| Once i again, i owe you an apology. I've been busy...(with J mainly) He's come over every night. He took Today off so he could go golf with his friend, so last night he spent the night. But, while i was asleep i had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that there were four people at a table in some house. Me, J, my best friend, and some chick i've never seen. Well, eventually i got the hint it was my friends house (but i don't think it really matters much) WE somehow got onto the subject of me getting a haircut, and how badly i needed one. So, out of the blue J starts to get up and cut my hair (trust me he doesn't know how to cut hair, and i wouldn't ever let him come near me with a pair of scissors in real life) but for some reason i didn't mind and he did a wonderful job. (you're probably thinking...oh...what a WEIRD dream julie...get on with the damn story. OK, so i will) So, anyways, i give him a kiss to thank him and he kinda backs away and says, "i'm dating her now.." pointing to the chick i've never seen. "i can't be with you anymore, but i love you" And, i'm like in total shock. i had no idea what to do. so my dream skips ahead a few hours apparently, because all of the sudden me and J are in a bedroom arguing...well i wouldn't really say arguing...i'd say discussing what the hell just happened. And he's all..."i wanted to tell you before, but i couldn't...i love you, but i can't be with you" and i just wanted to know what the hell was going on, but he wouldn't tell me. then i woke up feeling like i'd just been dumped...literally..my heart ached. Then i felt an arm come across me and hold me.....and I felt much better....I think?!? |
