| I am so damn happy right now. i can't even express it. you're probably thinking how can a girl sitting alone on a saturday night be so happy? well, i got the job! and i got laid last night. woo-hoo. I've been working non-stop for the past few weeks and i couldn't be happier! the days fly by, and i love my job. i've learned so much new shit. i've learned to give fluids to dogs, draw blood, give heartworm tests, and more shit than i can tell you. the only thing bad about this job is the euthanasia part. so far i've seen too many. one of the vets even let me feel the needle as she put it into the heart of a dog. it was the strangest sensation. it felt awful, but at the same time it felt empowering. i can't really explain it. i was helping put this poor dog out of it's misery, but at the same time i was helping to kill it. ::shudder:: anyway, on to happier subjects. me and j got in a fight last week when he came over. i was exhausted from working 11 hours, and i went to bed early. he apparently came in and grabbed my ass while i was sleeping. well, i freaked out...i guess, from what he old me, i shoved him out of the bed and told him to get the fuck away. (who knows where that came from?) anyway, i apologized, but he was still pissy. he went and slept on the couch until i convinced him to come back to bed. i apologized a million times, and he knew i didn't mean it....but he wouldn't let it go. the next morning he stormed out of my apartment, and didn't call me for alomst a whole week. jerk. needless to say, he eventually called and we made up, of course. so i invited him over last night, we went out for dinner and then came home, fell asleep. we woke about 5am had wild sex, then passed out again. i guess we're just weird like that. more later, i'm exhausted and i have to be up early in the morning. miss me! |
