| Hi again...Today was a sort of different kind of day. I worked of course, but that was all the same damn thing. I stopped by the liquor store after work on my way home and picked up some Jose Quervo 1800 (i'm getting sick of Jim Beam and Jack Daniels, time to try something else) and some limes. I have tomorrow off so i planned on getting trashed. J came over as usual. We drank ourselves stupid. we eventually started fucking around, and for some reason i just freaked out. we got into this conversation about giving head. Which i'm totally into. I like making him happy, and i don't mind it, most of the time. I said something along the lines of "you know, sometimes i don't like it when you try and gag me with your dick" (because, you know...i don't. In fact, i hate it when he puts his hands on my head and tries to make me swallow the whole damn thing.) sometimes, it's ok if he gets into it, but damn it...let me breathe. But, being me, i would've never said anything, except for the fact that i had over a half a bottle of tequilla in me. So, he turns my innocent little comment (and it was...i said it nicely, i wasn't mean about it at all) into a big fight about how i don't like giving him head, and that it's just "something all girls have to put up with" Oh...I KNOW! the fucking nerve of him to say that. SO, that pissed me off pretty badly. I told him, " i don't mind oral sex, if, you know...you'd say thank you and act like you actually enjoyed it once in awhile." well...to make a long story short we argued for awhile longer, but he eventually apologized for being so "forceful" as he put it. And we made up....which i must say, was some pretty damn good sex. This was the first argument we've been in in a while. But, i'm glad we're all back to normal again, i HATE arguing. Oh, and just for anyone reading my diary or the first time..i don't always talk about sex, just most of the time! Bye bye Julie |
