| hello..it's midnight again. so, what's new. i couldn't sleep again. i decided i'd finally fix my journal. i can't seem to get the notify list to work. it's pissing me off. i wrote them an e-mail. hopefully i can get it up and running again. if not..i'll just make a new one. i tried fixing all the pages that were fucked up, ya know..the ones with 19-inch letters. hopefully i got them all..if not...e-mail me. this entry isn't going to be very lenghty. i must force myself to sleep. i have to be at the vet clinic tomorrow @ 6:15am. damn mornings. i hate 'em. i miss J, i haven't talked to him since, well...the other night. i think i'm becoming too needy. at least i'm not showing it. you are the only people that know these things. (and i know i can trust you ::wink, wink::) so...i'm longing for a new puppy. ever since JD died i've needed to fill the void. Monday at work i saw the cutest dog. well...i don't know if you can classify him as "cute". he was a 180lb great dane with a head the size of a horse. but damn it he was adorable. i wanted to steal him, but his owner wasn't to fond of the idea. he didn't even take the joke too well. actually i'm more of a middle sized dog kinda gal. maybe 75-80lbs. Damn it, i miss JD so much. grr..now i'm gonna think about him and cry. i'm such a wuss. i better go force myself to think, happy thoughts as i drift off to sleep land. bye bye ::me:: |
