was summer. i want to go camping so badly. although i have to admit, mine and j's camping excursions have never ended to well. it's rained...which i find romantic...j finds irritating. the last time we went my car battery died and we had to wait almost an hour for a sign of life to give us a jump start. hopefully this year will be better. i've decided i'm getting a bigger tent. having sex in my current tent is like trying to fuck in a plastic bag, not too pleasant. also, i should really invest in a sleeping bag. it gets a little nipply in the wee hours, and a few blankets just don't cut it. damn it....now i really can't wait to go camping. i love it...i would live in the wilderness if i could.....and not be considered the unibomber's sister. i don't know where this entry is going, personally if i were you i'd would've left by now...most of you probably have, so i'm gonna end it now.
bye bye, Me |
